365 of 365: Say goodbye to the number days!

I will be changing my Blog and my YouTube for this new year.

So... I am just keeping this short for the last day of 2013.

Who knows what will happen for 2014?

Anyways, if I am still awake for midnight, I will be making a special blog.

Of course, it will be a bit different than this...

So... again, if I am still awake.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

And goodbye 2013.

Also: And here I am trying to use the toilet and I have a stubborn cat that won't move off it.

That's... the story of the end of 2013. Good one, right? xD

364 of 365: Oh, Boy!

It's getting closer to the end of this year and I'm happy!

Who knows what the new year will bring and I will be spending my new year with my best friend online... well, his new year xD

Anyways, I will be planning to watch SAO tomorrow... so... can't wait!

There's not much to say here...

But by tomorrow, say goodbye to the numbers 1 - 365 for something that will bring in a new year!

That's all.

With love,

BDK

363 of 365: The Feeling of 2013?

To tell you the truth... in the beginning it was hard to get my year started. So... I will say it like this:

January, I do not want to remember you.
February, you made my life hell.
March, you brought me to tears,
April, you always showed the best in me.
May, I enjoy my birthday.
June, never went anywhere.
July, all I saw was rain and cool days.
August, you know I am happy.
September, I opened my eyes for a year of friendship also a gift.
October, it's gotten colder early.
November, whatever happens, I will be there next year.
December, know that the most wonderful time of the year has happened as we slowly remembered through this year of the good and bad... and know that we are happy to look forward to a new year.

So.. what's in store for me for 2014? Well, of course, I shall continue my blog. But I'm gonna do it a bit differently.

And I want to ask my friend, Rai to give me ideas on certain days. So... 2 posts a day or more...

Sure hope I can keep up with that goal.

Well... I'm sure somebody will be there to remind me to do 2 posts a day... >_> You know who you are.

Alright, time to go... who knows what is in store for me with YouTube too... ;)

That's all.

With love,

BDK

362 of 365: It's Getting Closer!

And I'm getting ready to start out my first new blog idea on January 1st! Who is so ready for that?

I can only hope for change as my new year's resolution as you all would now know what it is.

It's not losing weight, it's not achieving a goal. It's not anything. Those I have to work on. All I want for my new year's resolution is change.

But I do know one thing... I will not give up. I will not be that sad little girl who keeps asking for her dreams to come true. I learn that if I want a dream... start small. Then reach for it. Never be forced to do something you hate.

So... all I want is change. Anything else... well... maybe small things are my New Year's Resolution but I cannot tell you guys that.

Maybe I will keep certain resolutions to myself. For now... we will begin a new dawn.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

361 of 365: Am I in Danger?

And now you guys are wondering why that I put that as a title?

Well...

For the past few months since November,  we have been experiencing strange knocking at the doors, things being moved around, and many other things. Just a week ago, a trailer burnt down above us.

And so... you're now wondering what do I mean... well, some events had been happening for a while now. Especially since my dad moved back in over 2 years ago.

So... what is going on, really?

Well, here's what is going on recently: It all started when our neighbors moved in. We don't interact with these people so we don't really bother me. But then my internet started acting up.

Then the knocking came. We were like why is there people knocking at our door? And yet, there's nobody there when we try to answer the door.

Then people started to run around the trailer in a flash. We tried calling the cops a couple of times but it doesn't seem to help.

Saturday night, a fire happened at one of the mobile homes here. It was an empty trailer... lucky for us?

Then here's the strangest things... we know where everything is at. But doors opening, closing... Stuff being moved around. And hearing noises right by us but seeing nothing. This may be an unrelated scene of events but isn't it quite strange though?

A few nights ago, somebody tried to get into my dad's truck. Lucky for my dog to bark in time for these people to take off running.

So... these string of events gotta be related somewhere.

Again, nothing is stolen, nothing is really wrong. Just strange.

We really don't know what is going on. But I feel like this will keep going until something happens.

I can't tell for sure what is going on. But I just hope that I am not in danger.

Am I? Am I not?

I really want answers to things...

Just... it makes me sleepless for not knowing what is going on.

Restless. Tired... I want these things to stop.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

360 of 365: Aura Kingdom and comparing it to real anime...

I won't say what's in the game to you guys until after the open beta comes out. Right now, it's still a closed beta with slight lag and other things.

But it's really like the anime we have been watching recent. It's so strange but exciting.

Anyways, I don't want to spoil it all to you guys. You just have to try it yourself.

So with that in mind... That's all.

With love,

BDK

359 of 365: Happy Holidays and Restful Joy

I am glad today is over. It was fun. Getting the cutest present from my cousin and just enjoying their time there.

It only happens once a year but I'm glad though.

It's the one time that we all enjoy our peace here.

Alright, that's all. So for now, let's enjoy the final week of this year.

While I'm playing Aura Kingdom.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

358 of 365: 1 more day and Merry Christmas to all!

On the last day of Christmas, I got a nice gamer's laptop.

I am at my grandmas, the beautiful country side. I love it here.

And I brought my laptop with me just in case I have some type of inspiration.

Alright, so guys, merry Christmas to all around the world.

But also, hope those who don't celebrate Christmas have a good day.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

357 of 365: 2 more days of Christmas and lack of sleep

2 games to enjoy.

Only to wait a while longer for the close beta to start. Joy. =_=

I am excited... just I am being annoyed as heck here at home.

I'll be so dang glad when the holidays are done and over so I can have my peace back and sleep and play and do what I want.

But I also... need to do some other stuff too.

Alright, time to end this now and just hope that I won't be annoyed anymore.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

356 of 365: 3 more days until Christmas and the joy of holidays

3 eternal crystals out of nowhere.

And you know, kids will be kids while parents will be parents.

You must understand, I didn't really feel good yesterday so... It's gone from my mind.

Anyways, the joy of holidays are more important right now.

So... Once the holidays are over, I'll be awake.

Who knows what next year will bring.

That's all.

With love

BDK

Note to all.

I try to say what is on my mind without telling a name or anything.

If this comes to offense to somebody, then I'm sorry.

But I will not take down a post that I already made. I am entitled to have my own opinion and my own right.

So anything I say will never be deleted. Just beware because if you keep complaining, I will make a whole blog about how kids should really act.

So... Stop complaining and at least accept an apology. As for the other things, don't bother to ask. As long I don't mention names, you're not allow to force me to take it down.

I am having a bad day and I will mention a bad day. Just after that, a fire happened at one of my neighbor trailer home, I just want to get away from everything.

So... Accept the apology and that's it.

Since next year, I am doing my blog different, there will be a topic about kids and other such things. I always have something to say. It's a matter that does not only happen to one person but all over the world.

Understand this, you are not the only one.

That's all.

Accept the apology.

With love,

BDK

355 of 365: 4 more days of Christmas and hungry.

4 Christmas tree shaped chocolate.

I am never going to have kids like somebody I know. No offense but I see kids well mannered than them.

I have a headache and I need sleep.and I'm hungry.

That's all.

With love,

BDK.

354 of 365: 5 more days and I am sleepy.

5 orange accessories to enquip.

So I am just sleepy for no reason at all. Anyways, I'm going to keep this entry short and sleep.

So that's all.

With love,

BDK

353 of 365: 6 more days of Christmas And A Happy Birthday to Cousin

Today was my cousin, Cody, birthday. He is 29 now. Wow... we are all getting older!

Anyways, not sure what to put here because I am going to happy once all of these Christmas lights go away... no offense... my mood is just the worst at these days.

So... 6 tears to cover my happiness. No idea.

Well, I'm going to go now and try to watch some more Doctor Who...

So that's all.

With love,

BDK

352 of 365: 7 More Days Until Christmas~ And My Mood...

My mood tries to ruin everybody's mood. Sorry guys. I am in pain and with this dizzy type of headache.

I'll be alright once I start eating right again and off my period. Yes, I revealed something there. >.>

Alright, so... 7 mystery boxes to open. 

So curious what they are.

So, I'm going to find something to do... gonna be a boring time for me after Christmas is over. So... off to find an online job... maybe.

Whatever happens, I want to plan to move out of here by the end of next year. Who knows what will happen yet...

So... that's all.

With love,

BDK

351 of 365: 8 more days till Christmas~ And Popcorn.

8th day of Christmas, I ended up getting 8 strings of popcorn.

So, as you will noticed, the days are getting closer to Christmas and before we know it, the new year will be upon us.

So what are we waiting for?

Well, for me, I'm looking for to some plans and ideas of getting money and saving money.

I'll tell you my plans for next year later... because well, I just want Christmas to get past already so I can start planning for you guys.

Alright, time to go now.

So that's all.

With love,

BDK

350 of 365: 9 More Days And Hurting All Over

Hi, it's Monday! And guess what... 9 dreadful days of wondering what to do.

Anyways, not sure what to say because I'm hurting all over...

Dang... glad that this thing started early but hate that it hurts me more than ever.

Alright, enough of this...

So... that's all.

With love,

BDK

349 of 365: 10 more days~ And It's Cold Inside!

And so it's getting colder outside but it's cold inside right now. It sucks! ;3;

Anyways, not sure what to do because I'm getting bored by the minute.

I'm sure that I keep having an interesting conversations with my best friend... it's like we are learning something new everyday. xD

As for what we are talking about... that's a secret.

Alright, I'm going to go now and find something to do...

So for the 10 day? 10 flying butterflies that are all appearing out of nowhere.

Alright, that's all.

With love,

BDK

348 of 365: 11 more days until Christmas! And Sleepy.

11 toys to go through, only to be left without a doubt.

And I'm sleepy.

So, how is everybody on this Saturday? Me...? Well, missing my friend and want to find something to do.

I hate having weekends without nothing to do.

Oh, well.

Alright, time to go and find something to do.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

347 of 365: 12 more days until Christmas!

And so, there's just 12 days until Christmas.

So... I told you guys that I was going to do a 12 day of Christmas thing... all will be just randomly out of my mind...

So for the 12 day of Christmas, I ended up getting 12 HP potions from Eden Eternal.

Also, happy Friday the 13, guys. Hope you all had a good day today for soon it will be ending and possibly already ending for you guys.

Because... we all can feel that Christmas is coming closer. Then it won't be long until New Year will be upon us.

As a thing on the eve of New Year, I will post the yearly views and of course... wish you all the best and thanks for reading for this year. Hoping that the new year will bring good promises and hopes.

So... that's all guys.

With love,

BDK

346 of 365: Florida warm?! And A Bonus Video!

It seems that lately the weather decided to keep Florida away from the cold weather. It's kind of funny.

Well, at least we get some oranges this time of the year.

Alright, enough of that.

I have been noticing that a lot of changes are happening this year when I only expect it for next year. Really? Really.

So... next month, we welcome 2014 and hope that all goes well.

So that's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: Despite that I said I wasn't gonna do any videos... I decided to go ahead and do one.

So... here goes:

345 of 365: Today is December, 11, 2013 But...

If you switch the numbers around and it makes 11-12-13. Awesome...

Anyways, I'm not sure why we didn't noticed that last month on the 12th? xD Bad me for noticing strange things.

Alright, I'm going to do a special 12 days of Christmas starting on Friday. It'll be something that I pick up on that day... it will be geeky but who knows.

I am slowly figuring out what to do for my blog starting on Jan 1st 2014. Each day will have one main blog, while the next entry will be something different.

But... those are just something that can and will change because I am too random. But I can tell you one thing... there will be a daily blog, and there will be possibly more than 2 blogs per day.

And... yea, you know... because I'm bored. I am trying to get my blog out there... so I need catchy titles...

I might write the blog post down then have a catchy title afterwards. What do you guys think?

I am hoping to figure out what to do daily... maybe a theme? I am not sure... it's actually... up to me but I am welcome with ideas from you guys!

So... that's all!

With love,

BDK

344 of 365: Cold Makes Me Sleepy?

So, it makes me confused on why I'm more sleepy during this time of the season.

Oh, well.

Anyways, I'm gonna take a break from vlogging until I switch over to my laptop. I will be doing nightly vlogs, hopefully.

I want the weather to be warmer though.

Alright, not sure about you guys but I'm going to find something to do now.

So that's all.

With love,

BDK

343 of 365: 22 Days Until Special Edition of SAO!

Yes, I'm addicted to that anime SAO (Sword Art Online). Because why not?

Anyways, not a whole lot to say but I'm gonna get ready to do some searching for prompts and topics to put on this blog.

Even sometimes pictures on random days. I might find a picture prompt that gives me a challenge and stuff.

Each and every day next year, will have two blogs with the max being 5. Whether it's poetry, my story ideas, pictures from games I play, random thoughts, pictures, writing prompts or topics. Whatever happens, I'm curious to figure out what will happen.

Alright... you know it's that time of the year that I wish for people to start teaching your children history. It seems the new generation are losing their touch with our history. Hey, it repeats... we need to learn why it repeats!

That's all for now.

With love,

BDK

342 of 365: Coming To Ice?

There was ice this morning and I couldn't get out because I really didn't want to risk falling and hurting myself.

Anyways, I'm curious why my modem keeps acting like it's downloading when it's not... does anybody would know?

Alright, nvm, time to go now... sorry this is an awkward post.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

341 of 365: Night.

Almost forgot to update. Been a busy day.

So... Sleepy...

Night guys.

With love,

BDK

340 of 365: 25 More Days for a New Year?

Am I happy that this year is gone? Yes and no.

But it's alright. I have another year to look forward to and hope that nothing bad happens.

But you know... I'm not gonna make any more New Year Resolutions about moving, etc, etc... they never come true.

But I will make a new year resolution list though.

And on a video, I saw Melanie Mac saying something about just doing something... well, she didn't say how, she said even if you do a video, write a blog, do something.

So... I am.

I feel like this year has been up and down with emotions. With so many family friends passing away and getting hurt and so on... it's been actually a rough year.

Also, a new-found friendship keeps me stronger. It's not really new but it's... found.

Anyways, so much to say so maybe I will save those for an idea to put in these blogs. Also, note: The number days will stop on December 31st. Jan. 1st, I will begin with only titles and a blog twice a day or more.

I will be doing a different blog post for my poetry. Yes, I am going to post my poetry here on A Faerie Journey.

Also, I am going to avoid using Facebook to put in my ideas. All of it will be here on my blog.

So... let's pray that these holidays will be a safe and good year.

Thank you all.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

339 of 365: Rain Rain Fall on Down~

It's been raining since 11 today. So it's been making me sleepy.

Now trying to stay awake a but longer until midnight or 1. Hopefully nothing else happens though.

Anyways, I'm gonna keep this short. So that's all.

With love,

BDK

338 of 365: Ever Wonder

Ever wonder what life is like if there wasn't such a cruel world?

All the time.

That's why it's hard for me to be brave. I can face just being alone and not talking to anybody out there. Unless I'm close to a person. (Being offered to live with my best friend is a great offer fyi)

So... yes... I really hate being the way I am. I know it seems like I wasted a whole year doing nothing.

But I never stopped typing this blog.

And I won't stop... no I can't stop... oh... *head goes to the desk*

Alright, time to go back to my online world... it makes me better... no matter how people sees it... I'm proud of this world.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

337 of 365: Eden and Laptop Plans

So, I had a character already on Eden called Ankisal so I decided to join a guild with my friend. Yay!

Also, I am planning to make more random vlogs when I get a chance... so... hopefully it'll all be good.

Alright, I'm getting hungry so... I'm going to end this blog really short right now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

336 of 365: Ankisal Adventures

Well, I decided to go ahead and use my character Ankisal on Eden.

And it's alright... just wish I can find a prime for her.

Ah, well...

Not much to talk here so... that's all.

With love,

BDK

335 of 365: 24 Days until Christmas, 30 or So Days Until 2014.

The countdown starts today.

So, each day, I am going to let you guys decide what I should do next year.

Also, I am hoping that with me doing my blog more often that I might attract some people. It will be more than daily blogs...

So, if you guys have an idea how I can do a daily blog with a countdown, just ask me!

I will be using Bold, Italic, Line Crossed, Link, Pictures, and Quote for my blog. Also, there might be an occasional video either from me or my friend.

I'm going to try my best writing more poems and even putting them here for you guys to enjoy to read!

So... wish me luck!

Alright... Happy Holidays!

With love,

BDK