Sometimes You Have To Think

I guess you are wondering what I mean by the title of this blog... well... you see... sometimes, you have to think about things.

I am always keeping an open mind for everybody and everything around me.

And I realized that some people refused to let other people have their way in the world... so that's not good at all.

So... with all of these things on my mind... I think it's time to get back to YouTube... especially, I think my dad is working full time now. He doesn't work all day so I have to plan things accordingly.

It will take me a few days to get everything out of my mind... then I will edit it... and make it several parts...

Just hope that you all will understand the struggle of my own mind.

Alright, this week will be mostly recording off and on... all depending on when my dad works through the day xD

See you when I can.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Loving Myself

There's a time in life that you do hate everything about you and yourself.

Then... it takes a death to realize that maybe it's time to love myself.

I know it sounds horrible to say that but that's how life is... life and death seems to be a trigger for something that happens to you.

I just... woke up.

When my aunt passed away, it got me out of my depressed state... I really just... got fed up laying around... wearing PJs... but that never stopped me from staying all the way to 4 am in the morning and such.

My first major surgery... which was talking out my gallbladder made me realized that life is too short... and it taught me a lesson about some things.

Then my grandma passed away that same year. It was a struggle to cry because I was beginning to get used to death... this seems really weird to me to deal with.

I loved my grandma. I just felt like... getting older means death is waiting at some point in your life.

After my second major surgery... I realized that life is too short. I wanted to change.

And that's my choice in life right now...

I want to start loving myself even more.

It's not easy, you know? To get to loving yourself as a person. There are no easy steps to anything. And that's me being honest.

So... how would you love yourself?

Vampire Hunters... Could They Make Great Stories?

I'm used to reading stories about other types of hunters but there are rarely stories about vampire hunters... so let's talk about them.

You do see them in movies and video games a whole lot... they sometimes part vampire... or humans who despise vampires... whatever they are... they hunt down vampires.

I think of them as a good idea for a story...

Yes, I know there's already loads of stories like them... but it could be a story that I could be interested in writing...

While they are part of our folklore and now... fictional world.... we still see them as something awesome.

If you want to read more about them, you can go here: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vampire_hunter

What do you think of vampire hunters?

Buying A New Planner

I bought me a new planner yesterday.

Might be a good thing... but... I kind of wished it only started in 2021 only.... oh, well.

Anyway, I am alright, just a bit tired...

This past week... I only forgot one thing but that's only because I forgot to plan ahead for that one.

I keep thinking of what I should put here and what I shouldn't... but... only time can tell.

Right now, I think I am finally going to get back onto YouTube... it'll be a long time before I can fully say what's up and stuff... so yea... gonna try to make it a short video xD

Alright, I will get back to doing stuff... this week is full of movies and anime... wish me luck.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

I would love to learn how to play a guitar.

Today, I want to talk about a few things... (while I am typing this the day before but it will be out today... yes, it can be confusing but you can do that.)

The main topic is what I would love to learn how to do... and well... that's the guitar.

Here's the history of me and a guitar... I had a few of them when I was younger... most of them broke or later on break when I gave them away.

But I never knew how to play the guitar... now before you ask how these guitars break... they were cheaply made... where you bought them for little as nothing on this certain site... I prefer to have a Gibson someday... which is a better quality guitar that would last if taken care of.

Why did I never learn to play? I was young... I was never patient enough to sit down and just learn.

And growing older... made me learn a lot about being patient... and I think I am able to sit down and just pick at the guitar while learning.

So... who knows... maybe someday in the future I might get myself a guitar.

A Poem That Sounds Deep

Today's poem will be here: https://poems.com/poem/life-should-have-been-so-serious/

There's a few things to note about this poem... it's translated from the Chinese... that's all it says... so I don't know where it is from entirely.

From what I noticed about this poem... is the way it keeps saying "by the way" over and over...

Here's my interpretation of this poem: It's about life... of a couple that never really had children but they grew old together. And when they passed away, it was when they realized that maybe they should've took things serious... even though the title of the poem is not in the poem itself... but you can almost tell it does.

In case you don't know... I have been known to understand poetry a bit more... just by reading past the contents of the poem... and this one is surely about how short life is.

Alright, I love putting poetry on my main page because they can be inspiration to read...

So what do you think of the poem?

Today's word is another way to lecture.

This is where to word is at: https://www.merriam-webster.com/word-of-the-day/harangue-2020-06-17

It seems like this is all we ever see anymore. Speeches all around.

Let's talk about Harangue... which sounds weird as itself... so we will call it a speech at a public assembly.

There's been important matters as of late... the virus, the BLM movement and more.

So... what do think of this word? It would be a good idea to use this word for a book so you don't have to say speech at a public assembly all the time.

Alright, I am going to get away from the subject of this... and will be mention what books I am reading as well what I am listening on certain posts...

Right now, I am not listening to anything... but reading a Dragonlance book... so yea.

Hoping This Week Will Be Better

I am glad this past week went by fast...

There was a few posts but it's alright.

I am hoping to have a break from a lot of things this week... and write more of the blog. But I always choose at random so yea... it'll be different to get through it all.

I am going to start my 30 day challenges starting next month. And only will do them for 30 days unless otherwise.

It'll be different than doing the monthly (Jan through Dec) challenges.

I will still do those but it will be rarely.

Ah, well...

I am tired because I seem to ate too much xD

I will be alright... so... let's hope this week will be better because it's my blah week.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Heqet, The Frog... Er... The Goddess.

I was really surprised when her name came up as the winner of the random challenge... really, searching more about her surprised me more... she has a... frog face.

Known as Goddess of Childbirth in Ancient Egypt... she was worshiped for those who wishes to have a child.

You can learn more with these sites:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Heqet

https://ancientegyptonline.co.uk/heqet/

http://www.thekeep.org/~kunoichi/kunoichi/themestream/heqet.html#.XuJbNWd1gRY

http://www.globalegyptianmuseum.org/glossary.aspx?id=180

http://www.touregypt.net/featurestories/heqet.htm

http://egyptian-gods.org/egyptian-gods-heqet/

https://mythology.wikia.org/wiki/Heqet

https://www.crystalinks.com/heket.html

https://kids.britannica.com/students/article/Heqet/311661

Today's Holiday is... National Best Friends Day

No point in explaining this holiday.

We should always honor those who are best friends to each other.

Mine lives across the oceans and on small islands with millions of people.

It's good to have a friend who would talk to you about anything... even if it's not much xD

So... National Best Friends Day... is awesome.

Voices Needed To Be Heard

First things first... let me say that this is the most earliest that I ever wrote a blog in real time...

Now... let's talk about a few things...

I decided to not post any blogs this past week because I felt like there were voices that needed to be heard more than ever.

I think it does matter... police officers had been getting away with everything far too long.

And yea... life is just kind of strange right now. Especially for everybody else.

I totally agree with a lot of things out there... and there's some I don't.

We all do.

Anyway, I am about to do some stuff today... because I want to get started with other things some point this month or the next... will let you all know as it gets closer to that time.

That's all.

With love,

BDK