I want to be happy.

 I'm not okay. I feel like my parents are trying to keep me trapped in this world of theirs... I am not okay.

I will never be okay.

Can't someone help me escape from it all.

I want to be happy.

See ya tomorrow.

B

That's... Fun...?

I am going to say this... but I should be okay. My stomach is hating me. 

I should be okay. I just haven't been having the very best of the day. My hip hurts. My body aches. My head feels fuzzy. 

I'm just tired and want to run away from it all.

I just hope that tomorrow will be better, but I won't be home as I will be going to my doctor tomorrow. That's fun.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Everything On My Mind

I have everything on my mind and drama isn't one of them. I really want people to leave me out of it.

I just don't understand people anymore.

Oh, well.

I should be okay. And I hope that things will be different in the future.

Anyway, I am gonna be waiting for my wife to come home finally.

See ya tomorrow.

B

I'm Nervous

 I'm nervous. She's coming here. And I'm happy and nervous at the same time. 

And I don't care what my parents say... they are not healthy. They can't take care of me. Not that way anymore.

I'm 40 and I'm done with how they are treating me.

After surgery, I'm gonna make plans to earn money in hopes to get the fuck out of here.

Anyway, I can't wait to see her... and hold her close.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Making That Announcement This Week

I got a lot of stuff on my mind and it's kind of weird to say.

Taking a step one at a time and I want to be strong for everybody.

And soon... I'm making that announcement stating that I'll be busy for the first couple weeks of June... getting things all scheduled for surgery date as I am taking a break for almost 2 full weeks.

I shall get through the day... and finish what I was doing.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Moving Books Up To Read Them Soon

I am so glad that today is a bit more better than yesterday and last night. Our power went out two times in a roll... so it's not fun to deal with it.

I am going to try my best to get through the rest of the day... but dealing with someone who deals with nic fits... its not fun at all.

I did a lot in my room on one side.  Moving books up to where I can read them... hopefully that will be soon.

I should be okay for the most part.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Power was out

 Because my power was out... I can't say anything much here.

B