22 Days until surgery

 Yes, my titles will be my countdown as I need it as a way to calm me down for what's to come. 

I'm nervous that I might not make it, but that's my mind. Not anybody else telling me this. Just my own mind.

Anyway, I am going to be zoning out while I finish up my journals. So do wish me luck while I watch State of Play. For we may never know what is to come.

See ya tomorrow.

B

23 Days Until surgery

 I'm hoping that I am able to make it through the week with no issues, but the closer the time, the more I am dreading what the recovery is gonna be like.

I'm half asleep and wish that this pain will go away... but alas, surgery is the only answer for now.

I shall get things done and see what is up next in my mind.

See ya tomorrow.

B

24 Days Until My Surgery

 Today is the last day of the month... and starts the countdown... 

24 days until my surgery.

Hopefully, all will goes well.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Tired, So Very Tired

I hate the feeling of being so tired sometimes. It sucks a lot.

I gotta work on that. But I don't I can because of my medication and I have to take it all until it's gone.

So yea... let's hope for the best for me.

I know that tomorrow I am going to my aunt's house and I'm not looking forward to that at all.

Shall get back to my journals.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Research Time

 I finally got something to put all my clothes in. And I'm happy for that. Now I am tired... and want to rest for the most part.

But I got all these journals to do. So yea. 

Anyway, I gotta do a lot of research and quite possibly set an apartment up for my partner so she can come here safely.

I hope that all will get better now.

See ya tomorrow.

B

I Need To Get Out of Here

Ok, let's hope that everything will get better.

Either way... I need to get out of here.

In hopes that tomorrow will get better.

And yea, I'm too tired to get through the day and just feel okay about it.

As my brother was here and I needed to print my papers out. I'm good so far...

Dead tired... but good so far.

See ya tomorrow.

B

I Wish...

Sometimes I wish people would listen to me more.

I am not okay. I will never be okay. And I just hope that surgery helps with it all.

I should be ready to get back to my journals.

So yea...

See ya tomorrow.

B