Happy 700th Post!

Though the first few posts didn't really count... really, they didn't.

Anyways, can you believe it? 6 months has already gone and went. And now we are entering in the 7th month and the next half of this year.

It's feels so strange.

Well, going to be a busy week after my mom gets home.

Also... since this is gonna be another 6 months, time to concertrate on life a bit more.

I've read an article about not having a job could be a good thing too... but then I wonder... what if you need the money?

So, yea... it's different for many people.

Since there's two new places opening soon... maybe I should apply for them.

That's all for now.

With love,

BDK

What To Do...

Well, I am going to be home alone for the week... of course, I am not telling you guys where I live nor posting this one my personal facebook either.

Anyways, it seems like it's been a long day...

My grandma is out of the hospital. And we saved somebody's cell phone from being runned over.

And I'll be happy to say that the book challenge was a total fail.

But it'll be alright.

So for now... that's all.

With love,

BDK

Dang These Neighbors...

Well, it's one thing that a freaking kid comes down and tries to break into your home... but it's another when they confused your own pet as one that caused something.

No. Don't go there.

I would know if my dog did bite somebody but there's a problem with that... my dog is safe in her cage.

Oh... and my dog doesn't have balls. The dog that apparently bit them was actually a boy dog while my dog is a girl... plus a lot whiter than the dog out there... geez...

Seriously? Does anybody not teach their kids anything anymore?

=_=

This world has gone to crap.

Anyways, that's all for my random rant...

With love,

BDK

Does things really get better?

No.

But we learn to deal with it over time. Though there are some people who can't.

It's alright. We all been there. I just don't know why people have to think that they are the only one with this emotion or that emotion. Or rather... being the only one who had a life struggle... Hello... we all have a life struggle in one way or another. The only difference is it's a different situation.

Bullying, parents, love, hate, the world, drugs, depression, etc. All these things always makes us feel like we are the only one that feels or does this. Well...

Welcome to the world.

Remember it's just a bad day (or more) but it's never suppose to be a bad life.

Come... breath... and live.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

So Today... Nothing to Do.

Actually, I still have to do things in order to be ready for the next phase of the season.

Summer is here and I actually hate it.

So if I could just raise enough money to get away before winter rolls in again, I'll be happy.

Anyways, hope all is well.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Another Anime Annoucement!

We have Free: Eternal Summer on Crunchyroll. I won't post the link because I am not watching it.

However, there are people who are watching it so I'm sure they are excited for this news.

Anyways, I am going to post little but as well keep up with the news of anime...

Simply because I still have to catch up with most of the last season's anime.

So that's all for now.

With love,

BDK

They Are Announcing Anime!!!!!!!!

I'm keeping up as much as possible on anime listings... so you guys keep a watch too and yes, do list the anime too!

First of: Sailor Moon Crystal coming on Crunchyroll, Hulu, Daisuki, etc.. on July 5th at 3AM PST or 6AM EST for me xD

The link to crunchyroll is here: http://www.crunchyroll.com/sailor-moon-crystal

So have at it.

I'll keep an update as the days pass. It won't be long until July and also... SAO! :D Also, want to note that SAO is season 2... not 3. =_= That's why they call SAO 2.

Alright, that's all for now.

With love,

BDK

Really Need To Get Away...

If I don't get away soon, things that will change my life that I do not want.

I'm gonna get away and let my mind be clear.

I mean... seriously... I really don't want that to happen but if it does... I'm not staying... sorry... just... I can't stand that.

Anyways... that's all.

With love,

BDK

Having A Crate...

For a dog is a great idea. Especially if you wanna train them and stuff.

Anyways, I'm getting sleepy though but I don't really want a nap yet...

I might take a nap... dunno yet.

For now, just catching up with anime and my book.

So that's all.

With love,

BDK

Home At Last... Home To Run Away From...

Seriously, no matter how much I am glad to be home, I much rather not be here either.

Now you're wondering why I am feeling this way... Just a sense of unhappiness develops at this place...

And always, I feel like I don't belong here.

So... it's just... I dunno.

Anyways, that's all... will update tomorrow.

With love,

BDK

Just Want Rain...

Last night before I went to bed, it had rained.

Now? It's just hot. And I just want it to rain.

Also, my stomach is hurting so I don't feel good right now.

Might sleep early again. Dunno yet.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Raccoon Frenzy!

Just so many raccoons running around at my grandmas house.

Anyways, yea, I am at my grandmas.

That's all for tonight.

With love,

BDK

Poetry Needs To Come Back...

Really, it does.

Anyways, wrote this just now... so enjoy.
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Trying to fly, only to lose my wings.
So I fall down and never to get up again.
No matter how hate stings,
I just can't figure out where to begin.

The darkness trying to take over me.
Waking up from a lost dream.
Finding the enemy within me.
Only to walk down this water stream.

Leading me away from this world,
I shout that I need you.
But no voice came from that world.
I don't want to lose you.

My heart slowly fading away.
With these demons deep inside.
As memories stay.
I am lost only to hide.

Listen to be aware.
Only to realize that I can't stop love.
It's a warning, they said to beware.
As I watch them go above,

Slowly sinking down below.
Reaching up for your hand.
No matter what, my heart is low...
With no such demand.

Wary of a new dawn coming,
My ghosts still haunts me now.
Oh what should've been my becoming,
Only to take away that vow.

An answer that is left out.
Shouting that I need to be free.
When my hope is in doubt.
Only to realize, I am not me.

Reaching out, holding strong,
When I lost my way there.
Knowing that I've done wrong.
Each waking moment of air...

To drown away the sorrow,
Only to make a prisoner.
To hear of things for morrow.
No matter how much I listen...

It's a lie within another lie.
Screaming out loud finally.
After escaping to a new life.
After living through a harsh trial.

Slowly, I'm losing breath..
Struggling to realize what was real.
Closer to feeling the death,
Only to be forced to heal.

Not realizing who I am.
As I slowly fade into a memory.
As if they give a damn...
And soon hope to be bury...

How I say sorry?
When you've broken me apart?
Floating away with a fairy...
As it takes away my heart.
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And that's all.

With love,

BDK

Into the Dark!

So I've been trying to do things but some reason... I'm always getting interrupted by a person that always seem to think they need help.

I really want to go into the dark and just stay there.

Seriously... I'm losing my mind again.

I should be alright though because I got a plan.

Well, time to go now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Anime/ Manga Lovers...

Recently, Japan had passed a law against child abuse and child porn.

But here's the thing, Japan has a mass production of anime and manga of girls that appear young but they are not.

http://edition.cnn.com/2014/06/18/world/asia/japan-manga-anime-pornography/index.html


But this is happening now. People thinks just because seeing these "young" ladies on manga and anime are children... but they aren't.

So to think, they are spreading more haters around than anything.

Really, I understand thinking that this could protect people... but Japan will find a solution to everything so stop fussing, ok?

We know.

We get it.

And Japan won't just up and take away something like that. But I'm sure though that they will fix it to where you are required an ID to get these.

Also... that just doesn't stop America from having movies, shows, and books based on Child Abuse and Child Porn? Does it? So stop.

Ok?

Just wanted to let you guys know what is happening right now.

Alright, that's all for now.

With love,

BDK

Trying Not Spend Anymore Money...

You know it's hard not to spend anymore money when you're in a home that always has something gone wrong.

Seriously... I should try to sell some of my books when I get time.

Ah, well...

Anyways, I'm gonna go now and try to find something to do.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Annoying Fly!

There is a fly flying around and it's just after one source of the light here...

About to get ready to kill it if it gets close to me.

I hate bugs... did I say that before?

Really... I just hate bugs.

Alright time to go find a game until bed. Might play Grand Fantasia until sleep.

So that's all for now.

With love,

BDK

Oops...

I seem to forgot about making a second post last night before bed. But it's alright since I am catching up with a lot of things.

As you can see, there are most anime ending this season and some are continuing next month.

And new anime coming.

So... I need to narrow my list down a whole lot to watch all these anime...

Anyways, for now, that's all.

With love,

BDK

Passing the Day...

Just wondering what I should do today... and I realize that I still got anime to watch and a book to finish...

So I will get to those now after I post this.

Soon, it'll be the first official day of summer... and it's already summer here.

So... yay!

For now... I'll be finding things to do and earning here and there money... and hopefully earn enough to get out of here.

Well, that's all for now.

With love,

BDK

FIFA Kitties!

So I came home from my grandmas and happen to decided to watch a little bit of FIFA world cup on ABC here...

Then I noticed the kittens started to play... it was just so cute to watch.

Really, do check out this video.

All in the day's work.

Anyways, guess I'll be spending another week doing nothing... but I am in need of catching up with anime...

So I will do that for the next week... yes, reading at the same time.

Some reason, my reading challenge has been a dull one... sorry about that.

Alright, time to go. Enjoy the video. And will post more things tomorrow.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

No Mood To Be Feeling Anything...

Just today has been a boring day... but because of that, I went from being sad, mad, happy, to nothing...

I really don't want to feel any emotions right now... just afraid of what will happen next.

It's just a few days... so hopefully after those days are over... I'll be fine.

Anyways, kind of thirsty... so gonna drink something and then possibly go read for the rest of the night.

Really... didn't expect this book challenge to take the best out of me... I'll choose an easy challenge next month and that... would be poetry challenge... so... looking forward to that.

Also... just wish some scams were real... dang.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

A Day Out...

I'm glad to get out but still... it makes me sad though because even though places like Cumberland Falls makes me happy, I still feel left out some reason.

It's a long story... you know?

Anyways... I want to wish my best friend good luck with his drama later.

So.. yea...

That's all for now.

With love,

BDK

Last Straw!!!!

For weeks now, since these kittens had grown, these annoying kids keeps getting on the porch after my mom told them not to come over and over...

Today... they made it worse by getting one of the kittens and poking it's eye... damn...

Seriously, my mom is pissed and so am I.

Our neighbors do not watch these kids whatsoever. They don't care.

So one of these days... my mom is going to fly off her handle and might turn these kids in the welfare for not being watched and that poor little girl...

That poor little girl doesn't wear clothes half the time, you know? So... in a way, it does worries us.

But seriously... these kids don't listen and they need to!

I believe if I were my mom, the cops should be called on them... no matter what the reason is!

Alright... enough complaining...

But just so you guys know... these kids will do anything so it worries me that they might try to break in and get these kittens which we are going to keep because we lost two cats over the winter.

So... if they become robbers... the cops will have no choice but to take them away.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Headache Always Comes on Days I Don't Want It!

Seriously... my head just hurts on days that I don't really want it to come to me.

Ah, well...

Nothing to do today because of excuses...

Stupid.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Coming Back To Eden Eternal...

It seems so strange to be back to a game that I haven't been on for months...

Ah, well...

Anyways, hope that all is well though.

For now, I will continue to read and plan for next week.

I will give out more details to you guys as it gets closer to the 18th.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

It Appears To Be A Dreadful Day...

I just know that I might have to stay hid for a while today due to feeling bad.

And it's going to storm so... yea...

Going to be a dreadful day.

Alright, hopefully it won't be a bad day.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

A Busy Day...

I ended up having a busy day... and really just wanted to go somewhere else instead.

Ugh...

Anyways, tomorrow will be busy too so I'll be lucky to get by the day...

Alright, guess I am going to end this now and hope that tomorrow will be a good day.

Yes, this will be the only post for today... sorry about that.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Open The Eyes...

Always believe that you can become something that you never thought would happen.

Anyways, I am going to keep reading now... so hope all is well.

This might be the last post of the night...

Also, my dad is off for the week... so yay!

That's all.

with love,

BDK

Second book for challenge...

Eona is the sequel and again, it'll be a slow start to read.

The book Eon is awesome though so I do suggest people to read it too.

Anyways, going to keep this post short for now...

So that's all for now.

With love,

BDK

Windy, Cloudy Day!

So today has been a windy day.

Anyways, I'm keeping this short so that's all for now.

With love,

BDK

Sleepy Me And Free Fishing Weekend...

And other things happen too.

Too many yard sales out there though.

Anyways, going to take a nap.

Also, I would like to suggest people to read July 2014 issue of Reader's Digest.

Alright, that's all.

With love,

BDK

And The Weather Brings Storms Everyday!

They are actually giving storms almost everyday... though they are part time, it's still something to be concern.

Anyways, just so you guys know, things are a bit odd here.

Susie's eye is still hurting but luckily the medicine is working for her... so that's a plus.

Alright, keeping this short so...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Quick Overview of Today...

I am a slow reader now because I am just slowly getting back to reading.

So, the reading challenge is still on, ok?

Susie, my dog, has a serious eye damage caused by some unknown scrape there. She has to have two ointments and pain medication for a whole week until she gets better.

So far, she seems to be getting a little better.

Also, another update... I need to sell some older books sooner or later and need help on finding websites to figure that out...

So if you guys know any, hit me up.

For now...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Wonder What People Are Doing At US 25 Yard Sale...

Anyways, not sure what people are doing at the US 25 Yard Sale from Covington, KY to North Carolina.

I'm not going this time but makes me curious though.

Also, starting today, the CMA Music Fesival is happening in Nashville...

So you know, lots of things are happening this weekend...

Anyways, just hope that things goes well now.

For now... that's all.

With love,

BDK

Upcoming Storms

It seems that today I may only get one post because it's suppose to storm tonight.

Just as there was a hope that the CMT awards come on tonight...

Ah, well... just gives me a chance to finish the first book to the book challenge.

Like I told you guys before, I knew this would happen but at least I am reading.

For now... that's all.

With love,

BDK

And so... My First Horror Game

This game is super creepy.

This is my first time playing horror games to you guys and also... face cam!

That means... I can face cam anything I find online... which I am thinking of doing from now on so you guys can experience the online games that I find.

So with that in mind...

That's all.

And enjoy.

With love,

BDK

A Journey... To The Unknown

So, you guys are wondering why my book challenge is going slow, it's because I keep having glasses malfunction. Maybe after July, it should be alright.

Also, I'm still planning to go somewhere... might end up staying there forever.

Anyways, I am getting mad because there's just nobody calling me for a job interview... nobody. Is it that easy? No.

I much rather just get money and pay for a teacher certificate and just let some country pay me to get away...

Yep.

Just can't stand being like the way I am.

For now, just enjoy the life I have and hopefully keep doing surveys that won't get spend by my mom or dad...

Just stop asking already, family?

That's all for now.

With love,

BDK

Glasses Problem

It seems like my presciption is not what it should be. So, I'm gonna be going to the eye doctor in July and actually get my eyes dilated...

It seems having them dilated helps me figure out what to get.

Anyways, day 2 on reading, I'm still on Eon.

The thing is my eyes were getting blurry each moment I stare at words. So something wasn't right.

It's my prescription that seems a bit odd.

Well, I am going to go now. Hopefully things go well soon!

That's all.

With love,

BDK

First Day of Book Challenge...

Eon is actually a good book to get started with... The bad part, it might take me a while longer to get the book done. But that's part of the challenge.

So, I'll keep reading for you guys!

Anyways, I am home finally. Though, I had a nightmare that kept waking me up for no reason at all.

Hopefully, nothing happens anytime soon.

Still got a trip to plan ahead of time.

That's all for now!

With love,

BDK