Dread Something That Is In The Unknown

Tomorrow, I will be going to that appointment to find out when I will be getting the surgery.

Am I nervous? Yes.

I am not sure about anybody else. As I haven't heard anything.

And I just hope they will be able to tell me when so I don't have to wait or dread something that is in the unknown.

So yea.

See ya tomorrow.

B

I Am Behind

I am behind... like really behind... but you know, it's like karma just wanted that to happened because of VRC. So yea... I think I will be okay with it.

Just a lot of stuff going on and I really want to be able to be all caught up.

Let's hope for the best and get all my journals done... and rest... so I may not be doing any videos tonight because of how VRChat is doing.

So yea.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Hope For Good Vibes

As the day gets closer to when I go to Lexington to see the hip surgeon. The more nervous I'll get. I just only want my partner to be closer to me so that I wouldn't feel this way a lot.

It is what it is... but I am beginning to hate that phrase when I first learned it from Midwesterns... so yea...

I am going to try my best to get through the day... in hopes to have a better day tomorrow.

And I feel like I am always behind on things. So yea. 

So let's hope for good vibes.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Trying To Relax

I'm just trying to relax, but hard to do when people always want me to do something. I am not okay with anything, but it is what it is.

Anyway, I am about to get my journals done and then I will relax.

Hopefully all will be better soon.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Dentist Appointment Done

I got my dentist appointment done, now that is done, I am resting a lot.

I doubt I'll get any rest, but I will try no matter what.

I hate the pain in my hip. So yea. I am due for surgery sometime either this year or the year after. 

Anyway, I shall get back to doing my journals and hope that tomorrow will get better... and that I get my rest fully tomorrow as well. 

See ya tomorrow.

B

Physical Pain Sucks

The thing that hurts me the most is my own physical pain and it sucks a lot.

I should be fine for now.

But yea, who knows what else is on my mind?

Anyway, I shall get back to my daily journals. 

And hope all will be better for me.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Dead Tired

I am tired.

Here's why: My mom wanted to take my aunt shopping in hopes to make her satisfied and maybe find shoes for my picky cousin. 

What we got: 2 hours in one store and both me and my mom's hips almost gave out. An undescivce person. 

Me: 2 journals, alcohol markers, several shirts, two shoes, 3 books. 

Also me: Dead tired.

So I am going to relax tonight after I get finished with my journals. 

See ya tomorrow.

B