I'm okay

I realized that I need to work on my timing better. But on weekends, it's hard when you have a mom that constantly wants to go out to eat or go somewhere.

Then again, I am gladly to have a notebook to write ideas for songs and such. I know that with these I can keep up no matter what.

And well, just waiting for the results of all of these songs I am writing for this entire month.

I'm gonna get back to my journals that I am really behind on. That's okay, I'm okay. So let's get what we can get done.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Halloween doesn't feel like it should

I am trying my best. I am really am. 

Like Halloween doesn't feel like it should anymore and I'm really sad about that. I just want to survive and it hurts to not understand what is going on.

My life is about to get busy later on and it's not gonna be a good way.

I shall get back to my journals and try to enjoy the rest of the day of this last day of October.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Work On Something

Someone needs to work on their anger issues. I mean, really work on it.

It's not always good to hear that and then just hide away from their voice.

I'm scared that they will break something else.

And I can't keep helping them.

See ya tomorrow.

B

I am tired

I feel like I'm doing something wrong because of how I try to stand up against what is wrong. Then my parents snap at me... saying they never did do that. 

I keep thinking that everything is wrong... like is something wrong with me when I just need time for myself?

I do so much for them. Yet, they treat me like I should stop everything... and just do something as small as grabbing a phone. Why?

I am tired. I need a break.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Journals Done As Fast As I Can

I am trying to get all my journals done as fast as I can, but my mom keeps bothering me.

Like seriously... leave me alone.

I should be okay for the most part. Now that I need chips because my body wants something salty.

I shall get back to my journals.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Unexpected

Seems like everybody doesn't understand what is going on with this life.

Things are always unexpected.

And well, when time comes, I am making an official announcement about stuff.

Right now, my mom needs me... so let's hope that all will be well for her.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Nice to see my irl brother

 My irl brother came by. Hadn't seen him in a long time. So it's nice to see him.

Anyway, I gotta get back to my journals since I did take that short break. So...

See ya tomorrow

B