At Midnight...

It'll be a different month. I am glad for that... I think this month will be different. I hope.

Anyways, I might get off the computer early and read... been wanting to read for a while now.

So... that's all for now.

Maybe.

With love,

BDK

Should I Be Darkness or Be The Light?

The choice lies in your hands... whomever you are.

Anyways, I really need to escape from everything.

Since I am home, I have lots of anime, shows, movies and games to catch up...

Ah, well...

This is my life, I guess...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

And You're Wondering...

Why down to just one post a day?

Well, I am in a catch up mode... so I don't really want to stop and do anything. Multi tasking is my thing right now... xD

Anyways, so what's up?

Well, still gotta sit here and help my mom for the next 3 weeks. September 15 is when my mom suppose to go back and see how her foot is doing.

Ah, well..

Hope all is well.

That's all for now.

With love,

BDK

Hoping To Bring Back My Posting...

So things happen. But all can be forgiven, ok?

Anyways, I am still tired and hoping to get some more rest tomorrow as well as tonight.

Finally able to get ahold of my best friend, thankfully to tell him the story of what happened yesterday.

I mean... wow...

But today, it's slowly going away.

Alright, time to go now.

That's all for now.

With love,

BDK

Back Home... And Aggravated With EVERYTHING.

I am who I am. I don't like to be boss around. Get that, ok?

You figure people learn by now... I get tired too! I'm not a super human with super human energy like you. =3=

Ysabel protected me. thankfully...

But still, I'm angry...

The only way to calm my mind is dark things... sorry...

So I am home again. With my mom.

And she has a cast on btw.

But what should we do now?

Well, I sure hope to the sky's above that the person doesn't hold a damn grudge.

And learn your damn lesson. =3=

So... that's all.

With love,

BDK

Well... One More Night Home... Then Back To Grandma's...

Alright bad news first: My laptop stopped working. My brother is looking at it. But I don't think I can completely survive without it. D:

I'll try. But it'll only be limited to my phone only.

I want to try uploading videos through the week to let you guys know what's up... but I can't keep promising things, ok?

Also... I got tons of books to read... So that's a lot of catching up to do xD

I wish my dad would let me take my bench with me so that I can put it somewhere and read all the time. Woot!

Anyways... no good news yet... but tomorrow, I'll be back at my grandma's... and so I want to watch what anime I can... then be refreshed to go back.

Also... might be back for another weekend but I cannt say for sure.

And... must tell everybody to stop bossing me around. I'll do things at my own pace.

Maybe that's just how my mom raised me... but give up on trying to CHANGE me. At least now you guys know that I am not lazy anymore.

So... that's all.

With love,

BDK

A Poem To Come... A New Bridge to Come...

Someday this month or the next, they are gonna take out this old bridge at Big Clear Creek or on Wildie Road.

Anyways, I'm sorry that I haven't been updating a lot but with the running around and just now being better from the cold...

I'll be waiting for a new day.

Alright, you know... that's all for now.

With love,

BDK

Thinking of Another Blog idea...

I love to keep this "A Faerie Journey" as a personal and random blog...

But I am making another blog...

Wait, ANOTHER?

Yes, you have read that right. Another blog.

But I am making a fictional blog. I am still in the idea works of it but...

I'll figure it all out eventually.

For now, I am going to go make it now and then... start out the adventure that a girl has from just one dream.

She just wanted to figure out why she had this dream so...

Yea...

I want to do a web series of stories and poems too...

So who knows what will happen next.

That's all for now.

With love,

BDK

Tired of Waiting For Approval...

All this time, I was hoping that at least one job would be available in my hometown but it ends up being twice as hard than you think.

When I get a chance once I get home, I am going to go through all my books and get rid of the ones that I don't read anymore.

Hopefully... by then I'll get enough money to travel to where my best friend is.

I can't stay, I know that but I want the experience here and now... I am done waiting.

Yes, might be true for now...

But... who cares?

I just want to be there for my best friend more than anything right now.

And so...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: Also, sorry for the long delay of my blog... since my mom broke her foot, it's harder to take the time to write a blog... =3=

Something is Going on...

So my mom told me just today that she's been seeing the numbers 444 over and over. And knowing that in Japan that the number 4 is bad luck and having it in 444 makes it even more bad luck.

Anyways, just hope she feels better soon.

Also, my dad said he had three nightmares in a roll. The last one being a bit distrubing where he dreamed of himself not breathing... yikes...

I really wish to know if these things are predictions or not...

So many things are happening and it's freaking me out.

Makes me want to run away from it all.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

So...

I'm hurting in my right hip right now. And my stomach is trying to hurt.

All signs of being on a monthly thing that women get...

I get the pain... but I don't get the anger issues.

Anyways... wanna sleep soon... tomorrow, I have to try to get up early and go with my mom.

I just hope that they give her a cast for her foot.

Will let you guys know later.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

At my grandma's... but for another reason.

As all of you would know by yesterday's short blog post is that my mom broke her foot.

And to learn that this is actually her first broken bone so you all gotta know how painful a first break is.

Anyways, I'm sitting here on my laptop and trying to figure out what to do for the next few weeks...

Hopefully they will give my mom a cast when she goes to see the bone doctor tomorrow... or so.

But in all seriousness... things always happen to the best of us.

So... be careful out there.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Well... Some Horrible News...

It seems like my mom fell and broke her foot... ouch...

So now she has to stay off her feet for a month now.

Also, we have to stay at my grandma's for a month... great...

Not really looking for that yet... but sometimes things can't be helped.

Hopefully my mom will feel better soon.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

A great chance...

So I need to work on trying to get my channel looking great...

And also, my blog. Any ideas?

Anyways, I'm gonna be busy tonight, maybe tomorrow, and Sunday... oh, and Monday night too.

But hey... I wanna get out of here someday.

Still keeping hopes for that.

That's all.

With love,

BDK