Time Is Passing By Fast

I got a lot on my mind and just realize, that I will be okay.

I should be good to go for what is ahead of my days... And the fact that April is in two days? It's gonna feel like time is passing by fast.

I shall get back to my journals soon after I take a short break to snack. Hoping for the good vibes and we shall see.

Who knows really.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Symptoms of Menopause

I am trying my best to survive the day, but my stomach says otherwise. 

Anyway, I think it's because my period is getting ready to start soon... and I do hope it comes soon because then I wouldn't have be feeling this all the time. But most of this feels like menopause... and I am close to having one of those symptoms most anytime.

Anyway, shall drink water and read lots... and hope to get my journals done in time. 

See ya tomorrow.

B

Be Brave By The Time....

I just hope that I can be brave by the time the surgery date comes up.

Then I want to get through it all.

I am tired, but I should be okay.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Changing Things... Again...

And there you go changing times again... and I just realized that you might not ever come here... not until I go to you... and I really don't want that...

I don't know what to do... I really need to talk to you about that... about my time limit... but... yea...

I just feel like people doesn't understand me.

Anyway, I shall get back to my journals.

See ya tomorrow.

B

I just wish you were here...

So I have to tell my mom about that place over Brodhead now... things are getting real... but it won't feel real until it gets closer to June.

I just wish you were here. That's all I want.

Anyway, I shall get back to my journals... then hope for the best. We shall see what tomorrow will bring. But who knows...

I am not sure anymore.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Is it worth it?

I get distracted too easily, but that's okay. I just hope that tomorrow will be better... like I say this every single day and I'm trying so hard not to lose hope, but is it worth it?

I should be okay for the most part... just need to really work on my time management a lot better.

Anyway, shall get back to my journals and editing videos.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Tired of it

I am just taking my time on my journals and hopefully be alright in the end. I am going make it known to everybody that I am not dealing with any type of shit that's going on.

And yea, I am tired of it. And I am not ready for this.

So I shall get back to my day and ignore it all.

See ya tomorrow.

B