So I am home finally on this Halloween night. Although, I didn't get to dress up, I just hope that I will play with my imagination for weeks to come...
Anyways, I am here now... and feel much better now that I found the food that I can eat.
Yea, I didn't really had much to eat at my grandma's... I did for two days, but not for tomorrow... so my dad reluctantly, came and got me.
Alright, I will wait and see what happens next later... for time goes back tonight and it'll be another day, another month tomorrow... so... Happy Halloween/ Happy November for all.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Saturday, October 31, 2015
Waiting... But... Missing Halloween.
So, I've been waiting all day for nothing. Seems like I won't be having no costume to put on since I am not home.
It's alright though because I am always a fairy... thanks best friend, :3
Anyways, this is the first time in years that I am missing Halloween but hopefully, it won't be like this forever.
I really kind of want to go home because my computer has all the games while this laptop only has stuff I don't do...
Heck, I had to take out of the games off here because my mom wouldn't be quiet about the internet being slow. .-.
So, you can tell that I am kind of getting bored here... x.x
I am going to send this now... hopefully to be home soon.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
It's alright though because I am always a fairy... thanks best friend, :3
Anyways, this is the first time in years that I am missing Halloween but hopefully, it won't be like this forever.
I really kind of want to go home because my computer has all the games while this laptop only has stuff I don't do...
Heck, I had to take out of the games off here because my mom wouldn't be quiet about the internet being slow. .-.
So, you can tell that I am kind of getting bored here... x.x
I am going to send this now... hopefully to be home soon.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Friday, October 30, 2015
Stuck in a Bind...
Here's the thing... I don't really want to miss Halloween but I learn to not to complain about things because everybody can be so... *insert cuss word here*. So, really I am stuck in a bind.
I am still at my grandma's but this was a last minute planned. Things like this does kind of put me out of my usual mood. I don't like making last minute plans...
It's almost as worse as getting in a hurry to go somewhere.
So here's the thing... Halloween is tomorrow, yay. But if my aunt doesn't come back by tomorrow night, I might be staying another night by force because of my dad. My dad claims that he can't make two trips to my grandma's... but he sort of can. It's just he won't. It's how my dad is.
And yet, it baffles me on why my dad never learns me how to drive...
Oh, well... I still have tricks hidden up my sleeve. I will still love my family but they don't need to be treating me like this forever.
Anyways, that's enough for this...
I will let you all know if I miss Halloween or not.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I am still at my grandma's but this was a last minute planned. Things like this does kind of put me out of my usual mood. I don't like making last minute plans...
It's almost as worse as getting in a hurry to go somewhere.
So here's the thing... Halloween is tomorrow, yay. But if my aunt doesn't come back by tomorrow night, I might be staying another night by force because of my dad. My dad claims that he can't make two trips to my grandma's... but he sort of can. It's just he won't. It's how my dad is.
And yet, it baffles me on why my dad never learns me how to drive...
Oh, well... I still have tricks hidden up my sleeve. I will still love my family but they don't need to be treating me like this forever.
Anyways, that's enough for this...
I will let you all know if I miss Halloween or not.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
The Day of the Dead
Or as many would know as Día de Muertos. Or El Dia de los Muertos.
It's a holiday to celebrate the dead. It lasts for three days, from Oct 31st until November 2rd in certain parts of Mexico.
It's actually an interesting holiday because they go by each day for different themes for different spirits... Basically, celebrating the spirits visiting them.
Oct 31st is for the children. They make alters with offerings for the children spirits to come by. Nov 1st is for the adults, again with the alters with offerings to the spirits.
Then on the 2nd of November, they go out and decorate the graves and more of the deceased. They spread out flowers of the dead, marigolds, decorated skulls and more.
So, this holiday is famous for the movie "The Book of Life" which I have no seen but know it's about the theme of the holiday that's awesome.
In fact, the skulls is the one thing that I like even though it's part of this holiday.
Alright, since I am away for tonight and part of tomorrow, I will be back tonight with another post. I have a show to watch at 9... so I will try to post before or soon after the show ended.
With that in mind,
That's all.
With love,
BDK
It's a holiday to celebrate the dead. It lasts for three days, from Oct 31st until November 2rd in certain parts of Mexico.
It's actually an interesting holiday because they go by each day for different themes for different spirits... Basically, celebrating the spirits visiting them.
Oct 31st is for the children. They make alters with offerings for the children spirits to come by. Nov 1st is for the adults, again with the alters with offerings to the spirits.
Then on the 2nd of November, they go out and decorate the graves and more of the deceased. They spread out flowers of the dead, marigolds, decorated skulls and more.
So, this holiday is famous for the movie "The Book of Life" which I have no seen but know it's about the theme of the holiday that's awesome.
In fact, the skulls is the one thing that I like even though it's part of this holiday.
Alright, since I am away for tonight and part of tomorrow, I will be back tonight with another post. I have a show to watch at 9... so I will try to post before or soon after the show ended.
With that in mind,
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Thursday, October 29, 2015
Last Minute!
So today, I decided to change my room around. And in the end, I passed out asleep once done xD
Then at the last minute, I am at my grandma's for two nights. I am not sure what time I will be home yet, but hopefully all will go well until then.
Like always, I have to take Susie but I couldn't bring Chloe.
Hopefully, I can still play games if I want to. I am going to go on hulu and netflix for times that I am super bored.
Alright, this is a short post but I will still have the Halloween thing for Friday and hopefully on Saturday.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Then at the last minute, I am at my grandma's for two nights. I am not sure what time I will be home yet, but hopefully all will go well until then.
Like always, I have to take Susie but I couldn't bring Chloe.
Hopefully, I can still play games if I want to. I am going to go on hulu and netflix for times that I am super bored.
Alright, this is a short post but I will still have the Halloween thing for Friday and hopefully on Saturday.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
History of Halloween!
I love history about Halloween because it ties in with ghosts more than anything else.
It all started with the idea of Samhain. Which came on Nov. 1st. But the most interesting part is the night before Samhain, is when the ghosts came. The night before Samhain... is... you guessed it, Halloween, Oct. 31st.
Soon, the Christians called this night All Hallow's Eve. You can tell where the idea of Halloween came in here. So, it seems strange to noticed that Halloween is actually a Christian holiday.
When in reality, it was actually a pagan holiday in the beginning. But still, I think it's interesting to read up about the history of Halloween.
It wasn't until 1950s where Trick N Treat became so popular. So, again, interesting how history became the way it is now.
The idea of All Hallow's Eve is also good for the witches to celebrate because of the full moon which sometimes fall around this time of the year. Strangely enough, ghosts have always seem to be around for years and years...
No wonder people loves Halloween! Well, I do too xD
Tomorrow, I will talk about another holiday that actually intrigues me. It's The Day of the Dead... will talk more about that tomorrow only.
Alright, look for the second part and more personal part of my blog later.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
It all started with the idea of Samhain. Which came on Nov. 1st. But the most interesting part is the night before Samhain, is when the ghosts came. The night before Samhain... is... you guessed it, Halloween, Oct. 31st.
Soon, the Christians called this night All Hallow's Eve. You can tell where the idea of Halloween came in here. So, it seems strange to noticed that Halloween is actually a Christian holiday.
When in reality, it was actually a pagan holiday in the beginning. But still, I think it's interesting to read up about the history of Halloween.
It wasn't until 1950s where Trick N Treat became so popular. So, again, interesting how history became the way it is now.
The idea of All Hallow's Eve is also good for the witches to celebrate because of the full moon which sometimes fall around this time of the year. Strangely enough, ghosts have always seem to be around for years and years...
No wonder people loves Halloween! Well, I do too xD
Tomorrow, I will talk about another holiday that actually intrigues me. It's The Day of the Dead... will talk more about that tomorrow only.
Alright, look for the second part and more personal part of my blog later.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Wednesday, October 28, 2015
It's A Full Moon!
I wanted to take a picture of it but my phone kind of sucks right now xD
Also, my internet sucks too. Lately, it just goes off for just watching a video. Right now, the lights are going crazy as if I am using it overtime. All I am doing is listening to music... Maybe that's why but long after I shut the music off, it still goes crazy.
Today, my computer went through this phase where it goes off for no reason at all. Had a hard time getting it back on.
It's alright now.
Anyways, I am going to sleep at around 11 or maybe later.
Also, kind of missing my best friend. His internet sucks a lot. :(
Hope soon he will be able to get online and we get to play games again. Really miss that a lot.
Alright, wanna watch some anime (mostly K and Noragami) xD
Hope tomorrow will be a better day for all of us.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Also, my internet sucks too. Lately, it just goes off for just watching a video. Right now, the lights are going crazy as if I am using it overtime. All I am doing is listening to music... Maybe that's why but long after I shut the music off, it still goes crazy.
Today, my computer went through this phase where it goes off for no reason at all. Had a hard time getting it back on.
It's alright now.
Anyways, I am going to sleep at around 11 or maybe later.
Also, kind of missing my best friend. His internet sucks a lot. :(
Hope soon he will be able to get online and we get to play games again. Really miss that a lot.
Alright, wanna watch some anime (mostly K and Noragami) xD
Hope tomorrow will be a better day for all of us.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Wicca Powers
What I am about to type is purely fiction but there's people who follows this religion. If any of this disturbs you, please ignore it. Some people do not believe in witches period and some people think they are evil.
Wicca is good. Wicca is life. Wicca is nature. But back in the days, wicca was consider evil.
People used to say Wicca used their powers to worship the devil. They don't. In fact, they worship a goddess of nature and good.
Sadly, the Wiccas were burned at stake as evil witches. These wiccas were healers.
They believed in many mythical creatures of the good and evil alike. But they were meant to be for the good.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
PS: Tomorrow and until Halloween, I wanted to do history of Halloween... if anybody is interested.
Wicca is good. Wicca is life. Wicca is nature. But back in the days, wicca was consider evil.
People used to say Wicca used their powers to worship the devil. They don't. In fact, they worship a goddess of nature and good.
Sadly, the Wiccas were burned at stake as evil witches. These wiccas were healers.
They believed in many mythical creatures of the good and evil alike. But they were meant to be for the good.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
PS: Tomorrow and until Halloween, I wanted to do history of Halloween... if anybody is interested.
Tuesday, October 27, 2015
Sleepy Blah Day, But Not A Bad Day.
I have been sleepy all day... I think it's because of the rain.
Literally, like... cold ass rain. Not something that I want to feel right now.
Then, my mom decided to turn the air on and it's not exactly hot outside... so yea...
I decided to get out my warmest PJs to wear for a while. My own room is cold now thanks to this rain.
I think it's suppose to windy all night too... so bring it on.
The only bad thing for today is my internet. It's acting really slow to come on. This morning, I was just watching a video and it goes off! Yea... I am complaining over my internet so much.
Halloween this weekend... and I wanted to do a video but I am not... what you could say "in the mood" to make one.
I guess I can make one without a picture of me... what do you guys say?
A song for Halloween guys. I have no written the song so you just have to hear it.
Anyways, wanna sleep soon... and hope this cold weather goes away. Might go into hibernation while still doing my blog xD
Just kidding.
Alright, that's all.
With love,
BDK
Literally, like... cold ass rain. Not something that I want to feel right now.
Then, my mom decided to turn the air on and it's not exactly hot outside... so yea...
I decided to get out my warmest PJs to wear for a while. My own room is cold now thanks to this rain.
I think it's suppose to windy all night too... so bring it on.
The only bad thing for today is my internet. It's acting really slow to come on. This morning, I was just watching a video and it goes off! Yea... I am complaining over my internet so much.
Halloween this weekend... and I wanted to do a video but I am not... what you could say "in the mood" to make one.
I guess I can make one without a picture of me... what do you guys say?
A song for Halloween guys. I have no written the song so you just have to hear it.
Anyways, wanna sleep soon... and hope this cold weather goes away. Might go into hibernation while still doing my blog xD
Just kidding.
Alright, that's all.
With love,
BDK
Legends Are Stories, Right?
What I am about to put here is all fiction but part of my opinion. If anything disturbs you, please disregard it as a fiction and it's not real.
Legends are just stories, right? But what makes legends are stories that had been told over and over... Adding more to it than what it was original was.
Fairies, magic and dragons are part of legends. Many more became legends because of songs being sung over and over. But if they are legends... how did they started?
Who knows. Folk lore and legends are all part of our history because we used them to dream beyond the true reality. But what if... these stories were true at one point? Nobody will ever know because stories tend to change over time.
So... it's your opinion of how stories became legends.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Legends are just stories, right? But what makes legends are stories that had been told over and over... Adding more to it than what it was original was.
Fairies, magic and dragons are part of legends. Many more became legends because of songs being sung over and over. But if they are legends... how did they started?
Who knows. Folk lore and legends are all part of our history because we used them to dream beyond the true reality. But what if... these stories were true at one point? Nobody will ever know because stories tend to change over time.
So... it's your opinion of how stories became legends.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Monday, October 26, 2015
There's Hope For Something.
At least, I hope so. See? There's hope for something.
Anyways, I was hoping to have a good morning when I woke up. But then mom came in and told this and this... made me feel bad. But after talking to my dad, it went away like the wind.
As for what that was... not gonna say.
I am going to go play some Left 4 Dead 2 for a little bit before sleep...
Oh, and earlier, I went on Eden Eternal for a little bit and played... it was fun. But learn that I still have a long ways to go. Yay.
Alright, that's all.
With love,
BDK
Anyways, I was hoping to have a good morning when I woke up. But then mom came in and told this and this... made me feel bad. But after talking to my dad, it went away like the wind.
As for what that was... not gonna say.
I am going to go play some Left 4 Dead 2 for a little bit before sleep...
Oh, and earlier, I went on Eden Eternal for a little bit and played... it was fun. But learn that I still have a long ways to go. Yay.
Alright, that's all.
With love,
BDK
Things That Go Bump In The Night
Creepers, crawlers, ghosts, monsters, spiders, snakes... no matter what you think... there's something under your bed.
Warning: All of this I am about to type is mostly fiction and it doesn't really have to be true. This is just for fun for readers to enjoy.
Have you ever wonder what that mysterious noise was in the middle of night? A bump suddenly comes. You wake up and you are wondering what is going on...
You are too afraid to go check. Sometimes... this is the best idea. Some other times... well, be prepared for a weapon if needed.
There's no telling what makes that bump in your home. Many says it's because the home is old... but what if your home isn't old and everything doesn't make a noise when you walked upon it...
Then what is it? Who knows.
BOO!
Sorry, just wanted to know if you were still reading. Hope you all had a good day... for now, I will end and report later tonight.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Warning: All of this I am about to type is mostly fiction and it doesn't really have to be true. This is just for fun for readers to enjoy.
Have you ever wonder what that mysterious noise was in the middle of night? A bump suddenly comes. You wake up and you are wondering what is going on...
You are too afraid to go check. Sometimes... this is the best idea. Some other times... well, be prepared for a weapon if needed.
There's no telling what makes that bump in your home. Many says it's because the home is old... but what if your home isn't old and everything doesn't make a noise when you walked upon it...
Then what is it? Who knows.
BOO!
Sorry, just wanted to know if you were still reading. Hope you all had a good day... for now, I will end and report later tonight.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Sunday, October 25, 2015
When Things Are Down... Be Happy
When things are down, be happy.
Yea, just a random message to myself. And hopefully to others who read this. I am proud to say that I have over 4,000 views since starting this blog.
The only thing... I wished that I started it earlier when I did planned it but it's alright... some things that came out late brings good fortune.
I will keep writing this blog and each day, some of you will get to know my life a little more.
Anyways, I took a little break today from the Halloween thing but tomorrow, I will continue on. And then hope to bring more people to read each and every day.
Also... if I ever get to 1000 followers on twitter alone, I might be doing a small giveaway... it'll be only for one person and it might be a game... but I can't give full details until I get more followers on my twitter. If you're wondering, it's @Alastabdk on my twitter.
I try to follow everybody I am at my limit for now. I do reply to DM and tweets directed towards me. So please, do go there. I don't really post much on twitter because well... what should I talk about? xD
I should get back to reading once again... but November is coming so that means more stuff to watch on Hulu and Netflix... Dang it! xD
Yea, I need to manage my time better... but it's alright, will let you all know of anymore details going on.
Oh... and yes, I will make more videos sooner or later.
Alright... that's all.
With love,
BDK
Yea, just a random message to myself. And hopefully to others who read this. I am proud to say that I have over 4,000 views since starting this blog.
The only thing... I wished that I started it earlier when I did planned it but it's alright... some things that came out late brings good fortune.
I will keep writing this blog and each day, some of you will get to know my life a little more.
Anyways, I took a little break today from the Halloween thing but tomorrow, I will continue on. And then hope to bring more people to read each and every day.
Also... if I ever get to 1000 followers on twitter alone, I might be doing a small giveaway... it'll be only for one person and it might be a game... but I can't give full details until I get more followers on my twitter. If you're wondering, it's @Alastabdk on my twitter.
I try to follow everybody I am at my limit for now. I do reply to DM and tweets directed towards me. So please, do go there. I don't really post much on twitter because well... what should I talk about? xD
I should get back to reading once again... but November is coming so that means more stuff to watch on Hulu and Netflix... Dang it! xD
Yea, I need to manage my time better... but it's alright, will let you all know of anymore details going on.
Oh... and yes, I will make more videos sooner or later.
Alright... that's all.
With love,
BDK
Back From A Busy Day
So, today, I have been gone to my grandma's. Stayed there for a bit. Then I went to Walmart for a little bit.
Then back home.
And it seems like a long day.
But it's a good day.
Also, there seems to be an interesting thing going on Facebook of a mother defending her son VS the truth. And she's claiming her son getting punched... one time... as abuse. Wow. Abuse by definition is physical and psychological damage... But not being punched one time. Hell, I smack a guy once because he was an idiot and never got in trouble with it. That guy deserved that smack... so yea... It's just a mother defending her son. They do tend to take things too seriously.
Anyways, I am going to watch a movie now and hope it ends by 8.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
PS: I bought bones for Chloe and the other dogs... so far, Chloe stole the other two dog's their bones... xDDDD Also, kind of miss playing Minecraft so... wanna check the server after the show ends at 9.
Then back home.
And it seems like a long day.
But it's a good day.
Also, there seems to be an interesting thing going on Facebook of a mother defending her son VS the truth. And she's claiming her son getting punched... one time... as abuse. Wow. Abuse by definition is physical and psychological damage... But not being punched one time. Hell, I smack a guy once because he was an idiot and never got in trouble with it. That guy deserved that smack... so yea... It's just a mother defending her son. They do tend to take things too seriously.
Anyways, I am going to watch a movie now and hope it ends by 8.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
PS: I bought bones for Chloe and the other dogs... so far, Chloe stole the other two dog's their bones... xDDDD Also, kind of miss playing Minecraft so... wanna check the server after the show ends at 9.
Saturday, October 24, 2015
Mending My Mood
So today, I have been mending over my mood... and so far, so good.
I have to say... today has not really been a long day. Besides napping for about a hour and going to IGA to get something to eat... And earlier, went to Wendy's to get something to eat which was a $4 deal.
Anyways, I am in a better mood despite that we didn't go anywhere today.
But I do need to go out someday to Hastings and get a desktop calender for both me and my mom together. It's just one of those things that you need.in order to remember things.
Well, since I didn't really do anything, I am going to keep this short.
Hopefully later this week, I will get to play more games... just hopefully.
I think once I get a little more productive, I will start making videos again and more.... I have decided to either do them weekly or monthly... so... we'll see.
Alright, time to go... wanna play a hidden picture game that was on steam for free. Yay!
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I have to say... today has not really been a long day. Besides napping for about a hour and going to IGA to get something to eat... And earlier, went to Wendy's to get something to eat which was a $4 deal.
Anyways, I am in a better mood despite that we didn't go anywhere today.
But I do need to go out someday to Hastings and get a desktop calender for both me and my mom together. It's just one of those things that you need.in order to remember things.
Well, since I didn't really do anything, I am going to keep this short.
Hopefully later this week, I will get to play more games... just hopefully.
I think once I get a little more productive, I will start making videos again and more.... I have decided to either do them weekly or monthly... so... we'll see.
Alright, time to go... wanna play a hidden picture game that was on steam for free. Yay!
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Memories Are Gateways
It has been proven that memories are gateways... or how does memory work? Based on something that is locked in your brain... basically, you are remembering something that you may have already remembered before. Freaky, right?
So come to think of it... when was the last think you remember something of your past?
It's a mystery of how memories really work. It's like dreams.
So this goes back to the theory about if we do exist... but in turn... is it possible for people to add memories that aren't yours?
There are games that are based on memories. And sometimes having memories can be a scary thing... because what if we are remembering something that isn't here yet...
Whoa.
Remember, what I put here is not real and may freak you out. So, please seek help if you find things are disturbing and you know somebody who suffers from memory loss, please be sure to ask them the few simple questions such as "What's your name? How old are you? What year is this? Do you know where you are?" and more.
Now for something a bit real: I have been having bad days lately, but hopefully that things will turn for the better soon...
I know my best friend has been reading things so hopefully... I won't be noticed. :P
Alright, that's all.
With love,
BDK
So come to think of it... when was the last think you remember something of your past?
It's a mystery of how memories really work. It's like dreams.
So this goes back to the theory about if we do exist... but in turn... is it possible for people to add memories that aren't yours?
There are games that are based on memories. And sometimes having memories can be a scary thing... because what if we are remembering something that isn't here yet...
Whoa.
Remember, what I put here is not real and may freak you out. So, please seek help if you find things are disturbing and you know somebody who suffers from memory loss, please be sure to ask them the few simple questions such as "What's your name? How old are you? What year is this? Do you know where you are?" and more.
Now for something a bit real: I have been having bad days lately, but hopefully that things will turn for the better soon...
I know my best friend has been reading things so hopefully... I won't be noticed. :P
Alright, that's all.
With love,
BDK
Friday, October 23, 2015
The Mood of a Life
I expect the mood of a life to be more... calming.
But it's not here in my life. My dad comes in, grumpy, from work. Then he takes out his anger on me and my mom. Therefore... making us feel like we had a really bad day because of him.
Not exactly what I want to feel like every single day for the rest of my life. So, yea, you see my point of why I should try to move out soon.
But I don't know where to start because nobody bothered to help me when my parents just like to get in the way of my life. So... yea... I hate this time.
Anyways, I need to figure out what would the best way possible to not tell my mom or dad that I want to move out without causing them to make my life a living hell.
I live in a prison of my own home. I don't get to go anywhere. I miss out a lot of cool things. I will never get to learn how to drive as long as my dad try to control my life.
So... I think it's help that I need but I never get help because people just wants to go on believing what they want to believe. So... what is wrong with this picture?
Ah, well. People will never catch my cry for help.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
But it's not here in my life. My dad comes in, grumpy, from work. Then he takes out his anger on me and my mom. Therefore... making us feel like we had a really bad day because of him.
Not exactly what I want to feel like every single day for the rest of my life. So, yea, you see my point of why I should try to move out soon.
But I don't know where to start because nobody bothered to help me when my parents just like to get in the way of my life. So... yea... I hate this time.
Anyways, I need to figure out what would the best way possible to not tell my mom or dad that I want to move out without causing them to make my life a living hell.
I live in a prison of my own home. I don't get to go anywhere. I miss out a lot of cool things. I will never get to learn how to drive as long as my dad try to control my life.
So... I think it's help that I need but I never get help because people just wants to go on believing what they want to believe. So... what is wrong with this picture?
Ah, well. People will never catch my cry for help.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Master of Time
What I am about to say is really part of a fictional world. If it disturbs you, please do not read. If you do not believe it, don't read it. Also, there might contain some spoilers because I am listing some shows and movies and more about time travel.
There are movies, shows and games about time traveling. Many of you know some of them but I am listening the ones that I have seen recently and have known personally.
But before I go into details about why I want to talk about time...
Heroes and Heroes:Reborn had a time traveler named Hiro. He was able to see the future and the past of many things. Not going to get into full details about this guy.
Steins;Gate about how time can change many events through many realities. All because a machine that they invented. And stuff happens where a girl from the future was able to tell them many things.
Life is Strange tells how time can causes occurrences where if you screw up things, you make all the wrong or right choices. Basically, don't mess with fate type of thing.
I'm sure there's more stuff about how time can be messed... like Back to the Future where if you didn't do something, things happen.
So... the question is...
Is there really a master of time? Are they reading this right now? Are they with us?
Who knows?
Although, we know about Chaos Theory and Butterfly Effect... that things are meant to be... not to be messed with. So if your path is set... don't try to use time travel to change your path.
That's why... you never know what will happen next.
You can't predict the future. It's forbidden.
That's why the predictions many psychics made doesn't come true... because there's a master of time who makes sure that it doesn't happen. Keep it to yourself, never write it down, never tell anybody. Secrets can change the world.
So... are you the master of time?
That's all.
With love,
BDK
There are movies, shows and games about time traveling. Many of you know some of them but I am listening the ones that I have seen recently and have known personally.
But before I go into details about why I want to talk about time...
Heroes and Heroes:Reborn had a time traveler named Hiro. He was able to see the future and the past of many things. Not going to get into full details about this guy.
Steins;Gate about how time can change many events through many realities. All because a machine that they invented. And stuff happens where a girl from the future was able to tell them many things.
Life is Strange tells how time can causes occurrences where if you screw up things, you make all the wrong or right choices. Basically, don't mess with fate type of thing.
I'm sure there's more stuff about how time can be messed... like Back to the Future where if you didn't do something, things happen.
So... the question is...
Is there really a master of time? Are they reading this right now? Are they with us?
Who knows?
Although, we know about Chaos Theory and Butterfly Effect... that things are meant to be... not to be messed with. So if your path is set... don't try to use time travel to change your path.
That's why... you never know what will happen next.
You can't predict the future. It's forbidden.
That's why the predictions many psychics made doesn't come true... because there's a master of time who makes sure that it doesn't happen. Keep it to yourself, never write it down, never tell anybody. Secrets can change the world.
So... are you the master of time?
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Thursday, October 22, 2015
Idea To Come
I have ideas to come for an upcoming blog post. I will be still doing that strange post in the first post until Halloween. Thanks to Heroes:Reborn, I have come up with an idea of what to talk about tomorrow's post. It's gonna be personally about time. And I will talk about many shows and games that revolve with time... two of which came out recently (a game and a tv show). I will not mention much about the details about them but will warn if there are any spoilers.
Alright, I seem to be stuck in a loop right now. Always trying to figure out something to do, always trying to find ways to earn money...
I need a job where it doesn't require two things: No lifting anything larger than 20 pounts. Hell, I can't even life up a 25 pound cat liter so no go on that. The second thing: I literally cannot hear everything. So if I worked in a fast paced where sound and noise does combine... then yea... not a type of job I would need since I have congestive hearing loss.
So... good luck with that!
Alright, I am going to take my small break and finding ways to pass the time.
With that in mind...
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Alright, I seem to be stuck in a loop right now. Always trying to figure out something to do, always trying to find ways to earn money...
I need a job where it doesn't require two things: No lifting anything larger than 20 pounts. Hell, I can't even life up a 25 pound cat liter so no go on that. The second thing: I literally cannot hear everything. So if I worked in a fast paced where sound and noise does combine... then yea... not a type of job I would need since I have congestive hearing loss.
So... good luck with that!
Alright, I am going to take my small break and finding ways to pass the time.
With that in mind...
That's all.
With love,
BDK
The Afterlife, The Ghost, The Invisible.
What I am about to say might be disturbing or in a part that might not be real. If you do not believe in ghosts, please do not read. If you are interested, please continue on.
The afterlife is real. At least, to me it is. I have always wonder if our souls are what makes us feel things around us. Ever get that chill you can't explain?
Afterlife, to me, is a place where people go when they die. I have seen people not believe in such things.
While we talk about the afterlife, we go into ghosts and invisible people.
The ghosts are real. Well, to some skeptics, they are just part of our minds. But there's just no science to prove the noises that are capture on camera and many unexplained events.
Ghosts are part of our soul. Say, we died suddenly, what happens to that soul if there's nothing to guide it to the afterlife or to haven or to otherworlds... whatever it may be, it's up to you.
The invisible people are these ghosts. They are the ones that do try to communicate us.
So, what do you say? Are you one of the people who believes there's an afterlife? Or believe there are ghosts among us?
Or are you a skeptic person?
Up to your belief.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
The afterlife is real. At least, to me it is. I have always wonder if our souls are what makes us feel things around us. Ever get that chill you can't explain?
Afterlife, to me, is a place where people go when they die. I have seen people not believe in such things.
While we talk about the afterlife, we go into ghosts and invisible people.
The ghosts are real. Well, to some skeptics, they are just part of our minds. But there's just no science to prove the noises that are capture on camera and many unexplained events.
Ghosts are part of our soul. Say, we died suddenly, what happens to that soul if there's nothing to guide it to the afterlife or to haven or to otherworlds... whatever it may be, it's up to you.
The invisible people are these ghosts. They are the ones that do try to communicate us.
So, what do you say? Are you one of the people who believes there's an afterlife? Or believe there are ghosts among us?
Or are you a skeptic person?
Up to your belief.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Wednesday, October 21, 2015
Can I Hit My Head Yet?
Like seriously... can I?
My mom kept complaining about the laptop when clearly it's the internet that's causing the slow connection.
And then she goes outside and finds a wire lose when clearly, the tv is still working fine.
So much headache from such many complaints. x.x
I would have to look at the laptop tomorrow to see what the hold up is and make sure there's nothing seriously wrong with it. But then again, my mom really doesn't know that certain websites are always gonna be slow in one way or another, thanks to high traffic jams of online.
Ah, well... hope she doesn't complain tomorrow but seriously... it's not the laptop.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
My mom kept complaining about the laptop when clearly it's the internet that's causing the slow connection.
And then she goes outside and finds a wire lose when clearly, the tv is still working fine.
So much headache from such many complaints. x.x
I would have to look at the laptop tomorrow to see what the hold up is and make sure there's nothing seriously wrong with it. But then again, my mom really doesn't know that certain websites are always gonna be slow in one way or another, thanks to high traffic jams of online.
Ah, well... hope she doesn't complain tomorrow but seriously... it's not the laptop.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Among The Missing
Disclaimer: What I am about to say is just a theory that I came up with. If anything about missing people or the theory of magic disturbs you, please do not proceed to continue. If you are curious about my opinion on things, please do continue.
Another day, another time. But there are still families who are wondering where their love one is. They are among the missing.
A child has been missing for many years and never to be seen again... where could this child be? I would always say that faeries had this child in another world.
Could it be possible that there is a world beyond our world? Where the missing would be there but not amongst us? It's never to be proven because those who are missing at sea or missing in action are mostly declared dead. But while the other missing people have been missing for over 50 years. Especially the ones that had been reported missing. While there are no known detail about the whereabouts of these people... nobody can ever figure out how a person could just vanish into thin air.
Are they with faeries? Are they kidnapped by aliens? Are they in another time? Or are they are really amongst us, but we cannot see them? Who knows...
Are you one of the missing? Are you among the missing? Do tell if you can dare.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Another day, another time. But there are still families who are wondering where their love one is. They are among the missing.
A child has been missing for many years and never to be seen again... where could this child be? I would always say that faeries had this child in another world.
Could it be possible that there is a world beyond our world? Where the missing would be there but not amongst us? It's never to be proven because those who are missing at sea or missing in action are mostly declared dead. But while the other missing people have been missing for over 50 years. Especially the ones that had been reported missing. While there are no known detail about the whereabouts of these people... nobody can ever figure out how a person could just vanish into thin air.
Are they with faeries? Are they kidnapped by aliens? Are they in another time? Or are they are really amongst us, but we cannot see them? Who knows...
Are you one of the missing? Are you among the missing? Do tell if you can dare.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Tuesday, October 20, 2015
Oh, My Olaf!
So, apparently, you can make snowman villagers on Minecraft... so... Rai, my bestie, decided to make them.
The result? Well...
A bunch of pumpkin head olafs.
Just thinking of all the warm hugs they wanna give.
Alright, that's all for this random blog xD
With love,
BDK
The result? Well...
A bunch of pumpkin head olafs.
Just thinking of all the warm hugs they wanna give.
Alright, that's all for this random blog xD
With love,
BDK
Heading Back To Minecraft in a Few
Yea, I am heading back to minecraft in a few... I was just watching random videos to earn a bit of points for something xD
Anyways, my bestie made this mine cart coaster type of thing...
Picture here:
So it's interesting. It lags on me for a little bit but I have sucky internet anyways.
Anyways, he's away right now (more like taking a nap xD)
I will get back to the game in a few and hope that all is well.
Alright, time to go.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Anyways, my bestie made this mine cart coaster type of thing...
Picture here:
So it's interesting. It lags on me for a little bit but I have sucky internet anyways.
Anyways, he's away right now (more like taking a nap xD)
I will get back to the game in a few and hope that all is well.
Alright, time to go.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
The Beyond, The Another Me.
Here's for another post about parallel worlds. Might include future and time in this one too...
Warning, if you find anything disturbing about things, please do not worry about it. It's just things that comes to mind. Nothing is proven to be real. So do not let it bother me. If it does, please ignore what I am about to say.
Have you ever wonder about certain things? About if there's another you, walking in another world that's like ours but the events and things are different.
It's part of the theory where if something happens here, it can changes the events through other parallel worlds. Say, you are about to get married here but in that other world, you are still single.
Often, there are people who are able to glance into this parallel world. Some say there's a future on that world. Some say, we are still stuck in the past in another. We can see an example of what was suppose to be a city in the sky in China but we are not sure if this is real or not.
Whatever. If you had watch many shows about time and parallel worlds, you would be thinking at some point. Though most works are fiction, we often wonder if it's possible.
So... look out and look at the clouds, think... is there another you in a parallel world that's thinking about you too?
That's all.
With love,
BDK
PS: Will update another blog later so keep an eye our for a personal one.
Warning, if you find anything disturbing about things, please do not worry about it. It's just things that comes to mind. Nothing is proven to be real. So do not let it bother me. If it does, please ignore what I am about to say.
Have you ever wonder about certain things? About if there's another you, walking in another world that's like ours but the events and things are different.
It's part of the theory where if something happens here, it can changes the events through other parallel worlds. Say, you are about to get married here but in that other world, you are still single.
Often, there are people who are able to glance into this parallel world. Some say there's a future on that world. Some say, we are still stuck in the past in another. We can see an example of what was suppose to be a city in the sky in China but we are not sure if this is real or not.
Whatever. If you had watch many shows about time and parallel worlds, you would be thinking at some point. Though most works are fiction, we often wonder if it's possible.
So... look out and look at the clouds, think... is there another you in a parallel world that's thinking about you too?
That's all.
With love,
BDK
PS: Will update another blog later so keep an eye our for a personal one.
Monday, October 19, 2015
It's Been A Strange Day
So, to start off, I didn't had a bad day today. So that's good.
But the strangest part is how guys keep trying to add me as a friend... and I don't even know them from Adam to Eve. So, I just assume that they were adding because of the word "single" and a cute picture of me. Of course, I am not accepting their friendship.
I mean, why does guys want to do that? So they can feel better for themselves? I rather add the ones that I think I will like first before adding complete strangers from who knows where.
Then a young kid asks me to date him and I don't know him either. Well, I do, but not personally.
Seriously, I think guys should learn to read about who I am before they start adding me. If you're into anime or more free will or anything, please message me. Don't add me first. Never.
So, that's my tiny little rant of the day. But seriously guys... think before you add a random girl. For me... I'm gonna start adding these guys and then they start in about blah blah... they are going to get an awesome mouthful of things from me which would not be good on their part. Think before you ask a girl out on a date. This is worse than that time this guy try to ask me out while I was walking. Seriously... leave me alone.
I'm glad an introvert and glad to have a best friend who understands me more than anybody in the world. So... yea...
Done with that part.
Right now, I am going to play Minecraft like I did this morning and fish... and poke a lever.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
But the strangest part is how guys keep trying to add me as a friend... and I don't even know them from Adam to Eve. So, I just assume that they were adding because of the word "single" and a cute picture of me. Of course, I am not accepting their friendship.
I mean, why does guys want to do that? So they can feel better for themselves? I rather add the ones that I think I will like first before adding complete strangers from who knows where.
Then a young kid asks me to date him and I don't know him either. Well, I do, but not personally.
Seriously, I think guys should learn to read about who I am before they start adding me. If you're into anime or more free will or anything, please message me. Don't add me first. Never.
So, that's my tiny little rant of the day. But seriously guys... think before you add a random girl. For me... I'm gonna start adding these guys and then they start in about blah blah... they are going to get an awesome mouthful of things from me which would not be good on their part. Think before you ask a girl out on a date. This is worse than that time this guy try to ask me out while I was walking. Seriously... leave me alone.
I'm glad an introvert and glad to have a best friend who understands me more than anybody in the world. So... yea...
Done with that part.
Right now, I am going to play Minecraft like I did this morning and fish... and poke a lever.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
If There's Something Different...
So, the title of this blog is just saying something about what we think.
I ran by a video last night from Supermaryface (enganged to cinnmontoastken) both famous YouTubers. Her video was called Cat Theory or basically a theory where we are non-existent. Like everybody around us doesn't exist.
I had forgotten about this theory from a class in college. And thanks to her mentioning it, it has brought an idea for my blog for the rest of October.
Each day until Halloween, we will talk about strange theories or strange beliefs and many things. We will talk about time, existence, paranormal and stuff.
But this will only be for the first half of the blog. The second half or post of the day will be something that happened to me that day or whatever.
Most of what I am about to write will be based on my views and opinions on things around the world and around the time. If any of this bothers you, please do not read them. If you are curious too, please go ahead and read them.
Today, my topic will be... if there's something different. Existence VS Reality. Fantasy VS Mind.
I forgot when or who told me to ignore the bullies of my life as a child. Soon, I forgot how to ignore them. Gradually, I learn to ignore them. Like they don't exist. Or did they?
I often wonder if I questioned about my existence on this planet. I often let it go too far. But then I realize that I am still alive so it means something. There's something other than me that's trying to stop me. As my friend as told me, this something is a protector.
I often wonder if what we touch is just part of our imagination.
Our thoughts, our actions, our wishes, our dreams, our minds, our hopes, our realities... are they part of something more? If we are not here, then what are we? Part of a book, part of a game or maybe we are in a movie. We just don't know it.
I once wrote a story about existence and it makes me curious more. What if what I am writing is part of a huge plan of the future or parallel world?
And what if the things we try to do, there's something there trying to stop us. Maybe that's why we have obstacles waiting for us. Because something is trying to stop us.
Then again, maybe we are part of something's imagination and we aren't real at all. Maybe we don't really exist.
Who knows. I could go on and on with this but for now...
Do I really exist? Or are we part of a plan? Or are we something else?
Who knows.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I ran by a video last night from Supermaryface (enganged to cinnmontoastken) both famous YouTubers. Her video was called Cat Theory or basically a theory where we are non-existent. Like everybody around us doesn't exist.
I had forgotten about this theory from a class in college. And thanks to her mentioning it, it has brought an idea for my blog for the rest of October.
Each day until Halloween, we will talk about strange theories or strange beliefs and many things. We will talk about time, existence, paranormal and stuff.
But this will only be for the first half of the blog. The second half or post of the day will be something that happened to me that day or whatever.
Most of what I am about to write will be based on my views and opinions on things around the world and around the time. If any of this bothers you, please do not read them. If you are curious too, please go ahead and read them.
Today, my topic will be... if there's something different. Existence VS Reality. Fantasy VS Mind.
I forgot when or who told me to ignore the bullies of my life as a child. Soon, I forgot how to ignore them. Gradually, I learn to ignore them. Like they don't exist. Or did they?
I often wonder if I questioned about my existence on this planet. I often let it go too far. But then I realize that I am still alive so it means something. There's something other than me that's trying to stop me. As my friend as told me, this something is a protector.
I often wonder if what we touch is just part of our imagination.
Our thoughts, our actions, our wishes, our dreams, our minds, our hopes, our realities... are they part of something more? If we are not here, then what are we? Part of a book, part of a game or maybe we are in a movie. We just don't know it.
I once wrote a story about existence and it makes me curious more. What if what I am writing is part of a huge plan of the future or parallel world?
And what if the things we try to do, there's something there trying to stop us. Maybe that's why we have obstacles waiting for us. Because something is trying to stop us.
Then again, maybe we are part of something's imagination and we aren't real at all. Maybe we don't really exist.
Who knows. I could go on and on with this but for now...
Do I really exist? Or are we part of a plan? Or are we something else?
Who knows.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Sunday, October 18, 2015
Actually, A Better Day.
Yea, it was a better day but it's almost turned bad but stopped it from happening.
I am going to go soon and rest for the most part of the day. I went to my grandma's and had a good day there.
I got a show to watch tonight at 8. And a movie to watch before tonight... ah, well.
I am keeping this a one post for today. Hoping that tomorrow will be a good day...
I will continue to figure some things out as the days go through.
For now... that's all.
With love,
BDK
I am going to go soon and rest for the most part of the day. I went to my grandma's and had a good day there.
I got a show to watch tonight at 8. And a movie to watch before tonight... ah, well.
I am keeping this a one post for today. Hoping that tomorrow will be a good day...
I will continue to figure some things out as the days go through.
For now... that's all.
With love,
BDK
Saturday, October 17, 2015
A Flower That I Saw That Day...
Well, I have decided to watch Anohana, live version.... and here I am, listening to the song that make me cry xD
Anyways, it's not farewell just yet. But I will always remember the flowers that I saw that summer.
For those that don't know... my favorite flowers are Iris, Lily, and Cleome (Spider's Legs). Although, I hate spiders but the flower is beautiful by itself. Look up Cleome if you're wondering.
Actually, how about I post a picture of Cleome here?
They mostly grow during the summer and late summer. They have this ever blooming effect that starts at 7PM every evening. Yea, I watched this flower bloom like this.
Some may think it's a weed but to me it's the most beautiful thing there is. It belonged to my grandfather and forever will always be part of my life.
So... just wanted to put that out.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Anyways, it's not farewell just yet. But I will always remember the flowers that I saw that summer.
For those that don't know... my favorite flowers are Iris, Lily, and Cleome (Spider's Legs). Although, I hate spiders but the flower is beautiful by itself. Look up Cleome if you're wondering.
Actually, how about I post a picture of Cleome here?
Some may think it's a weed but to me it's the most beautiful thing there is. It belonged to my grandfather and forever will always be part of my life.
So... just wanted to put that out.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Need To Be Alone...
There's a time that I just want to be alone away from being a prisoner in my own home.
It's happening again. Nothing to do on a Saturday while there's plenty of places to go about and do something. But I can't drive. Because some dad wants to make me stay home and go insane.
Yea... that's my life right now. I am so going to hate winter this year again.
That's why I am going to do more surveys during this time.
Also, it doesn't do any good to tell my mom or my dad about a job that's available and I could get. Because you will get an answer "no, she can't do it" from them.
So if you have a job idea, please personally tell me. And try not to mention about how far it is, because I rather not walk anymore. I gave up on that after so many things my mom planted in my head. *sigh* I hate this life.
I really want a change. And soon too.
That's why I am only looking for online jobs. ONLINE ONLY jobs.
I want to keep it a secret.
Anyways, I will go now... and hope that tomorrow will be a better day...
Right.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
It's happening again. Nothing to do on a Saturday while there's plenty of places to go about and do something. But I can't drive. Because some dad wants to make me stay home and go insane.
Yea... that's my life right now. I am so going to hate winter this year again.
That's why I am going to do more surveys during this time.
Also, it doesn't do any good to tell my mom or my dad about a job that's available and I could get. Because you will get an answer "no, she can't do it" from them.
So if you have a job idea, please personally tell me. And try not to mention about how far it is, because I rather not walk anymore. I gave up on that after so many things my mom planted in my head. *sigh* I hate this life.
I really want a change. And soon too.
That's why I am only looking for online jobs. ONLINE ONLY jobs.
I want to keep it a secret.
Anyways, I will go now... and hope that tomorrow will be a better day...
Right.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Friday, October 16, 2015
Going About It The Wrong Way...
So, that's what my title is for today. Because people goes about certain things the wrong way.
I may always be different when I speak or type because of a certain disability that I had as I was growing up, but I do not want to ever be called normal like everybody else. Never.
Here's the reasons why.
My mind is just different, that's all. But I can and will not be like everybody else. I am not a normal person because I am a unique person. I am a special person. I am different and proud of it.
So... that's my random rant for this blog.
Oh, and I am planning to write a personal book... more of a behind the scenes type of book. It's going to be based on one topic and it's dear to my heart that I speak out about this. Not revealing the details yet but...
With that in mind...
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I may always be different when I speak or type because of a certain disability that I had as I was growing up, but I do not want to ever be called normal like everybody else. Never.
Here's the reasons why.
- I don't really have a job like everybody else.
- I am beautiful, yes, but not like everybody else.
- I am proud to be a geek but that's not like everybody else.
- I am not always happy but that's not always like everybody else.
- I hate being like everybody else.
My mind is just different, that's all. But I can and will not be like everybody else. I am not a normal person because I am a unique person. I am a special person. I am different and proud of it.
So... that's my random rant for this blog.
Oh, and I am planning to write a personal book... more of a behind the scenes type of book. It's going to be based on one topic and it's dear to my heart that I speak out about this. Not revealing the details yet but...
With that in mind...
That's all.
With love,
BDK
It's A Friday That I Shall Rest
I am going to rest today from gaming and other stuff... oh... I almost forgot to watch something on Hulu... dang it.
This is how my life gonna be? Distracting?
Nah... I wanna go now and get some things done in the real world... then hope that all goes well for a new day.
I really need to time the things that I do in a day... but I mostly want to enjoy gaming when time comes.
Alright, time to go... so that's all.
With love,
BDK
This is how my life gonna be? Distracting?
Nah... I wanna go now and get some things done in the real world... then hope that all goes well for a new day.
I really need to time the things that I do in a day... but I mostly want to enjoy gaming when time comes.
Alright, time to go... so that's all.
With love,
BDK
Thursday, October 15, 2015
It's Minecraft Again!
Yep, you're reading this right xD
Anyways, I am on this game because my bestie is on and we are playing together for fun xD
I am going to keep this short because I wanna sleep later and hope for a best good night's sleep.
For now... I got one thing that I do not like about Facebook... people adding you because they only read that you are single. They never read anything else about you. So I am not adding anybody else unless a friend request me to add this person or if it's somebody I truly know or if it's somebody I want to add.
So... that's my small rant for now.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Anyways, I am on this game because my bestie is on and we are playing together for fun xD
I am going to keep this short because I wanna sleep later and hope for a best good night's sleep.
For now... I got one thing that I do not like about Facebook... people adding you because they only read that you are single. They never read anything else about you. So I am not adding anybody else unless a friend request me to add this person or if it's somebody I truly know or if it's somebody I want to add.
So... that's my small rant for now.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Finding More Things To Do.
I am just finding more things to do. I played a bit more of Minecraft this morning since I had to wake up early.
Anyways, I am going to keep this post a little short because I want to watch people play a game that just came out a few days ago. If you're wondering, it's called Minecraft: Story Mode xD
Alright, going to go now... so with that in mind...
That's all..
With love,
BDK
PS: Also, very sleepy right now.
Anyways, I am going to keep this post a little short because I want to watch people play a game that just came out a few days ago. If you're wondering, it's called Minecraft: Story Mode xD
Alright, going to go now... so with that in mind...
That's all..
With love,
BDK
PS: Also, very sleepy right now.
Wednesday, October 14, 2015
Turning In, Writing More.
Turning in for the night. But I want to write more sooner or later.
Something about what I wrote when I was younger about making myself to keep dreaming is what I want to work on right now.
I will be writing an essay type of thing soon and going to try to self publish it. It's not a normal essay but something that I've been wanting to write for a while. It's just... I know that I am a different person as I lay awake some nights xD
Anyways, I will try to sleep better tonight, hopefully... right now, I am watching Mythical Detective Loki Ragnarok. It was an anime that I got into back in 2005.
Well, I hope to sleep and finish some anime soon... for now...
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Something about what I wrote when I was younger about making myself to keep dreaming is what I want to work on right now.
I will be writing an essay type of thing soon and going to try to self publish it. It's not a normal essay but something that I've been wanting to write for a while. It's just... I know that I am a different person as I lay awake some nights xD
Anyways, I will try to sleep better tonight, hopefully... right now, I am watching Mythical Detective Loki Ragnarok. It was an anime that I got into back in 2005.
Well, I hope to sleep and finish some anime soon... for now...
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Finding Better Naps xD
I should really find better naps... I mean I slept better last night so it's all good.
Alright, I spent time playing Minecraft with my bestie today. It was fun xD As long as we fished :P
Of course, it was all in Indonesian... so I am always the one that gets confused xD
But still, it's fun to play with your best friend. :3
Anyways, I am going to go now and update again later... so hopefully all is well.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Alright, I spent time playing Minecraft with my bestie today. It was fun xD As long as we fished :P
Of course, it was all in Indonesian... so I am always the one that gets confused xD
But still, it's fun to play with your best friend. :3
Anyways, I am going to go now and update again later... so hopefully all is well.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Tuesday, October 13, 2015
Heading To Dreamland
I am going to sleep soon and hope that tonight, I will sleep a little better... Some reason, I am always awake for no reason.
Anyways, I did sleep a little better last night but I had to add a cool towel over my head... which helped a lot.
I am not sure what I'll be doing tomorrow but I will let you all know.
Alright, that's all.
With love,
BDK
Anyways, I did sleep a little better last night but I had to add a cool towel over my head... which helped a lot.
I am not sure what I'll be doing tomorrow but I will let you all know.
Alright, that's all.
With love,
BDK
It's A Late Post!
Yea, it's a late post but don't worry, will update again later.
Right now, I just wanna talk about what I did earlier...
I played Minecraft with my best friend. Although it's on the Indonesian server... it was fun to see his creations.
I saw that they now have other ways to get Minecraft (get your username reserved and more) and it's interesting to know that.
Anyways, I am going to keep this post a little short because I have to go out in a bit and get some food... yay food!
Also, a classmate who is awesome, brought me the things that I wrote to myself in 2005. It's creepy and it's like nothing ever changed xD
I'm changing that.
Alright, time to go...
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Right now, I just wanna talk about what I did earlier...
I played Minecraft with my best friend. Although it's on the Indonesian server... it was fun to see his creations.
I saw that they now have other ways to get Minecraft (get your username reserved and more) and it's interesting to know that.
Anyways, I am going to keep this post a little short because I have to go out in a bit and get some food... yay food!
Also, a classmate who is awesome, brought me the things that I wrote to myself in 2005. It's creepy and it's like nothing ever changed xD
I'm changing that.
Alright, time to go...
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Monday, October 12, 2015
When There's Rain... There's Sleep... Hopefully.
As I type this, my dogs are whining wanting to get out of my room, but I am going to sleep soon xD
Anyways, I was going to do a survey after I got done watching Scorpion but I am too tired to think right now. Even I as type, it's just a random thing.
Also, I hate people that think that deleting you off a certain page is a way to get them to not noticed you. Ha... wrong. Idiots.
I will sleep now... hopefully... but I want the rain to keep coming so that I can hear it.
It seems that lately, things are just... weird. I feel like I am a prisoner in my own home because a certain someone doesn't want me to leave. Yea... They are going to regret it now. Because my mind is already made up. It's time to move on.
Anyways, need to calm down before sleep so that I can sleep... at least.
Hopefully, my phone will stay off this time. x.x
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Anyways, I was going to do a survey after I got done watching Scorpion but I am too tired to think right now. Even I as type, it's just a random thing.
Also, I hate people that think that deleting you off a certain page is a way to get them to not noticed you. Ha... wrong. Idiots.
I will sleep now... hopefully... but I want the rain to keep coming so that I can hear it.
It seems that lately, things are just... weird. I feel like I am a prisoner in my own home because a certain someone doesn't want me to leave. Yea... They are going to regret it now. Because my mind is already made up. It's time to move on.
Anyways, need to calm down before sleep so that I can sleep... at least.
Hopefully, my phone will stay off this time. x.x
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Didn't Sleep Well... x.x
I didn't sleep well last night... again... ugh.
And then finding out my phone was on half the night... which was strange... because I never had it on all night before.
Ah, well... I will go to sleep for a little bit and hope that my head will stop hurting.
So... will post again later.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
And then finding out my phone was on half the night... which was strange... because I never had it on all night before.
Ah, well... I will go to sleep for a little bit and hope that my head will stop hurting.
So... will post again later.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Sunday, October 11, 2015
My Age Doesn't Matter Anymore
My age doesn't matter anymore? What do I mean? Well, I am an emotional person and waking up each day... whether my life is good or bad, I can't always escape the mind that betrays my happy days by bringing in the bad days. Each moment, I wake up, trying to fight out the power of hate of myself. I want to be a good person to myself. It helps to find my happiness when I know it's not here. Not anymore. I think it's because I am an adult who knows that time is just an essence that will go away. Only thing that is forever is believing and hope and faith. I am not religious but I am very much spiritual within my heart and soul. So each day, I wake up and ask my friend if I am getting too old for things. Then he wakes me up by having an answer that makes me proud of who I am. Age doesn't matter. Only you. Only being the awesome person you are.
Sure, I feel like I am living in a lie within a lie. But I think it's time to get out of that mind that wants to betray me. I started reading again at night to ease my mind by letting that book take me away to dreamland. I know that I don't belong but I want to make the most of my life by not betraying myself. I want to fight for my life. I will not let my mind win. I will not let the truth hit my hard and bring my heart and soul down.
I will not be a bully to myself anymore.
Why am I typing this? Why am I making a post about life? Because it matters. To some, it doesn't matter. To some, they feel like their life is useless. Is this you?
Each of us are different as a person, as a human being. We feel differently about things.
I will ignore the negative things. I will ignore the things that bother me. I will go on a journey to cleanse my heart and soul. I will earn that money. To take me away. But I will continue to write my blog for a long time.
The things that has happened in the past month made me in a very bad mood. Whether it's about my family. Or realizing that life is precious... I just know that I cannot let my mind think of ways to hurt myself.
Then you pause and reread that... what? Did I just say that? Sadly, yes.
I had a horrible dream one night that I did hurt myself. Then I saw what happened to others who were dear to me... how they felt like it's their fault for not helping. For not listening and more. And the age of that dream is what is more disturbing for it was 3 years from now.
I cannot let that dream come true. Even if it's a dream, somehow I knew that if I don't get out of the situation I am in right now, it will happen in one way or another. So I must get out of this situation soon. Very soon.
I guess I told you all the truth. I really don't want to hide this anymore. Because I've seen death happening more often each day. It's a wake up call for me.
After my aunt passed aunt in 2010, I told myself to stop being depressed and to make something useful to myself. This time, it wasn't a death in my family made me think but a death from two people. A youtuber and a twitch caster.
I will not tell who these people are. But I can say that whatever the purpose of their death, I just know that whatever the reason was, it was something.
So, I will not only just fighting for my life. I will be fixing my lifestyle again. I am tired of hearing the negative stuff in my life. I am tired of having somebody trying to control my life. I am tired of feeling useless. I don't care what anybody says, age DOES NOT matter.
Remember, we are all struggling with something. We are not all perfect.
So... I love you. I love my best friend, I love my family (even if they are evil sometimes xD), I love everybody.
As for being single still? Doesn't even bother me. I will keep telling everybody who keeps asking me why I am single and not dating... I don't care. I care about myself first.
So... find your own way to fight the sadness, fight the hate, fight the loneliness, fight the hate with kindness, fight the battles, fight the depression. Fight in your own way. And know you're not always alone.
Sorry, for such a long post but I needed to get this out of my mind and from my heart and soul.
A song coming soon this week.
And always be awesome.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Sure, I feel like I am living in a lie within a lie. But I think it's time to get out of that mind that wants to betray me. I started reading again at night to ease my mind by letting that book take me away to dreamland. I know that I don't belong but I want to make the most of my life by not betraying myself. I want to fight for my life. I will not let my mind win. I will not let the truth hit my hard and bring my heart and soul down.
I will not be a bully to myself anymore.
Why am I typing this? Why am I making a post about life? Because it matters. To some, it doesn't matter. To some, they feel like their life is useless. Is this you?
Each of us are different as a person, as a human being. We feel differently about things.
I will ignore the negative things. I will ignore the things that bother me. I will go on a journey to cleanse my heart and soul. I will earn that money. To take me away. But I will continue to write my blog for a long time.
The things that has happened in the past month made me in a very bad mood. Whether it's about my family. Or realizing that life is precious... I just know that I cannot let my mind think of ways to hurt myself.
Then you pause and reread that... what? Did I just say that? Sadly, yes.
I had a horrible dream one night that I did hurt myself. Then I saw what happened to others who were dear to me... how they felt like it's their fault for not helping. For not listening and more. And the age of that dream is what is more disturbing for it was 3 years from now.
I cannot let that dream come true. Even if it's a dream, somehow I knew that if I don't get out of the situation I am in right now, it will happen in one way or another. So I must get out of this situation soon. Very soon.
I guess I told you all the truth. I really don't want to hide this anymore. Because I've seen death happening more often each day. It's a wake up call for me.
After my aunt passed aunt in 2010, I told myself to stop being depressed and to make something useful to myself. This time, it wasn't a death in my family made me think but a death from two people. A youtuber and a twitch caster.
I will not tell who these people are. But I can say that whatever the purpose of their death, I just know that whatever the reason was, it was something.
So, I will not only just fighting for my life. I will be fixing my lifestyle again. I am tired of hearing the negative stuff in my life. I am tired of having somebody trying to control my life. I am tired of feeling useless. I don't care what anybody says, age DOES NOT matter.
Remember, we are all struggling with something. We are not all perfect.
So... I love you. I love my best friend, I love my family (even if they are evil sometimes xD), I love everybody.
As for being single still? Doesn't even bother me. I will keep telling everybody who keeps asking me why I am single and not dating... I don't care. I care about myself first.
So... find your own way to fight the sadness, fight the hate, fight the loneliness, fight the hate with kindness, fight the battles, fight the depression. Fight in your own way. And know you're not always alone.
Sorry, for such a long post but I needed to get this out of my mind and from my heart and soul.
A song coming soon this week.
And always be awesome.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Saturday, October 10, 2015
Finding Peace With Headache
Today, I woke up from the best sleep ever only to be sleepy now xD
Anyways, my high school reunion was today (well "is" as I am writing this during it but I am not there) and didn't go. It's not because I couldn't drive but because I didn't feel like answering questions about "What did you accomplished since you graduated?" or the best one "How come you have no kids? You are going have some sooner than you think!" And my head hurts just thinking about what questions would be asked... But I feel bad for not going knowing that one day somebody will mention that I missed something in that time. Nah... I am fine.
I played Minecraft today with my bestie and he made the best AFK pool ever! Fake doom!
It's always fun to play games when you're finding something to make you have a good mood xD
I can't wait to show you all the list tomorrow tho! I will do it either before or after Once Upon a Time.
Alright, watching anime now so I will go while I find peace with headache.
Yea... meant to type it out like that.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Anyways, my high school reunion was today (well "is" as I am writing this during it but I am not there) and didn't go. It's not because I couldn't drive but because I didn't feel like answering questions about "What did you accomplished since you graduated?" or the best one "How come you have no kids? You are going have some sooner than you think!" And my head hurts just thinking about what questions would be asked... But I feel bad for not going knowing that one day somebody will mention that I missed something in that time. Nah... I am fine.
I played Minecraft today with my bestie and he made the best AFK pool ever! Fake doom!
It's always fun to play games when you're finding something to make you have a good mood xD
I can't wait to show you all the list tomorrow tho! I will do it either before or after Once Upon a Time.
Alright, watching anime now so I will go while I find peace with headache.
Yea... meant to type it out like that.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Friday, October 9, 2015
Hope My Journey Gets Better
I am running out of weird titles but it's alright, I'm not giving in just yet. Some will have short titles and some will have long ones.
Anyways, hoping my journey gets better each day.
Also, Fall 2015 anime list will be updated on Sunday. Then you guys will be knowing what I am watching right now.
Tonight, I hope it's not gonna be a rough night. Lately, I have been having trouble sleeping right when I am sleepy.
I think I need to get back into reading at night again so that I can sleep better. My mind keeps betraying me by awaking me before me go to sleep officially. It sucks.
But each day, I am fighting to survive my mental status. If somebody says something bad, I will go into a whirl wind and there's no telling when or if I am going to get back up. So I am going to ignore all these bad things around me (family mostly... can't tell you yet).
I got an idea for a video soon... so I might do that next week... depends on my mood.
Hopefully, I won't be stress for this weekend....
So with that in mind...
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Anyways, hoping my journey gets better each day.
Also, Fall 2015 anime list will be updated on Sunday. Then you guys will be knowing what I am watching right now.
Tonight, I hope it's not gonna be a rough night. Lately, I have been having trouble sleeping right when I am sleepy.
I think I need to get back into reading at night again so that I can sleep better. My mind keeps betraying me by awaking me before me go to sleep officially. It sucks.
But each day, I am fighting to survive my mental status. If somebody says something bad, I will go into a whirl wind and there's no telling when or if I am going to get back up. So I am going to ignore all these bad things around me (family mostly... can't tell you yet).
I got an idea for a video soon... so I might do that next week... depends on my mood.
Hopefully, I won't be stress for this weekend....
So with that in mind...
That's all.
With love,
BDK
When You Finally Watch A Good Anime
Charlotte was the anime that I finally got to watch and it's really good. It hit you with all kinds of emotions.
Anyways, I am going to go now and get ready for the list of anime to watch... while at the same time finish the older ones.
So... this is short for now.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Anyways, I am going to go now and get ready for the list of anime to watch... while at the same time finish the older ones.
So... this is short for now.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Thursday, October 8, 2015
We Are Heroes One Way or Another
I just wanted to say that because we are. We are all unique or simple or normal... either way, we can be a hero somehow.
Anyways, I haven't got to watching anime yet, but I will right after I complete this. There are second episodes coming out now so I am going to go now.
I am liking some of the songs that are available lately... well, only the ones that I really enjoy.
I am also excited because of the show Heroes Reborn... it made me think because we can forget the past and change our future somehow.
And so... this why I like to watch certain shows that are wonderful.
Alright, time to go turn the music off for now and get to the anime world.
With that in mind... that's all.
With love,
BDK
Anyways, I haven't got to watching anime yet, but I will right after I complete this. There are second episodes coming out now so I am going to go now.
I am liking some of the songs that are available lately... well, only the ones that I really enjoy.
I am also excited because of the show Heroes Reborn... it made me think because we can forget the past and change our future somehow.
And so... this why I like to watch certain shows that are wonderful.
Alright, time to go turn the music off for now and get to the anime world.
With that in mind... that's all.
With love,
BDK
Upcoming Plans... Again.
Starting sometime in November, I will be staying at my grandma's but I do not know when and for how long.
During this time, I will continue on doing my surveys and other stuff so that I will go forth with my secret idea.
Anyways, I am about to start with Fall 2015 anime for you guys... so far, two are my must watch anime which are K- The Return of Kings and Noragami Aragoto. Those were my favorite anime before and will be this season.
I will make a list soon and let you all know by Sunday what it is.
For now... that's all.
With love,
BDK
During this time, I will continue on doing my surveys and other stuff so that I will go forth with my secret idea.
Anyways, I am about to start with Fall 2015 anime for you guys... so far, two are my must watch anime which are K- The Return of Kings and Noragami Aragoto. Those were my favorite anime before and will be this season.
I will make a list soon and let you all know by Sunday what it is.
For now... that's all.
With love,
BDK
Wednesday, October 7, 2015
When Things Are Wrong...
Yea, when things are wrong, it makes you want to doubt about all the fake promises from people... seriously, I am in no mood to hear the things that they are saying.
It's my limit. I think I need to tune out the world for a long time by going away for a bit.
Where am I going to go? Well, surely nowhere near here.
Anyways, I don't really want to talk about what is going on here and don't really want to add this here since it's something bad.
I want to look forward to something better but that... that is not.
Seriously... what is going on here?
I just wish they shut up about many things and not bother the one person that is having a meltdown right now.
Alright, enough of that... I am not sure what to do now... because I can't find the time to concentrate on certain things while things go wrong.
Fighting to survive is hard... really damn hard.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
It's my limit. I think I need to tune out the world for a long time by going away for a bit.
Where am I going to go? Well, surely nowhere near here.
Anyways, I don't really want to talk about what is going on here and don't really want to add this here since it's something bad.
I want to look forward to something better but that... that is not.
Seriously... what is going on here?
I just wish they shut up about many things and not bother the one person that is having a meltdown right now.
Alright, enough of that... I am not sure what to do now... because I can't find the time to concentrate on certain things while things go wrong.
Fighting to survive is hard... really damn hard.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Looking For Things To Do...
I am looking for things to do past noon on certain days...
So if anybody has any idea, please feel welcome to tweet me the ideas.
Anyways, I am going to keep this post short but will try to find something to do later.
So for now... that's all.
With love,
BDK
So if anybody has any idea, please feel welcome to tweet me the ideas.
Anyways, I am going to keep this post short but will try to find something to do later.
So for now... that's all.
With love,
BDK
Tuesday, October 6, 2015
Sleepy Once Again
I am sleepy once again tonight... but for a purpose alone, it is about that time to sleep once again xD
Anyways, things I've noticed today? Family is weird, life is weird, depression sucks, games rule, and trying to figure out how to change for the best... well, it's good so far.
I am not going to let what my family says let me down since I am on the roll to trying to figure out how to get out of this everyday life.
So it's time to find a random job remotely and see what happens from there.
With that in mind... hope that I can sleep.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Anyways, things I've noticed today? Family is weird, life is weird, depression sucks, games rule, and trying to figure out how to change for the best... well, it's good so far.
I am not going to let what my family says let me down since I am on the roll to trying to figure out how to get out of this everyday life.
So it's time to find a random job remotely and see what happens from there.
With that in mind... hope that I can sleep.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Playing Minecraft Half The Day Away!
I was playing minecraft with my bestie for half of the day xD
And it was fun xD Despite I was doing most of the collecting cobblestone and wood stuff xD
He built amazing things and might keep going back and forth to check on it while he's asleep and adding more stuff onto his storage so he can build while I am asleep xD
Anyways, I am tired of hearing bad things from my family. In all seriousness, I am going to get back into during surveys at least more than once a week... and then from there... who knows what will happen next.
I am in a good mood now since I was playing that game with my bestie so it's alright for a while.
I am going to go now and write again before I go to sleep... hopefully.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
And it was fun xD Despite I was doing most of the collecting cobblestone and wood stuff xD
He built amazing things and might keep going back and forth to check on it while he's asleep and adding more stuff onto his storage so he can build while I am asleep xD
Anyways, I am tired of hearing bad things from my family. In all seriousness, I am going to get back into during surveys at least more than once a week... and then from there... who knows what will happen next.
I am in a good mood now since I was playing that game with my bestie so it's alright for a while.
I am going to go now and write again before I go to sleep... hopefully.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Monday, October 5, 2015
When People is Always in a Hurry...
When people are always in a hurry, it kind of drains you.
So I will only mention that I am in fact in a bad mood. But I will sleep instead of rambling on and on about why I have this bad mood.
I will try to think of tomorrow as a good day... no matter how bad it seems or would be.
So... tomorrow, going to productive again... and with that in mind...
Short post...
That's all.
With love,
BDK
So I will only mention that I am in fact in a bad mood. But I will sleep instead of rambling on and on about why I have this bad mood.
I will try to think of tomorrow as a good day... no matter how bad it seems or would be.
So... tomorrow, going to productive again... and with that in mind...
Short post...
That's all.
With love,
BDK
The Worry The Weary The World.
It's just a random title but in all seriousness, it's just something that made me not sleep well last night.
I haven't told anybody else but my best friend xD
It's alright because I have a plan and it's gonna be something that I must do. Whether alone or not. I need to get out of here somehow.
The Weary means that I am tired of the things that goes on with the news here. I rather listen to somebody speak another language than hear another world in English. Too much bad stuff going on here... so yea.
The world is always changing around us. And it seems lately, things are always turning bad. Where's the good side of things anymore?
Only I can bring out the good into my journey no matter how hard it's gonna be out there.
So... here's to a start of a new day.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I haven't told anybody else but my best friend xD
It's alright because I have a plan and it's gonna be something that I must do. Whether alone or not. I need to get out of here somehow.
The Weary means that I am tired of the things that goes on with the news here. I rather listen to somebody speak another language than hear another world in English. Too much bad stuff going on here... so yea.
The world is always changing around us. And it seems lately, things are always turning bad. Where's the good side of things anymore?
Only I can bring out the good into my journey no matter how hard it's gonna be out there.
So... here's to a start of a new day.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Sunday, October 4, 2015
It's Just Another Sunday
Today is just another Sunday for me. And I am not sure what to type out for today's post.
I saw the phone that I wanted at Walmart yesterday but then I realize that I wanted to wait until December before I officially decide if I wanted the phone or the one available online.
Anyways, I am not sure what will happen next but I think I have an idea of what I wanna do.
I'm gonna look for a way to get out of here.
I hope to bring in more videos soon as well so keep an eye out for those videos.
Friday, October 9th, I will be going to the dentist. As well as going to the doctor later this week to get medicine for another problem that I seem to develop. It acts like Acid Reflux... So it's annoying as hell.
I will embark you all on the journey to good things from now.
Even if I am in a bad mood, I will try to keep a positive mind for my blog posts.
So, here's to good things to come!
*raises up her glass* Cheers!
That's all.
With love,
BDK
PS: What am I doing? Watching anime, resting from visiting Grandma's for the day, and not sure what else.
I saw the phone that I wanted at Walmart yesterday but then I realize that I wanted to wait until December before I officially decide if I wanted the phone or the one available online.
Anyways, I am not sure what will happen next but I think I have an idea of what I wanna do.
I'm gonna look for a way to get out of here.
I hope to bring in more videos soon as well so keep an eye out for those videos.
Friday, October 9th, I will be going to the dentist. As well as going to the doctor later this week to get medicine for another problem that I seem to develop. It acts like Acid Reflux... So it's annoying as hell.
I will embark you all on the journey to good things from now.
Even if I am in a bad mood, I will try to keep a positive mind for my blog posts.
So, here's to good things to come!
*raises up her glass* Cheers!
That's all.
With love,
BDK
PS: What am I doing? Watching anime, resting from visiting Grandma's for the day, and not sure what else.
Saturday, October 3, 2015
It's A Cool Day... Literally Cool.
I mean it... it's literally cool outside... The air is enough to drive you nuts sometimes. But you know... this is what fall brings you.
Anyways, I am not sure how to describe my mood for today...
Also, if you have twitter and been noticing pictures from instagram... well, it's a 30 day thing for me. So, you're gonna expecting 30 different photos each and everyday... so yay!
It's the weekend here and it's already boring... so I'm gonna watch some first episodes of new anime right now. Hopefully they are good... or bad xD
I won't give out the list until next Sunday... so keep an eye out for that.
So for now... that's all.
With love,
BDK
Anyways, I am not sure how to describe my mood for today...
Also, if you have twitter and been noticing pictures from instagram... well, it's a 30 day thing for me. So, you're gonna expecting 30 different photos each and everyday... so yay!
It's the weekend here and it's already boring... so I'm gonna watch some first episodes of new anime right now. Hopefully they are good... or bad xD
I won't give out the list until next Sunday... so keep an eye out for that.
So for now... that's all.
With love,
BDK
Friday, October 2, 2015
When Will The Rain Would Stop?
The rain just keeps pouring down and then there's more rain by another hour.
It's the most rain that we ever had in a long while. While we did had a wet early summer, it seems like we will have an early start towards the cold weather. I am wearing long sleeves once again. But thankfully, I have shirts that aren't heavy.
I guess... I would be thinking of a song from Silent Hill xD
Anyways, I am gonna go now and sleep soon... I keep getting sleepy this early x.x
Last night, I waited forever to watch a show with pewdiepie as a guest and it was a short interview too xD
Ah, well... it was awesome.
I am going now... so that's all.
With love,
BDK
It's the most rain that we ever had in a long while. While we did had a wet early summer, it seems like we will have an early start towards the cold weather. I am wearing long sleeves once again. But thankfully, I have shirts that aren't heavy.
I guess... I would be thinking of a song from Silent Hill xD
Anyways, I am gonna go now and sleep soon... I keep getting sleepy this early x.x
Last night, I waited forever to watch a show with pewdiepie as a guest and it was a short interview too xD
Ah, well... it was awesome.
I am going now... so that's all.
With love,
BDK
Being Thoughtful
Yea, I am being thoughtful about things today.
About life, about depression, about other things.
Just realizing that life is not what it seems.
Anyways, I'm gonna go now and do some things before late afternoon comes. Wanna try to play a game.
Oh, no video today. My mood is just confused to even make one right now xD
I will let you all know if I do make a video though. So keep an eye out for that. :3
Alright, time to go now... so that's all.
Another update later.
With love,
BDK
About life, about depression, about other things.
Just realizing that life is not what it seems.
Anyways, I'm gonna go now and do some things before late afternoon comes. Wanna try to play a game.
Oh, no video today. My mood is just confused to even make one right now xD
I will let you all know if I do make a video though. So keep an eye out for that. :3
Alright, time to go now... so that's all.
Another update later.
With love,
BDK
Thursday, October 1, 2015
New Video... And More To Come?
I have made a video about why I haven't been making videos a lot lately... but I think it'll be alright since I am gonna make videos whenever I feel like it.
So if I feel like singing, I will add that.
Anyways, I am writing this early because I am going to watch a show later tonight around 11:35PM EST.... and it has PewDiePie... so that would be interesting to see xD
I am so excited to start making videos again that I might accidentally do them everyday despite what people say about my teeth... I am going to the dentist because a doctor requested that I should go.
I might be in pain but... when in pain, you gain something else. Really, I don't know xD
I also want to wish my best friend a good luck with many things to come. He deserves to have luck on his side. Also, please beg him to make more videos on his YouTube. O_O As soon as he finds better internet and more.
I am gonna go now... and keep on sharing my blogs and stuff on YouTube so people can read!
Well, if there are readers out there, that would be wonderful.
New anime are coming. But I am delaying the first episode for a bit because I wanna eliminate some of the spring and summer anime off my watch list by watching them. It would take a while to do but I don't mind.
Don't worry, I will watch the first episodes as soon as they are all available to decide whether or not I want to watch more.
Alright, time to go... just because xD
That's all.
With love,
BDK
So if I feel like singing, I will add that.
Anyways, I am writing this early because I am going to watch a show later tonight around 11:35PM EST.... and it has PewDiePie... so that would be interesting to see xD
I am so excited to start making videos again that I might accidentally do them everyday despite what people say about my teeth... I am going to the dentist because a doctor requested that I should go.
I might be in pain but... when in pain, you gain something else. Really, I don't know xD
I also want to wish my best friend a good luck with many things to come. He deserves to have luck on his side. Also, please beg him to make more videos on his YouTube. O_O As soon as he finds better internet and more.
I am gonna go now... and keep on sharing my blogs and stuff on YouTube so people can read!
Well, if there are readers out there, that would be wonderful.
New anime are coming. But I am delaying the first episode for a bit because I wanna eliminate some of the spring and summer anime off my watch list by watching them. It would take a while to do but I don't mind.
Don't worry, I will watch the first episodes as soon as they are all available to decide whether or not I want to watch more.
Alright, time to go... just because xD
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Planning Ahead
Since I won't have enough to buy anymore for the costume, I will make due with what I have.
I am planning ahead since I wanted to take a small break from making videos. But since I had found a new software to make videos with, I'm ok.
However, I am not sure if I wanna make videos full time yet but I will let you all know when I do make a video later explaining why I haven't made a lot of videos and stuff.
Then after this one, I will make random videos through out each week, depending on my mood. I will record games according to how I feel too.
Alright, I am gonna go now and watch some anime soon. New ones are coming out so I am keeping an eye for those.
So... that's all.
With love,
BDK
I am planning ahead since I wanted to take a small break from making videos. But since I had found a new software to make videos with, I'm ok.
However, I am not sure if I wanna make videos full time yet but I will let you all know when I do make a video later explaining why I haven't made a lot of videos and stuff.
Then after this one, I will make random videos through out each week, depending on my mood. I will record games according to how I feel too.
Alright, I am gonna go now and watch some anime soon. New ones are coming out so I am keeping an eye for those.
So... that's all.
With love,
BDK
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