16 Days until my surgery

 Soon it will be a week away... right now, it's 2 weeks away...

I am nervous, but I will be glad to get this over with.

I feel sick right now because I know that I have to make a big decision before my surgery date to make people to leave me the fuck alone.

So yay me.

See ya tomorrow.

B

17 Days Until My Surgery

 We went to my aunt's house. And I am not happy with someone from my past who is constantly trying to add me via FB. I had to make the decision to block this person. Because I am done with that.

I should be okay for the most part.

Anyway, I am doing my journals, then I am going to read for the rest of the night. 

Yay me.

See ya tomorrow.

B

18 Days Until My Surgery

 I bought books at a yard sale that was a good steal and I'm happy with that.

I'm gonna get through the rest of the day, doing my journals and watching a movie.

I should be okay for the most part, but seriously... what has today become?

Anyway, I shall get back to my life.

See ya tomorrow.

B

19 Days Until My Surgery

 I am tired. I am sleepy. I am ready to watch Summer Game Fest.

Also, I went to some yard sales today. Didn't see anything, but had a good time hanging out with my dad.

Anyway, I am going to get some rest while watching this. So I will be late getting on VRC.

Yay me.

See ya tomorrow.

B

20 Days Until My Surgery

 Is this weird that I countdown until my surgery date? Nah...

Anyway, I am trying my best to survive the day since we went to Walmart and boy, I was so tired. That I went to sleep. Now I am behind on my journals, but that's to be expected. So yea.

I just gotta do my best and hope that all will get better.

See ya tomorrow.

B

21 Days Until My Surgery

Every Wednesday except the day before my pre op and my surgery, we usually go to the grocery store.

I am usually glad that it's over with, but I am not sure if I can keep this up...

Anyway, I'm going to get some rest after I get my journals done. So yay me.

See ya tomorrow.

B

22 Days until surgery

 Yes, my titles will be my countdown as I need it as a way to calm me down for what's to come. 

I'm nervous that I might not make it, but that's my mind. Not anybody else telling me this. Just my own mind.

Anyway, I am going to be zoning out while I finish up my journals. So do wish me luck while I watch State of Play. For we may never know what is to come.

See ya tomorrow.

B