I am getting sleepy... ah, well... it happens, especially since I have been either going to bed early or getting up early.
I think tomorrow is another break day... so I will do some things before updating my blog tomorrow xD
Right now, I am just watching some videos on YouTube...
I didn't get any surveys done because it started storming at an odd time... good job, storm.
Anyway, I think they are giving storms a break sometime this weekend? I'm not a weather person so don't quote me on that xD
I guess I am glad that I can finally update twice daily today and hopefully for a while now.
There's no promises on things so yea.
Since I am taking a break, I am going to open up some free sites pages and try to get some samples and more.
It's not hard to do and stuff.
Just be sure that you find the sites that are legal and doesn't try to make you answer questions upon questions... yea... those are not real, folks.
Alright, gonna go and maybe sleep early tonight.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Thursday, May 31, 2018
Here's To Hoping To Have A Good Day
I am just waiting for some more rain to come in later in the day. xD
Another day of surveys though. I am going to be working on my other blog with the show I just watched last night so yay.
Anyway, I am going to get to being busy...
Day 3 of meditation btw... was a huge fail. I stopped right at the 3 minute mark... tried to kept going but just stopped at 1 minute. Good job me. Hey, at least, I am trying my best at this!
I think doing 30 day challenges might be harder than you think but I wanted to do them just so that I can figure out what might be good for me later on. I know meditation might be good but it's harder to stay at it for 5 minutes.
Ah, well... just gotta keep trying, right?
I still got a long ways to go with this challenge...
Alright, I shall get busy with surveys today and hopefully be able to update again later tonight... if it's not storming or anything.
Weather later has been really hard to deal with but it's good to have rain... so all the pretty flowers come out by the end of summer.
Here's to hoping that I have a good day today.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Another day of surveys though. I am going to be working on my other blog with the show I just watched last night so yay.
Anyway, I am going to get to being busy...
Day 3 of meditation btw... was a huge fail. I stopped right at the 3 minute mark... tried to kept going but just stopped at 1 minute. Good job me. Hey, at least, I am trying my best at this!
I think doing 30 day challenges might be harder than you think but I wanted to do them just so that I can figure out what might be good for me later on. I know meditation might be good but it's harder to stay at it for 5 minutes.
Ah, well... just gotta keep trying, right?
I still got a long ways to go with this challenge...
Alright, I shall get busy with surveys today and hopefully be able to update again later tonight... if it's not storming or anything.
Weather later has been really hard to deal with but it's good to have rain... so all the pretty flowers come out by the end of summer.
Here's to hoping that I have a good day today.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Wednesday, May 30, 2018
I Love Rainy Days And Hope I Will Do My Best
I just gotta tell you that... I really love rainy days xD
Anyway, I was so sleepy last night that I just went to bed. Not before letting my bestie that I was gonna be busy the next night which is tonight.
I am going to be doing surveys once again... I realize that the only way I can do them without any problems is... open them up before I check my email. And I did that. Not started yet because wanted to update this.
However, I might not post tonight because I want to get off the computer before 10.
Ah, well...
Day 2 of meditation was last night... and again I didn't go the full 5 minutes. This is gonna be harder than I thought. But I'm not gonna give up that easy.
Plus, I was really sleepy so that might be a whole reason why this happened.
Alright, I shall get started with surveys and possibly other things.
Hoping that I can survive the day today without passing out asleep xD
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Anyway, I was so sleepy last night that I just went to bed. Not before letting my bestie that I was gonna be busy the next night which is tonight.
I am going to be doing surveys once again... I realize that the only way I can do them without any problems is... open them up before I check my email. And I did that. Not started yet because wanted to update this.
However, I might not post tonight because I want to get off the computer before 10.
Ah, well...
Day 2 of meditation was last night... and again I didn't go the full 5 minutes. This is gonna be harder than I thought. But I'm not gonna give up that easy.
Plus, I was really sleepy so that might be a whole reason why this happened.
Alright, I shall get started with surveys and possibly other things.
Hoping that I can survive the day today without passing out asleep xD
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Tuesday, May 29, 2018
Super Sleepy So A Mess With Words Maybe
I almost thought that I wouldn't make it for the second post of tonight but since I'm not stressed but rather... sleepy.
I am going to be watching a show tomorrow evening called Reverie and rather not be super tired for it... so not gonna sleep until 11 PM EST tonight.
Ah, well... if I sleep, I sleep, I guess.
I am going to day 2 of meditation early tonight just in case I do happen to pass out early in the night.
I also went to the library and joined the summer reading thing... I skipped so many years with it and well... figure it's time to try again and see where it takes me. I gotta try to get some books done and go back and forth to get the paper fixed...
Wishing myself the best of luck... reading is powerful for me right now.
Anyway, I will continue to let you all know my progress until Day 30... so wish myself luck on this meditation... Yay for me.
I am super sleepy now so things are getting messed up now.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I am going to be watching a show tomorrow evening called Reverie and rather not be super tired for it... so not gonna sleep until 11 PM EST tonight.
Ah, well... if I sleep, I sleep, I guess.
I am going to day 2 of meditation early tonight just in case I do happen to pass out early in the night.
I also went to the library and joined the summer reading thing... I skipped so many years with it and well... figure it's time to try again and see where it takes me. I gotta try to get some books done and go back and forth to get the paper fixed...
Wishing myself the best of luck... reading is powerful for me right now.
Anyway, I will continue to let you all know my progress until Day 30... so wish myself luck on this meditation... Yay for me.
I am super sleepy now so things are getting messed up now.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Starting A 30 Day Challenge... With Day 1 Over.
I'm starting a 30 day challenge... and this month's 30 day challenge is starting early with meditation for 5 to 10 minutes a day...
Day 1 was actually last night and I can tell you one thing... time passes by fast when you are meditating... it doesn't mean to but it's a good feeling.
I hope that I can get up to 5 minutes since I barely made it there last night. And gradually, get up to 10 minutes towards the end of the 30 days. So wish myself good luck.
Anyway, today, there will be no surveys but more fixing up the pages for more free items. More will be told later.
Today, I have other things to do but those are mostly personal to me.
Right... I just have lots to do so... wish me luck.
And trying hard not to make this a short post but it's proven to be hard so half a page is good enough for me.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Day 1 was actually last night and I can tell you one thing... time passes by fast when you are meditating... it doesn't mean to but it's a good feeling.
I hope that I can get up to 5 minutes since I barely made it there last night. And gradually, get up to 10 minutes towards the end of the 30 days. So wish myself good luck.
Anyway, today, there will be no surveys but more fixing up the pages for more free items. More will be told later.
Today, I have other things to do but those are mostly personal to me.
Right... I just have lots to do so... wish me luck.
And trying hard not to make this a short post but it's proven to be hard so half a page is good enough for me.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Monday, May 28, 2018
In Honor Of Memorial Day, A One Post To All Day.
Since today is Memorial Day, I am just going to post this one for today. I think because it's a holiday and plus, my dad is home, it would be best if I do that.
I am going to try to cram as much as possible in one post.
Anyway, let's talk about the weekend...
Saturday, we went to the grocery in the morning. Then we went to put flowers on the graves on my dad's side... we did this after we had lunch.
Sunday, we went to my mom's side family cometary and we just came straight home. Not sure why my dad didn't bother going by to see if my aunt was home but ah, well... that's my dad for ya.
He is off today but I only found out that he has a vacation on the week of June 18th... so that's gonna be fun... and possibly less blogging during that week. I'll still try to update as much as I could.
Right now, I am taking a break from surveys but should be going full time as soon as tomorrow or Wednesday... so just have to wait and see what happens next.
Well, I may not be updating another post again today but hoping that today and tomorrow will be good for me. Until tomorrow... thanks for reading this bit.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I am going to try to cram as much as possible in one post.
Anyway, let's talk about the weekend...
Saturday, we went to the grocery in the morning. Then we went to put flowers on the graves on my dad's side... we did this after we had lunch.
Sunday, we went to my mom's side family cometary and we just came straight home. Not sure why my dad didn't bother going by to see if my aunt was home but ah, well... that's my dad for ya.
He is off today but I only found out that he has a vacation on the week of June 18th... so that's gonna be fun... and possibly less blogging during that week. I'll still try to update as much as I could.
Right now, I am taking a break from surveys but should be going full time as soon as tomorrow or Wednesday... so just have to wait and see what happens next.
Well, I may not be updating another post again today but hoping that today and tomorrow will be good for me. Until tomorrow... thanks for reading this bit.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Friday, May 25, 2018
Memorial Weekend Starts Now
I am super tired and just want to wait until tomorrow to do anything else...
Would that be a good idea? Well, yes... because I am still a bit stressed from today and well... I don't want to say what else. If you read my private timeline on Line... you would know xD
Anyway, I am going to get my teeth brush... been brushing more than once a day... yes... I used to brush once a day... but then I realize that it's not healthy... so I started brushing my teeth twice a day. That's the recommended thing to do... so I'm gonna keep at it. As long as I avoid soda xD
I might watch more videos on YouTube and hope that things will be good for me.
Tomorrow is going to be Memorial Weekend... mostly, traffic upon traffic. I hope that within all the bad weather coming, I would get a chance to put flowers on graves.
Monday is a holiday so I am still debating on whether or not if I should update a blog on that day.
In fact, it's actually a first official holiday that I might not update at all... we just have to see what happens.
Alright, my weekend plan mostly has going to graveyards and adding flowers... it is going to be harder because it has been almost a year since my grandma passed away... so yea... there might be tears from my mom... so gotta be ready for that.
I will see you after the weekend, folks and hope that this weekend will not be horrible.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Would that be a good idea? Well, yes... because I am still a bit stressed from today and well... I don't want to say what else. If you read my private timeline on Line... you would know xD
Anyway, I am going to get my teeth brush... been brushing more than once a day... yes... I used to brush once a day... but then I realize that it's not healthy... so I started brushing my teeth twice a day. That's the recommended thing to do... so I'm gonna keep at it. As long as I avoid soda xD
I might watch more videos on YouTube and hope that things will be good for me.
Tomorrow is going to be Memorial Weekend... mostly, traffic upon traffic. I hope that within all the bad weather coming, I would get a chance to put flowers on graves.
Monday is a holiday so I am still debating on whether or not if I should update a blog on that day.
In fact, it's actually a first official holiday that I might not update at all... we just have to see what happens.
Alright, my weekend plan mostly has going to graveyards and adding flowers... it is going to be harder because it has been almost a year since my grandma passed away... so yea... there might be tears from my mom... so gotta be ready for that.
I will see you after the weekend, folks and hope that this weekend will not be horrible.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I Just Want To Feel Better
I was busy fixing the games on my list so that I can get ready to play with some of them soon...
Anyway, I think everything will be okay... just hope that I will be feeling better by the end of the day.
It appears that EU has passed a GDPR so before you read my blog, please read the thing Goggle provides... only if you are from Europe countries.
Today, I am feeling paranoid again so I just really wish this feeling would just stop coming back.
I think I will be alright but not sure for how long.
I hope that I find a show to watch on TV or else... I'm stuck with this computer for most of the days :'v
Ah, well... just have to figure out something else to do instead.
I know there's gonna be a lot of bad weather coming in for the weekend so I will be updating my second blog tonight and it might be early too because the storms might come later.
Not sure what else to put for this... so I will take it easy and hope my mental, emotional and physical state will be better by the evening or at least, tomorrow.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Anyway, I think everything will be okay... just hope that I will be feeling better by the end of the day.
It appears that EU has passed a GDPR so before you read my blog, please read the thing Goggle provides... only if you are from Europe countries.
Today, I am feeling paranoid again so I just really wish this feeling would just stop coming back.
I think I will be alright but not sure for how long.
I hope that I find a show to watch on TV or else... I'm stuck with this computer for most of the days :'v
Ah, well... just have to figure out something else to do instead.
I know there's gonna be a lot of bad weather coming in for the weekend so I will be updating my second blog tonight and it might be early too because the storms might come later.
Not sure what else to put for this... so I will take it easy and hope my mental, emotional and physical state will be better by the evening or at least, tomorrow.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Thursday, May 24, 2018
Another Day Has Gone... Another Day To Deal With.
I am starting to feel a little better but my blah is still here for another day. Yay.
I am glad that I am able to update again for today. I just wish that I felt more better than a little better xD
Anyway, like I mentioned before, I did not do any surveys. Hopefully, I will be feeling better completely and soon too.
I am not sure what I am going to do tomorrow but I hope that I can get something done... at least, something since I have not feeling too great lately xD
I don't want to talk about anything else that's personal right now. Because mentally... it's just not fun to deal with.
Alright, another day has gone... another day to deal with... hopefully, it won't be too bad tomorrow.
For now, I will get some more videos watched on YouTube then I'll go to bed...
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I am glad that I am able to update again for today. I just wish that I felt more better than a little better xD
Anyway, like I mentioned before, I did not do any surveys. Hopefully, I will be feeling better completely and soon too.
I am not sure what I am going to do tomorrow but I hope that I can get something done... at least, something since I have not feeling too great lately xD
I don't want to talk about anything else that's personal right now. Because mentally... it's just not fun to deal with.
Alright, another day has gone... another day to deal with... hopefully, it won't be too bad tomorrow.
For now, I will get some more videos watched on YouTube then I'll go to bed...
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Breaking the Habit of Surveys Until Next Week
I think taking a break from doing surveys might be a good thing since I gotten the headache from doing a few of them from yesterday... ah, well.
Today, I am not entirely sure what I'm doing. I was going to take a break from doing my blog but realize that I wasn't feeling that bad for them xD
Surveys is just sitting there, answering questions of mass quality and eventually, it does get boring... dang.
Anyways, since I am taking a break today, I am going to watch a new show.... since Netflix is taking it off next month. There's a lot of movies and shows that Netflix is taking off next month... so yea...
I hope that I am able to do a second blog later today... things are just not good for me right now... mostly because of my period.
I will get on with the day. Also, if anything else happens, it can be at a bad timing... just seriously, don't start anything until a few days later xD
Hopefully, by Saturday, I will be feeling good... I will let you all know tomorrow when I talk about what I think might happen over the weekend.
Right, I shall get on with the day... and hope that I won't be feeling like crap all day long.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Today, I am not entirely sure what I'm doing. I was going to take a break from doing my blog but realize that I wasn't feeling that bad for them xD
Surveys is just sitting there, answering questions of mass quality and eventually, it does get boring... dang.
Anyways, since I am taking a break today, I am going to watch a new show.... since Netflix is taking it off next month. There's a lot of movies and shows that Netflix is taking off next month... so yea...
I hope that I am able to do a second blog later today... things are just not good for me right now... mostly because of my period.
I will get on with the day. Also, if anything else happens, it can be at a bad timing... just seriously, don't start anything until a few days later xD
Hopefully, by Saturday, I will be feeling good... I will let you all know tomorrow when I talk about what I think might happen over the weekend.
Right, I shall get on with the day... and hope that I won't be feeling like crap all day long.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Wednesday, May 23, 2018
Taking a Break From Some Things Tomorrow
Okay, maybe until my period is over, I won't be doing anything but try my best to update my blog.
I did do 5 surveys but after that I was just hurting all over and my head hurts like crazy.... so I just stop doing the surveys altogether.
I am taking a break from surveys tomorrow and depending on how I feel, my blog might go on.
Just really wish that I felt better a bit more.
Anyway, I think I will be heading to bed early tonight because I did not sleep any at all last night and that sucks...
I didn't get any reading done today but since I am taking a break from everything tomorrow, I might do some reading instead.
Right now, I am just debating on what I should do...
Ah, well...
Just hope that I feel like updating my blog tomorrow.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I did do 5 surveys but after that I was just hurting all over and my head hurts like crazy.... so I just stop doing the surveys altogether.
I am taking a break from surveys tomorrow and depending on how I feel, my blog might go on.
Just really wish that I felt better a bit more.
Anyway, I think I will be heading to bed early tonight because I did not sleep any at all last night and that sucks...
I didn't get any reading done today but since I am taking a break from everything tomorrow, I might do some reading instead.
Right now, I am just debating on what I should do...
Ah, well...
Just hope that I feel like updating my blog tomorrow.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Feeling Like Crap Because of The Timing...
Just getting ready to do some surveys but I wonder if I get to do them... due to my stomach hurting a lot and my blah. If you're a long time reader, you would know what blah is by now.
Anyway, I just hate that time of the month because it can go two ways... 1. I could be feeling the best I could feel and 2. I could feel like crap and it takes me a while to get over it.
So either way... today, I just feel like crap.
I hope that I can get through today without no problem. I still got lots of things to catch but I just have to take my time in doing so.
My paranoia feeling is almost over as long as nothing else happens again. It sucks feeling like crap and be paranoid about things at the same time. Ah, well... at least, the feeling is going away now.
Just not sure about some people... hope things will be alright for them.
I didn't sleep good either last night because all I dreamed about is clothes... why....? xD
Alright, just wanna make sure that I get this up... however, if I don't feel like updating again, I won't... but just keep a watch on my twitter just in case... if you want.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Anyway, I just hate that time of the month because it can go two ways... 1. I could be feeling the best I could feel and 2. I could feel like crap and it takes me a while to get over it.
So either way... today, I just feel like crap.
I hope that I can get through today without no problem. I still got lots of things to catch but I just have to take my time in doing so.
My paranoia feeling is almost over as long as nothing else happens again. It sucks feeling like crap and be paranoid about things at the same time. Ah, well... at least, the feeling is going away now.
Just not sure about some people... hope things will be alright for them.
I didn't sleep good either last night because all I dreamed about is clothes... why....? xD
Alright, just wanna make sure that I get this up... however, if I don't feel like updating again, I won't... but just keep a watch on my twitter just in case... if you want.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Tuesday, May 22, 2018
Behind On Things But I'll Catch Up With Them Eventually.
I always get behind on some videos on YouTube that I really enjoy watching a lot. Ah, well... I just have to do what I can do for now.
Today has been a rainy day... and apparently, primarily election day here in Kentucky. So yea... so far it's just been an interesting day so far.
Anyway, I hope that tomorrow, I will be feeling better because today, I have been feeling sick to my stomach almost all day long. Ah, well.
Tomorrow will be another day of surveys and I hope this time, I am willing to do them without no problems. I tend to get panicking if things are wrong. It really sucks a lot when this happens.
Sadly, I am a bit in the paranoia stage about something but I just hope this goes away by tomorrow.
This paranoia might be the reason behind my stomach but I doubt it since it's close to that time of the month.
Dang, I was just getting used to not having blah for a bit. But I know... it has to start at some point. So I'm just waiting for that to start and just be over with.
I am really a woman with a man's mind some reason. I like things that are not too girly. I do like Disney movies but not just princess movies... I like anything Disney comes out with xD
Ah, well... I am who I am.
People should learn to find themselves before committing with a bigger thing in life.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Today has been a rainy day... and apparently, primarily election day here in Kentucky. So yea... so far it's just been an interesting day so far.
Anyway, I hope that tomorrow, I will be feeling better because today, I have been feeling sick to my stomach almost all day long. Ah, well.
Tomorrow will be another day of surveys and I hope this time, I am willing to do them without no problems. I tend to get panicking if things are wrong. It really sucks a lot when this happens.
Sadly, I am a bit in the paranoia stage about something but I just hope this goes away by tomorrow.
This paranoia might be the reason behind my stomach but I doubt it since it's close to that time of the month.
Dang, I was just getting used to not having blah for a bit. But I know... it has to start at some point. So I'm just waiting for that to start and just be over with.
I am really a woman with a man's mind some reason. I like things that are not too girly. I do like Disney movies but not just princess movies... I like anything Disney comes out with xD
Ah, well... I am who I am.
People should learn to find themselves before committing with a bigger thing in life.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Doing Something To Earn Something Else xD
In silence, we don't talk about our problems. But some problems do get out of head. So be aware of things around you.
Today, I am going to be a bit delayed but I think I will be alright. Not sure what else to put here because I got to answer questions on free sites in order to get some free stuff. So yay for free stuff, I guess xD
Anyway, I hope that everything will soon be quiet enough to not make me worry or anything.
I just wish some people are a bit mature about how they take things. Seriously, tho... it's not good for a person who is already dealing with a lot of things.
That's enough talk, alright... just need to get things out of my mind. Also... I am going to take this time in doing some things for my other blog... like start using Neflix Roulette and more.
I hope whenever my dad is off, I will be refreshed with my mind and body... I might still be on social media just a bit more quieter xD
I still haven't decide what I'm gonna do... I just wish my dad would go somewhere and let me have a bit of fun. It sucks that I have to stay home all the time, you know...
Alright, I will get busy with things and hope the rest of the day will be good.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Today, I am going to be a bit delayed but I think I will be alright. Not sure what else to put here because I got to answer questions on free sites in order to get some free stuff. So yay for free stuff, I guess xD
Anyway, I hope that everything will soon be quiet enough to not make me worry or anything.
I just wish some people are a bit mature about how they take things. Seriously, tho... it's not good for a person who is already dealing with a lot of things.
That's enough talk, alright... just need to get things out of my mind. Also... I am going to take this time in doing some things for my other blog... like start using Neflix Roulette and more.
I hope whenever my dad is off, I will be refreshed with my mind and body... I might still be on social media just a bit more quieter xD
I still haven't decide what I'm gonna do... I just wish my dad would go somewhere and let me have a bit of fun. It sucks that I have to stay home all the time, you know...
Alright, I will get busy with things and hope the rest of the day will be good.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Monday, May 21, 2018
Not Sure What Today Was Like
Today... was not a good day for me. I rather not talk about it because seriously... this is just taking things too far.
Nobody shouldn't have to deal with things.
There will be a time when enough is enough.
Anyway, I think I will be alright. I've done a lot of crying secretly... because doing it around my mom is not a good thing to do right now.
I know it seems like I am pushing her away but I really really want her to get help.
I really wished things didn't happen like they do but it's life and it suppose to suck sometimes.
Alright, I didn't really feel like talking about this now so let's move on.
Didn't do many surveys because you know why.
I think I will be okay as long as anything else doesn't happen again.
I would like to make an announcement though... on the day that my dad takes his vacation and until the day he goes back to work, I am going to be off all social media (except Line and YouTube) but that will mean no blogging for that whole week. I know it will be tough but I think I need to do it.
My mentality is just not strong right now. And I need to be strong.
Well, I will get back to YouTube xD Told you... I am excluding YouTube. xD
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Nobody shouldn't have to deal with things.
There will be a time when enough is enough.
Anyway, I think I will be alright. I've done a lot of crying secretly... because doing it around my mom is not a good thing to do right now.
I know it seems like I am pushing her away but I really really want her to get help.
I really wished things didn't happen like they do but it's life and it suppose to suck sometimes.
Alright, I didn't really feel like talking about this now so let's move on.
Didn't do many surveys because you know why.
I think I will be okay as long as anything else doesn't happen again.
I would like to make an announcement though... on the day that my dad takes his vacation and until the day he goes back to work, I am going to be off all social media (except Line and YouTube) but that will mean no blogging for that whole week. I know it will be tough but I think I need to do it.
My mentality is just not strong right now. And I need to be strong.
Well, I will get back to YouTube xD Told you... I am excluding YouTube. xD
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Before I Start The Day...
Before I get busy with surveys today, I just wanted to update about what happened over the weekend...
Let's start with Friday, after the show... It was a beautiful ending. I've done my review on my other blog... and well, I nearly cried at the end of that show called Once Upon a Time. I hope that it would forever be remembered as a good show.
Saturday, we got up to go to the grocery store. We ended up with more but I think it will all be good. It's a hard luck world out there so we gotta do our best. Then we ended up going to Wal-Mart so I could pick up a container for my sweatshirts and hoodies. I got a beauty blender but it might be too small... so I will hold off on putting on makeup at random times so that I could get a bigger beauty blender :v
Once we got home, I got to work... you have no idea how hard it is to fold hoodies... so I've done my best. I was able to put the sweatshirts on top that don't have hoods without a problem. So that job is done. I called it phase one because I still have more long sleeves to put up.
Sunday, we went to see my aunt for a bit but didn't really stay long. Not gonna talk about anything else there xD We went to a local store to buy some memorial flowers for the graves next week. Because we do this every year. I might not be able to do this forever because at some point in my life, I want to move away. It might not be now but you never know.
Anyway, that's how my weekend has been... hopefully, today, I will be able to get some things done. I've starting to realize that in order to do surveys, I gotta open them up first instead of opening up the contents of my email first. Because, that can waste my time on it's own xD So I've decided to just open the surveys up and then check my email... then start on the surveys. While the pages of the email content will be up for me to look at after I get done with the surveys... so... yay for me.
Don't worry, I am still looking for a job... it's just harder to find any online anymore. Too many people grabbing them. Or rather, they are grabbed too fast.
Ah, well... Just gotta keep going with things and try my best.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Let's start with Friday, after the show... It was a beautiful ending. I've done my review on my other blog... and well, I nearly cried at the end of that show called Once Upon a Time. I hope that it would forever be remembered as a good show.
Saturday, we got up to go to the grocery store. We ended up with more but I think it will all be good. It's a hard luck world out there so we gotta do our best. Then we ended up going to Wal-Mart so I could pick up a container for my sweatshirts and hoodies. I got a beauty blender but it might be too small... so I will hold off on putting on makeup at random times so that I could get a bigger beauty blender :v
Once we got home, I got to work... you have no idea how hard it is to fold hoodies... so I've done my best. I was able to put the sweatshirts on top that don't have hoods without a problem. So that job is done. I called it phase one because I still have more long sleeves to put up.
Sunday, we went to see my aunt for a bit but didn't really stay long. Not gonna talk about anything else there xD We went to a local store to buy some memorial flowers for the graves next week. Because we do this every year. I might not be able to do this forever because at some point in my life, I want to move away. It might not be now but you never know.
Anyway, that's how my weekend has been... hopefully, today, I will be able to get some things done. I've starting to realize that in order to do surveys, I gotta open them up first instead of opening up the contents of my email first. Because, that can waste my time on it's own xD So I've decided to just open the surveys up and then check my email... then start on the surveys. While the pages of the email content will be up for me to look at after I get done with the surveys... so... yay for me.
Don't worry, I am still looking for a job... it's just harder to find any online anymore. Too many people grabbing them. Or rather, they are grabbed too fast.
Ah, well... Just gotta keep going with things and try my best.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Friday, May 18, 2018
Wishing The Rain To Go Away
I am just saying this because it appeared to be raining just now. And I hope it goes away pretty soon.
The show Once Upon a Time is finally coming to an end tonight. I'm sad and excited at the same time.
I hope that there will be a good show to come on later on down the line. Something that I know that I would enjoy a whole lot.
Anyway, I have to be careful since I am super sleepy tonight... so I gotta make sure that I won't fall asleep on the finale of my favorite show.
So... rain rain go away, please come back another time.
I just hope that I won't be too tired in the end.
Alright, I shall get ready evening though there's still time for me to do everything else xD
Hope the rain will stay calm until the show is over.
For now... just so sad that it's going away for good... But wait... there's always Netflix.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
The show Once Upon a Time is finally coming to an end tonight. I'm sad and excited at the same time.
I hope that there will be a good show to come on later on down the line. Something that I know that I would enjoy a whole lot.
Anyway, I have to be careful since I am super sleepy tonight... so I gotta make sure that I won't fall asleep on the finale of my favorite show.
So... rain rain go away, please come back another time.
I just hope that I won't be too tired in the end.
Alright, I shall get ready evening though there's still time for me to do everything else xD
Hope the rain will stay calm until the show is over.
For now... just so sad that it's going away for good... But wait... there's always Netflix.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Getting To Work On Things
It's just another Friday. But I got work to do on my other blog. One of them is a review of Backstreet Boys' new song xD
And the other will be later tonight, but it's about my review of the whole entire show of Once Upon a Time.
Anyway, gotta get some other stuff done before I do the review of the song xD
Today is going to be a dreadful day because it's the end of my favorite show... so sad about it.
Ah, well. I just hope that next year or so forth... they bring in more better shows. The makers of Lost fail at The Crossing... it got bored too quickly. They need more Lost and Once Upon a Time like shows. Bring in more fantasy inspire and you might make it.
Alright, I shall get to doing what I was going to do.
Today is going to be an interesting day... especially, with all the rain coming in later.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
And the other will be later tonight, but it's about my review of the whole entire show of Once Upon a Time.
Anyway, gotta get some other stuff done before I do the review of the song xD
Today is going to be a dreadful day because it's the end of my favorite show... so sad about it.
Ah, well. I just hope that next year or so forth... they bring in more better shows. The makers of Lost fail at The Crossing... it got bored too quickly. They need more Lost and Once Upon a Time like shows. Bring in more fantasy inspire and you might make it.
Alright, I shall get to doing what I was going to do.
Today is going to be an interesting day... especially, with all the rain coming in later.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Thursday, May 17, 2018
Jamming Out To Some Music
Listening to the new Backstreet Boys single is beyond nostalgic and it's so weird... but I really like it. I wonder if I should do a review on this song on my other blog? I make you all a deal... if it's on spotify tomorrow under the new releases, which I'm sure it will, I will post it on my other blog. So yay!
I did the surveys!!! And took a break from it at 6PM EST. Some of the surveys won't be qualified so doing them will be a breeze... since I will only do 5 at a time. I tried doing 10 at a time but that doesn't work out like it should.
I got stuff come in the mail. So I hope that once I get one more thing or two... I will be able to play around with my Make-Up collection. I don't have a lot and I have been getting mostly colors that I know I will enjoy.
Alright, I will get back to completing some videos on YouTube... and hopefully by tomorrow evening, I will be able to have time to get on my other blog to do a huge review on Once Upon a Time. So... do wish me luck on that.
Anyway, I hope that later tonight, I will be able to sleep good... last night was good... an odd night xD
Ah, well. I will be alright.
So... two reviews coming up on my other blog tomorrow, I hope. Keep an eye out on that. I might be able to share one of them on here but no promises. Since I do kind of want to collide the two blogs together.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I did the surveys!!! And took a break from it at 6PM EST. Some of the surveys won't be qualified so doing them will be a breeze... since I will only do 5 at a time. I tried doing 10 at a time but that doesn't work out like it should.
I got stuff come in the mail. So I hope that once I get one more thing or two... I will be able to play around with my Make-Up collection. I don't have a lot and I have been getting mostly colors that I know I will enjoy.
Alright, I will get back to completing some videos on YouTube... and hopefully by tomorrow evening, I will be able to have time to get on my other blog to do a huge review on Once Upon a Time. So... do wish me luck on that.
Anyway, I hope that later tonight, I will be able to sleep good... last night was good... an odd night xD
Ah, well. I will be alright.
So... two reviews coming up on my other blog tomorrow, I hope. Keep an eye out on that. I might be able to share one of them on here but no promises. Since I do kind of want to collide the two blogs together.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Hoping Today Will Be Good... And More Surveys
I guess if you are following my instagram that I gotten a unicorn makeup palette xD
I am going to get in the mood of makeup again once I get one more thing... or two xD Who knows.
Today is another day of surveys and hope that I will be able to do it longer than last night. I had to stop because I've gotten a movie in from Netflix.
Ah, well... hope that will be alright for me today.
Like yesterday, I will open up the surveys first and then check my email... and hope things will go by good.
I am a bit tired because I didn't get too much sleep last night. It sucks a lot.
Anyway, I am going to get this up and running... hope things will be good for me and everybody else.
I think things are just a bit weird. We gotta be strong and gotta be awesome xD
I might add that I did talk to my bestie last night but I was so sleepy that I had to go to bed on him xD He needed to enjoy his break so I will let him do so.
Right now, things should be better... and I hope today will be the same.
I am slowly repeating stuff so I must go now.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I am going to get in the mood of makeup again once I get one more thing... or two xD Who knows.
Today is another day of surveys and hope that I will be able to do it longer than last night. I had to stop because I've gotten a movie in from Netflix.
Ah, well... hope that will be alright for me today.
Like yesterday, I will open up the surveys first and then check my email... and hope things will go by good.
I am a bit tired because I didn't get too much sleep last night. It sucks a lot.
Anyway, I am going to get this up and running... hope things will be good for me and everybody else.
I think things are just a bit weird. We gotta be strong and gotta be awesome xD
I might add that I did talk to my bestie last night but I was so sleepy that I had to go to bed on him xD He needed to enjoy his break so I will let him do so.
Right now, things should be better... and I hope today will be the same.
I am slowly repeating stuff so I must go now.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Wednesday, May 16, 2018
Suddenly Feel Tired
I am not sure why Wednesdays are kind of boring. Ah, well.
But I did get some surveys done today. No pay from them though.
Not so easy to do because there's always a chance that you will not qualified. Ah, well.
After for so long, I found another place to get journals. But I won't do that until I have a bit more money.
Anyway, I hope tonight will be good for me.
I am tired some reason and have no idea why.
I just don't have anything to say because some reason, not only am I tired but starting to feel bad... ah, well.
Today just gets to me sometimes...
Hope tomorrow will be better for me.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
But I did get some surveys done today. No pay from them though.
Not so easy to do because there's always a chance that you will not qualified. Ah, well.
After for so long, I found another place to get journals. But I won't do that until I have a bit more money.
Anyway, I hope tonight will be good for me.
I am tired some reason and have no idea why.
I just don't have anything to say because some reason, not only am I tired but starting to feel bad... ah, well.
Today just gets to me sometimes...
Hope tomorrow will be better for me.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Things Are Crazy Lately
I just know what to post on my other blog. Because it's getting to be an annoying meme. :'v
Anyway, I am not sure what I am thinking about today because today has been really slow... just too slow.
Ah, well... I got the surveys opened up first but I won't get them started until I clear out my email. While I was sitting here, I got to thinking about my blog... so yea...
Things are just a bit... crazy in the world right now. I don't really want to talk about it too much but sending huge prayers for Indonesia. They are having a lot of things going on and they really need all the prayers and help at the moment.
I hope that the day goes by quietly but there's no promises and stuff...
I will be working on my other blog and the surveys today... so you might actually see posts on there today. Yay!
Alright, I will get on with the day... despite having a dog in my lap :v
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Anyway, I am not sure what I am thinking about today because today has been really slow... just too slow.
Ah, well... I got the surveys opened up first but I won't get them started until I clear out my email. While I was sitting here, I got to thinking about my blog... so yea...
Things are just a bit... crazy in the world right now. I don't really want to talk about it too much but sending huge prayers for Indonesia. They are having a lot of things going on and they really need all the prayers and help at the moment.
I hope that the day goes by quietly but there's no promises and stuff...
I will be working on my other blog and the surveys today... so you might actually see posts on there today. Yay!
Alright, I will get on with the day... despite having a dog in my lap :v
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Tuesday, May 15, 2018
Finding Ideas Might Not Be That Hard To Do
I'm starting to get the idea of what I might do on my other blog... Most of it has to do with Stumbleupon and Netflix Roulette and if there's more on there... there's those.
As for the title... still working on it... but we shall see. I think I will start with the first title talking about each site and explain what they do.
Anyway, I am not sure what else to think about... and I wonder if YouTube has a random thing like Netflix does... I never looked so maybe I should.
I do know Crunchyroll has a random thing so I could use that for that for the blog too.
And I just done my research as I write this blog... There is a YouTube random one... so this should be interesting to do xD
Then, maybe in the future, I'll do random books since there are sites for that too. I'm not sure what all randomizer programs there are because they are actually interesting to get ahold of.
Alright, I am going to get some videos done on YouTube and hit the hay... really sleepy tonight so yea.
Hope things will be alright for me.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
As for the title... still working on it... but we shall see. I think I will start with the first title talking about each site and explain what they do.
Anyway, I am not sure what else to think about... and I wonder if YouTube has a random thing like Netflix does... I never looked so maybe I should.
I do know Crunchyroll has a random thing so I could use that for that for the blog too.
And I just done my research as I write this blog... There is a YouTube random one... so this should be interesting to do xD
Then, maybe in the future, I'll do random books since there are sites for that too. I'm not sure what all randomizer programs there are because they are actually interesting to get ahold of.
Alright, I am going to get some videos done on YouTube and hit the hay... really sleepy tonight so yea.
Hope things will be alright for me.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Planning Ahead Might Be Better For Things
I know that I haven't come up with anything on my other blog just yet but it takes time to plan things, okay? I gotta list things to add on there since there are some shows that I do want to rewatch and add on there.
I think today, it has been... not really slow but... fast time? Can't really explain it but it feels like just doing something else can pass the time too fast. Ah, well.
I figured out a way to do my surveys instead of wasting time...
I'll open up the surveys first and then check my email and then do the surveys after that... so that I don't have to look at the pages that I clicked out of my email first xD
Anyway, I am going to get to fixing and updating the free sites today... and hopefully get them done in time before I do take a nap. But in case, I don't, I still got time to do them as long as O take a break by 6:30PM EST xD
Alright, do wish me luck for the next few days and so forth... I will eventually plan out what to do on my other blog. I need a journal or notebook just for planning. I do have one but I need to get ahold of it... (Books are stacked on top of it xD)
Ah, well... just have to wait and see what happens next.
I just hope things will go well for me.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I think today, it has been... not really slow but... fast time? Can't really explain it but it feels like just doing something else can pass the time too fast. Ah, well.
I figured out a way to do my surveys instead of wasting time...
I'll open up the surveys first and then check my email and then do the surveys after that... so that I don't have to look at the pages that I clicked out of my email first xD
Anyway, I am going to get to fixing and updating the free sites today... and hopefully get them done in time before I do take a nap. But in case, I don't, I still got time to do them as long as O take a break by 6:30PM EST xD
Alright, do wish me luck for the next few days and so forth... I will eventually plan out what to do on my other blog. I need a journal or notebook just for planning. I do have one but I need to get ahold of it... (Books are stacked on top of it xD)
Ah, well... just have to wait and see what happens next.
I just hope things will go well for me.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Monday, May 14, 2018
Trying Hard Not To Deal With Mondays Badly
It's pretty much like any other Monday. Nothing to do. But I did do some more surveys even though, I was really behind on my email things.
Ah, well.
I think I will try to better my timing a bit more... so that I can do surveys more.
You'll be amazed at how many sites that has surveys on them. Most of them, I found through magazines so I trust them. Well, I did get paid by them 100% so yes, the trustworthiness is there.
I hope that tomorrow, I can get better at some things... Well, I do have to catch up with all those free samples I have been getting. I might do a special post about them someday... right now, just wanna get this blog updated and go.
I have been trying hard to get my mind into work mode so that I can complete more surveys than ever. Also, some reason... there's a site that I am getting rewarded but the account still says $0. Ah, well... I might skip that site if this continues.
Anyway, I got my books and a sticker book in today... more to come tomorrow, I hope.
Just hope things will be alright for a bit.
Right now? I will be watching Sharla... she is a YouTuber that did lived in Japan but just recently moved to South Korea and her videos are so much fun to watch.
Alright, time to go... hope tomorrow will be good for me.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Ah, well.
I think I will try to better my timing a bit more... so that I can do surveys more.
You'll be amazed at how many sites that has surveys on them. Most of them, I found through magazines so I trust them. Well, I did get paid by them 100% so yes, the trustworthiness is there.
I hope that tomorrow, I can get better at some things... Well, I do have to catch up with all those free samples I have been getting. I might do a special post about them someday... right now, just wanna get this blog updated and go.
I have been trying hard to get my mind into work mode so that I can complete more surveys than ever. Also, some reason... there's a site that I am getting rewarded but the account still says $0. Ah, well... I might skip that site if this continues.
Anyway, I got my books and a sticker book in today... more to come tomorrow, I hope.
Just hope things will be alright for a bit.
Right now? I will be watching Sharla... she is a YouTuber that did lived in Japan but just recently moved to South Korea and her videos are so much fun to watch.
Alright, time to go... hope tomorrow will be good for me.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I Guess The Weekend Was Okay?
I think some advertisement of shows can be confusing... ABC needs to fix this.
Anyway, I am alright. The weekend was okay but didn't really do anything at all.
Dad did what he said he was going to do on Saturday. Work. He did more than that so I didn't get to go anywhere on Saturday. I think it's because we had to take the dogs to get their toe nails cut.
Ah, well...
At least on Sunday, we got to see my aunt. I really love going to see her because she's the only aunt that I have right now. I know that one day, I would have to go to her in case something happens.
Right now, let's just hope all things will be good.
I am a bit sleepy but that's because Chloe, my dog, decided to wake me up early. Joy. xD
While I don't mind waking up early, it does make me want to sleep early. Ah, well.
Alright, I'm gonna try to do some surveys today and hope that today will be good for me.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Anyway, I am alright. The weekend was okay but didn't really do anything at all.
Dad did what he said he was going to do on Saturday. Work. He did more than that so I didn't get to go anywhere on Saturday. I think it's because we had to take the dogs to get their toe nails cut.
Ah, well...
At least on Sunday, we got to see my aunt. I really love going to see her because she's the only aunt that I have right now. I know that one day, I would have to go to her in case something happens.
Right now, let's just hope all things will be good.
I am a bit sleepy but that's because Chloe, my dog, decided to wake me up early. Joy. xD
While I don't mind waking up early, it does make me want to sleep early. Ah, well.
Alright, I'm gonna try to do some surveys today and hope that today will be good for me.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Friday, May 11, 2018
Saying Goodbye To My Favorite Show... Well... Not Yet.
Tonight, I'll be saying goodbye to a beloved show that I really enjoy for the past 7 years. I think this will be my first review and more on my new blog. I might not write it until tomorrow or so forth.
The weekend is gonna be a busy one... There's a festival of some sorts tomorrow. But my dad said he might be working. So just hope that he does it quickly.
Right now, I just hope the weekend will be alright.
I don't think I have any serious plans for the weekend but I just hope that it doesn't get too boring.
As I sit here to type this out, I can't help but think about the show that I've watched almost full time for the past 7 years. In fact, I don't think I really missed an episode. I am just glad it's on Netflix for me to rewatch if I have to.
Anyway, I am going to get off the computer in hopes to not cry.
Who knows what will be expected.
I will not be able to let you all know here. But I will be able to try to write it on "A Faerie Pop" so stay tune for that.
I just have to think about what to do for the weekend.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
PS: I was fooled. The last episode is next week. I will do a review next week. Sorry.
The weekend is gonna be a busy one... There's a festival of some sorts tomorrow. But my dad said he might be working. So just hope that he does it quickly.
Right now, I just hope the weekend will be alright.
I don't think I have any serious plans for the weekend but I just hope that it doesn't get too boring.
As I sit here to type this out, I can't help but think about the show that I've watched almost full time for the past 7 years. In fact, I don't think I really missed an episode. I am just glad it's on Netflix for me to rewatch if I have to.
Anyway, I am going to get off the computer in hopes to not cry.
Who knows what will be expected.
I will not be able to let you all know here. But I will be able to try to write it on "A Faerie Pop" so stay tune for that.
I just have to think about what to do for the weekend.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
PS: I was fooled. The last episode is next week. I will do a review next week. Sorry.
Trying Something Different Is Gonna Be Hard But Worth It?
Starting soon, I am going to update my new blog that is all about all things pop culture, internet and more. Just stuff that I really like.
I might even do a huge review on there for Once Upon a Time. So this should be something interesting to try. Also, I am going to do challenges on there since they are is trending sometimes on there xD
Now, I will share all the posts done there on here so this blog and that blog are both gonna be interactive with one and another. It's not gonna be a daily thing with that blog since I don't want to be stressed about doing it.
My first review is coming soon on that blog. Then I'm gonna do a series called Random Netflix and I am using a site that will help me pick out the different shows and movies Netflix has got to offer. Yes, I am going to do a review on that too xD
Not all the stuff on there is going to be all about reviews. It's gonna be some things that will be all talking about what's new, what's hot, what's not and so much more.
While this blog is gonna be all personal, I will always mention what I'm watching and more. I'm thinking about adding random quotes at the beginning of these blogs that inspire me.
I just want to try something different.
Anyway, today, I am going to catch up on those sites where I usually get free stuff... so I can start adding them to this blog... so wish me luck, I guess.
Also, don't get discourage with surveys... you will get paid off on trying something hard.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I might even do a huge review on there for Once Upon a Time. So this should be something interesting to try. Also, I am going to do challenges on there since they are is trending sometimes on there xD
Now, I will share all the posts done there on here so this blog and that blog are both gonna be interactive with one and another. It's not gonna be a daily thing with that blog since I don't want to be stressed about doing it.
My first review is coming soon on that blog. Then I'm gonna do a series called Random Netflix and I am using a site that will help me pick out the different shows and movies Netflix has got to offer. Yes, I am going to do a review on that too xD
Not all the stuff on there is going to be all about reviews. It's gonna be some things that will be all talking about what's new, what's hot, what's not and so much more.
While this blog is gonna be all personal, I will always mention what I'm watching and more. I'm thinking about adding random quotes at the beginning of these blogs that inspire me.
I just want to try something different.
Anyway, today, I am going to catch up on those sites where I usually get free stuff... so I can start adding them to this blog... so wish me luck, I guess.
Also, don't get discourage with surveys... you will get paid off on trying something hard.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Thursday, May 10, 2018
My Other Blog Is Up But Not Yet Started
I got the blog up and running but it might take days, weeks or months before I get started with it. Since I want to wait until I see something that is interesting to add on the blog.
You can go read the first post here: afaeriepop.blogspot.com
I will not be adding anything else to my social media because this blog is gonna be part of A Faerie Journey series. Yes, I said series.
I decided to delete A Faerie View and A Faerie Dream because they seemed like something that I won't ever get back into.
As I would kindly say... A Faerie Journey is mostly about my journey in life itself. Whether it's good or bad... I will add to the fact that I will be adding personal reviews on here... the reviews are mostly stuff about everyday products and more. Things that might be part of my journey. I will still mention about anime and more... especially, what I'm doing and stuff.
I just hope that one day... I would add some pictures on here. Right now, I just have to leave it as is.
Hopefully... my journey will be good for now.
I finally did surveys though. I just wish... they weren't so time consuming.
Tomorrow, I got to get on those free sites and get some of them caught up. Lately, I have been getting free stuff... makes me want to add them here on this blog because they do have a lot to do with life and personal... so we shall see.
For now, I just wanna get some rest... and hope that I can sleep better tonight!
That's all.
With love,
BDK
You can go read the first post here: afaeriepop.blogspot.com
I will not be adding anything else to my social media because this blog is gonna be part of A Faerie Journey series. Yes, I said series.
I decided to delete A Faerie View and A Faerie Dream because they seemed like something that I won't ever get back into.
As I would kindly say... A Faerie Journey is mostly about my journey in life itself. Whether it's good or bad... I will add to the fact that I will be adding personal reviews on here... the reviews are mostly stuff about everyday products and more. Things that might be part of my journey. I will still mention about anime and more... especially, what I'm doing and stuff.
I just hope that one day... I would add some pictures on here. Right now, I just have to leave it as is.
Hopefully... my journey will be good for now.
I finally did surveys though. I just wish... they weren't so time consuming.
Tomorrow, I got to get on those free sites and get some of them caught up. Lately, I have been getting free stuff... makes me want to add them here on this blog because they do have a lot to do with life and personal... so we shall see.
For now, I just wanna get some rest... and hope that I can sleep better tonight!
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Think It's Time To Find Who I Am
It's not that hard to forget that you're not sleeping good... but then you feel it as the day goes by. So that part does kind of suck a lot.
Ah, well... I gotta try not to get distracted today and do those surveys today. I wished that I could had a part time job at home but if I can save up some money and keep doing what I am doing... then maybe that's the possibility of things.
I wish that I could get paid doing these blogs but I think I will do something different soon with my blogs... I want to open up a new blog instead of doing all the things here... since this blog now has been turned into my personal blog... so yea...
It will be a slow timing and I believe that I can do it... I think it would be based on pop culture and things on the internet. This will include Netflix, YouTube, Anime, Movies, TV Shows, K-Drama, Music, and much much more. It will be all about those things instead of what I would normally put here. I will mention what I am doing here.
But my personal blog will stay the same nonetheless just my reviews will be moved to that blog. As for the title? Of course, it will be something Faerie xD I will figure it out eventually.
If I start writing, it will be added into a different blog too... but I will talk about it here. The same goes for the idea for the other blog... I will still talk about it here but I won't go into detail here. So there's that.
I have been thinking a lot about things and I think it's time to try something new. Just with something that I already do everyday xD
Who knows where this will take me... and this blog will not be an everyday thing but it will detail on things that I learn about and what I think about it and more.
I will let you all know when I do get started with it...
So wish me luck on that.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Ah, well... I gotta try not to get distracted today and do those surveys today. I wished that I could had a part time job at home but if I can save up some money and keep doing what I am doing... then maybe that's the possibility of things.
I wish that I could get paid doing these blogs but I think I will do something different soon with my blogs... I want to open up a new blog instead of doing all the things here... since this blog now has been turned into my personal blog... so yea...
It will be a slow timing and I believe that I can do it... I think it would be based on pop culture and things on the internet. This will include Netflix, YouTube, Anime, Movies, TV Shows, K-Drama, Music, and much much more. It will be all about those things instead of what I would normally put here. I will mention what I am doing here.
But my personal blog will stay the same nonetheless just my reviews will be moved to that blog. As for the title? Of course, it will be something Faerie xD I will figure it out eventually.
If I start writing, it will be added into a different blog too... but I will talk about it here. The same goes for the idea for the other blog... I will still talk about it here but I won't go into detail here. So there's that.
I have been thinking a lot about things and I think it's time to try something new. Just with something that I already do everyday xD
Who knows where this will take me... and this blog will not be an everyday thing but it will detail on things that I learn about and what I think about it and more.
I will let you all know when I do get started with it...
So wish me luck on that.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Wednesday, May 9, 2018
Distractions Everywhere
I got distracted a lot... but I hope that I learn my lesson.
I am going to try to start doing surveys daily and have it up after I check my email. Basically... try to do as much as I can.
Surveys are not always fun but I decided to do at least 5 surveys on each page in hopes to get something done.
Things are gonna be a bit complicated for a bit.
I think I just need to stop being distracted and start being productive.
I am still going to try to write that story idea soon. I just need a break from everything else because of lack of sleep.
Don't get to this point. You'll loose inspiration big time.
Anyway, I am going to get off soon... so until then, I shall watch some videos.
Hoping that tomorrow will be better than today though.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I am going to try to start doing surveys daily and have it up after I check my email. Basically... try to do as much as I can.
Surveys are not always fun but I decided to do at least 5 surveys on each page in hopes to get something done.
Things are gonna be a bit complicated for a bit.
I think I just need to stop being distracted and start being productive.
I am still going to try to write that story idea soon. I just need a break from everything else because of lack of sleep.
Don't get to this point. You'll loose inspiration big time.
Anyway, I am going to get off soon... so until then, I shall watch some videos.
Hoping that tomorrow will be better than today though.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Hump Day Means Week Almost Over
I think it's just another day... Happy Hump Day. Can't really believe that it's Wednesday today and the week is almost over.
Things are just a bit weird but I hope things will be alright.
Not sure what to say... oh, wait...
I slept a bit better after I realize that my pillow may be the one that's causing me to lose sleep. After I traded pillows, I felt a whole lot better... well, not really. Now that I am able to sleep better, my back is not. I need new pillows but don't know what to get since I can't stand firm at all.
Ah, well.
I am going to try to add surveys into my daily life as well as other things... so do wish me luck for doing them at some point today.
I think when I take my nap later, I should be feeling a bit better.
Also... a cat meowing is getting a bit annoying right now... too many ing... but can't help it.
Right now, I am just reading my email and trying to figure what surveys need to be done...
So... that's all.
With love,
BDK
Things are just a bit weird but I hope things will be alright.
Not sure what to say... oh, wait...
I slept a bit better after I realize that my pillow may be the one that's causing me to lose sleep. After I traded pillows, I felt a whole lot better... well, not really. Now that I am able to sleep better, my back is not. I need new pillows but don't know what to get since I can't stand firm at all.
Ah, well.
I am going to try to add surveys into my daily life as well as other things... so do wish me luck for doing them at some point today.
I think when I take my nap later, I should be feeling a bit better.
Also... a cat meowing is getting a bit annoying right now... too many ing... but can't help it.
Right now, I am just reading my email and trying to figure what surveys need to be done...
So... that's all.
With love,
BDK
Tuesday, May 8, 2018
Struggling With Time Itself
I still lack the skills of getting my time in the day right. But I did order some books and a whole booklet of stickers from Lisa Frank... Lisa Frank was my obsession when I was younger and I am so happy when they brought out more Lisa Frank items... especially for adults. So that's a plus.
I still gotta fill out some important paperwork but should be able to do all that tomorrow just before the mail runs xD
I am not sure what I am going to do tomorrow but I do know I will try to motivate myself to do surveys.
I have to make sure everything will be done at a good timing... timing in the day is hard to so I just have to figure it out eventually.
Right now, I am going to get some videos done and then go on to my room to hopefully read...
First... need to change pillows. I bought firm pillows and pretty much just regret it all. I have not been sleeping very well at all... so it does kind of suck when you are super sleepy and stuff.
Hope that things will be alright for me tonight and tomorrow.
I might also do some chatting tonight too...
But who knows.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I still gotta fill out some important paperwork but should be able to do all that tomorrow just before the mail runs xD
I am not sure what I am going to do tomorrow but I do know I will try to motivate myself to do surveys.
I have to make sure everything will be done at a good timing... timing in the day is hard to so I just have to figure it out eventually.
Right now, I am going to get some videos done and then go on to my room to hopefully read...
First... need to change pillows. I bought firm pillows and pretty much just regret it all. I have not been sleeping very well at all... so it does kind of suck when you are super sleepy and stuff.
Hope that things will be alright for me tonight and tomorrow.
I might also do some chatting tonight too...
But who knows.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Complicated Day... But Gotta Get Busy.
I think things are just a bit complicated. Today, I am slow at things because I needed to do something before coming online.
I hope that I can do so much activity before the evening comes...
I am already ready for a nap... so yea.
I hope that things will be alright for me.
But... after my nap, I gotta get busy with things. Such as check what books I have so I won't order the same exact books... I did this before it and it confused the heck out of me. No more of that. So gotta get that done before the evening is out.
Then I gotta fill out some important paperwork to be sent out by tomorrow.
So everything is just a busy day for me.
There's one piece of advice that I want to give somebody... be careful what you wish for. Things can get complicated...
Anyway, I will get my email pages done and over now then get on with the books soon after I take a nap.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I hope that I can do so much activity before the evening comes...
I am already ready for a nap... so yea.
I hope that things will be alright for me.
But... after my nap, I gotta get busy with things. Such as check what books I have so I won't order the same exact books... I did this before it and it confused the heck out of me. No more of that. So gotta get that done before the evening is out.
Then I gotta fill out some important paperwork to be sent out by tomorrow.
So everything is just a busy day for me.
There's one piece of advice that I want to give somebody... be careful what you wish for. Things can get complicated...
Anyway, I will get my email pages done and over now then get on with the books soon after I take a nap.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Monday, May 7, 2018
It's Hard To Deal With Mental Health Issues.
Today... it has been sort of odd... I just don't know how to explain it all.
My mom has been very very unwell with her anxiety and more. She's gonna start going to comp care to see somebody to talk about personal things pretty soon. She really does need all the help she can. She's been dealing with a lot of stress, anxiety attacks, panic attacks, and much more. I do hope that she will get better but it takes time and it takes a lot of help.
Anyway, I am really really tired right now. I got lots to do in the morning and hope the day goes by good.
I might try to sleep early but the thing is... I have been having problems sleeping well at night again. Don't know why this time... it's like... my room might be too bright? Ever since my dad supposedly fixed my window, it's just been a bit more brighter than usual. It drives me insane and it wakes me up too early... oi. Ah, well, I will be alright, I hope.
I don't really have much to talk about but hope that my mom feels better soon. I know mental health illness is not fun to deal with day by day...
For now, let's hope for the best for all of us.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
My mom has been very very unwell with her anxiety and more. She's gonna start going to comp care to see somebody to talk about personal things pretty soon. She really does need all the help she can. She's been dealing with a lot of stress, anxiety attacks, panic attacks, and much more. I do hope that she will get better but it takes time and it takes a lot of help.
Anyway, I am really really tired right now. I got lots to do in the morning and hope the day goes by good.
I might try to sleep early but the thing is... I have been having problems sleeping well at night again. Don't know why this time... it's like... my room might be too bright? Ever since my dad supposedly fixed my window, it's just been a bit more brighter than usual. It drives me insane and it wakes me up too early... oi. Ah, well, I will be alright, I hope.
I don't really have much to talk about but hope that my mom feels better soon. I know mental health illness is not fun to deal with day by day...
For now, let's hope for the best for all of us.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
The Weekend Was So-So...
My weekend was... so and so. Before I go and talk about it, I want to be sure to let you all know that my mom is not feeling well and I just need prayers for her if you all don't mind. Now to continue on with this blog.
Let's start on Saturday... that was my birthday. I was happy when I woke up to receive Happy Birthdays and thanks to my bestie for sending one to me too. Just know he is awesome xD Thank you all for sending me those birthday wishes.
Later that day, we went to Wal-Mart to pick up some stuff. We got mostly personal hygiene stuff that we need. I also bought a cake too. And lemme tell ya... I love that cake but I wished I could've gotten a fresh baked cake from Wal-Mart but money was tight so I had to make amends with that one.
Sunday, we went to the Flea Market for a bit. But my mom got to feeling bad that we didn't stay long there at all. We went to Wal-Mart where I bought some pens for my late birthday present... that's how I am... I buy my own presents. xD We got home and my mom went to the ER.
Today, my mom has went back to the ER again. She's dealing with a panic attack that just seems to add on to the fact she can't sleep well at night and stuff. I really hope my mom feels better soon. I will give you all more update later on... maybe. Because some stuff are meant to be private. But I don't want to keep her mental illness private because it's something that I want to address... and I think everybody should.
Alright, I will be taking a break from surveys but I will hope for good vibes today.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Let's start on Saturday... that was my birthday. I was happy when I woke up to receive Happy Birthdays and thanks to my bestie for sending one to me too. Just know he is awesome xD Thank you all for sending me those birthday wishes.
Later that day, we went to Wal-Mart to pick up some stuff. We got mostly personal hygiene stuff that we need. I also bought a cake too. And lemme tell ya... I love that cake but I wished I could've gotten a fresh baked cake from Wal-Mart but money was tight so I had to make amends with that one.
Sunday, we went to the Flea Market for a bit. But my mom got to feeling bad that we didn't stay long there at all. We went to Wal-Mart where I bought some pens for my late birthday present... that's how I am... I buy my own presents. xD We got home and my mom went to the ER.
Today, my mom has went back to the ER again. She's dealing with a panic attack that just seems to add on to the fact she can't sleep well at night and stuff. I really hope my mom feels better soon. I will give you all more update later on... maybe. Because some stuff are meant to be private. But I don't want to keep her mental illness private because it's something that I want to address... and I think everybody should.
Alright, I will be taking a break from surveys but I will hope for good vibes today.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Friday, May 4, 2018
Hoping The Weekend Won't Be Too Bad... No Promises.
I hope this weekend won't be too bad. But there's no promises.
Especially since tomorrow is my birthday.
The weekend might end up being boring so we just have to wait and see what happens.
Saturday, my birthday, nothing to say about this here.
Sunday, hoping that we get to see my aunt.
But my dad is in the mood where he always take work home with him... basically, complain about his work every single time he comes home... oi.
Anyway, tonight is the second to the last episode of Once Upon a Time so I really really hope next weekend, there won't be any interruptions so I can sit and watch this show with enjoyment... this is the last time... I hate to say goodbye to such a good story... but there's always an ending at some point.
I will be getting ready for the show tonight... meanwhile... gonna watch a couple more videos, I hope.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Especially since tomorrow is my birthday.
The weekend might end up being boring so we just have to wait and see what happens.
Saturday, my birthday, nothing to say about this here.
Sunday, hoping that we get to see my aunt.
But my dad is in the mood where he always take work home with him... basically, complain about his work every single time he comes home... oi.
Anyway, tonight is the second to the last episode of Once Upon a Time so I really really hope next weekend, there won't be any interruptions so I can sit and watch this show with enjoyment... this is the last time... I hate to say goodbye to such a good story... but there's always an ending at some point.
I will be getting ready for the show tonight... meanwhile... gonna watch a couple more videos, I hope.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Should Get Something Done Today
I have no idea why the weather is having trouble making it's mind... yesterday and the day before was hot... today... it just feels like it's a mix of warm and cool...
Ah, well.
Today, it's gonna be a long day, I think. But I hope everything will be alright in the end.
I am going to try to do some surveys today and not worry about anything else... even if I don't get any, I just know that I've done something good.
I think the last set of Digimon Tri came out finally so that's awesome, I guess... It'll be a while before I can watch those but yay for that.
Anyway, I know tomorrow is my birthday but I won't be making a post about my birthday tomorrow...
However, I am going to mention it tonight on the second post... which will be updated before 8pm EST.
I am sad that there's gonna be two more episodes of Once Upon a Time... what am I going to watch next year? I do not know until that time comes.
Alright, I shall go now and hope to get those surveys done today.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Ah, well.
Today, it's gonna be a long day, I think. But I hope everything will be alright in the end.
I am going to try to do some surveys today and not worry about anything else... even if I don't get any, I just know that I've done something good.
I think the last set of Digimon Tri came out finally so that's awesome, I guess... It'll be a while before I can watch those but yay for that.
Anyway, I know tomorrow is my birthday but I won't be making a post about my birthday tomorrow...
However, I am going to mention it tonight on the second post... which will be updated before 8pm EST.
I am sad that there's gonna be two more episodes of Once Upon a Time... what am I going to watch next year? I do not know until that time comes.
Alright, I shall go now and hope to get those surveys done today.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Thursday, May 3, 2018
Birthdays And Age... Stuff?
Let's talk about birthdays and ages... I was taught to be who I want to be... not be somebody that I don't want to be.
Money is not my goal but being achieved with something is my one time goal... I hope that I do this thing soon.
I have been excited with my birthday each year but lately... I have been really down. I guess you could say... lack of sleep makes your emotions rough.
I cried last night for the first time in a long time. I was happy with the idea of being reminded that my birthday is special. That's why I cried. The thought is all that counts and that all that matters to me.
Another thing I am tired of... is how you should live and how your age should be really like... No. Don't let people tell you to act your age. There's gonna be moments where you have to be a kid. Be that person. Don't be the person who is told that you should be an adult all the time.
Don't let books, magazines, internet articles, and more to tell you that you should be wearing this at this age. It's stupid. It makes you lose hope in yourself.
I am proud who I am as a person. And I don't need somebody to tell me what to do.
And that's all I want to say on this blog tonight.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Money is not my goal but being achieved with something is my one time goal... I hope that I do this thing soon.
I have been excited with my birthday each year but lately... I have been really down. I guess you could say... lack of sleep makes your emotions rough.
I cried last night for the first time in a long time. I was happy with the idea of being reminded that my birthday is special. That's why I cried. The thought is all that counts and that all that matters to me.
Another thing I am tired of... is how you should live and how your age should be really like... No. Don't let people tell you to act your age. There's gonna be moments where you have to be a kid. Be that person. Don't be the person who is told that you should be an adult all the time.
Don't let books, magazines, internet articles, and more to tell you that you should be wearing this at this age. It's stupid. It makes you lose hope in yourself.
I am proud who I am as a person. And I don't need somebody to tell me what to do.
And that's all I want to say on this blog tonight.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
It's The Thought That Counts
I have a good best friend. But I just want to say this here in case he reads... it's the thought that counts... meaning, you don't have to get me anything. Just be sure to wish me a happy birthday and that's all I want xD
Anyway, I did sleep but my dog is now keeping me awake... Mostly waking me up early in the morning hours x.x Why?
I am feeling good since I finally did got to talk to my bestie. I wanted to wait until my birthday but figure it would be best to chat sooner xD
Enough talk to my bestie since I want to be good xD
Today, it has been a weird day. I am sitting here waiting on some news... but I won't reveal anything until the second post.
This is one week that I might be able to post more often...
Lately, things just have been off... I know there's another word for it but my mind doesn't want to search it.
Right now, I am going to get some stuff done and maybe try to do some surveys too.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Anyway, I did sleep but my dog is now keeping me awake... Mostly waking me up early in the morning hours x.x Why?
I am feeling good since I finally did got to talk to my bestie. I wanted to wait until my birthday but figure it would be best to chat sooner xD
Enough talk to my bestie since I want to be good xD
Today, it has been a weird day. I am sitting here waiting on some news... but I won't reveal anything until the second post.
This is one week that I might be able to post more often...
Lately, things just have been off... I know there's another word for it but my mind doesn't want to search it.
Right now, I am going to get some stuff done and maybe try to do some surveys too.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Wednesday, May 2, 2018
Trying Hard Not To Be Super Sleepy
I'm trying hard, ok? To stay awake long enough so that I can feel like reading and chatting and more.
Things are just not that simple when you have been lacking sleep for over a week... although, I am slowly getting my sleep back, it seems like I have been waking up early... which I like, don't get me wrong... but I really need to read and stuff... ah, well... just have to wait and see until later on.
Right now, I am doing alright, just sleepy... again.
I think I will be alright for now.
I got more surveys to do tomorrow and I hope that I can get them done soon.
Tomorrow is just another day... and I am closer to my birthday so yay for that.
Anyway, I am going to get to watching some videos on YouTube.... then figure out what time to go to bed later xD
I haven't been myself for the past few days and I think it's time to contact my friend tonight.
So I will do that. I'm sorry that I keep talking about my bestie in these blogs lately but I just want to remind myself that I shouldn't wait too long before talking to him.
That's all
With love,
BDK
Things are just not that simple when you have been lacking sleep for over a week... although, I am slowly getting my sleep back, it seems like I have been waking up early... which I like, don't get me wrong... but I really need to read and stuff... ah, well... just have to wait and see until later on.
Right now, I am doing alright, just sleepy... again.
I think I will be alright for now.
I got more surveys to do tomorrow and I hope that I can get them done soon.
Tomorrow is just another day... and I am closer to my birthday so yay for that.
Anyway, I am going to get to watching some videos on YouTube.... then figure out what time to go to bed later xD
I haven't been myself for the past few days and I think it's time to contact my friend tonight.
So I will do that. I'm sorry that I keep talking about my bestie in these blogs lately but I just want to remind myself that I shouldn't wait too long before talking to him.
That's all
With love,
BDK
Wish I Wasn't Tired Early In The Day x.x
Last night, I was hoping that I would have a chance to chat with my bestie but I ended up getting dizzy and messed up... so I decided to wait until I stop feeling tired and dizzy x.x
I want to say... that having no sleep for those times last week was bothersome... I really hope that I don't stay tired so early in the day...
I just have to figure out something since I'm not a coffee drinker at all. I don't like the taste of coffee so yea... why I don't drink it.
Anyway, today, the weather is full of clouds but the temperature is going to close to 80s F. Hopefully, I am going to be alright today...
Just wish that I wouldn't get sleepy so early in the day... x.x
I woke up too early today and it's... just part of the reason why I am dizzy and tired so early in the day.
Alright, I shall get to work with surveys and hope that I can be successful with something today.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I want to say... that having no sleep for those times last week was bothersome... I really hope that I don't stay tired so early in the day...
I just have to figure out something since I'm not a coffee drinker at all. I don't like the taste of coffee so yea... why I don't drink it.
Anyway, today, the weather is full of clouds but the temperature is going to close to 80s F. Hopefully, I am going to be alright today...
Just wish that I wouldn't get sleepy so early in the day... x.x
I woke up too early today and it's... just part of the reason why I am dizzy and tired so early in the day.
Alright, I shall get to work with surveys and hope that I can be successful with something today.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Tuesday, May 1, 2018
Super Duper Sleepy Because Of That Thing Last Night x.x
It seems like that because of whatever woke up in the middle of the night will be taking a huge toll on me tonight.
I am going to bed early. I wish this wasn't so because things just have been really... complicated lately. I wanted to be respectful by not complaining about myself to a friend...
And yet, tonight, I am still super duper sleepy... and that part of myself really sucks a whole lot.
I have to wait and see what happens but right now, I am just going to get everything ready and set to go to bed early again tonight.
I don't want to but I need the sleep.
I am slowly just now catching up to it but dang it... why did that happen last night?
Anyway, I hope my bestie will understand if I don't chat with him until I am fully aware that I am not sleepy and stuff...
The thing is... I am afraid of saying the wrong thing when I am super sleepy... And that is why I don't go around and chat with those who are close to me.
I'm turning off all communications right now because I can't concentrate straight right now.
Who knows... maybe I will feel like chatting to my bestie by tomorrow night or so forth.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
I am going to bed early. I wish this wasn't so because things just have been really... complicated lately. I wanted to be respectful by not complaining about myself to a friend...
And yet, tonight, I am still super duper sleepy... and that part of myself really sucks a whole lot.
I have to wait and see what happens but right now, I am just going to get everything ready and set to go to bed early again tonight.
I don't want to but I need the sleep.
I am slowly just now catching up to it but dang it... why did that happen last night?
Anyway, I hope my bestie will understand if I don't chat with him until I am fully aware that I am not sleepy and stuff...
The thing is... I am afraid of saying the wrong thing when I am super sleepy... And that is why I don't go around and chat with those who are close to me.
I'm turning off all communications right now because I can't concentrate straight right now.
Who knows... maybe I will feel like chatting to my bestie by tomorrow night or so forth.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
"The Why" of Something Has To Fall In The Middle of The Night
I'm home but having to stay awake is just as hard as anything else.
Today, I am going to be available on any chats so let's hope for good vibes and more.
I am not sure what to do yet but I do know as the day goes by, I will get more tired... which I do kind of dread.
Having to be woken up to something that fell down in my room is not the best thing to wake up to.
Really, it's like it is a sign or something. Ah, well...
I had been sleeping so good until that happened. Good job to whatever fell and woke up me out of my deep slumber.
Anyway, I am going to get some stuff done and take a nap soon.
Hoping the rest of the day will be good for me.
Who knows... I might even feel a bit better as the day goes by.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
Today, I am going to be available on any chats so let's hope for good vibes and more.
I am not sure what to do yet but I do know as the day goes by, I will get more tired... which I do kind of dread.
Having to be woken up to something that fell down in my room is not the best thing to wake up to.
Really, it's like it is a sign or something. Ah, well...
I had been sleeping so good until that happened. Good job to whatever fell and woke up me out of my deep slumber.
Anyway, I am going to get some stuff done and take a nap soon.
Hoping the rest of the day will be good for me.
Who knows... I might even feel a bit better as the day goes by.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
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