Monday, October 5, 2026

Later and Later

I just noticed that I need to stop trying to do my journals later and later every single day.

But it's not what it seems... it's because I've added more hobbies to it.

Anyway, I should be fine for the most part.

So there's that. 

See ya tomorrow.

B

Sunday, October 4, 2026

Insane

I sometimes feel like the world is against me, but understanding why people are so in senile is insane. And yea... I am tired of it all. 

People like my aunt needs to stop using the idea of computers being the caused of me not having my SSI. I am tired of this... and it seems like it is every single time that I get that noticed that I have been denial. I am really tired of my aunt.

I am going to get back to my life and hope that all will get better.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Saturday, October 3, 2026

Blame...

I feel like each day, timing of doing my journals gets later... and I blame my mom because of the way she is.

I need a break from her. She interrupts every conversation I have with my partner and it's annoying as hell. 

I just wish I had a new home right now.

Anyway, shall get back to my journals. See ya tomorrow.

B

Friday, October 2, 2026

Festival can change

 I think it's interesting how a festival can change everything in the world.

I am going to go back tomorrow to actually properly look around. Just not sure what time yet.

Anyway, I am going to get my journals done so that I can record and then stream soon after.

So yay me.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Thursday, October 1, 2026

Streaming all October

I am trying to figure out why I keep getting later and later, but I think it's because I want to force myself to get sleepy by a certain time. So maybe this late night stream will help me a lot.

We shall see.

I am going to be doing this for the whole month of October. So there's that. Yay me.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Wednesday, September 30, 2026

Nice To Be Alone IRL

Sometimes it's nice to be alone. I am more calmer and not worried about anything, but some days... I am done with things.

I feel like the world is against me some reason.

I should be okay for the most part. 

See ya tomorrow.

B

Tuesday, September 29, 2026

Deciding Next Year

I think next year, I am going to post songs, poems, story ideas, pictures, images, and so much more on my blog. I haven't decided if I'm gonna do this every single day because of how things are.

I am going to try my best to get through the rest of the day... or what's left of it.

I just want to run away from here... so I can be at peace.

I rather have somebody who cuddles with me often than someone who keeps asking me to get up and do something.

Anyway, I shall get back to my journals. I am late again... and you can guess why.

See ya tomorrow.

B