Don't Throw Stones At Me

The title is from a song that I am currently listening to. It's called Roots by Imagine Dragons. I figure the beginning of the song sounds great for a blog title, right?

Anyways, not much happened for the rest of the day. I am catching up with movies on Netflix and most of them were religion of some type. I always get to thinking about things when I watch certain movies... so... yea...

In fact, things always happen for a reason. But I find something interesting in books just as well as movies.

You know... I learn something very valuable from Catching Fire... don't piss off the government.

It's interesting how life is anymore these days and how things do seem to matter when you have to survive.

Because it's another day, another door, another high, another low... oops... listening to the song again xD

I will go to bed a little early tonight and dream of a new tomorrow.

Who knows what life brings tomorrow too.

I'll be your hero anytime.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Good Day So Far!

So I had a good day so far. Mostly, watching a movie with my best friend. The movie was called Vantage Point. I already seen it but he hadn't so we watched it together.

I hope that we get to watch more movies together like that. Mostly, we just watch it at the same time even though we're not at one place at one time xD

Anyways, I'm bored so I am making a potloafers out of that boredom. xD

And it's killing my fingers xDDD

So I may take another break to take my dogs out for a walk.

So I will update another blog later tonight.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Getting Lost...

I sometimes get lost when I forget to do my blog... then suddenly, I remembered to do it!

So here I am.

Anyways, I am at my grandma's for tonight and tomorrow night. I will be home on Tuesday though, hopefully by noon. Ah, well.

I am not sure what to type but hope that all goes well soon.

That's all for now.

With love,

BDK

I'm A Geek!

Alright, I guess that I should just lower that to... nothing xD

I went to the Geek Fest but sadly, I was only there for 15 to 30 minutes... my dad was already out the door before we knew it and I wanted to stay since there was seats everywhere for my mom to relax.... oh, well.

But you know... I love seeing the cosplayers! Now that was awesome.

No pictures. Like I said before, my phone is dying.

Anyways, I am ok. I really hope that they do this more often so I can go again! Or maybe... bring an anime one into town! That would be awesome.

Alright, I am keeping this one post only on weekends. I will be snacking then going to watch some anime. Then read.

Tomorrow, I will be going to my grandma's and my blog will be updated late because we are staying tomorrow night and on Monday night. It's something that came up unexpectedly. But it's alright. I have the handy dandy laptop!

So for now... that's all.

With love,

BDK

A Little Late But Excited For Tomorrow

I am a little late on this tonight but it's alright. I'm excited for tomorrow.

Also, thinking of making another blog but it won't be made publicly.

I will not tell you the name because it will be where I talk about other things.

Anyways, I am going to sleep now. Be ready for tomorrow and hope all goes well.

So that's all.

With love,

BDK

Things Are Gonna Change!

Yea, things are gonna change for the best of my mind and soul.

Anyways, tomorrow is still a go for me to the Geek Fest. So I can't wait to go there. Not sure what to expect yet. And I hope my dad and mom doesn't say that they are ready after we just arrive there xD

I hope all goes well for me.

Alright, you want to know the things that I am gonna change? First, I will tell that guy to leave me alone and tell him to stop talking about the past.

Another thing, is to tell other guys that I am not a toy that they are please to use me anytime they get in that mood.

So, yea... things like that are making me insane as it is.

Anyways, no more bad stuff for me. I will look forward in making my life peaceful as much as possible. Even if it means to make my dreams come to reality.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Some humans need to stop bugging me...

Ok, remember I told you about my ex of 6 years? Well, he keeps bugging me. He is still on but I told him brb like an hour ago because I was done talking... seriously... he doesn't know how to leave me alone.... so I think I will tell him to leave me alone.

The things he wants to talk about is something that I don't want to talk about. I mean, what kind of friend wants to talk about stuff in the past and other things that I hate talking about like... EVERYDAY? Nope. That's gotta stop.

So, I am in a bad mood because of that person. And I want to avoid everybody else until I sleep.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

O-O I See You Reading

Yea, I can about tell what parts of the world is reading my blog. >_>

Then I noticed my friend reading my blog because he lives in Indonesia. Ha ha!

Then I get chills down my spine like somebody is talking about me. o_o Now that's strange.

Anyways, hope you're not thinking anything weird, you know who you are!

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Watching Videos... And Stuff

So, I'm actually watching some videos. And yes, this is a second post.

I wanted to just say that the last post was a bit weird... so I am writing this to say that I am alright.

I think I will play a game in a moment... hopefully the rest of the day will be good.

For now that's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: Might be updating a third post later xD

Almost Closer To Weekend

It's almost closer to the weekend.

And I will be around people of my kind... wait, what? xD

Anyways, I am not sure what I'll be doing today. I might be playing Aura Kingdom just to see what they brought something new.

There is a personal matter that I want to say here first hand... It's pointed to guys who think that I will be that person who give out handouts just because I am single. Um, no. I've been trying to change that part since my last breakup. I just felt like... I don't need to be hurt over and over again. Unless you promise me that you won't take advantage of me. I dealt with a guy who first thought of my visit to his home north of here is sex. No. I am not that type of person.

I never really want a relationship that the first thing that they want is sex when I want to see them. That's why I drifted away from that relationship because he just didn't want to drop the subject. Even now he keeps talking about "friend with benefits" deal. And I am like... no. Unless I trust a person enough, I will not even let them have my body.

I'm wiser and I'm smarter than that. And now this ex who had been my "boyfriend" for 6 years wanted me to stay home, wanted me to use my feet (no offense but ew), wanted me to not know his friends. Alright, you know... if you don't want me not know your friends, then why are you trying to keep me to yourself? So, after a fire that happened with him, I did drifted apart. He was telling me all the stuff he gotten from an insurance but he didn't really care how it made me feel.

In fact, I think he thinks it was making me feel good by talking about himself and blah blah blah. And when I did talk about myself, he didn't really like it. I told him after the breakup about how I didn't think he knew me... then he went off telling me all these things... and I was like... "Yea... you're telling me this now when you should've just told me before." Yea... he should've known about it before this incident happened.

Seriously guys... don't be selfish for a girl. Let her go too. I felt trapped because of his words. I'm glad that I never got to see him. Even though I had forgiven him, I really don't want to talk to him when he comes on.

He's a lot different than my best friend because he's boring and his jokes aren't funny.

My best friend is much more funnier than him.

So, my point is... just because I'm single and I am able to talk to you, doesn't mean I want you to take advantage of me.I'm a smart strong and wise woman.

This comes to my mind each time a guy talks to me, calling me baby, saying that they are horny and much more. I don't let it bother me but I don't like it either.

I am glad my best friend isn't like this. At least, when we talk, we just talk about many things and never talk about "sex". And I trust my best friend more than anybody else.

I might make a few guys hate me but I hope some guys are more understanding now. I'm sure my bestie will support this too.

I felt like I needed to talk about this at some point.

Anyways, thanks for reading and I am glad to have a best friend who is awesome to me.

Also... I really want to get my best friend something for both his birthday and for Christmas... I am doing this from the bottom of my heart.

For now... that's all.

With love,

BDK

Day Better Than Before

My day was better than before. Maybe a moment here or there but it's good.

So, my dad finally announce that he will take me on Saturday!!!!!!

I wish I was in costume but I am alright with myself as a geek fan. I noticed that they are talking about books and comics and anime alike there... so that does excite me a whole lot!

Might not be there all day but still... FREE!!!!

And I might be taking pictures... well, might. Doubt it because my phone is going bad a whole lot. Sad that I have to keep it charge in order to do stuff with it.

So, who else has a fest or con or anything that they are going to? Oh... I don't know why I am asking but if people comment or tweet me, that would be awesome.

Alright, I'm gonna go now. Never did played that game xD

It's alright! I will read now!

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Not Sure...

Just not sure what to put as a title today. My mind has been feeling a little blank today.

So I think I'll play a game instead of watching the stream... unless the stream is good.

Anyways, I will keep this blog post short. Might update another one later.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Is There A Neutral Place?

Yea, that is actually a real question... is there a neutral place?

Seems like the government is trying to be strict to even their own citizens. It's kind of sad too. But I've been telling my mom that we need passports to travel anymore. Especially in the US.

I rather get one soon and plan out my travels to see the world before anything happens. Anyways, I hope all goes well for all of us.

I think I heard the stocks was bad again. Yea... they need to do something about that soon.

Anyways, on a good note for today... no bad mood has come upon me. So, that's good.

Tomorrow, I will fix my day a bit better than today... YES, I know I keep saying that. Seriously... If I don't write something down, I'll forget it. The same goes with food... I'll get something, promise I'll eat it... forget about it.

Yea... don't rely on me saying something unless I write it down!

Well, I am gonna go brush my teeth... almost wrote bed... wtf... my English is bad right now. Sorry. I'll brush my teeth, then go to bed, then read.

That's all for now.

With love,

BDK

Realization And Sorry

Ok, my bestie pointed out that my blog is fully of negative stuff. Sorry about that.

I think I keep my complaints on Twitter only because I really do have bad days here xD

I do find that I have nothing to say at moments but today we were talking about different things. And we were talking about how the stocks here in the US is going low because of the stocks from China. It's a bit weird that this is happening but I hope there will be some resolve in this soon.

If not, we will be heading for another recession and quite possible a war. Who knows with the things that's happening with the world right now.

I just hope that nothing bad happens in the world. Right now, let's just hope this week doesn't turn out worse than the last few days.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Annoying But Hope It's Alright

So, after what seems to be a good day, my day started to get worst... why?

Family.

Again.

Seriously, when is my family gonna stop being so annoying?

Please stop.

Anyways, I am just getting tired of it all. I hope that one day, I will find a good online job that will help me get out of dodge. And then I wouldn't have to deal with so much BS.

So... for now, I will deal with it just as something that will pass eventually.

Hopefully, this weekend is a still a go for me. I will be super sad if I don't go. Seriously.... you guys just don't know how my life is.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

What Today Gonna Bring?

Who knows what today gonna bring? But I am home and resting.

Woke up with my lower back and legs hurting x.x

I can barely move so yea xD

Anyways, I will be updating this a bit early today. If I do anything interesting, I will let you all know, ok?

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Home Finally! And Rest Day Soon Needed!

So, yesterday, I wasn't around to post another blog entry... I went to Richmond and looked around for a while. Didn't get home until midnight.

My legs are sore and my back aches. Literally, a long day/night for me yesterday.

Then today, I was up and out of bed at 8:30ish. I played some Unturned with my best friend. Then it was time to go home.

That too was tiring because I was carrying my dogs. Then unpacking stuff once home.

So... I think a rest day is coming soon for me. I might do it tomorrow after I play games with my bestie in the morning. If we play, that is. If not, I might be snoring xD

I want to say that next weekend, I might be going to an event at Richmond called Geek Fest. So much hype for that. It's like a con but it's FREE. Whoa... free! But still venders will have stuff that costs money so yes, I have money. And I purposefully saved my money for things like this.

So if I go on August 29, will let you all know!

Weekends, I will only post one blog entry so... since it's Sunday now... tomorrow, will try to update before 12 or after... and then again before I go to bed.

I am going to change my habits though and staying away from the computer as much as possible by reading, writing, and more.

Again, I will let you all know how that goes.

Alright, I don't know how long I can keep my eyes open... really want to wait to sleep at 10 but... I might not make it xD

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Finally... one more night...

I am just updating that I am spending time with my grandma's for just one more night.

I am sleepy right now so I may just go take a nap... not sure what time I will wake up yet.

So... that's all.

With love,

BDK

When You Wish For Stuff...

You start to wonder why you are even here xD

It's nothing really. Just waiting to go to bed soon. I guess it will be soon but I hate going to bed at around 9... rather wait until 10. Sometimes, I do wait until 10 to sleep.

Anyways, I will be finally reading Catching Fire and MockingJay soon... so... will let you guys know how that goes.

For now... I will go get ready for bed.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

There's Yesterday, Then There's Today. Now There's Tomorrow...

Yesterday, I wrote my 1100 post. Today, will be past that point. Tomorrow, who knows.

Right now I am just typing what comes to my mind. Whatever happens today, goes.

I am gonna take a break from the laptop until this evening... so that's all.

With love,

BDK

Soon... There Will Be Sleep

I have been on this laptop almost all day. My bad xD

I was playing a game with my bestie, then watching a movie from Netflix DVD, then finally watching a stream.

But I am a bit tired so I am writing this before I go put this laptop up.

Tomorrow, I will only be on the laptop for half the day and stuff.

So... hopefully all things goes well because soon there will be sleep.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

When There's Nothing Else To Do...

You just sit around and look on the laptop xD

Anyways, I need a tray to put my laptop on so that I can sit somewhere else with it.

For now... I am waiting for my mom and aunt to be back from who knows what.

I will be eating later so.... foooooooood.

My dogs are asleep so I should go check on them soon.

For now... that's all.

With love,

BDK

And... Here I Go Again...

I'm sitting here at the table at my grandma's.

Getting sleepy.

Any time I will be knocked out so I may just have a short blog for tonight.

I was busy typing stuff out for something... again, will not tell you until another day.

 Right now, I will sleep... maybe not... but rest is what I need right now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Sleepy Head

So today, I woke up a little early... only to be awake longer.

But I do not know why I am still sleepy...

Ah, well.

I do not what I will be doing in the following days ahead... but I'll keep you guys posted.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Story of My Internet Life...

I know about trolls a lot longer than I could remember. In fact... trolls existed before they were a thing and it's called bullies.

I don't know why the world is getting bigger and bigger with trolls but there's no stopping them because there's like no rules on what they say or do. Well, maybe to some.

So... here's my story of my internet life.

I was 16 going on to 17 when my grandfather passed away. I became emotionally distraught and just left the reality of the world around me... it was then, after my brother introduced me to the internet world around 2000. By 2001, I became accustomed to it... by the end of 2002, right after my grandfather passed away... It became my home.

It all started with WinMx. At the time, we didn't know it was illegal... heck, this was before they started passing laws about illegal downloads and stuff. But I didn't really use WinMx as a place to download... I used the chats. I was curious at the time. And just started chatting with people there.

Slowly, my world in the real world slowly disappeared and I became attracted to this world more. Online dating became a thing but I never met any of them. 2005, I started to learn that life is not always what ti seems. I tried to start back into reality.

But college hit me hard. After some financial problems, I dropped out. All the while, listening to my parents telling me that I should quit and stuff. Never did they support me finding a job.

It was then I slowly began to live online. At first, it wasn't all day... but by the time 2010 roll around, I wasn't online that much... but then... my aunt passed away. I was once again drifted back into the internet world. There... I was stuck for life.

Then in 2012, I met a guy who became my best friend after a failed relationship. I know, it's weird, but somehow, it worked out better than what it was. And somehow... I felt like this... this is gonna get better. And I'm sure it will. I hope to meet my best friend for real and just tell him thanks. Because I feel like... he was the one that change my life again.

But... I still feel depressed over things. But I think... the internet will always be my home but I learn to live in the real world too. So, I accept both worlds into my life.

So, one day, I will be in Indonesia or Japan, closer to my best friend and together we will fight the world. For becoming who we are already, we are strong and weak. But we can never give up on life. Not just yet.

So... I learn that trolls are just bullies of the real world and just don't like how you do things. So what? It's not going to stop me from dreaming.

Besides... I'm 29 going on 30... but age is just not a number anymore. It's a level in a battle game.

I will always fight for my dreams. No matter how hard they seem. No matter how weak I am. No matter what... I will get there. Even if it means finding a job online through the internet world.

Because... guys... you can actually live online.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

When Something Seems Crappy... But It's Alright!

So, my phone is not coming in like planned. Don't worry, I will try to get it next time.

Anyways, I hate dealing with my phone right now but I can wait just a little longer.

Christmas is just around the corner and I still need to do some stuff.

So... yay... But it's alright.

I'm going to go now.

Might be a third post before I sleep tonight tho.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Mole Sensation!

Mole Sensation? What in the world did I mean?

Well, I have not really told you guys about my moles. Yea, it's normal but I kind of have a reason to keep my moles in check. As a child, I was sunburned really bad. Then soon after, moles started appearing on my body. I mean... LIKE CRAZY!

So, I normally try to keep an eye on them and check to see if any are irregular or have two different colors.

I went to the specialist and he told me that I have to take 5 moles off. That would be on another day. Hopefully nothing happens by then.

Anyways, I'm gonna go now.

For now... that's all.

With love,

BDK

Most Mondays Never Turn Out Good.

So... yea... most Mondays never turn out good at all.

But I did finally order a new phone. Should be seeing it come in a few days. As well as order a sim card to go with it.

Who knows what else will happen next...

I really hate making short posts but when you're not feeling good it can't be helped.

Seriously, my head hurts a lot right now.

So.. I will go now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

So... Lost And Confused Type of Day

I am just lost and confused at what to do. Seriously tho...

I am not sure what to say anymore. I need to find ways to earn money and I may have found one but need to figure out when to do that.

Anyways... I am sleepy and wanted to make a video but it's a little too late for that.

I think I will find something to do in a moment.

For now... this is a short post... don't mind me.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

It's Not What To Expect But... Something To... Nevermind.

I get confused with the title sometimes so.... yay for Sunday!

Today, I got to play Terraria with my bestie for about 30 minutes to a hour. Then it was to my grandmas, I go. I was a bit bored there because I really wanted to play more games xD

Anyways, I am planning to do something in a few days... but I can't tell you guys what it is yet.

For now... I will go and find something to do...

Soooo.... That's all.

With love,

BDK

A Very Strange Saturday.

But in the end, it doesn't even matter... Wait... Not that. xD

Anyways, I had a bad wake up for no reason at all. I couldn't remember my dreams and I was so tired last night that I just fell down and went to sleep. And when I woke up, I was in a bad mood. I kept saying sorry to my best friend for no reason at all... so you can tell it's been a really strange day for me.

But lucky, Terraria, the game has gotten my mood out of the bad and into the good... and maybe after I ate a salad from Wendy's... did you know that BBQ Ranch Salad is good? In fact, it's really yummy. Glad it didn't hurt my stomach.

Anyways, about Terraria... I really enjoy that game. But soon hardmode will come... and... yea...

Tomorrow, I will be going to my grandma's again. And I really hope I feel better for tomorrow. Yes, I am feeling bad right now. I just don't understand why I keep feeling bad for no reason... Maybe it's the feeling of having nothing to do today or wanting to do something but can't...

You see... I want a game system of some sorts. Either PS4, PSVita, or Nintendo 3DS... It's been too long since I had a game system. The last time I had on, I was forced to sell them because I really didn't had any money at all. And I kept trying to save. Now days... I can save my money better.

Ah, well... Maybe one day. Right now, I just live in a world of dreams. So... it's a very strange Saturday.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Terraria With Bestie... And...

So, many things happens but it's alright.

I played Terraria with my best friend almost all day... then realize that it was late for him so I had to remind him that it was late xD

But... you know, I really want to help him with lots of things... maybe one day.

Right now, money seems to be a big thing for the both of us.

And... Yea... you got the "and" from the title. I'm still hearing the same complaints today... seriously...

I really need to get out of here soon.

For now... I must find a job that would help me somehow.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Finding Answers... Mission Starts.

So I'm finding answers to everything today. And I think I know what I'm going for.

All the time I was doing an assessment (I will reveal after I get some type of results), my mom kept talking to me. After I told her that I kind of need to concentrate on this thing. Lucky I got it done but left one tiny detail about Steam. But this just proves that I cannot ever get an online job that requires to talk on phones a lot. Because then my mom would be like "Brandy, take a look at this!" Or "Brandy, did you know about this?" Seriously, mom... do you know how to be quiet when I say I am doing something?

So this brings the question of if I should move out or not. I mean... I don't want to leave my mom alone but I think I need to make plans of moving to a place where her and me can have separate places of privacy. I have a room but sadly, I cannot hook the internet into the room because of risk of cats. Yes... cats.

And I am getting tired of hearing all the complaints with nothing to be done. Seriously. Especially when you know damn well that your dad isn't gonna do anything about it. Stop saying "Your dad should know this and this." After you already know that he's not gonna do anything about. It's better to stop complaining and DO something about it. You are never going to get anywhere. And please stop saying you're going to die. We don't know that. EVER. -_-

So... I have nowhere to complain and I'm sure if my family reads this, there will be moments of a talk of my mom saying "Please tell me." And I do, mom. Everyday. You just don't listen. And you don't remember a lot. So what's the point of even telling you anything? All you going to do is complain more. I love you mom. But you need to stop trying for more credit cards and start learning to save in order to escape. I won't be helping because it's already hard enough for myself.

Anyways, enough of that complaint. Yea... a complain about a complain. Sorry about that guys.

What the title says is... I found out that I can price a certain item in order to ship an item. So... that's... interesting. I may not know if I am doing this thing that requires to sell items and stuff.

We'll see.

And so... we all have bad families. So... are you one of them?

Also, my mission is starting. Just sayin'.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Wishing Upon A Star...

This is gonna be another random blog because I'm just wishing on a star. Yay.

I've been in a complicated time with everything here. And just fighting to figure out what to do about it.

I just don't know.

But I won't give up.

However, I will be giving any news of anything that comes my way. I am going to try to change my life around by doing more for my hobbies.

Yes, I want my hobbies to be my dream jobs. Whether it's gaming, anime, books or movies... anything will do.

Anyways, I'm gonna go now and take a short break from typing so much. My head is trying to hurt too so it sucks to be me right now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Hype... Then Mood Just Sucks.

So, my mood just suddenly sucks right now.

I am not exactly going to bed but I kind of want to be in a nice quiet room for a while. And read... hopefully just until 11.

Anyways, lately just my mood always crashes about before I go to bed. And also... semi bad day too.

Family problems. This needs to stop. Because people doesn't need to go behind people and say stupid stuff. Because seriously though... do you not realize what happens to people that talks crap about others? Well, just wait and see.

I am gonna be busy tomorrow, planning to do a fake something for an assessment. And then who knows what else.

I doubt I'll pass because I am not really good at writing too much stuff xD

But I do love games, anime and much much more.

So... to the book world I go.

And... blah.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Half the Day Away

So, today has been going by pretty fast. And I'm gonna go all commando for a while.

Meaning, I will be searching for an online job. At least a job to work at home, remotely and passing the time during the day.

I don't mind if it pays or not. I just need to find something to do so I can get out of my own home and have my life back to normal.

I will be traveling first... but hopefully find somebody who I can trust to take care of my dogs. Especially Susie, who needs to have eye drops put into her eyes twice daily.

Seriously... if I don't do something soon, my mom will be having a problem and my dad will be trying to use threats of leaving every single day.

I need to do something without them knowing.

And how to get out of my home... let me worry about that.

Today... half the day has passed already...

Time to go.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Feeling Better... And A Random Talk...

I don't know what to say anymore. I find people being stranger than ever.

But it's alright.

At least today, I am feeling better today.

Lately, I've been down the hills and just wasting my day away... doing nothing. Ugh, I hate it.

What am I suppose to do? I wish to reach out and touch the unknown and never to return.

Also, I think my dreams are making me feel sick now... not good at all.

I feel like I am being trapped in the hells of another world.

I know it makes no sense at all. But when you are the type of person who sees the world differently... you would about know what to do next.

Lately... I have been reading more because I need an escape of some sorts. Usually it's a game that would take me away but since my dad lives here now, I don't stay up late anymore. But I don't mind that.

I really... need to find something to do.

I really don't know how to manage my time during the day after I wake up.

Anyways, I just hope things would turn up better sooner or later. Ah, well.

I write this blog as a personal way to connecting to others but... that's just me.

Wonder who all even reads this xD

Well, that's all.

With love,

BDK

Need Full Day's Rest

I know I am getting sick so I am taking the day off tomorrow to rest all day. Might take a load of naps too.

Also, I hope all goes well for my bestie.

I played some agar.io to distract myself from being sick. But I feel the need to sleep soon.

So I won't be staying up any later than 11 tonight.

Hope that I can sleep though... last night I couldn't really sleep... so yea...

Anyways, hope that tomorrow will bring good things. If I am still sick, I will be sure to let you guys know.

Drinking plenty of water and stuff... so yay...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Woke Up Sick x.X

So I woke up kind of sick. But I got to talk to my friend.

And hope everything will be alright for the both of us.

Anyways, I'm keeping this a bit short and go play agar.io.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Falling Kingdoms Finished... Now Abarat World.

For those that don't know... Abarat is a world that Clive Barker invented. Involved with 25 islands... each island are based on time. But why 25? Because in this world there is a 25th hour. So yea...

Anyways, I won't reveal too much after that. But the book I am reading is actually the third book of the series. So... can't wait to read the rest of it.

Also, Falling Kingdoms actually ended good. I really look forward to reading the rest of the series. And... I won't reveal about what happened in that book because it's too good as it is.

Anytime a book is that good, I want to think more of a story to write. So... I am making an outline of each chapter to come.

I am rewriting Raelin's story on wattpad. But right now what's on there is just a plan. I needed a place to write down a chapter. I will come back to writing the story sooner or later.

Anyways... that's all for now.

With love,

BDK

I Got A New Dagger For My Collection!

No pictures tho. I might do a special video/blog about my swords and daggers and other random stuff I have.

I have always have an interest in daggers and swords... but I want a real bow and arrow.

Right now, I'm reading a book called Falling Kingdoms... and it's really good so far. I can't wait to read about the war in this book... because magic and swords are my favorite things in these type of books xD

Even though I am interested in swords and daggers and arrows... I love magic too. That's why I play as a magician in most MMORPG games. I might do a random podcast while playing those games for you guys... that way you all know what I play. Of course, they will have my Ankisal name xD

In fact... I might do random podcasts xD I mean... I get lazy with everything else and it's just an idea.

But I am glad to actually keep a watch on my blog and keep at it every single day...

I have many bad days... and the internet is like my way to escape the world for a bit.

I will continue reading this book and dream of the upcoming war...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Want to Escape My Emotions.

They are real. They are nothing a struggle. And I just want to escape my emotions.

I have been depressed again. This time, I am just tired of hearing about jobs, moving, leaving, vacationing, etc, etc.

Seriously... just stop.

I am already depressed because of those things and I do not really want to hear anymore of it.

It darkens my mind and makes me wanna be alone and live in the dark.

I write stuff because of that darkness. I wish there was a way to escape... but there is. With help... or with myself.

Taking a step at a time is hard enough because of how my family are.

I do not want to wait for anything to happen. I really don't want to have them keep on bringing me down.

Without a doubt... I want to change this dark fate of mine.

What to do... what to do...

To keep myself from reaching those swords and touching the sweet blades... xD Sorry... my mind is just dark... Too dark.

I won't touch those blades, don't worry. I'm just worry about something else besides those swords. I really wish my family understand me more than trying to keep a hold on me.

So... with that note in mind... Time to escape to dreamland... it's all I got right now.

Maybe, my bestie will cheer me up in the morning.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Getting Ready For Food... Wait.. No... Don't Read That!

Too late. xD

Yes, I am getting ready to eat in a few moments. I may have to pause at my typing in order to go help my mom out with the cooking. Even though I hate the stove we have.

I'm sure if many of you that's been the past readers would know about my deathly stove. If not... it's just another story waiting to happen again. Just wait for it.

Might not be today... or well, you never know.

Anyways, I'm waiting for my mom to call me to help...

So... I might just end this now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Reading then Watching Stuff...

So I'm glad to finally have a break to read and watch some stuff.

Tomorrow is gonna be a busy day... hopefully not forever.

I do not really know what to put here but we think about all the possibilities only to hope that things are well or better.

So... that's all.

With love,

BDK

Thank You Windstream!!!

Firstly, windstream is my internet service. They only have DSL and they are really good phone/internet/TV service. TV is Dish but it's worth your money.

Secondly, I am happy that they finally fixed the problem with my internet. I mean... Come on... why was it going off and on? Well, they never gave me the answer but I'm sure it was greatly due to changing Windows.

But no problems there.

Anyways, today I tried playing a game using Windows 10. Some said that games crash because of it but.... it didn't. I'm surprised.

Or maybe you just have to work out the bugs...?

Well, whatever is going on, I'm liking this Windows 10 than Windows 8.

So... I'm gonna go watch some videos since my night is going to a bit of a drag because my mood is slowly dropping and my phone is slowly hating me.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

The Waiting Starts!

So, lately, my internet has been going on and off constantly since over the weekend. Since I upgraded to Windows 10 in fact... hope that is not the problem. I will find out whenever the technician guy come by.

I am just waiting for the guy or gal to even come by and check everything. There's no viruses so I hope they don't try to check for that xD And also, I haven't been downloading anything. However, I've been trying to update my games but have to pause them constantly due to my internet.

So... whatever is the problem, I'm sure they will figure it out.

For now... that's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: Will update later this evening for anything new.

Going To The Back Roads...

So, today, I went to Lexington with my mom. Her asthma seems to be okay but she did finally took some testing to prove to everybody it's not the dogs or cats that made her sick.

Anyways, on the way back, my dad decided that we were going to the back roads... and you know... that was fun!

But I ended up being really tired once home. I went to take a long nap... then wake up to eat and stuff.

Right now I'm a little late on watching a movie so I will go do that.

So... for now... that's all.

With love,

BDK

Sleepy Monday...

Today has been a sleepy Monday for me.

I woke up with no idea what is going on today. Then realize it's just a sleepy type of day.

Hopefully I will wake up later.

Anyways, I will try to update again before I sleep later tonight.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Fever Has Taken Over

I'm not exactly sick but I do have this fever that keeps bothering me every once a while.

Anyways, I am somehow tired despite I only went to my grandma's for a short moment today.

Hopefully tomorrow will be better and hopefully my fever will be completely gone.

I might actually finally do some more surveys too... ah, well, only time will tell.

I should go now... and watch some anime and stuff.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Coming soon!

So, coming soon is indeed what's going to happen as I am starting an all new story. No title yet, but hoping that it comes soon.

I have the whole story already in mind...

And so, I will start writing soon.

This story will not be updated daily but as I write or when I feel like writing.

So... Raelin has finally got a story.

Also, today, I went to London for a bit but didn't really get anything. Ah, well.

I want to buy things but too poor right now... So...

That's all for now.

With love,

BDK