Hope All Will Get Better

I am trying my best to survive the day... and well, I am tired.

Even though yesterday brought me good news.

Hope all will get better eventually.

Let's get this done.

See ya tomorrow.

B

I'm Tired...

 Sometimes I wonder about why my mom is the way she is. She needs to understand it's my body, my choice, my life. Not hers.

I worry that she'll try to do the same for her as well...

And yea, I need to step up and tell her that she needs to stop. And let us learn on our own.

It's not her choice to make decisions for us.

So yea...

Anyway, tomorrow, I will be behind on everything, but that's okay.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Things Are Not What They Seem

 I really want to keep writing songs and poems and whatever is in my heart, but things are not as they seem.

Pretty soon, I am going to be doing my checkup on my hip and I am hoping for good news.

Just have to wait and see.

So you see... I should be fine.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Pain

 Sometimes I never get why people gets ideas in their head without thinking of the law. 

And in reality, I don't know what to say anymore.

And well... I'm not okay with anything.

And yea... should I be done with everything?

See ya tomorrow.

B

PS: I am back fully on this blog. So yea. Also, pain.

Sigh

Sometimes I hate people who demands stuff. You have to learn to wait just as much I have to wait.

Because I am constantly behind on my journals due to resting in between the days I don't do them... and so forth... it's annoying.

I hate it.

And I don't know what to do about it.

And well... yea...

I am tempting to just delete everything.

Anyway, shall get back to my journals since I am so far behind. And trying to make it ahead at the same time.

See ya tomorrow.

B

PS: I am doing well. Today marks 3 weeks and I am getting better at walking.

Resting But Healing

 Sorry about that. I had to take a rest from updating.

Yesterday marked 2 weeks and I'm doing well. I have been walking slowly without the cane.

I might end up with a limp, but I rather that than dealing with pain so much.

Anyway, I gotta say... I am glad the surgery happened. I have been dealing with less pain. 

See ya tomorrow.

B

Day 5 into recovery and I'm alive.

 I'm alive.

So there's a lot of stuff that I need to get into. I should start by saying, getting up at 3 in the morning is not fun at all.

Here I am, 5 days into recovery and I'm doing better.

Let's start with the surgery: I had the spinal anesthesia which if anybody doesn't know: It causes from your waist and on down go completely numb. Like you can't feel any pain at all. Anyway, back to my surgery. I was in a light sleep so something like a snooze while they did the surgery. They cut in the front of my hip which should heal faster and less worry on dislocating.

So it took a few hours before I could get the feeling in my legs. I was awake in like no time. Aware of everything. So yay me.

I am able to get up in no time on the walker. Now... let's get back to the day of the surgery.

Getting home is hard enough as it is because we had a long way back home.

My leg did get annoyed... so I was so happy when they stop to eat. I stood for a few seconds to pop my leg. Relief. 

Once home, I rested in the chair and not a fun time. 

Day 1: I overexerted myself. Not fun.

Day 2: I decided to shower. Not fun.

Day 3: Getting better, walking around better. PT came and doing exercises better.

Day 4: Getting better, walking better than ever. Balancing is good.

Now we come to today. I'm doing good. Nothing bad has happened. (Knock on wood).

I am hoping that soon that I will move on to the cane. I am going to test it out whenever I am able to.

Let's hope all will get better. 

See ya tomorrow.

B