Insane

I sometimes feel like the world is against me, but understanding why people are so in senile is insane. And yea... I am tired of it all. 

People like my aunt needs to stop using the idea of computers being the caused of me not having my SSI. I am tired of this... and it seems like it is every single time that I get that noticed that I have been denial. I am really tired of my aunt.

I am going to get back to my life and hope that all will get better.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Blame...

I feel like each day, timing of doing my journals gets later... and I blame my mom because of the way she is.

I need a break from her. She interrupts every conversation I have with my partner and it's annoying as hell. 

I just wish I had a new home right now.

Anyway, shall get back to my journals. See ya tomorrow.

B

Festival can change

 I think it's interesting how a festival can change everything in the world.

I am going to go back tomorrow to actually properly look around. Just not sure what time yet.

Anyway, I am going to get my journals done so that I can record and then stream soon after.

So yay me.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Streaming all October

I am trying to figure out why I keep getting later and later, but I think it's because I want to force myself to get sleepy by a certain time. So maybe this late night stream will help me a lot.

We shall see.

I am going to be doing this for the whole month of October. So there's that. Yay me.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Nice To Be Alone IRL

Sometimes it's nice to be alone. I am more calmer and not worried about anything, but some days... I am done with things.

I feel like the world is against me some reason.

I should be okay for the most part. 

See ya tomorrow.

B

Deciding Next Year

I think next year, I am going to post songs, poems, story ideas, pictures, images, and so much more on my blog. I haven't decided if I'm gonna do this every single day because of how things are.

I am going to try my best to get through the rest of the day... or what's left of it.

I just want to run away from here... so I can be at peace.

I rather have somebody who cuddles with me often than someone who keeps asking me to get up and do something.

Anyway, I shall get back to my journals. I am late again... and you can guess why.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Annoyed

I am really done with my mom right now. Always trying to interupt me every few seconds when I am trying to work on my journals. This is the exact reason why I would love to have my desk in my own room... so I can lock the door and stay there until I get things done.

She doesn't need me that much. She only needs me for computer issues, medication, doctor visits and handling her cards.

No, she wants me to stop and look for food... why food? Because she doesn't want to cook and rather spend money that we need for emergencies... not knowing how expensive things are to eat out anymore.

This has to stop.

See ya tomorrow.

B