Sometimes I wonder about how crazy people are with fires and stuff...
Anyway, tonight, maybe while I'm asleep, the rains and storms will be coming in. So I'm catching up with some videos tonight but I am going to bed early tonight because of my stomach.
I know the weather for this weekend is going to be a slight bit horrible... rain all day tomorrow and half a day on Saturday.
I really do hope it doesn't flood or anything. So... here's to praying for good things.
Tomorrow, I am taking a break... Mostly because it's raining and stuff.
Alright, gonna put this up and stuff...
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Thursday, August 31, 2017
Harder to Stay Awake and Stuff
Today, I am having a hard time trying to stay awake. I think it's because of lack of sleep. Yesterday, I slept good but last night, I didn't... so what is going on with me? I do not know at all.
Anyway, I think I'm lacking something... I don't like coffee so I should try to get something with a little caffeine like tea? I'm not sure... I will need something to keep myself awake but in a healthy way.
I have not drunk any soda in about two weeks now... So go me.
Alright, I will get off here and sign up for something. Who knows what will happen.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Anyway, I think I'm lacking something... I don't like coffee so I should try to get something with a little caffeine like tea? I'm not sure... I will need something to keep myself awake but in a healthy way.
I have not drunk any soda in about two weeks now... So go me.
Alright, I will get off here and sign up for something. Who knows what will happen.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Wednesday, August 30, 2017
Time Seems To Go Too Fast These Days.
I think I was a bit more productive today... But time seems to fly by too fast for me some of these days.
It won't be long until winter comes. They always say when a spider makes a nest up high, it means winter is coming early. I think it's close to more... there's gonna be a lot of rain and possibly... a lot of flooding by this weekend.
I do dread this kind of weather. While I love the rain, I don't like floods.
I really need to figure out why I suddenly feel good when I'm awake and then towards the evening, I don't...
It could be a good possibility that I have an ear infection. I'm aiming at it but I really need a doctor to tell me if I do or not.
Anyway, tomorrow... I'll resume with things online and resigning back up with a website to have a chat online job. I've forgotten about it but now remember it.
Wish me luck.
Right now, it's almost 10 and I only have time for one video... so I'll watch that before going to my room to read and sleep.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
It won't be long until winter comes. They always say when a spider makes a nest up high, it means winter is coming early. I think it's close to more... there's gonna be a lot of rain and possibly... a lot of flooding by this weekend.
I do dread this kind of weather. While I love the rain, I don't like floods.
I really need to figure out why I suddenly feel good when I'm awake and then towards the evening, I don't...
It could be a good possibility that I have an ear infection. I'm aiming at it but I really need a doctor to tell me if I do or not.
Anyway, tomorrow... I'll resume with things online and resigning back up with a website to have a chat online job. I've forgotten about it but now remember it.
Wish me luck.
Right now, it's almost 10 and I only have time for one video... so I'll watch that before going to my room to read and sleep.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Hoping I Stay In a Good Mood Throughout Today
I hope things will be alright. I just woke up in a good mood... Now, just hoping that I won't get into the bad mood xD
I talked to my bestie via video chat and it was a little okay but it made me feel good to talk to him xD
I think after watching the movie tonight, I am going to the store. Then... yea... I haven't been in the best mood by late afternoon or evening some reason. Hopefully today will be different since I wanna avoid eating whatever I ate yesterday. :v
Anyway, I am not going to tell what all my plans are for today since I realize that not everything will go as planned. xD
I really think I'm gonna get into chatting things so that I can help people be able to get help online owo
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I talked to my bestie via video chat and it was a little okay but it made me feel good to talk to him xD
I think after watching the movie tonight, I am going to the store. Then... yea... I haven't been in the best mood by late afternoon or evening some reason. Hopefully today will be different since I wanna avoid eating whatever I ate yesterday. :v
Anyway, I am not going to tell what all my plans are for today since I realize that not everything will go as planned. xD
I really think I'm gonna get into chatting things so that I can help people be able to get help online owo
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Tuesday, August 29, 2017
Going From Feeling Good to Feeling Like Crap.
I am not sure what to put here. Yay. Anyway, I finished watching Ken and friends with D&D even though I had to pause a bunch of times...
Why did I had to pause? I am just not feeling too good so there's a few times that I had to rest. Then taking care of dogs and cats... so yea...
I am not sure what to do tomorrow since I didn't get to like I planned on the first blog. It's alright... didn't expect to feel like crap for the rest of the day.
Anyway, I hope tomorrow will be better. One thing I must try not to do is.... no more eating strange things. Some reason, since changing my diet, certain foods make me feel bad.
So watch what I eat... then hopefully, just hopefully... that my whole self will stay better through the day. Except the slight ear problem. That comes and goes as it pleases :/
Alright, gonna post this now... and maybe read?
That's all,
With love,
BDK
Why did I had to pause? I am just not feeling too good so there's a few times that I had to rest. Then taking care of dogs and cats... so yea...
I am not sure what to do tomorrow since I didn't get to like I planned on the first blog. It's alright... didn't expect to feel like crap for the rest of the day.
Anyway, I hope tomorrow will be better. One thing I must try not to do is.... no more eating strange things. Some reason, since changing my diet, certain foods make me feel bad.
So watch what I eat... then hopefully, just hopefully... that my whole self will stay better through the day. Except the slight ear problem. That comes and goes as it pleases :/
Alright, gonna post this now... and maybe read?
That's all,
With love,
BDK
Trying To Finish Stuff
Today, I have to say it's gonna be a slow day but the sun is out and later on, it might rain again... so... wanna finish watching D&D with Ken and friends... then I'll be heading to pintrest for a few things.
I hope that I can be productive at least for today.
The library is too... not sure what the word is for it but they don't get after people for keeping the books for so long. Ah, well... I am not sure what to do about that since it's not my job.
Alright, just wanna get on with the video watching then take a break later.
So... here's to a better day... I hope.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I hope that I can be productive at least for today.
The library is too... not sure what the word is for it but they don't get after people for keeping the books for so long. Ah, well... I am not sure what to do about that since it's not my job.
Alright, just wanna get on with the video watching then take a break later.
So... here's to a better day... I hope.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Monday, August 28, 2017
Always Forgetting Something
I'm always forgetting something when I am not feeling well. But... Midnight, Texas comes on tonight. So I am going to update this quickly to go watch that.
I really don't know what to put here except that I am going to get a bit serious about certain things in my life.
I just really want to be able to feel better soon and get some decent sleep!
Ah, well...
Right, my places for tomorrow is to go on a website that takes me to pintreast and stuff xD Don't ask.
Anyway, short post again but like I said... always forgetting something.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I really don't know what to put here except that I am going to get a bit serious about certain things in my life.
I just really want to be able to feel better soon and get some decent sleep!
Ah, well...
Right, my places for tomorrow is to go on a website that takes me to pintreast and stuff xD Don't ask.
Anyway, short post again but like I said... always forgetting something.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Trying To Stay Awake
I don't really like Mondays. Not only that, I really don't feel good. I slept okay but woke up a couple of times... once because I was feeling a heart burn and being sick... I am tired of being sick.
I know somebody else is feeling like this too so it's nothing new.
Anyway, I am going to try to stay awake despite there is rain coming.
I am going to bring up the job hunting page so yay...
Not a lot to say but I really hope we all stop feeling bad for a few days x.x
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I know somebody else is feeling like this too so it's nothing new.
Anyway, I am going to try to stay awake despite there is rain coming.
I am going to bring up the job hunting page so yay...
Not a lot to say but I really hope we all stop feeling bad for a few days x.x
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Sunday, August 27, 2017
Might Have a Sinus Infection... Hope Not.
I think I know the source of my problem... I might be having a sinus problem. I have a headache and around my ears hurting... so that might be why my jaw is hurting... it might actually be an ear infection... x.x great.
Anyway, I'll keep an eye on it just in case. I think I will try to go to bed.
I wonder what to do tomorrow since I just know it will be hard to try to stay awake and stuff... especially with the lack of sleep and stuff...
I really don't know what causes me not to sleep.... so yea...
Alright, gonna go now and see if I can read before sleeping tonight.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Anyway, I'll keep an eye on it just in case. I think I will try to go to bed.
I wonder what to do tomorrow since I just know it will be hard to try to stay awake and stuff... especially with the lack of sleep and stuff...
I really don't know what causes me not to sleep.... so yea...
Alright, gonna go now and see if I can read before sleeping tonight.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Lack of Sleep And Other Things
I ended up with a lack of sleep kind of mood... I went to see my aunt at my grandma's home. Didn't do anything much there but was happy to get out of the house for a bit.
Right now, I am going to take a nap... not sure what time I will wake up again but who knows what time I will wake up later.
Anyway, short post for now... I will update again later and let you all know how I am feeling and stuff....
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Right now, I am going to take a nap... not sure what time I will wake up again but who knows what time I will wake up later.
Anyway, short post for now... I will update again later and let you all know how I am feeling and stuff....
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Saturday, August 26, 2017
Not Feeling Well Due To Pain in My Jaw
My left side of my jaw is hurting. I thought it was my teeth but when I inspected my teeth, they didn't hurt by touch or anything... however, my jaw does hurt... and it's hurting like right at the joint of my jaw. I can't really do anything about it unless it gets the point where it hurts a lot... if it causes me to cry in pain... I'm gonna go to the doctor. Right now, I really don't need to talk or move my jaw a lot. Kind of hard to do when you're the only one that answers the phone almost every single day... Why can't my mom answer it sometimes?
Anyway, I am going to get off my computer and just go read then sleep... not sure if I get to sleep without thinking too much.
Now when I don't talk or move my jaw at all, the pain eases a whole lot. That's how I knew it was my jaw in the first place. I have been told before that it's my jaw that causes the pain to my ears. And I do believe them... Just not sure what to do.
Ah, well... I just took an ibuprofen and so far... it's kicking in so that's a relief. At least, the type of pain can be eased with over-the-counter pain relievers.
Right, I shall get off now and update this. Really don't feel well right now. Not sure if it's my jaw making me feel this way or my stomach... not gonna say much about my stomach because I just ate some bad chicken earlier today and yea...
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Anyway, I am going to get off my computer and just go read then sleep... not sure if I get to sleep without thinking too much.
Now when I don't talk or move my jaw at all, the pain eases a whole lot. That's how I knew it was my jaw in the first place. I have been told before that it's my jaw that causes the pain to my ears. And I do believe them... Just not sure what to do.
Ah, well... I just took an ibuprofen and so far... it's kicking in so that's a relief. At least, the type of pain can be eased with over-the-counter pain relievers.
Right, I shall get off now and update this. Really don't feel well right now. Not sure if it's my jaw making me feel this way or my stomach... not gonna say much about my stomach because I just ate some bad chicken earlier today and yea...
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Not What To Put Here But... Nothing.
We are not gonna go anywhere today. I guess this is what the whole next season is gonna be like... I'm gonna find something to do on these days so yea...
Right now, I am not sure what my dad is doing but I do know that we are not gonna go anywhere... yes, I repeated things too much.
I know that sometime today, I am going to watch Death Note... heard it was bad. And the guy who made it was like "I want sequels!" Uh... sorry, buddy... if your movie suck and didn't get good ratings, you're not getting a sequel. Not everything is meant to be.
Anyway, I will leave it here since I doubt we are going anywhere. If we do, just watch for the second post.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Right now, I am not sure what my dad is doing but I do know that we are not gonna go anywhere... yes, I repeated things too much.
I know that sometime today, I am going to watch Death Note... heard it was bad. And the guy who made it was like "I want sequels!" Uh... sorry, buddy... if your movie suck and didn't get good ratings, you're not getting a sequel. Not everything is meant to be.
Anyway, I will leave it here since I doubt we are going anywhere. If we do, just watch for the second post.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Friday, August 25, 2017
It's Another Reading Time Night
I have been reading books at least a hour or two before sleep every night. So far, it's been letting me have less nightmares... Still kind of have to sleep with the fan on and with a plushie.
I think I found one online job but it requires a phone... doubt I will sign on it but tomorrow, I will figure out what to do if we don't go anywhere... doubt it because gas is going up and dad loves to complain about how it goes up.... can't help it... Texas is having a storm right now.
I might be getting up early... if I get to sleep in time tonight. It's so hard to do, you know...
I just hope that keeping up with this habit of reading before sleeping will help me sleep.
Tomorrow might end up being a boring day unless my dad just decide to go somewhere... you never know with how my dad is.
Right now, gonna go on to my room and start reading soon.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I think I found one online job but it requires a phone... doubt I will sign on it but tomorrow, I will figure out what to do if we don't go anywhere... doubt it because gas is going up and dad loves to complain about how it goes up.... can't help it... Texas is having a storm right now.
I might be getting up early... if I get to sleep in time tonight. It's so hard to do, you know...
I just hope that keeping up with this habit of reading before sleeping will help me sleep.
Tomorrow might end up being a boring day unless my dad just decide to go somewhere... you never know with how my dad is.
Right now, gonna go on to my room and start reading soon.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Look What You Made Me Do... Addicting Song
I'm taking a break from some things today.... well, at least, try to...
I won't do any surveys today but next week, I'm gonna try to get my mind into doing surveys as soon as I wake up.
Right now, I will be searching for some jobs... and hope for good luck.
I really wish I could afford the membership to Flexjobs but it's unfair that they don't let people see these jobs... ah, well.
I think my bestie will be able to chat for a bit... at least, when he's not busy. I'm okay with that xD
I'm not sure what else to put here but... an addicting song by Taylor Swift... look what you made me do. :P
Alright, alright, gonna go now... job hunting once again.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I won't do any surveys today but next week, I'm gonna try to get my mind into doing surveys as soon as I wake up.
Right now, I will be searching for some jobs... and hope for good luck.
I really wish I could afford the membership to Flexjobs but it's unfair that they don't let people see these jobs... ah, well.
I think my bestie will be able to chat for a bit... at least, when he's not busy. I'm okay with that xD
I'm not sure what else to put here but... an addicting song by Taylor Swift... look what you made me do. :P
Alright, alright, gonna go now... job hunting once again.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Thursday, August 24, 2017
Really Long Day, But Early To Sleep
Today, has been a really long day. I will be happy when tomorrow comes because I have decided to take a break from videos tomorrow and catch up with them on Saturday or Sunday... Hoping that tomorrow, I can do surveys, look for a job and more.
I keep thinking that I should just write but it's so hard to concentrate anymore. My life has been a bit of a mess lately.
I just need to sit down and write and write and write... without the run-on sentences of course xD
I'm gonna go to bed early tonight because I am not feeling too good right now. Haven't been feeling good since I ate earlier...
I hope my bestie is doing good as well. Really do miss talking to him sometimes xD
Anyway, I am taking a break from reading tonight and just try to sleep early tonight so I can try to have an early start for tomorrow. Really want to get things done so that I can feel better about myself.
Who knows what this weekend is gonna break but all I hope is... that I will be alright.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I keep thinking that I should just write but it's so hard to concentrate anymore. My life has been a bit of a mess lately.
I just need to sit down and write and write and write... without the run-on sentences of course xD
I'm gonna go to bed early tonight because I am not feeling too good right now. Haven't been feeling good since I ate earlier...
I hope my bestie is doing good as well. Really do miss talking to him sometimes xD
Anyway, I am taking a break from reading tonight and just try to sleep early tonight so I can try to have an early start for tomorrow. Really want to get things done so that I can feel better about myself.
Who knows what this weekend is gonna break but all I hope is... that I will be alright.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Finding Something To Do After Breakfast
I have just got done with breakfast. I will have a late lunch today.
Not sure what else to do today. I think I would leave a show running in the background on here while I find something to do.
I did finished another book last night... Perchance to Dream is a good book. I think it's the most messed up book but it's got good action and a good story no matter how messed up it seems.
Anyway, I am not sure what else to put here but I do hope that today will be a good day...
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Not sure what else to do today. I think I would leave a show running in the background on here while I find something to do.
I did finished another book last night... Perchance to Dream is a good book. I think it's the most messed up book but it's got good action and a good story no matter how messed up it seems.
Anyway, I am not sure what else to put here but I do hope that today will be a good day...
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Wednesday, August 23, 2017
Autumnl Might Be Coming Early?
I am getting sleepy but wanna read first. I think the next few days, the weather is gonna feel cooler. Summer is not over but I think fall (autumn) is coming early.
I think I should finish watching the summer anime so that I can put out the list soonish... Not tonight but tomorrow xD
I should really set a schedule so that I can do some job searching in one full day... So... yea...
Not sure what else to put here... tomorrow will be cooler than today so deciding if I should wear a long sleeve or just wear a jacket over a tshirt... ah, well... just have to wait until I wake up tomorrow.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I think I should finish watching the summer anime so that I can put out the list soonish... Not tonight but tomorrow xD
I should really set a schedule so that I can do some job searching in one full day... So... yea...
Not sure what else to put here... tomorrow will be cooler than today so deciding if I should wear a long sleeve or just wear a jacket over a tshirt... ah, well... just have to wait until I wake up tomorrow.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Weather is Nice Today
The weather today is actually better than the last few days. I am going to look for some online jobs today but I know it will be hard to do. :/
Anyway, not sure what to do for the rest of the day... I should do surveys and hope it won't be crazy like it was last week.
I don't think it's gonna storm at all today but then again, you never know what the weather is like.
I'm just happy that fall weather is close. I love summer, just not when it's sweaty hot...
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Anyway, not sure what to do for the rest of the day... I should do surveys and hope it won't be crazy like it was last week.
I don't think it's gonna storm at all today but then again, you never know what the weather is like.
I'm just happy that fall weather is close. I love summer, just not when it's sweaty hot...
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Tuesday, August 22, 2017
Storms At Night.
There was a storm at night. I am writing my blog through my phone because of it.
I have no idea why today was a slow start but I do hope I can get my mind set on finding work as well as doing those surveys.
I really should just keep doing things in order to stop wasting the precious time I got.
Anyway, short post since it's not that easy to type a lot on the phone. Tomorrow, I will try to do things. No promises...
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Starting Slow Today
I have no idea what to do today. Things to do and stuff... I have been starting today a bit slower because I woke up tired and hurting all over xD
I hope that today will be good for me since I wanna find something to do...
I really need to do the daily survey but it's hard to do anything with a bad headache x.x
This post will be short today. So... yea... not what else to put here now xD
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I hope that today will be good for me since I wanna find something to do...
I really need to do the daily survey but it's hard to do anything with a bad headache x.x
This post will be short today. So... yea... not what else to put here now xD
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Monday, August 21, 2017
Getting Ready For Midnight, TX Show
Tonight, I am continue with Midnight, Texas show. I think it's slow but it's getting good at some points.
Tomorrow, I will try to find myself a job once again... I really need to sign up on flexjobs and find them there because it seems they have more choices there.
Also, I really want to get into writing again... however, hard, it may seem, I am going to try my best. Things happen and I just want to see what I can come up with.
I might not start writing automatically, but I am done with saving it for another time. I really need to sit down and just write something.
I think since finding a job is really hard to do since I can't drive and stuff, I think I will write my stories down and make a complete book... who knows how many chapters it will have.... and who knows what method that I will use to write it with. I am good at poems and I fell in love with the idea of epic poetry... don't know what that is... it's basically a long poem with a story.
I want to combine legends somehow... like from all over the world. Starting with China... but dunno where to start. Ah... it's confusing me of where to start with anything. I'll figure it out eventually.
For now, I will be getting off the computer to go watch Midnight, Texas.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Tomorrow, I will try to find myself a job once again... I really need to sign up on flexjobs and find them there because it seems they have more choices there.
Also, I really want to get into writing again... however, hard, it may seem, I am going to try my best. Things happen and I just want to see what I can come up with.
I might not start writing automatically, but I am done with saving it for another time. I really need to sit down and just write something.
I think since finding a job is really hard to do since I can't drive and stuff, I think I will write my stories down and make a complete book... who knows how many chapters it will have.... and who knows what method that I will use to write it with. I am good at poems and I fell in love with the idea of epic poetry... don't know what that is... it's basically a long poem with a story.
I want to combine legends somehow... like from all over the world. Starting with China... but dunno where to start. Ah... it's confusing me of where to start with anything. I'll figure it out eventually.
For now, I will be getting off the computer to go watch Midnight, Texas.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Today Is Solar Eclipse Day!
I am not sure what to do today. Today is when the solar eclipse. I don't have the glasses to view the sun but I am not gonna look up at the sky. (Mostly because my grandpa died from melanoma in the eye). However, I am going to stay up just a little bit to watch the flowers and dogs to see what they would do. Complete darkness during a daylight hour sounds interesting xD
Anyway, for now, I am resting because I done all that work yesterday. My room is still a mess but if only I had more shelves, I don't think my room would be that messy xD
I hope that people would be safe today during the solar eclipse and not be stupid.
I will get off and rest a bit more.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Anyway, for now, I am resting because I done all that work yesterday. My room is still a mess but if only I had more shelves, I don't think my room would be that messy xD
I hope that people would be safe today during the solar eclipse and not be stupid.
I will get off and rest a bit more.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Sunday, August 20, 2017
Catching Up With Things
So, this week, I am going to catch up with some things... as well as talk to my bestie. He came back today! Yay! O_O Not sure what to talk about with him yet but yea... let him do what he wants to since he's just got back online xD
Anyway, not a lot to say... I got finish with the books and shelf... I think I might not keep all the older books but I'll read them before I get rid of them. Almost gonna miss them but I do need to get back into reading... If I keep doing the few chapters a night thing, I will be able to get through the books in no time.
Tomorrow, I might be resting a bit more and since it's just another Monday...
Oh, yea... solar eclipse thing happening tomorrow. I have decided to watch it a little bit but that's usually my nap time xD So not sure what to do yet.
Alright, wanna get back to the videos and have to remind my mom to take her medicine at 11 after posting this post.
I hope tomorrow won't be too crazy so yea... we'll see what happens.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Anyway, not a lot to say... I got finish with the books and shelf... I think I might not keep all the older books but I'll read them before I get rid of them. Almost gonna miss them but I do need to get back into reading... If I keep doing the few chapters a night thing, I will be able to get through the books in no time.
Tomorrow, I might be resting a bit more and since it's just another Monday...
Oh, yea... solar eclipse thing happening tomorrow. I have decided to watch it a little bit but that's usually my nap time xD So not sure what to do yet.
Alright, wanna get back to the videos and have to remind my mom to take her medicine at 11 after posting this post.
I hope tomorrow won't be too crazy so yea... we'll see what happens.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Hard At Work
While I am proud to get a shelf in my room, I am still dumbfounded on some things... I will figure it out just takes time and hard work... so yes, I am hard at work.
I am happy to get rid some of the milkcrates that were full of books xD
I am going to fill one or two of them full of new books... just because I am always getting new books while at the same time, reading older books... all in a day's work.
I am almost done just needed to add a few more books onto the shelf.
I am taking a short break just because it's really hard to do with a back problem as well as hand problems... and I still need to figure out where to put the blankets and stuff... yikes... Ah, well. I can do it.
For now, I will get back to work and post this so you all will know what I am up to right now.
Oh, yea... I was at my aunt's which is where I got the shelf.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
PS: Pray for a family friend... they just lost their wife due to... over dosed. So sad to hear...
I am happy to get rid some of the milkcrates that were full of books xD
I am going to fill one or two of them full of new books... just because I am always getting new books while at the same time, reading older books... all in a day's work.
I am almost done just needed to add a few more books onto the shelf.
I am taking a short break just because it's really hard to do with a back problem as well as hand problems... and I still need to figure out where to put the blankets and stuff... yikes... Ah, well. I can do it.
For now, I will get back to work and post this so you all will know what I am up to right now.
Oh, yea... I was at my aunt's which is where I got the shelf.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
PS: Pray for a family friend... they just lost their wife due to... over dosed. So sad to hear...
Saturday, August 19, 2017
All I Need Is A Book, A Dog... And No Tea...
All I need is a book, a dog and... sadly no tea xD I really want to get started drinking tea as a way to detox but only during the day... and yea...
I think I am finally getting a shelf... but there's no promises because who knows what my dad would do. x.x
I really miss out of a lot of things because of my dad... he doesn't want me to get a shelf which I need... hello... who has books? Me. Who needs a shelf? I do. So... yea.. I'm just gonna grab that shelf and go for it.
Anyway, I am not sure what time my bestie will be available yet... it might be a day late for me because of things. I have been having problems falling asleep which is why I read books at night time... reading books will make me think about the book instead of bad things.
Helpful? Yes. Read at least 3 hours or more a week will improve your mind. You can even live longer too. It's been proven. So I am doing a good deed of reading books again. Even though, I am only reading one to two hours a night. This is all I need.
Right, I am going to watch a few videos before going to read in bed.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I think I am finally getting a shelf... but there's no promises because who knows what my dad would do. x.x
I really miss out of a lot of things because of my dad... he doesn't want me to get a shelf which I need... hello... who has books? Me. Who needs a shelf? I do. So... yea.. I'm just gonna grab that shelf and go for it.
Anyway, I am not sure what time my bestie will be available yet... it might be a day late for me because of things. I have been having problems falling asleep which is why I read books at night time... reading books will make me think about the book instead of bad things.
Helpful? Yes. Read at least 3 hours or more a week will improve your mind. You can even live longer too. It's been proven. So I am doing a good deed of reading books again. Even though, I am only reading one to two hours a night. This is all I need.
Right, I am going to watch a few videos before going to read in bed.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Nothing To Do And Sick A Bit
It's not past 2 but maybe in a little bit...
So you know what that means... we didn't do anything at all today.
I am kind of sick because of blah... note to self, don't eat anything hot during this time. Otherwise, the bathroom will be your home for a bit. TMI, ok?
Anyway, I am going to get off here and rest a bit... might watch some things online... who knows...
That's all.
With love,
BDK
So you know what that means... we didn't do anything at all today.
I am kind of sick because of blah... note to self, don't eat anything hot during this time. Otherwise, the bathroom will be your home for a bit. TMI, ok?
Anyway, I am going to get off here and rest a bit... might watch some things online... who knows...
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Friday, August 18, 2017
Almost The Day...
It's almost the day when I hope to get to talk to my bestie. I miss him lots. Not sure what we will be talking about when he does get back online. But hope all things will be alright for him.
I am not sure what I am doing tomorrow. If we don't go anywhere, this blog will be up before 2pm or if we do go anywhere, it will be up past 2pm. Just don't know. My dad has been in a weird mood lately... so yea.
Also, we were good people by buying food for my cousin since she was having problems and stuff... Just be glad we are good because being good is what makes you an awesome person.
I am going to watch one more video of epic reads... something that will list a bunch of books at one time xD
I really hope that my mood doesn't let me down and stuff... I just have problems falling asleep at a certain time... so yea...
Anyway, not sure what else to put here besides that I didn't get a chance to watch more summer anime. It won't be long until Fall anime be coming around xD
I should find that chart again and figure out what is going to be coming out for Fall...
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I am not sure what I am doing tomorrow. If we don't go anywhere, this blog will be up before 2pm or if we do go anywhere, it will be up past 2pm. Just don't know. My dad has been in a weird mood lately... so yea.
Also, we were good people by buying food for my cousin since she was having problems and stuff... Just be glad we are good because being good is what makes you an awesome person.
I am going to watch one more video of epic reads... something that will list a bunch of books at one time xD
I really hope that my mood doesn't let me down and stuff... I just have problems falling asleep at a certain time... so yea...
Anyway, not sure what else to put here besides that I didn't get a chance to watch more summer anime. It won't be long until Fall anime be coming around xD
I should find that chart again and figure out what is going to be coming out for Fall...
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Not Too Excited For Friday
It's another Friday! Not too excited about it since I know tomorrow, I doubt we are gonna go anywhere.
I have no clue what to do today because I am just tired and hurting all over. I really want to get my shelf and get on with putting all the books and stuff on it.
Next week is gonna be interesting, since on Monday, there's a solar eclipse coming in. Things are gonna go crazy.
Right now, I think I will just relax and finish some anime after a few videos on YouTube.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I have no clue what to do today because I am just tired and hurting all over. I really want to get my shelf and get on with putting all the books and stuff on it.
Next week is gonna be interesting, since on Monday, there's a solar eclipse coming in. Things are gonna go crazy.
Right now, I think I will just relax and finish some anime after a few videos on YouTube.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Thursday, August 17, 2017
Is There a Storm Coming?
I think it's gonna try to storm here in a moment. I can see lightning outside of my window.
I need to decide if I want to read or not yet. I am a bit tired too because I was hoping to get a shelf to put into my room but it didn't happen. I hope it happens this weekend.
I am kind of glad the week is over but not glad that blah is starting today. Blah... is... yea... you don't wanna know all the time. Just those who have been reading my blogs would know. If you're curious, just think monthly reasons for women. Yea. You figured it out? Yea. Blah is that.
Anyway, I am trying to catch up with the anime... I think half of them are not too good to watch right now but later on it might be good.
Ah, well.
I am really tired so I might get ready for bed.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
PS: Prayers for Spain. So sad that this is happening all over the world, no matter what race, religion and culture we are... We wish there was a way to stop them. So prayers for the victims. Prayers for peace.
I need to decide if I want to read or not yet. I am a bit tired too because I was hoping to get a shelf to put into my room but it didn't happen. I hope it happens this weekend.
I am kind of glad the week is over but not glad that blah is starting today. Blah... is... yea... you don't wanna know all the time. Just those who have been reading my blogs would know. If you're curious, just think monthly reasons for women. Yea. You figured it out? Yea. Blah is that.
Anyway, I am trying to catch up with the anime... I think half of them are not too good to watch right now but later on it might be good.
Ah, well.
I am really tired so I might get ready for bed.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
PS: Prayers for Spain. So sad that this is happening all over the world, no matter what race, religion and culture we are... We wish there was a way to stop them. So prayers for the victims. Prayers for peace.
Cat Problems And...
Today, I have been chasing a cat from under my desk. Kind of hard to do since the cat has two kittens... She's trying to keep them away from growing up. This cat always did that... it's hard to do.
Anyway, I am going to try again with the surveys but I won't be hoping for anything good because you never know what might happen.
I hope this weekend, I get to talk to my bestie. I really do miss talking to him every day xD
I think I will skip the day of Netflix... not sure yet.
I have been meaning to catch up with anime and make a list for the summer anime... Kind of hard to do since there's so much to do :/
I think I will watch the first episodes of the anime for this season and make that list.
Hope I get through the day though.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Anyway, I am going to try again with the surveys but I won't be hoping for anything good because you never know what might happen.
I hope this weekend, I get to talk to my bestie. I really do miss talking to him every day xD
I think I will skip the day of Netflix... not sure yet.
I have been meaning to catch up with anime and make a list for the summer anime... Kind of hard to do since there's so much to do :/
I think I will watch the first episodes of the anime for this season and make that list.
Hope I get through the day though.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Wednesday, August 16, 2017
Sleepy But It's Alright Since I'm Gonna Go And Read
I am not sure why but I am sleepy... but it's alright since I am going to go and read xD
Same title, same first sentence... I really need new titles...
I should wait and put the title in after I type in the body. Then I can have awesome better titles.
Anyway, not sure what I am going to do tomorrow. It's getting closer to the weekend and my bestie should be back sometime this weekend too. So yay! I hope.
I couldn't do any of my surveys because it kept saying that I needed to update my profile. :/ Weird.
Alright, hope tomorrow will be good for me.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Same title, same first sentence... I really need new titles...
I should wait and put the title in after I type in the body. Then I can have awesome better titles.
Anyway, not sure what I am going to do tomorrow. It's getting closer to the weekend and my bestie should be back sometime this weekend too. So yay! I hope.
I couldn't do any of my surveys because it kept saying that I needed to update my profile. :/ Weird.
Alright, hope tomorrow will be good for me.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Back To The Middle of The Week...
It's back to the middle of the week. And I'm not sure what to do yet.
Chloe keeps having problems with her right ear. She keeps shaking her head. I cleaned it out and noticed it has dirt like crazy. Got what I could out but she still shakes her head. I think her ear either hurts or itches... More likely the itching part is possible.
I don't know what to do for Chloe's ear but I will figure out something.
Anyway, after I post this, I will do my daily surveys.
Not sure what else I'll be doing today besides watching the movie that came in the mail from Netflix and stuff...
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Chloe keeps having problems with her right ear. She keeps shaking her head. I cleaned it out and noticed it has dirt like crazy. Got what I could out but she still shakes her head. I think her ear either hurts or itches... More likely the itching part is possible.
I don't know what to do for Chloe's ear but I will figure out something.
Anyway, after I post this, I will do my daily surveys.
Not sure what else I'll be doing today besides watching the movie that came in the mail from Netflix and stuff...
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Tuesday, August 15, 2017
Suddenly Sleepy And Can't Wait For The Weekend...
I am suddenly sleepy but mostly... I can't wait until the weekend... I really hope my bestie will be back online and stuff...
I really hope we get to play games and talk a lot again xD I do miss him a lot... but he's only my awesomeness friend ever~
Anyway, I am not sure what I am going to do tomorrow. I just got done watching Ken DM over D&D and it's... wow... Really don't know what just happened there.
I am doing good about the surveys part... I just hope that I can do this every day but some days will be hard to get into the mood to do anything. I think... I am still kind of depressed. It sucks a lot.
Right... will read again tonight before going to bed. And should have this book finish soon. So yay for a finished book!
Also, I am going to try to make sure there's a day that I feel good to start doing some moving books around... I haven't been feeling good a lot lately. I think it's just depressed moods...
Ah, well... We'll see what happens next. For now...
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I really hope we get to play games and talk a lot again xD I do miss him a lot... but he's only my awesomeness friend ever~
Anyway, I am not sure what I am going to do tomorrow. I just got done watching Ken DM over D&D and it's... wow... Really don't know what just happened there.
I am doing good about the surveys part... I just hope that I can do this every day but some days will be hard to get into the mood to do anything. I think... I am still kind of depressed. It sucks a lot.
Right... will read again tonight before going to bed. And should have this book finish soon. So yay for a finished book!
Also, I am going to try to make sure there's a day that I feel good to start doing some moving books around... I haven't been feeling good a lot lately. I think it's just depressed moods...
Ah, well... We'll see what happens next. For now...
That's all.
With love,
BDK
It's A Slow Start Today
Usually, Mondays are slow starts but since today is not Monday, I have been having a slow start for today.
I am going to quickly due my 5 daily surveys then get on YouTube to start on D&D part 7 with Cinnamontoastken and his friends and his wife xD It's suppose to an emotional rollarcoaster this time... so yay.
Anyway, I am not sure what else to put here besides that. I do know I am going to have a slow start later since I might be watching more stuff online.
So... on with the day.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I am going to quickly due my 5 daily surveys then get on YouTube to start on D&D part 7 with Cinnamontoastken and his friends and his wife xD It's suppose to an emotional rollarcoaster this time... so yay.
Anyway, I am not sure what else to put here besides that. I do know I am going to have a slow start later since I might be watching more stuff online.
So... on with the day.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Monday, August 14, 2017
An Early Blog Because of a Show Tonight
I am making an early blog post tonight because of Midnight, Texas show. Yay!
Anyway, I did my surveys today but I think I will do them every other day or... rather do some either in the morning or after nap time... so that I can get some things done too...
Tomorrow, I will be watching another episode of D&D by CinnamonToastKen. It's really funny to watch and listen to sometimes xD But I enjoy it a lot though.
I really need to get back to job hunting. The only reason why it's hard to do is there's not really that many jobs to find online only... I'm sure there's plenty but they are really hard to come by. And I don't really want to do customer service... so yea...
Alright, going to go now... just gotta wait until it's almost time for the show before I go to my room...
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Anyway, I did my surveys today but I think I will do them every other day or... rather do some either in the morning or after nap time... so that I can get some things done too...
Tomorrow, I will be watching another episode of D&D by CinnamonToastKen. It's really funny to watch and listen to sometimes xD But I enjoy it a lot though.
I really need to get back to job hunting. The only reason why it's hard to do is there's not really that many jobs to find online only... I'm sure there's plenty but they are really hard to come by. And I don't really want to do customer service... so yea...
Alright, going to go now... just gotta wait until it's almost time for the show before I go to my room...
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Not Sure What To Do But Must Find Something
This morning, I have been trying to figure out if I should take my daily walk or not... So I did that...
Anyway, I must remind myself to do some surveys before 2pm comes around. Believe me.... I get distracted so easily...
Today, I have thought of watching Revenge and leave it running the background...
Then later, after my nap, I will watch a movie.. if I don't get one in the mail.
That's all
With love,
BDK
Anyway, I must remind myself to do some surveys before 2pm comes around. Believe me.... I get distracted so easily...
Today, I have thought of watching Revenge and leave it running the background...
Then later, after my nap, I will watch a movie.. if I don't get one in the mail.
That's all
With love,
BDK
Sunday, August 13, 2017
On With Another Day, Another Time
I can officially say it will be a week that my bestie will be back online. Hope everything will be fine with him. I really miss talking to him. I wonder if he misses talking to me too... xD
So on with another day, another time for me.
I have been very emotionally all this time... it's just been hard, you know? But since knowing that my bestie will be back, I'll be just a tiny bit happy... not completely happy because I sometimes wish my life is a little better. Ah, well... just gotta keep trying to find something to do about it.
Tomorrow, I am going to rest but try my very best to do 5 surveys each day of this week... Hint the try.
I think I find myself distracted with other things that I forget that I should be trying to find a part time online job somewhere in this world... If I had a degree in English, it would totally be different... Also, I have been slacking off on writing too... Just... depressed, yada yada... yea...
Anyway, gonna get off here for the night and be back tomorrow for another blog... Who knows what ideas will pop in my head while I'm asleep xD
That's all
With love,
BDK
So on with another day, another time for me.
I have been very emotionally all this time... it's just been hard, you know? But since knowing that my bestie will be back, I'll be just a tiny bit happy... not completely happy because I sometimes wish my life is a little better. Ah, well... just gotta keep trying to find something to do about it.
Tomorrow, I am going to rest but try my very best to do 5 surveys each day of this week... Hint the try.
I think I find myself distracted with other things that I forget that I should be trying to find a part time online job somewhere in this world... If I had a degree in English, it would totally be different... Also, I have been slacking off on writing too... Just... depressed, yada yada... yea...
Anyway, gonna get off here for the night and be back tomorrow for another blog... Who knows what ideas will pop in my head while I'm asleep xD
That's all
With love,
BDK
Ended Up Going Outside
We ended up going outside to my brother's... We dropped off 3 cats with him since he and his family can take care of them more than we can.
I am kind of sleepy but I kind of have to stay up a little bit to wait for mom... She went to the ER in hopes to get medicine for her sinus problems.
I might take a short nap anyways... it'll be another hour before she gets out.
Anyway, that's all we done today. Hope things will be alright for me later today...
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I am kind of sleepy but I kind of have to stay up a little bit to wait for mom... She went to the ER in hopes to get medicine for her sinus problems.
I might take a short nap anyways... it'll be another hour before she gets out.
Anyway, that's all we done today. Hope things will be alright for me later today...
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Saturday, August 12, 2017
Very Sure We Are Not Doing Anything Tomorrow?
I'm very sure that tomorrow, we are not going to do anything at all.
So... it will be pretty much boring as heck tomorrow.
I think those who read my blogs know the drill... if it's late, we went somewhere, if it's early, it's between a maybe or a no... Usually, it's nothing to do on Sundays.
Anyway, I am finally almost caught with some of the videos that I watched on YouTube. Gonna watch one more then go on to be... kind of really sleepy right now.
I will do my nightly read too... Also, gotta make a note to save a book on Amazon for a later buy... maybe this Christmas? Who knows...
Alright, gonna go now... hope things be alright for me tomorrow... even if we don't do anything at all.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
So... it will be pretty much boring as heck tomorrow.
I think those who read my blogs know the drill... if it's late, we went somewhere, if it's early, it's between a maybe or a no... Usually, it's nothing to do on Sundays.
Anyway, I am finally almost caught with some of the videos that I watched on YouTube. Gonna watch one more then go on to be... kind of really sleepy right now.
I will do my nightly read too... Also, gotta make a note to save a book on Amazon for a later buy... maybe this Christmas? Who knows...
Alright, gonna go now... hope things be alright for me tomorrow... even if we don't do anything at all.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
An Interesting Day?
Today, we went out to eat at cracker barrel since my mom's birthday was on Thursday. Then we came straight home after my mom had to stop to get some medicine from the doctor.
I took a nap as soon as I walked in. I never felt so tired in my life like that...
Anyway, not sure what I will be doing for the rest of the day. I might be getting on YouTube and stuff...
I will let you know in the second post later.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I took a nap as soon as I walked in. I never felt so tired in my life like that...
Anyway, not sure what I will be doing for the rest of the day. I might be getting on YouTube and stuff...
I will let you know in the second post later.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Friday, August 11, 2017
Tired... And Not Sure What To Do This Weekend
I am tired from today... It didn't really take long to go there and back. So we made it all in good timing xD
Anyway, I am not sure what we will be doing tomorrow yet. I know Sunday, we might not be going anywhere... This doesn't make sense for us... At all.
I've learned that you can't really stay inside 24/7 because it can cause problems to your mental state. We feel better when going outside but my dad doesn't want to go anywhere. He expects me and my mom to stay inside for 24 hours a day... It sucks. A lot.
Alright, I will watch a few more YouTube videos until I get sleepy. I might end up reading a new book tonight so let's hope that things goes well for me.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Anyway, I am not sure what we will be doing tomorrow yet. I know Sunday, we might not be going anywhere... This doesn't make sense for us... At all.
I've learned that you can't really stay inside 24/7 because it can cause problems to your mental state. We feel better when going outside but my dad doesn't want to go anywhere. He expects me and my mom to stay inside for 24 hours a day... It sucks. A lot.
Alright, I will watch a few more YouTube videos until I get sleepy. I might end up reading a new book tonight so let's hope that things goes well for me.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Hope It's Not A Long Day.
I am getting ready to go over to Richmond to see a doctor. I know it won't take long to see him so hopefully today won't be a long day.
It's the waiting for the transit that will take forever.
Anyway, when I come back, I will be watching a movie and after the movie, back to YouTube. So yay...
I won't be doing anything else today so hope things will be alright for me.
I will post in the second post if anything interesting happens. Until then, I will take a rest until it's time to go.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
It's the waiting for the transit that will take forever.
Anyway, when I come back, I will be watching a movie and after the movie, back to YouTube. So yay...
I won't be doing anything else today so hope things will be alright for me.
I will post in the second post if anything interesting happens. Until then, I will take a rest until it's time to go.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Thursday, August 10, 2017
Wrist Braces For Both Hands
I have wrist braces for both hands now. Though, my right one needs a better brace. My mom got me the left one and it's much better than the right. I have to keep wearing them until I see the doctor next month. I know my right hand is worse so that might be a problem...
Today, I went to the library to take the book back. Finished Dungeons And Dragons part 6 by CinnamontoastKen. Now... I'm at YouTube for a moment.
I might be going to bed a little bit earlier tonight because I want to get up early to do some stuff... Before going outside at 12ish.
Hope tomorrow will be a good day for me...
Anyway, I got my new glasses too... not a big fan of them. I am going to have to save money now to get some from a website... Ah, well.
Tomorrow will be a long day... so... yea.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Today, I went to the library to take the book back. Finished Dungeons And Dragons part 6 by CinnamontoastKen. Now... I'm at YouTube for a moment.
I might be going to bed a little bit earlier tonight because I want to get up early to do some stuff... Before going outside at 12ish.
Hope tomorrow will be a good day for me...
Anyway, I got my new glasses too... not a big fan of them. I am going to have to save money now to get some from a website... Ah, well.
Tomorrow will be a long day... so... yea.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Finished That Book And Waiting For The Others
I finally finished that first book about faeries... It's different and I really love it!
I am not sure what else to do. I think I will finish Dungeons and Dragons by Cinnamontoastken. It's so funny to watch xD
Then I will take my nap and then watch more Revenge... let that run on it's own until I get into the mood to watch YouTube again xD
I think I will get back to trying to do surveys and other stuff next week. It's just... kind of hard to do with my hands hurting on both sides... So yea... I should be getting a wrist brace for my left soon then I won't be able to type well at all xD Can't wait!
Anyway, I should really get back to playing games soon and stuff... Especially, since my bestie will be back in a week and a few days. Hope things will be alright for him.
Alright, going to go now... and finish that D&D now.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I am not sure what else to do. I think I will finish Dungeons and Dragons by Cinnamontoastken. It's so funny to watch xD
Then I will take my nap and then watch more Revenge... let that run on it's own until I get into the mood to watch YouTube again xD
I think I will get back to trying to do surveys and other stuff next week. It's just... kind of hard to do with my hands hurting on both sides... So yea... I should be getting a wrist brace for my left soon then I won't be able to type well at all xD Can't wait!
Anyway, I should really get back to playing games soon and stuff... Especially, since my bestie will be back in a week and a few days. Hope things will be alright for him.
Alright, going to go now... and finish that D&D now.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Wednesday, August 9, 2017
Bring On The Rain
It's raining right now. And it's making me sleepy xD So bring on the rain.
Anyway, not sure what to do yet but I might be heading to bed at around 10:30pm. Hope things will be alright by then.
Today, I have decided to walk down the hill. I hope this will help me lose some weight and stuff. I have only been drinking soda once a week now. And no sweets in a long time. Just gotta keep going by eating healthy and stuff.
I am going to get off here and possibly get ready around 10:30 to sleep or rather... read. Just gotta finish the book and have it by the library either tomorrow or the next day.. Well, not on Friday. But yea... you get it.
Right... going now.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Anyway, not sure what to do yet but I might be heading to bed at around 10:30pm. Hope things will be alright by then.
Today, I have decided to walk down the hill. I hope this will help me lose some weight and stuff. I have only been drinking soda once a week now. And no sweets in a long time. Just gotta keep going by eating healthy and stuff.
I am going to get off here and possibly get ready around 10:30 to sleep or rather... read. Just gotta finish the book and have it by the library either tomorrow or the next day.. Well, not on Friday. But yea... you get it.
Right... going now.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Catching Up With Things
The last few days have been a dazed to me... I need to catch up on a few things.
I hate having to put on the wrist brace on my right hand and have my left hand to hurt more... I need a wrist brace on both hands.
Anyway, I need to remind myself to do the surveys when I get time.
Also, I am almost finished with this faerie book... Talk about intense...
Right, going to keep this short now.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I hate having to put on the wrist brace on my right hand and have my left hand to hurt more... I need a wrist brace on both hands.
Anyway, I need to remind myself to do the surveys when I get time.
Also, I am almost finished with this faerie book... Talk about intense...
Right, going to keep this short now.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Tuesday, August 8, 2017
When The Sky Falls Down...
When the sky falls down, you make sure you have to enjoy your life in some way.
I know right now, everything is so intense... Seriously, we don't need a war on our hands but everybody is like... yay and then the smart ones are like noooooo...
I am the no.
I mean, North Korea is just testing... teasing us. And if they happen to shoot a missile on our lands... yea... USA is not gonna back down.
Seriously... not good times right now, folks. This not something that I never talk about but yea...
Anyway, I am going to go and read now...
Not sure what to do tomorrow yet... But hope to keep resting my hands...
Oh, and... yea... until further noticed, there might not be any games.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I know right now, everything is so intense... Seriously, we don't need a war on our hands but everybody is like... yay and then the smart ones are like noooooo...
I am the no.
I mean, North Korea is just testing... teasing us. And if they happen to shoot a missile on our lands... yea... USA is not gonna back down.
Seriously... not good times right now, folks. This not something that I never talk about but yea...
Anyway, I am going to go and read now...
Not sure what to do tomorrow yet... But hope to keep resting my hands...
Oh, and... yea... until further noticed, there might not be any games.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Things To Do? Who Knows...
Alright, yesterday, I went to the fair and didn't really had time to write a full blog on here. I was lucky to write something so that's good.
Things to do today... I need to catch up with YouTube so that's a thing.
I might be doing that later today.
Anyway, I am going to keep this post short just because I am not entirely sure what else to put here xD
I do need to something though so I will be doing that now.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Things to do today... I need to catch up with YouTube so that's a thing.
I might be doing that later today.
Anyway, I am going to keep this post short just because I am not entirely sure what else to put here xD
I do need to something though so I will be doing that now.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Monday, August 7, 2017
Went To The Fair
This post is short and might be harder to share.
We went to the fair just to watch the demo derby there.
It was fun and I am tired but at least... it was fun to watch.
Tomorrow, I'll post a better post about it. For now, I am waiting for Midnight, Texas.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Some Bad News But Hope It Doesn't Affect Anything
Alright, just this past few weeks, I have been having huge problems with my hands... Both of them in face but worse in my right hand...
I know it's a symptom of Carpal tunnel because of the numbness in my hand and the stiffness in my fingers. Not pleasant because it hurts like crazy.
I am not sure how this will affect my daily life yet... but I know that I have to limit my time on my computer and get things for my keyboard. Especially, hand rests...
I have to put a thing around my hand to keep my wrist from moving a lot. But the problem about that... since it hurts in both of my hands and I only have one... it would be harder to do.
I can still type but my wrists are the problem.
It won't stop me from typing no matter how much it hurts... but I just hope things will be alright for me.
And of course, I am going to ask my doctor about it. If he says that I need surgery for it, I would take it. Anyway to make my hands feel better.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I know it's a symptom of Carpal tunnel because of the numbness in my hand and the stiffness in my fingers. Not pleasant because it hurts like crazy.
I am not sure how this will affect my daily life yet... but I know that I have to limit my time on my computer and get things for my keyboard. Especially, hand rests...
I have to put a thing around my hand to keep my wrist from moving a lot. But the problem about that... since it hurts in both of my hands and I only have one... it would be harder to do.
I can still type but my wrists are the problem.
It won't stop me from typing no matter how much it hurts... but I just hope things will be alright for me.
And of course, I am going to ask my doctor about it. If he says that I need surgery for it, I would take it. Anyway to make my hands feel better.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Sunday, August 6, 2017
Something To Always Think About
There's always something to think about... and one of those is why my dad won't go over to my aunt every weekend.
After my grandma died, my dad has been like "We can't go every weekend" So why? It's not the gas and he never gives a straight answer... It has to be his grief.
But the thing is... we are so used to going over to that home every weekend that it just doesn't make any sense to stop now.
I think I need to just find a job and get out of here while I can. I really don't want to keep depending on my dad forever because eventually, there will be a time that he will never be able to drive again.
So something to always think about.
Also, people makes mistakes... today my mom accidentally got rid of something that I was using and she thought that I didn't wanted it xD It's alright... just something to try and keep getting a month ahead.
Anyway, I am going to watch some YouTube until I get off at 10ish to go and read... That book, btw, worth it!
That's all.
With love,
BDK
After my grandma died, my dad has been like "We can't go every weekend" So why? It's not the gas and he never gives a straight answer... It has to be his grief.
But the thing is... we are so used to going over to that home every weekend that it just doesn't make any sense to stop now.
I think I need to just find a job and get out of here while I can. I really don't want to keep depending on my dad forever because eventually, there will be a time that he will never be able to drive again.
So something to always think about.
Also, people makes mistakes... today my mom accidentally got rid of something that I was using and she thought that I didn't wanted it xD It's alright... just something to try and keep getting a month ahead.
Anyway, I am going to watch some YouTube until I get off at 10ish to go and read... That book, btw, worth it!
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Wish There Was Something To Do
I wish there was something to do. We stay home almost 24/7 and it gets super boring after a while... Oh, how much I could drive...
I am not sure what we will be doing today since my brother is on his way right now to bring mom and dad some things.
Life is pretty much okay but boring xD
Anyway, I might be watching some videos for a bit and then... find something to eat.
I wish we could go somewhere after my brother comes up xD
Ah, well...
I will let you all know anything at the second post.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I am not sure what we will be doing today since my brother is on his way right now to bring mom and dad some things.
Life is pretty much okay but boring xD
Anyway, I might be watching some videos for a bit and then... find something to eat.
I wish we could go somewhere after my brother comes up xD
Ah, well...
I will let you all know anything at the second post.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Saturday, August 5, 2017
Tired Now... But A Good Day
Like I said before, I got some stuff at Wal-Mart and my dad bought me that filing cabinet at a yard sale... my room is close to alright. I just need a shelf and a smaller bench type shelf... so yea...
Anyway, I am not sure entirely what we will be doing tomorrow yet. Just have to wait and see...
I am going to try to take care of my body a bit more. Might seem a bit too late for it but dealing with adult acne is not fun at all... So I got some stuff for that. Hopefully, I get some more creams to put on my face too later on.
My goal for next year? Dentist and oral surgery... Might have a few missing teeth but it'll be less troublesome than what it is doing right now. I wanna ask about this huge tooth too because when I smile, it is there... I need to get rid of it because it's causing the teeth under it to rot... no joke... this is a huge problem and I need to take care of it soon. I am waiting a year because I don't really believe that I should do surgeries so close together...
So much goals...
Also, I'm thinking of getting back to dancing... and try to start yoga because yoga is good for muscle pain and can help straight your back out... worth a try.
I just... need to do something about my body. Health is #1 for this part of my life. After taking the gallbladder out, I feel a whole lot better... no more pain and no more worrying about if I should eat this or that. However... I'm still concern about that enlarged spleen. If you are new, it's just something that they said was normal.
Also, another mole to look into on my back too...
Yea... I'll talk about more stuff tomorrow at the second post about my goals. This post is getting random now.
I am tired and wanna go read now. But.... today was a good day.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Anyway, I am not sure entirely what we will be doing tomorrow yet. Just have to wait and see...
I am going to try to take care of my body a bit more. Might seem a bit too late for it but dealing with adult acne is not fun at all... So I got some stuff for that. Hopefully, I get some more creams to put on my face too later on.
My goal for next year? Dentist and oral surgery... Might have a few missing teeth but it'll be less troublesome than what it is doing right now. I wanna ask about this huge tooth too because when I smile, it is there... I need to get rid of it because it's causing the teeth under it to rot... no joke... this is a huge problem and I need to take care of it soon. I am waiting a year because I don't really believe that I should do surgeries so close together...
So much goals...
Also, I'm thinking of getting back to dancing... and try to start yoga because yoga is good for muscle pain and can help straight your back out... worth a try.
I just... need to do something about my body. Health is #1 for this part of my life. After taking the gallbladder out, I feel a whole lot better... no more pain and no more worrying about if I should eat this or that. However... I'm still concern about that enlarged spleen. If you are new, it's just something that they said was normal.
Also, another mole to look into on my back too...
Yea... I'll talk about more stuff tomorrow at the second post about my goals. This post is getting random now.
I am tired and wanna go read now. But.... today was a good day.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Having A Good Day Buying Stuff I Need
Today, I had a good day... Bought stuff that I need at Walmart and yea...
My dad bought me a filing cabinet that fit inside my closet really well. It was just $5 from a yard sale so worth the deal.
I ended putting all my NewType USA (no longer exist here in USA) inside the cabinet for safe keeping. Therefore, making more room for my OTAKU USA magazine I am currently getting. In case you are wondering... I have been getting anime magazines for a long time. The one I got today has a thing about Attack on Titan second season. I have not watched it yet but we'll see.
Anyway, I am going to redownload Blade And Soul and maybe play it a little bit. I need to get all my Aeria MMOs too but I'll wait on it for a bit since Echo of Soul hates me atm.
I'm taking it a little at a time so no rush into getting these games back.
I will go and watch some movie on Netflix before going to watch YouTube.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
My dad bought me a filing cabinet that fit inside my closet really well. It was just $5 from a yard sale so worth the deal.
I ended putting all my NewType USA (no longer exist here in USA) inside the cabinet for safe keeping. Therefore, making more room for my OTAKU USA magazine I am currently getting. In case you are wondering... I have been getting anime magazines for a long time. The one I got today has a thing about Attack on Titan second season. I have not watched it yet but we'll see.
Anyway, I am going to redownload Blade And Soul and maybe play it a little bit. I need to get all my Aeria MMOs too but I'll wait on it for a bit since Echo of Soul hates me atm.
I'm taking it a little at a time so no rush into getting these games back.
I will go and watch some movie on Netflix before going to watch YouTube.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Friday, August 4, 2017
Yay For Rain And Cooler Days Ahead
It rain almost all day and it caused the air to be a lot cooler... And therefore... it might be early but I think we might have an early fall weather here.
I decided to test out I,Zombie a bit... and decided that it's an okay game but not for me xD I'll post one episode of it and stuff...
Of course, you will experience my frustration of why I don't like games like that. So you will be getting a video for I,Zombie. Though, it's just something that only needs a couple of rounds to play in one episode xD It might even need to edited a bit too... Just have to figure out what free software to do edits with xD
Anyway, I am about to head off to bed a little early. Mostly to read. I have another movie to watch on Netflix and maybe watch the episodes of Revenge... only the ones that I haven't seen. I think the whole first season, I have seen. So I will finish that one up and stuff... Then after that, I will watch an anime series... then if there's nothing due on Netflix again, get back to another K-Drama. Or I could do all of them... just have a schedule set of when to watch them xD
Alright, time to go... Want to read and finish Beyonders 1... I might actually get the other books to the series since it's interesting and different.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I decided to test out I,Zombie a bit... and decided that it's an okay game but not for me xD I'll post one episode of it and stuff...
Of course, you will experience my frustration of why I don't like games like that. So you will be getting a video for I,Zombie. Though, it's just something that only needs a couple of rounds to play in one episode xD It might even need to edited a bit too... Just have to figure out what free software to do edits with xD
Anyway, I am about to head off to bed a little early. Mostly to read. I have another movie to watch on Netflix and maybe watch the episodes of Revenge... only the ones that I haven't seen. I think the whole first season, I have seen. So I will finish that one up and stuff... Then after that, I will watch an anime series... then if there's nothing due on Netflix again, get back to another K-Drama. Or I could do all of them... just have a schedule set of when to watch them xD
Alright, time to go... Want to read and finish Beyonders 1... I might actually get the other books to the series since it's interesting and different.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
A Post That Is A Little Late
I just have to make up a title and there you go.
In a moment, I will do my daily 5 surveys... then rest... Later, I will watch one movie on Netflix. Then later... YouTube.
Anyway, not sure if what I said above will be correct. This post is just random.
Actually, I need to plan what to put on the first post from now on. xD
Alright, it has been raining of and on today... so I will just do the surveys and take a nap at 2.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
In a moment, I will do my daily 5 surveys... then rest... Later, I will watch one movie on Netflix. Then later... YouTube.
Anyway, not sure if what I said above will be correct. This post is just random.
Actually, I need to plan what to put on the first post from now on. xD
Alright, it has been raining of and on today... so I will just do the surveys and take a nap at 2.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Thursday, August 3, 2017
Finally, Something To Look Forward To... A Book.
I finally was able to go down the library and get the first book to a series that's basically about faeries... So I can't wait to get it done.
The second book of the series will be harder to get because somebody decided to check it out all the way to the 24th of August... Too long! But at least, I got the first one.
So... something to look forward to.
In case, you don't know... I love faerie books... I got into the dark faerie ones back in 2005 with Holly Black... What is dark faerie? Well... they are Gothic style fantasy books. Very much interesting to read if you ever get started.
Anyway, I am going to finish up on some more videos on YouTube before I get off the computer to go read and finish the book that I am currently reading... which is good so far... I hope that I can get the rest of the series of that book.
Tomorrow.... I am not sure what I will be doing. Hopefully something better than sit around and watch videos xD
That's all.
With love,
BDK
The second book of the series will be harder to get because somebody decided to check it out all the way to the 24th of August... Too long! But at least, I got the first one.
So... something to look forward to.
In case, you don't know... I love faerie books... I got into the dark faerie ones back in 2005 with Holly Black... What is dark faerie? Well... they are Gothic style fantasy books. Very much interesting to read if you ever get started.
Anyway, I am going to finish up on some more videos on YouTube before I get off the computer to go read and finish the book that I am currently reading... which is good so far... I hope that I can get the rest of the series of that book.
Tomorrow.... I am not sure what I will be doing. Hopefully something better than sit around and watch videos xD
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Will I Be Awake Today?
Today is kind of a slow day... well, some reason, I am wondering if I would be able to stay awake today xD
Anyway, not sure what I will be doing today yet... I've done my daily 5 surveys so that's over with now... Hope that I can do this daily... or at least, every morning except on weekends.
I might take it easy today since I finished that K-drama yesterday.... Plus, I got lots of videos to catch up on YouTube... I wished I could figure out how to save all the YouTubers before I fixed my computer... Ah, well... There's always a next time...
Well, this post is short. I might not play I,Zombie this week but at least, we know it won.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Anyway, not sure what I will be doing today yet... I've done my daily 5 surveys so that's over with now... Hope that I can do this daily... or at least, every morning except on weekends.
I might take it easy today since I finished that K-drama yesterday.... Plus, I got lots of videos to catch up on YouTube... I wished I could figure out how to save all the YouTubers before I fixed my computer... Ah, well... There's always a next time...
Well, this post is short. I might not play I,Zombie this week but at least, we know it won.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Wednesday, August 2, 2017
Trying To Stay Positive
Let's just say that... I have too much things on my mind... and it's causing my mood to go down a lot.
I feel like I'm alone with these emotions but I know that I am not. It's just one of those days... so yea.
Anyway, I finished the K-Drama Goong finally... Still haven't figured out why it was even called Goong xD But at least they ended up back together... Starting to see a tread with Korean Dramas... but some of them are actually good. So it's alright.
I am going to rest from the computer tomorrow... or at least, try to. Just too much things going on in my mind that I don't really want to talk to my mom about but mostly to my bestie... whom is not back until later this month.
Ah, well... Just have to do my best.
For now, I will get ready to go to bed in a few... And hope for the best.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I feel like I'm alone with these emotions but I know that I am not. It's just one of those days... so yea.
Anyway, I finished the K-Drama Goong finally... Still haven't figured out why it was even called Goong xD But at least they ended up back together... Starting to see a tread with Korean Dramas... but some of them are actually good. So it's alright.
I am going to rest from the computer tomorrow... or at least, try to. Just too much things going on in my mind that I don't really want to talk to my mom about but mostly to my bestie... whom is not back until later this month.
Ah, well... Just have to do my best.
For now, I will get ready to go to bed in a few... And hope for the best.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Sneezing and Sniffing...
I guess you could say that my allergies are acting up because of the weather.
Sneezing and sniffing like crazy...
Ah, well.
I should just stay in today... but that won't be possible when the evening comes. I also got a movie to watch after I take my nap xD
This post will be short because I won't have time to do anything this evening... I will write the second post and keep you all updated what I did today.
The first post will always be a prediction while the second post will be what I done through the day.
But I will be making extra posts sometimes of other things... Like what's on my mind, reviews, etc.
For now... just enjoy this strange posts.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Sneezing and sniffing like crazy...
Ah, well.
I should just stay in today... but that won't be possible when the evening comes. I also got a movie to watch after I take my nap xD
This post will be short because I won't have time to do anything this evening... I will write the second post and keep you all updated what I did today.
The first post will always be a prediction while the second post will be what I done through the day.
But I will be making extra posts sometimes of other things... Like what's on my mind, reviews, etc.
For now... just enjoy this strange posts.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Tuesday, August 1, 2017
Tired And Sleepy...
I am tired.... and I am sleepy...
I guess it's normal now that I would be sleepy this early. Ah, well.
I watched some more K-Drama, but I didn't get too far. I should hope to finish it tomorrow. Then I will get another show going... Either an anime, something on Netflix or another K-Drama... not sure yet.
I did do the daily 5 surveys today... Should be able to do this everyday... I hope. I just need to put my mind to it.
I hope to get my mind on job searching online once again...
Oh, yea... I think the winner might be I,Zombie.... Which is the game that I will play. soonish. I will start announcing if it's worth to record or livestream on my twitter, so keep an eye out there.
Tomorrow, I will try to finish the K-Drama,. Then maybe play that game after my nap. Just not sure yet.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I guess it's normal now that I would be sleepy this early. Ah, well.
I watched some more K-Drama, but I didn't get too far. I should hope to finish it tomorrow. Then I will get another show going... Either an anime, something on Netflix or another K-Drama... not sure yet.
I did do the daily 5 surveys today... Should be able to do this everyday... I hope. I just need to put my mind to it.
I hope to get my mind on job searching online once again...
Oh, yea... I think the winner might be I,Zombie.... Which is the game that I will play. soonish. I will start announcing if it's worth to record or livestream on my twitter, so keep an eye out there.
Tomorrow, I will try to finish the K-Drama,. Then maybe play that game after my nap. Just not sure yet.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Well, It Won't Be Long Until The Year Ends
It won't be long until the year ends... it's hard to imagine...
I am not sure entirely what I am going to do today. I know that I am kind of busy so I might just go and do that thing first before I find something to do.
Later in the evening, I will go out and get some stuff done too.
After 12, I am suppose to go on a website to check for coupons online xD
Who knows what today will be like...
I just hope that things will be alright for me.
I will post again for some things...
Also, I post the poll of the games to play... not sure what will win yet but hope that I get a chance to start playing games again.
Vote on the poll at my twitter, thanks.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I am not sure entirely what I am going to do today. I know that I am kind of busy so I might just go and do that thing first before I find something to do.
Later in the evening, I will go out and get some stuff done too.
After 12, I am suppose to go on a website to check for coupons online xD
Who knows what today will be like...
I just hope that things will be alright for me.
I will post again for some things...
Also, I post the poll of the games to play... not sure what will win yet but hope that I get a chance to start playing games again.
Vote on the poll at my twitter, thanks.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
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