Wish I was free...

 Sometimes I just wished that I could get my own home so that I can get my own freedom... a way to not keep dealing with an impatient person.

Anyway, I am sleepy... and I am in pain still...

I hope that all will be better tomorrow... but I do need to sleep more...

See ya tomorrow.

B

Pain today

I almost didn't made it today. My hip got to hurting as I walked more and more. I need to get used to this more and more.

Hopefully one of these days, I will get used to this pain to the point that I don't have to deal with the pain.

Anyway, I gotta say... I finally broke down and bought a mattress topper for my bed... since the old one was so worn out that it was causing my bed to dip in the middle.

I do need to invest in getting a new bed... so yea.

Don't keep your hopes up high because life isn't what it seems.

Anyway, I shall get back to my journals since I am really behind on them.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Good Vibes For Tomorrow

I will expect pain here and there, and I just realized that I need to keep resting... and I may need to buy a new mattress pad for my bed. That sucks a lot, but it does need to be done.

Anyway, I am gonna be okay for the most part, but yea... let's hope for good vibes tomorrow.

As I will get things done and yea...

Anyway, see ya tomorrow.

B

I'll be fine.

 I hate when I don't eat lunch because then I have a small dinner which leads to eating snacks a lot. Oh, well.

I'll be fine.

Anyway, I am going to get through the rest of the day by reading and hoping for good vibes.

Tomorrow will be different and I just hope that my pain at night isn't as bad it should be.

As long as I keep active, I should be fine.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Hope All Will Get Better

I am trying my best to survive the day... and well, I am tired.

Even though yesterday brought me good news.

Hope all will get better eventually.

Let's get this done.

See ya tomorrow.

B

I'm Tired...

 Sometimes I wonder about why my mom is the way she is. She needs to understand it's my body, my choice, my life. Not hers.

I worry that she'll try to do the same for her as well...

And yea, I need to step up and tell her that she needs to stop. And let us learn on our own.

It's not her choice to make decisions for us.

So yea...

Anyway, tomorrow, I will be behind on everything, but that's okay.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Things Are Not What They Seem

 I really want to keep writing songs and poems and whatever is in my heart, but things are not as they seem.

Pretty soon, I am going to be doing my checkup on my hip and I am hoping for good news.

Just have to wait and see.

So you see... I should be fine.

See ya tomorrow.

B