10 Days Until My Surgery

 It's hard to believe it will be next week when I will have my surgery...

I have to get everything all ready because I need to eat light the day before. I need to be by the phone all this week and next week... even though it's gonna be hard to do since I will be busy for this week.

Hope that all will get better.

Anyway, I gotta figure out what to do next...

And plan out my room.

See ya tomorrow.

B

11 Days Until My Surgery

 It's getting closer and I'm nervous... overthinking and so much more.

I hope that all will get better soon.

Anyway, I shall get back to my journals and hope that all will be better.

See ya tomorrow.

B

12 Days Until My Surgery

 The timing is getting closer...

Anyway, I will be going with my dad to the local relay for life dinner. So that's gonna be fun.

I should be good.

Anyway, back to my journals.

See ya tomorrow.

B

13 days until my surgery

 I hope that each time is getting closer that I should be okay. 

I just wondering if anybody even knows how serious this surgery is...

But I'll be fine. Just the recovery process will be the main struggle for me.

Yea...

Can't get that through some people's head.

Anyway, shall get back to my journals.

See ya tomorrow.

B 

14 Days Until My Surgery

 It's officially 2 weeks until my surgery and I am both nervous and worried at the same time.

But I trust this person even more because of where they work at.

I will be grateful for this surgery.

No more pain. No more struggling to sleep.

See ya tomorrow.

B

15 Days Until My Surgery

 Tomorrow marks 2 weeks until my surgery... and soon it will be a week, then the week of...

I will be glad that it will be over with.

Anyway, I am kind of sleepy because I've been reading and doing so much more.

Just hope all goes well for me.

See ya tomorrow.

B

16 Days until my surgery

 Soon it will be a week away... right now, it's 2 weeks away...

I am nervous, but I will be glad to get this over with.

I feel sick right now because I know that I have to make a big decision before my surgery date to make people to leave me the fuck alone.

So yay me.

See ya tomorrow.

B