Gundam Memories

I love Gundam since I first watched Gundam Wing xD

Anyways, I didn't get to go to the other laundry mat and play pin ball. Sorry, guys.

I just realize that after watching Gundam Build Fighters that I have missed Gundam more than I noticed. Hopefully I will get a chance to rewatch the whole series again.

Alright, this is short again and no vlog tonight. So... that's all.

With love,

BDK

Busy Night?

I am going to be busy later tonight but I'll be sure to charge my phone and take pictures of the pinball machine tonight (hopefully). If I go, I'll let you guys know.

Alright...

I can't tell you guys something on here so I just gonna not going to say it. Sorry.

Seriously...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

My Long Lost Fan on YouTube?

Yep, I am happy to see you back, long lost fan. :D

Anyways, I might not be doing much vlogs but that doesn't mean I'm gonna stop making videos. I will be doing more "take my phone with me and vlog" though.

And... I want to show you guys the pinball machine tomorrow night (if my dad goes to the other place to wash clothes). With all respect... I love pinball and I want to just keep playing until I get past 20 million points again. Muahahaha... I mean... yes, I am an addict to games like that.

Alright, you know what, I will give more videos to my long lost fan of youtube. :) Glad to see you back.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Boredom of Doom

And so, we all get boredom every once a while and it's dooming us all.

Can't wait for spring.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Dancer Soul

Oh, god, I can't wait for summer so I can let my dancer soul free!

I love dancing a lot and really miss it a lot.

Alright, I want to sneak away and dream of dancing for a while.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Completely Random

So, I got a completely random but interesting comment on my Chasing Memories post. Is that a good memory? Hope so because that's an awesome way of saying that.

Alright, so we are all completely random sometimes. I love that way of life although not many people do.

That's just how I roll. I'll be rolling down this hill and hope that all goes well for the rest of this year.

Also, I went to see the ear, nose, and throat doctor today and she told me that my right ear drum has a hole in it. Why am I not surprised? But seriously, how does a hole get in a year after she just said she didn't see anything? Like 6 months ago? Still confusing to me.

Anyways, can't go nowhere until after I get the hearing test in 3 months. So, yay! Well... it's just a precaution towards my hearing because of that hole. You never know the damage until you do the test.

Hopefully all goes well. So, let's keep hoping that all goes well.

Maybe my luck will turn around before I know it.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Anime To Watch

I have a long list but right now, my friend gave me a list from Chuunibyou to Sakura Trick to Wake Up Girls!

So many awesome anime out there. And soon Log Horizon will be ending and I will be giving my full report on that so keep a watch for that guys.

Also, I am watching Korean and Japanese drama so keep a watch for those too.

Alright, time to go now. That's all.

With love,

BDK

Most Strangest Things Online

So I just watched this video about how Persian cats are inbreds... Now I'm like o_O WTF.

Anyways, what are your strangest things online?

I get bored and just find things online and wonder about them.

And so... time to go.

With love,

BDK

Don't Keep Going With Things That Happened Already

Longer title because of what happened last night during the grammys... I have a feeling that it will go on for a while now... so you know...

I would like you kindly remind you guys to not keep going on and on about it. It will get tiring eventually.

So be kind and stop and know when enough is enough.

Thanks.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Congrats Daft Punk!

I'm sure a lot of people will be pissed because of this duo group electronica music won the grammys this night.

I love electronica because of Daft Punk. Their first song was One More Time. And since then, I just love all things electronicia. Even though Daft Punk changed their music a bit, it's still a nice change. Look at Avicii with their uniqueness music with Hey Brother (of course, they are not the real singers!)

They are literally DJs who make music magically... and awesome to dance to.

Daft Punk are actually awesome people from France, from what I know about them. So when they made their first appearance here in US, I just adore them.

I don't care if they dress up like robots... people are creative in their own ways. And Daft Punk are just awesome by their music. So... just a heads up, here's their first single to the USA: One More Time

I will always be their fan and love that type of music. So let's celebrate tonight.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Sleepy Busy Day

Sorry guys, I nearly forgot about you all.

But it's Sunday, so what do you guys expect?

Alright this is a short post so if I don't update before midnight, I am deeply sorry.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

You Can Do It!

I am going to talk about solely about dreams and following your heart in this topic. So you can do it!

Alright, the world has become a world where certain things can actually be hard and easy to get your dreams. But the thing I've been noticing though... is that we are slow about how to accept the changes around us.

We hear people breaking their dreams because of something but here's the thing... if it's writing you love, blog about it. If you love to act, video about it. If you love to play games, show us. It's just something that the world is not really lacking but really gaining more bullies and haters over.

Seriously... don't stop. Don't give up.

So follow your heart and you'll get there.

That's just about sums up my short blog about dreams and following your dreams.

So what about you? What are your dreams?

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Snow Hills

So, just curious why does people always keep trying and failing and not realizing that they are not gonna be able to do something? Well, keep trying.

Alright, we live on hill and snow on this hill makes it harder to drive up. So we're avoiding any accidents waiting to happen.

I don't mind being stuck inside but there are moments I wish that I lived somewhere warmer xD

Alright, that's enough complaining. It's here now and it's too late. So that's all.

With love,

BDK

Chocolate Milk

Some reason I keep craving it but I don't drink it. Strange right?

Anyways, not sure what to say but how about we get an idea out for subscription boxes?

I've seen gamer, nerdy, etc types for those... but I'm curious... can't we have an anime/Japanese theme box? Where we get all things anime and Japanese related? Wouldn't that be cool? There's a few boxes that has lots of Japanese candies and food but not really anything more than that. I want a box that you can have a choice with Japanese anime products only. Then on down the line: Japanese Fashion, Japanese Pop Culture, Japanese Make Up, etc, etc. Hey, wouldn't it be fun to have a box like that?

Too bad though... being a person that can't afford things like that kind of sucks... but I really love all things Asia.

Alright, you know what... just an idea. Maybe somebody will read this and get an idea too.

Well... where's my chocolate milk at?

That's all.

With love,

BDK

What If...

What if I could do some reviews on websites, products, games, anime, movies, TV shows, books, etc? And would you guys read them all? Along with other random blog posts too.

So I've been thinking of doing this and trying out stuff to review for myself and of course for you guys.

My blog isn't quite there yet but I could bring in more readers doing random reviews. As soon as Log Horizon and Chuunibyou 2 are done, I will be doing my review. I will not do reviews on one episode because I want to finish all of them to see how I like it. And then let you guys know. The same goes for Once Upon A Time (and Once Upon A Time in Wonderland) and Hawaii Five-O being reviewed at the end of the season.

I will take random pictures for the products too so that I can review the items to you guys.

Also, I will also keep this a personal blog on top of it all. So you guys will keep up with my journey.

I am aware that there are many things all in one blog but this is the only way I can keep up with things.

However, I will always add the words "Review" somewhere in the title so you guys will know it's a review.

Anyways, for now, you can enjoy the random blogs until you see the word "Review" somewhere.

So... that's all.

With love,

BDK

Curious Minds

I am here laying on my bed, using my phone and my mind wanders away.

Curious mind, you would say.

I just always have to think and think. But my mind doesn't know how to be at peace. Why can't I get away from it all?

I lived in this world in hopes for a change. But a change that I must deal with the hard way. Earning it.

I am tired of hearing people let your dreams down and just think... Hurting and hurting and hurting, only to be making one self close to breaking.

All I want is a world where thinks like those people to not exist. But yet, I just deal with it. Like my heartbreak, my hip pain, my headaches, I just deal with it. I never like to complain anymore  because people always and I do mean always have something to say about it.

I quit trying to say something about my family on here because they always have something to say but my life is a hell on earth type of life.

All I want is to go and live by myself. Is that really too much to ask?

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Beauty Is Worldwide

Beauty is worldwide? What?

Well, I tend to see something and take a picture of it beautifully. I mean, even the ugliest thing can be beautiful if you know what you're doing.

I'm gonna do a trial version of something online. If I like it, I will be doing it. Lucky it takes paypal and lucky it gives me a trial version. I can't tell you what it is but it is a class that let's you travel for free. What?

It's not that bad considering what it is. But... well, I just want to take a 7 day class home only to see what it's all about. So... for now, I'm gonna go now.

That's all.

By the way... if you are a Line app user, have any of you heard from them from a contest? Just curious.

With love,

BDK

When Heat Meets Cold: Sleep

Really, I've been trying to fight sleepiness all day. It's so hard to get rid of it.

But I think I finally got rid of it. Not as much as heat as there was a while ago.

Anyways, guess this blog is going to be short for a while.

Sorry.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Dealing With Headaches

I just don't know why I bother. I really want to do something for myself but the way things keep happening, I doubt I'll get that chance to sneak away for a month or two.

All because when one thing happens another happens. So, I'm dealing with headaches.

Really, I just want to get away from everything.

Now I might have to find another source to write my blog because of my family. Sorry guys.

Well... it might not happen just but it's an idea.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

"The Son of Polar Vortex"

The title says it all. This is what they called this polar vortex that's upon us right now.

Ok... so if this is a son... Does that make the first Polar Vortex a father or mother?

I have no idea... but seriously? Is that the best they could call it? A son?

Well, that's what we get for being lack of names. But oh, well.

Alright, time to go now.

Till next time.

With love,

BDK

Snow Drifts

Basically, where we live almost at the end of the hill, all the snow had become a snow drift on us.

It really does look like we got more snow here. xD

I actually got to take another picture but of Chloe in the snow. She really doesn't like snow and having to keep her on a leash makes her even more hating towards snow. Sorry Chloe.

So we're stuck inside because the temperature is going to go on down to below 10s Fahrenheit. So it's gonna be a cold night for almost all week! Blurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Alright, picture time below.

With love,

BDK

Chasing Memories

We all lost them. Gain them. Earn them. Forget them. Chase them.

Why does people want to chase memories? I have no idea. But it brings in the best of who we are as a whole.

I think it's the right idea to try and chase memories. But understand some memories are worth to forget. So... try it sometimes.

Alright, not much to talk about in the subject but just want to say something.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Challenging Yourself

And you wonder where you stand alone on this world right now?

I'm gonna take a little bit of a challenge by going as far as typing as much as possible in these blogs.

I think it's time to show this side of me that involves pictures, videos, topics, etc. Now what will I be talking about? Well, everything that I could think of.

I am following what my heart is best at. Who knows what will happen this year?

Today is the 20th day of this new year. So far, things take time. I am no rush. I am not anybody who expects things to happen over night. I never like that. Although, I do challenge myself in doing some strange things.

Like... signing up for a random contest. I am usually not like that. But when I see something that's worth a try, I will do it.

Alright, you know what... whatever happens, I'll post it here, alright?

I can wait. I am not in a rush.

But are you? Slow down, ok?

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Dragon Ball... wait what?

Well, I've been waiting for this moment since a month after hearing about Ryan Higa making a new video. I sort of knew what it was about and the results are in.

It's Dragon Ball Z. And it's so funny to watch. Thanks Ryan Higa. Now everybody will watch it too.

And so you all can enjoy now.

Alright time to go now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Appreciation

I would love more positive comments, you know?

So, thanks Daniel Efosa Uyi for that positive comment. For you, I will keep on posting more things like "Let The Snow Fall".

Though those type of posts on my blogs will be rare but there will be moments that I have things on my mind and just want to type it all out. I will keep doing so and hope that my audiences will grow bigger.

Also, I do welcome more comments and ideas.

Anyways, tonight will be two short posts. One being early in the day about Expecting Lies. And this one.

Appreciation is what I believe in and I never take advantage of anybody. If there's a person who thinks so, you should understand who I am more often.

So... thank you again Daniel Efosa Uyi. Keep them coming if you don't mind. And you're welcome to shout out any opinions that you want.

Alright, time to plan early for my bed time and maybe read a book tonight. Doubt I'll finish it but hey... you never know.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Expecting Lies

Always wonder why your parents tell you something but always end up another way? We are expecting to learn that later in life that things don't go well as planned.

For me... it is far worse than that. I live in a world full of lies. So I'm always expecting lies. Don't know why. It just shocks me for any truth out there. Though I really want the truth to be out there.

It's why when I see criticism out there towards me, it hits me harder than anything. I don't like it but I don't like to hear lies either. So don't try to sugar coat anything. If you really have something to say, tell me. Even if I complain about it, tell me anyways.

I'm just that strange about how I take in things. Personally or not, I am still strange about it.

So that's all.

with love,

BDK

Let The Snow Fall

You never understand what the meaning behind life until you wake up to death all around you.

Understanding who I am is part of that life. I am tired of trying to be happy when I know that I am not happy. I am trying to figure out the answer to everything but not everything will have an answer.

Like how does one die suddenly? I don't know. We all don't know. We use the sense of religion to answer those questions.

It's simple as something as snow falling on a cold day. We expect the weather to be fine but suddenly, there's snow on the ground. It's cold to touch but warm to stand out. We lose all sense of humanity during that moment of time.

If we live in a world of virtual realty, we could slowly lose sense of the real world seems like. Again, it's like snow falling. There are some who aren't bother by the cold at all and actually can be able to stand the cold snow.

But, who knows what will happen to us? Do we believe there is a hope beyond life?

My senses say that there is a possibility that we have a world for those who do live beyond life. Science is just here to bring us facts and theories. Theories that could or could not be true. Because we just don't know.

Every waking moment, we breath in and out. And just hope.

We escape to religion for answers to everything. We escape to science for an answer. We all escape to something. But don't we ever stop and think about what if the answer lies beneath us? Our own hearts and souls could be the light of everything around us.

So... let the snow fall.

With love,

BDK

Dreading Another Week of Cold Weather

Sometimes I wonder why I even stand weather anymore? I mean, I can understand if we don't want to live like the book "The Giver" but geez... sometimes I wonder if we could control the weather and just make it warm.

Well, that's just me. xD

Alright, I finished Accel World on Thursday. So here's my quick review of it:

Accel World:

Although the anime came out before Sword Art Online did, the anime itself is based in the same world as Sword Art Online and many years past it. Strange, right? Anyways, that's not the story line.

The story is about a guy who has it tough in school and all he could do is go faster. Faster than anybody in the virtual world. A girl notices him and offers him a world like no other.

And that's just me not spoiling the whole detail. Because the anime is sort of slow but once you get into it, you'll be happy you finished it.

Now hoping there would be a second season, I am left with unfinished questions like who was the red king for real. And who is causing all this problems to that world, etc, etc.

Alright, not much to say now. So I'm gonna go now and try to find something to.

I am going to watch the live stream of Aura Kingdom so I am interesting in finding out what's in store for that game. The story just got interesting and hope they keep going because I really want to know what happens next... or... rather... hope it doesn't end.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Polar Vortex Round Two

It seems next week, the polar vortex is coming back.

This picture on here shows the snow that was here in the morning.

So, try to keep warm and only go out if you need to.

Alright, gonna go now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Snow Showers

At least it's not that cold today but you know, even if it's not that cold. I'm still kind of tired of winter already.

Today, we had some snow showers. If you are all good, I might post a picture of it later through my phone.

Also, there's a moment that makes me wonder what I should do.

Alright, 3 more days, you know? 200+ people will be getting a free plane ticket to the place that want to see their friends, family or loved ones. xD

Well, I'm going to go now... but if you want to see something interesting, look here:

Something is always amazing out there... take it.

With love,

BDK

I am not afraid

I really want change to happen this year. Pretty soon, it will be another month. So...

I'm going to continue writing a story. I can't tell the full details just yet.

I am not afraid. That's just the thing.

I miss a few things in life. So... We'll see what happens next.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Waiting for Spring

I know you guys will tell me that spring is just around the corner but this year, spring might be a little tad late.

Alright, it's getting closer to January 20. And just nervous to find out what happens on or around that day.

I am going to take a short break from Aura Kingdom. Not because it's bored. It's actually quite great but because I'm just having a few jumps with my internet going off.

It's ok when I watch videos but some reason, if I open anything up, it takes longer to load. So yep... not going to do anything major because of the risk of my internet going out.

Well, I'm taking a break now. So... gotta go.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Dreams Can Be Freaky Sometimes...

Before I go off and say anything about dreams, I want to introduce you to a site that let's you explore the internet like you can never know before. Stumble Upon which is a website that let's you explore the internet and choose the interests that you're into.

Now, back to the topic of dreams... what are they? Some say they are your traumas reacting in your memories. Some say it's a fantasy world that you go into. Some even say it's ideas or things you get on your mind.

Who knows?

But what if dreams are like this? http://anasomnia.com/

When you click the lights out, you see things you never expected. Memories, monsters, everything all mixed into one big dream.

At the end, it sort of scared me. You'll see why if you watch it all the way. It's pretty long but it's an interesting journey in a black and white imagination.

Alright, I have dreams that sometimes tell me things that already happened... on the day that I wake up. So, who knows why I have these dreams but... the thing about dreams, we can't really change the fate that our dreams shows us... It's wrong and scary and really unfair.

So... what are your dreams?

That's all.

With love,

BDK

When You Love Dogs...

You realize that you enjoy the world a bit more. I love my two dogs, Susie and Chloe. Though they each have their own attitude. They are my family. If it weren't for them, I don't know what place I'll be on this world.

Though there are times that I just wish to take my dogs with me when I have that chance to travel the world.

Maybe I will.

That's all.

with love,

BDK

Tired of Winter

I am sort of tired of winter... just... all this cold weather is getting to my head.

Maybe, I could grab my sword and train outside and ignore the cold weather... or perhaps... wait for spring to come.

Anyways, there will be more snow coming this week. So I will say "Bring it!"

Alright, I'm going to find something to do... well, it's 11PM right now here... so you know... I'm not sleepy. Just bored.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

"I want to love you again."

I have heard these words before. They do hurt when you realize that you don't know if you could love again.

It hurts more when you know you can't bring love back. I realize that now.

I'm gonna wait and play Aura either late tonight or tomorrow since they are doing maintenance tonight.

Did you know that Aeria Portal was hacked? They need to have a better security service if they don't want to get hacked like that again.

That was why I haven't logged in today because I'm sort of semi scared to go back on a game that could cost you, your character. Yikes...

Alright, you know there are times that I want to stay away from emotions so tonight is that night.

I will try to post another review soon. It'll be an anime review of Accel World... hopefully be finish with it soon.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

What do you do when you have nothing to spare?

Run. And keep running.

Totally random right?

Anyways, I am wondering what people are doing at this time of night? Who knows...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Dumb drivers

I just want to point this out to people who knows how to drive... ok, when you know dang well that your vehicle can't make it up a hill, that you won't? And why keep trying not twice, but 5 to 10 times? Geez... world's dumbest driver.

Even I would know that it wouldn't take that many tries to go up a hill. So... you know... guys... give up after so many tries. Because you might get the law called upon you.

Alright, that's my random rant for Monday.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Sunday Blues

And you wonder why I haven't updated a long blog yet?

You'll find out after three more days.

Just be patient with me right now.

Right now, just having a bit of a Sunday Blues.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

The lost for words

When you want to play something and you just have to stop and cry...

The lost for words is there. You are all alone. You are just... don't know.

Then you realize that you could relive a past, present and even a future just by knowing the unknown.

And... so I realize that I must watch Log Horizon... so that's all.

With love,

BDK

It's Saturday...

And now I got the song stuck in my head.

So, you wonder if you can stand another Saturday again... but the song is ok... just don't understand why it has to be about a day?

Anyways, there will be another polar vortex coming here soon... so dread it and hope that I get good news soon.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Dreaming of Hawaii...

All because I am getting ready to watch Hawaii Five-O.

So... that's the short post of today.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Before bed last night...

I took a Screen Shot from Aura Kingdom of me and my best friend.

And so our adventure continues. Who knows what will happen next?

Alright, I'm heading off now.

So... that's all!

With love,

BDK

Warmth...

So the weather is changing.

And my immune system doesn't like it.

Hopefully I am not getting sick though. Anyways...

That's all for this short blog.

Before I do, I want to remind people to get their flu shots if you have not gotten it. There has been a wide range of swine flu here at USA.

People may think this isn't serious but the flu is not a joke.

There are reports of people dying from the flu, especially children.

So stay safe from this flu season.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Finding bugs in games

I dunno if it's due to lag or what, but there are moments in Aura Kingdom that you see a floating Eidolon or you can't take anything out of your bag (literally can't move an item or such). But then again, Aura is still a new game.

So I'm at level 31 and still going. I would like to do a quick review.

Music? Well, I enjoy some of them very much. Most of them, you can easily compare them to other games but Aura has it's own uniqueness with this music which makes gameplay fun.

Graphics? Beyond beautiful. I just love the style and it makes me believe that I am there.

Story? Of course, a game has to have a story. If you are a first time player, enjoy the story more than the gameplay.

Quest? The best part, this game is not based of over active grind like Eden Eternal is. So you have quests to help you. Even achievements and other things are easy to track. Want to level up? Join a party in some dungeon. That's what this game should be about. But the most fun part so far is the quality of these quests. Ongoing and such.

Overall? I might have left out a few details here and there but you know, this game has been really fun for me. I know my best friend, Rai, is really getting into this game.

So come join us at the Hydra server. I go by Salinita while he goes by DarkSerenity. And of course, have fun with us.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Horoscope of the day

You may have your own ups and downs of late, but today your compassion for someone else's troubles is going to take your mind of any worries you might have yourself. You'll be an angel to someone in emotional distress. Be a good listener.

Alright, I will do that.

Anybody has a good horoscope that you want to share? :)

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Enough is enough

Whatever. I'm just going ignore certain things and just go on with my life.

As for my vlogs, I will do them eventually. But I won't answer anymore strange questions about things.

Personally or not... I don't want to hear any questions that has anything to do with dentistry. Get it?

Alright, time to end this rant for good. So... don't worry. I am just a sad person who does take things personally. So... understand that.

Sorry that I deleted your comment but I feel like I needed to. Don't bother asking why because read below.

Alright... so enough is enough. You made a good point so don't worry.

Before I start cussing everybody out... don't bother to ask anymore questions like that. That's all I'm suggesting. Yes, I'm putting myself out there. But yes, I will mention if it's rude or whatever. Now... thanks for coming up. But I still feel like you need to apologize some reason but you don't have to. Nobody has to apologize to anything anymore.

So... that's all.

As for the other posts.. they have been deleted due to unknown reasons.

Of course, I'm not going to tell you.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

It seems...

That I made a new home with Aura Kingdom but I just took a break after doing the achievements. Did you know that if you do those that you get Loyalty points? Which LP can be turned into items... which is actually quite awesome.

Alright, I'm going to take a break for now.

Still trying to figure out what to say for these posts but you know... I'm getting there, right?

Well, the third day of snow day is warming up (still cold!) but it's gonna be warm this weekend. Strange weather...

Also, just to remind everybody that H1N1 is back and is hanging around. So get your flu shots if you haven't so that you won't spread the flu.

Well... that's all for now.

With love,

BDK

Just a random post

And so you expected it to big a long post?

Nope xD

With love,

BDK

When You're Sleepy...

People tend to drive you nuts more.

End of story.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

It's WHAT degrees?!

Yep, it's gonna be below the 10s today. And close to 1 degrees tonight. That's in Fahrenheit so you can imagine what that temperature is if you did convert it to Celsius. That's cold.

Anyways, before I go off to freeze my butt off, I want to make a few announcements:

Aura Kingdom

This game is coming out today this evening, provided that nothing goes wrong during the process and stuff. I will be making a character there. I am going to make some alts too as soon they make more races. At least I hope they make new races.

If you wish to join me there, go on Hydra. And of course, wait until I am sure they have my character's name. Because well, you never know.

Job?

I've been thinking of this since this is a new year after all. People had told me many times that I am not going to, etc, etc. Well, I think... I'm just slow about it.

As for if I am getting one? That... is only in a process. Right now I want to figure out some things before anything happens.

Moving?!

It could be a possibility that I might be moving by the end of the year. To where you wonder? I can't say for sure because I am still in a progress mode for that.

As for why I might be moving? Well, would you stay after you heard a gun shot and couldn't figure out where it's coming from? Or would you stay after a fifth trailer burnt down? Or rather... would you move only because this hill and this place just hasn't been making you happy.

Traveling?

It's a strong possibility that I might be trying to travel. I made selfish promises to myself to do that but some reason, my emotions get a hold of me and hold me back.

This time, I won't let that happen. I want to travel and do some reviews of places I go to. Of course, you all say: "What about money?" Stop and breath... think. Does it always have to take money? There is a story of a local family who only had 300 bucks in their name and they took a bike ride to Alaska in 6 to 8 months. They told their story.

Anything else?

Not at the moment. But these are just things that are on my mind. I'm not trying to prove that I will do these things. I am just saying that they are on my mind.

If you have anything to say about, would you not make it rude? I mean, really... that's what the Internet is all about anymore. Just rude ass people who thinks they can get away with certain things. Really... you just don't know.

But you know... haters are gonna hate. So... who cares? This is my blog, not yours.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Something that I wrote in the past

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A random thought: Days go by again... in reality...

May 12, 2008 at 12:02am

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Death signifies who we are in remembrance. Maybe not all people wouldn't be remembered because time goes on and on. We are born again, we die again, we live another life. We begin, We End, We are stuck in the middle of an ongoing story that seems to never end unless something causes it to end. It's just something seems to never stop though. Children are born everyday and everyday something happens. Every hour on the hour, something is wrong. Every single second, something just happened. It's just too real to even notice such things. Death is not an answer to ending emotional realities. But yet, it happens. It's truly sad to even see something like this to happen to us all. Close friends disappearing. Closer families disappearing. Soon we would disappear. It's hard to realize that everything just keeps going on. Who will tell our stories later on in the future? Even if there was none, at least our history could stick around if not destroy.

We may never know where to turn once or twice or so on in a lifetime. We may not seek out revenge when it was supposed to be needed. It hurts when we know the impossible may still be the impossible. Our pain devours our souls even though we can never open up our eyes, our hearts and much deeper into our own lives. It's hard to understand what is going on anymore. News might shows us the truth but there are lies too. I once saw a bumper sticker that said this "When Clinton Lied, No one Died." It's a strange thought to bring into this world. There would be danger but there would be risks that we all must face and take. If we must lie, should that always mean that we can never die? It's defying every single rule of religious law.

There are even harsh realities when we once stood on the edge of death. We may have been in car crashes, train wrecks, storms, close to airplane crashes, school shootings or whatever danger scenes and still live to tell the tale. It's not an awful thought to think about what is really going in our own world. We all may have to cry, laugh, smile, enjoy and so on with what we got in our life. So please people if you wish to die, do not die just yet. There are things that are meant to be but your life to end at a young age is just not the answer.

I always taught myself since I was a young child to leave if things are hurting you. I became a loner once in my life but only because there were things going on that were hurting me like nothing other. I've been through many deaths including those who were and weren't close to me. I've been through arguments and days where I couldn't just do anything at all. I've been through so many things that is just hard to believe. I never seen death in action but I have seen the after effects. I knew about death ever since I was 7 years old! This is how I realize that books and writing and singing made me different.

Discovering my talents is not that hard to find. I never in a day in my life had thought about killing myself. Of course, I would say that "I hate my life." but it never in my entire life means that I would hurt myself. I would never dare to listen to people who wanted me to do things that would hurt me. I am glad that I have friends and family that are better than that. Life is just so much better if you are able to enjoy it.

And as I realize that days go by once again... this is the reality of a person who enjoys fantasy much more than anybody. There might be people that might enjoy fantasy much more but at least it is life. Death may be a remembrance to some people. In my death, not now but when the time comes later on, I want to have a family, a life, a book, a movie, a couple of dogs, and see everything in my life become a beautiful life. It might be a lie, but at least I am able to be awake and enjoy it. And how do you enjoy a lie? It's a lie that can never be a lie. Till then, I shall enjoy for what I want to be right now. So should everybody else. Until another random thought by me, Brandy D.K."


And so... it's something that keeps coming to my mind every day... and I wrote this in 2008. Strange how the mind works after so many years later.

Anyways... that's all.

With love,

BDK

Windy

It's very windy right now. And it's gonna get colder. I am already tired of winter, you know?

It's not the snow. It's the freezing cold ass temperatures out there. I can stand 30s and sometimes 20s but 10s and below 10s are just outrageous. I don't know the Celsius for those temperatures but just imagine that you can easily fall over and freeze to death if you aren't covered up right.

Oh, I found out. Let me just copy and paste this right after I type this sentence.

Or... here's a Screen Shot:

So, temperature is very cold.

Anyways, I'm gonna try to keep warm because it's gonna be below 0 at some point these three cold nights. Dread it...

So... guys in North America, keep warm and cover up! And be careful if you go out!

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Accepting Q/A

I'm gonna do a Q/A soon so you guys are welcome to post any questions on ask.fm but be sure to use the code Q/A that way I know what to post onto my blog.

Please refrain from any trolling, any rude questions, etc.

Just ask questions about this blog and even make suggestions to this blog.

I will answer them as much as I can. But although there is no exact date for when I will post the Q/A and there might not be any only if there has been no questions.

Just a side warning, I would like you to not talk about how I look like. Thank you.

For now, just keep the Q/A clean.

That's all for now.

With love,

BDK

Sad For No Reason

I just feel sad right now. But for no reason.

Oh, well. Maybe something good will come to me soon.

One can only hope.

Right?

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Follow Your Arrow

When you're in a bad mood, just think about this video.

Yes, it's country but seriously... people are just sometimes thinking of other things instead.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Something from ask.fm made me want to post this

If this was your first time seeing my vlog, I think you should know that I don't care about what I look like.

Teeth included.

But due to complications of my ear and teeth hurting at the same time, I will be going to the dentist soon. Have to go to the ear doctor first to make sure I have no ear problems.

It sucks to have a small jaw and small ear canal. But there is no reason for you to use my ask.fm to ask if I have dental coverage.

Yes, I answered. Yes, I am honest.

But I would ask very kindly that to avoid asking things like that.

I am the type that does not care if I had a tooth that sticks out. I am however not happy with you asking me such a question.

No, you're not mean. But R.U..D.E. And disrespectful. So... If you do take noticed now, why didn't you say anything in the first place?

Or rather.. Why bother watching it in the first place? You ever think about that?

That's all for my rant.

With love,

BDK

First Vlog for 2014

And will there many more? Who knows? All I can say, I want to change my blog for a new year.

I am not sure how many posts to make sure yet because of the minimum will be 2. Max... unlimited.

As for what to put here? Well, I'm still working on that.

Today will be a short post but with a video.

Don't ask what that is in the background. xD

Alright, for now... I take my leave but hopefully post more through out each day. As long it's 2 or more.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Gamer Inspiration

I guess I could say that I am slowly disappearing from the game Eden Eternal. Not sure why.

Well one thing, I don't mind grinding over and over to level up, just I get bored of seeing the same monsters over and over. xD

Although I finally made it level 67, I just kind of gotten out of it. Maybe people would stick to playing Eden Eternal, not sure. But I am not sure exactly where my path will lead when the OBT comes out for Aura Kingdom.

Anyways, not gonna say much about Aura Kingdom yet because I'm waiting for the full version to come out and so I can play it more. Maybe join a fun guild. But who knows what will happen though.

Alright enough of that, just making me wonder what to do next.

I go through spells where I switch games and even books and take breaks on things. I am not a normal person xD

Alright, I miss my gamer inspiration but I will get back to that eventually. For now, I am thinking of writing again.

So where to start? Well... I want to try to finish one single story.

So.... that's all for now.

With love,

BDK

Daily Dose of Weirdness?

I decided to go online and search for steampunk.

I came up with a video on youtube called Airlords of Airia. Makes me think of Guns of Icarus which is an online type fighting airship game. Where there is a gunner, an engineer and a pilot. xD

Anyways, for those that don't know what steam punk is? Think of clockwork outfits.

This above is an example of what a steam punk outfit is.

It's really classic meets future. I like that because it makes thinks so interesting.

Although the question that does remain... does steam punk consider to be fantasy or science fiction? I want to say a little of both.

But as for the video that I did found, it was a bit weird. I've seen badly dubbed movies before and this does count as one since the original language is German. I want to see the original and see what it's all about because the video is so interesting. I won't link the badly dubbed version because well, it's just weird.

Anyways, that's my daily dose of weirdness. As I wait for my friend to wake up later...

And wait for the snow to be over.

Which by the way... is COLD!

With love,

BDK

Snow And Cold

It's snowing outside now. And I just woke up later than usual.

Mind over matter... right.

Anyways, trying to keep my deal with doing blog posts twice a day might get harder on days like this.

But it can't be helped.

Alright, what is next on my list?

Accel World and other anime needs to be finished. I am slow at things so it will take me a while.

Plus, I have a mom that always interrupts me in the process.

Alright, you know... that's all for now.

With love,

BDK

Two Reviews~ And My First Day of 2014.

Since I finished these yesterday, I thought I'll do a quick blog about what they are and what I thought of them.

Sword Art Online Extra Edition: I watched the stream version and it was entirely free. If you all wish to watch it, click here. But be sure that you give it time to buffer. My friend had trouble so he ended up doing it another way. Warning: There might be a slip of some spoilers so please don't read this if you haven't watched the anime.

Anyways, I like how it starts out with them being irl (in real life if you're new to techy language). Then Kirito aka Kirigaya (his irl name) goes to this guy. So one by one of the characters from SAO and ALO (I don't really have to go into detail with those because really... SAO is the title of the anime. ALO is another game) start talking about the past. Kirito only talked about the events that happened in the game. If you watched the first season of Sword Art Online, you would know what he means.

Also, the whole entire episode was basically a big recap. The end before the credits, they all went to play ALO. They wanted to take Yui into an ocean dungeon (Awesome!) and they ended up getting into a huge surprise fight. All in all, the scene of this episode made this extra edition awesome. It was funny, cunning and many things.

Although it's been over a year since I watched the last episode of SAO, the voices seemed a bit different but that's just me. The art is luckily still the same.

After credits? Well... I'll leave that for the curious minds of you guys. Because seriously, if you get a chance to watch this whole episode, never ship credits on them. You never know what you see. And the end of this credits... made me so excited for 2014.

Delirium: This book by Lauren Oliver made me very curious. Just by reading the title and reading the description made wonder what it would be like to be in a world without love. This book made me curious.

It starts out with a girl named Lena who was looking forward to do a procedure that would make her not love. Or rather feel it. Until she meets a boy named Alex who made her world upside down. She lived in lies and realize that everything they told her were a lie. Forgotten.

So she does the unexpected. She loved.

I really tried to keep on reading the book but I don't always read every single day like I used to. So the book took me longer to finish.

That doesn't mean I enjoyed it. I really love the book. The ending of it made me want to read the sequels.

So... I will one day.

My first day of 2014: Pretty much talking with my friend Rai online and played random games and watched random videos. We had fun always. But then I suddenly realized it was late for him so I reminded him xD So he's gone to sleep. Not sure when he'll be awake so I will be going to bed later while he be sleeping. It'll be alright. Just hope he can sleep xD Another story. Another time.

My mom got hungry so we ended up getting pizza. My dogs always bark. And that's the end of my first day of 2014. Well... I still got a while after this blog. So if anything interesting happens, I'll be sure to post it.

So guys... that's all for now. If I got another thing to post, I'll post it. So, keep a watch of it.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

What's New and Upcoming?

So, what will be new? Well, one thing is the number days are gone. They will be coming back next year... maybe.

Another thing, I will trying to post more than 2 posts a day. With 2 being the lowest and 5 being the most.

As my theme would be based on this being a personal and random blog, I will be posting whenever I get bored and at least before midnight of that day.

Of course, I won't give no promises because I can be forgetful on days that are too rough to stand.

As for what will happen for this year: That, my dear readers, is the point of not knowing.

Ok, my writing technique is weird but I don't really want to change that.

Because I want to be unique. If you don't like it, then why are you reading this?

Also, please do use the ask feature that I added to this blog. You may not see the answer here at my blog but I will mention it a couple of times though.

Not all my blogs will be long. And not all will be short either.

The point of being random is entirely what comes to my mind.

Also... there will be a few names that you should already know based on my past blogs.

1. Me: My name is Brandy and I am BDK and I write this blog. I also go by Salinita, Alasta, and Ankisal. Those three names are my own. So if you steal them now, don't. Also, those three names also have nicknames. Salinita = Santa or Sali. Alasta = Ala, Alast, Alaska xD, Ankisal = Anki.

2. Rai: He's my best friend irl. We always talk every single day. Of course, I made him a co-blogger but he won't post anything. He's just here to watch for anything bad happening here. Especially on days that I don't have net. Again, he won't post anything on here. But he'll remind me if I need a post or anything such.

3. My dogs: Susie and Chloe always have to be in my blog somehow. Good and bad times. xD

4. My family: Yep... you know, you will see them from time to time. Good and bad times too.

5. Other: I will always keep certain names off so this blog is for their safety. So...

That's all for now. Of course, I won't mention the names of my own family to you guys. You won't know my address here.

And so... 2014 will be all about change. And of course, I will gain more supporters and go for my dream. I will be planning changes too.

Haters just gonna hate.

Also, I will continue my YouTube videos on Friday. So... look for a new video every once a while. I will be posting more videos of cats and dogs here. I want to make one of them my new trending video of 2014. xD You never know!

That's all.

With love,

BDK

HAPPY NEW YEAR'S!!!!!!!

And of course, as promised, I put out a blog past midnight.

You're Welcome!

Nah, I just kid xD

So... tomorrow after I sleep tonight, I will post a few blog posts. Yes, they will be different ones.

But they will be announcing what will be changing here in this blog.

As well what's new!

So... hopefully I won't forget about that.

Alright, you guys be safe! And if you're just waking up... you sure had fun. xD

Also...

Happy New Year!

With love,

BDK