Nobody Know How That Makes Me Feel?

I hate being sick. I hate that my parents feel like they should go out all the time... and not let me stay at home.

Does nobody know how that makes me feel?

I guess not.

Anyway, I am going to be okay... just have to get a few things done and rest for the most of the night.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Get Mad At Me?

People gets mad at me for not saying anything. What is there to say? I don't want a teen to start yelling at me. Because of everything is going on.

And you get mad at me? For a truth?

Yea...

I'm gonna continue like nothing ever happened... but yet, it's gonna keep coming up.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Stay To Myself

Communication is always a key factor to everything you do.

And sometimes when I am sick, I tend to just sink into a corner and hide from the world around me. I just don't liked to be bothered at all when I am sick... and I don't like to play harsh games when I am sick as well... so there's that.

But being there for someone is important... even if it's just for a little bit. Something that people needs to understand... but the more you ignore someone, the more distant they will become. 

I am a quiet person, so I tend to stay to myself.

Anyway, I am going to get back to watch Jackscepticeye's gameplay... and try not to fall asleep. I am that tired.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Still Sick

Still sick... and everything feels so weird... but that's to be expected when I'm taking medication. So that's fun.

I should be okay tomorrow... but right now, I am not fine. I hate being sick.

Anyway, I should get back to finishing my journals... but yea... I am taking my time doing so.

See ya tomorrow.

B

I Am Sick

I'm trying to figure out what to do since I am sick now. I hurt a lot when I talk and it sucks a lot.

Anyway, I should be okay for now. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.

I just need a day's rest and that's what I'm gonna do tomorrow.

See ya tomorrow.

B

I'm Tired of Being Used

I know that I started my journals late. I know that I did it on purpose. But do I even care? No. I'm tired of being used for anything.

I feel like that if I say anything about anything, they will get hurt that easily. And it makes me feel bad. So there's that.

I hate having problems. And I hate having issues... And I hate being stuck in the middle of everything.

So yea, you just have to get through the day.

See ya tomorrow.

B

My Computer Sucks

Sometimes I feel like people doesn't understand my computer like I do. I know that I need to move all my videos and maybe other things over to my external harddrive but we shall see.

I am tired and just know my computer is gonna crash out again just for uploading avis for someone.

I hate that I can't even play games anymore on my computer because of the avatars....

Oh, well... it is what it is... if the computer dies, let it die... I'm done with it.

See ya tomorrow.

B