Saturday, April 25, 2026

Hanging out with my cousin's wife tomorrow

Just my journals and a day with my cousin's wife. I miss her a lot. And hope we get to have fun. So yay me.

I shall get back to my daily life and hope for the best. Who knows what will happen next. So let's hope for the best.

Wish me luck for tomorrow and I will tell you what all I got tomorrow.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Friday, April 24, 2026

No nap today...

I'm tired. That's because my aunt was up. And I was gonna just finish my printing and go to bed. But some reason, people kept wanting me to stay away. And well... therefore why I am tired.

I never like to sleep early because of how my body is. It sucks and I really don't know what to do.

Shall get back to my life and journals just for a bit.

Hope tomorrow will be better for me... and this hip pain sucks a lot.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Thursday, April 23, 2026

It's No Longer My Problem

 Sometimes when I write songs, I make sure they sound hauntingly. But some days, I feel like I'm floating into the void of no return.

And people try to hurt me and I just go... eh... so what.

It's no longer my problem.

And I worry more about my surgery than anything else right now.

So... yea...

See ya tomorrow.

B

Wednesday, April 22, 2026

Don't Stop Being You

Sometimes I feel like the world will burn and who knows what will happens next. Just don't take a turn for the worse and let all the bad things come about.

And don't... stop... being you.

I shall get back to writing more songs.

And who knows what words will come out next.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Tuesday, April 21, 2026

Trying To Figure Out A Few Things

I was trying to figure out a few things that seems to happen on this day... if you haven't noticed, it is day 111. And yea. 

I feel so off today and I really can't pinpoint the reasoning behind it.

You see, I want to figure out what is next. 

But yea... who knows what else is going to happen?

I should get the rest of my journals done. And relax tonight. So yay me.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Monday, April 20, 2026

These Thoughts On My Mind

Sometimes I have these thoughts on my mind that I just don't know what to do anymore.

I feel so alone in that world and just wish they would listen to me when I have a concern... but instead they go off and talk about their own problems...

It's like that song by Sleep Token... I'm sure you know the one that I am talking about.

Anyway, I shall get back to my journals and hopefully get done so I can read tonight.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Sunday, April 19, 2026

Yes.

I am trying to get through the day in hopes that I will be okay.

I just need to get away from it all. 

But do I say this everyday? Yes.

Will I keep saying this everything? Yes.

So let's hope for the best.

See ya tomorrow.

B