Should Be Okay, but Will I?

I have to say that I am getting used to feeling tired now and that's not too good.

I hope that all will get better as time goes on.

Tomorrow should be okay for the most part since I do have to go to my doctor for medicine refill and maybe ask my doctor for a note about my medical thing for me to get my SNAP benefits back.

As most of y'all don't know, I have been struggling a lot with trying to find a job and well, to no surprise... nothing is out there.

I should be okay... but will I though?

That's something I have to think about in another lifetime.

See ya tomorrow.

B

not sure anymore

I find it unfair that you get to do things and I don't... because what's the point of  a date night in the first place if it's just you?

I'm not sure if people really cares about me anymore.

So I just stay to myself and just be by myself.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Nothing Helps

I don't know what to do anymore... I feel tired... I want to get away from here... but nothing helps.

I should be okay for the most part.

See ya tomorrow.

B

I'm constantly tired...

I keep feeling like I should be asleep more often. I do not know why I am constantly tired. Ever since the surgery, I have been like this more and more...

Maybe it's still healing, maybe it's just me...

I just wished I knew what is causing it.

Anyway, I should be okay... for the most part.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Kingdom Hearts~

I freaked out last night.

Kingdom Hearts 4's first world is Coco! Which I predicted because it associates with the land of the dead and remembrance. And so forth.

Also, Kingdom Hearts is getting an anime series!!!!!! Guess who's gonna be watching that~

Alright, shall get back to my day in hopes that all will get better.... and be ready for Kingdom Hearts panel tonight... so yay me~

See ya tomorrow.

B

Tired...

I really wished my mom stopped trying to denial why she says in the first place. A bit example: I am talking about how my pens I am using are only for penpals... she literally blurted out "Oh, you quit writing to them." No... I am taking a break. There's a big difference.

Anyway, I am tired of this... and I really need a break from them. I love her... but this is getting to the point that she keeps trying to gaslight me.

Anyway, I should be fine... just a little longer.

See ya tomorrow.

B

I need a break...

I feel like hell keeps burning a hole into my heart with my relationship with my parents...

Everyday, it's always something... and it's always hurting.

I need a break from my own parents...

Yea...

See ya tomorrow.

B