Purposefully

Sometimes I feel like my mom is purposefully trying to prevent me from getting my journals done on time... but then again, I do want to take a break from VRChat tonight so there's that.

I have been feeling so tired lately that it's annoying as heck.

Anyway, I am going to get my journals done... then play a game or two.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Views

I never thought of having that many views on a video before.

And then again, I never seen so many weirdos... but good thing, I have a way of getting rid of the comments... so muahaha.

Anyway, I am very behind on my journals so I will be working on them until I get done.

So...

See ya tomorrow.

B

Not Feeling Well

Has it ever occur to you that maybe that I am not feeling well? And that's why I rather only do easier things instead of upload an avatar?

I really hate it when people never asks me if I feel like it or not... it's like their feelings mattered more than me... and it irritates me that this happens more often than none at all.

Like do I even feel like saying it without being asked? No...

So please learn to ask...

That's all I want.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Nobody ever checks in on me...

Nobody ever checks in on me. Only them... only her... should matter. 

I'm not okay.

I will never be okay.

I am doubting this relationship even more.

I think I have to make the rough decision...

And she doesn't respect how I feel...

This is not okay.

I am not okay.

See ya tomorrow.

B

My mind is Blank

I knew this would happen. 

In a way, I am worried of what would happen next... and at the same time, I am not sure what to think about it.

My mind is just blank right now because I am sick... so that's fun.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Tiredness

I knew this would happen. But I am trying my best to catch up as fast as I am able to.

But yea... I am also dealing with tiredness because of the medication. So yea.

I should be okay.

I will get back to the journals in hopes to get whatever I can get done fast.

See ya tomorrow.

B.

Behind

 I think we should be more open about things...

I am going to start a new journal starting soon... so yay me.

I have to try my best to get through the rest of the day... and realized that I am very much behind on my journals... fuck me.

See ya tomorrow.

B