Wonder Why

Sometimes I wonder why... why do I have to deal with everything that is going on?

I just want to concentrate on my health more than anything. Hopefully soon, I will find out more in March of what to do.

Anyway, I shall get back to my day and get my journals done while watching How To Train Your Dragon live action... it's... interesting by far.

See ya tomorrow.

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New Shower

I am so tired. But in the end, there is an award. We have a new shower.

It's such a nice shower. And it's a nice replacement, especially with my hip and such.

Now, I am behind so I shall get back to that.

See ya tomorrow.

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Something Else Happens

It seems like every time I try to do my journals, something else happens.

But yea, I am done with them finally.

I just wish people would just wait and talk to me until I am done.

Alright, I shall get back to my night. I hope that all will be better eventually.

See ya tomorrow.

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Tired.

I just gotta think about things and how things went to shit.

I really want to stay positive but there's always someone out there that ruins that moment for me.

I should be okay for now. I shall get back to my day and finish up here. I want to do videos and finish it up. Hope all is well for me.

In the end, I am tired of all of this. I am tired of it.

And so forth.

I'm just... tired.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Life is too short to stop now

I have been working hard with my videos and so far, I can see the success of doing them. I'm sure they will miss this when the year ends, but I will make one big video at the end of year, thanking everybody for my journey.

If it weren't for my idea of making A Faerie Journey all those years ago, I never would thought that VRChat would be a game that would change my life.

I don't have to show my face, but share my voice. It makes me feel like people are actually listening to things that I have on my mind whether it's for fantasy stories or an advice in life... it helps me to see people are listening.

And in the end, I am gonna make sure to keep making random videos like that. I feel like it's helping people in a way.

Yes, there will be negativity, but I will make sure to stay positive no matter what.

Life is too short to stop now.

See ya tomorrow.

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Things To Think About

I think I will start counting the days before I can find out when I will have to get surgery soon. 

It's all the good vibes only and we must keep going on.

Anyway, I hope that eventually things will get better with my day and so forth.

I should state that I am gonna have to record a bunch of videos all once so that I can be ahead of times...

It will be hard... but it will be worth it in the end.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Just Another Bad Day

With everything that is going on, it just doesn't feel right that people keep hurting people... thinking, oh, hey... they are gonna chance when in reality, they didn't.

I'm fed up with people trying to make choices for others, but they have to understand that leaving like this over and over is not good.

I just have to get through the day and hope that is all will be well.

See ya tomorrow.

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