Time Of BitterSweet...

Alright, the title is always gonna be random if you're going to read these blogs. But what I am talking about? What's bittersweet?

Alright, all my life, living in this small town, we have a festival. A festival called Bittersweet Festival. There's a plant called Bittersweet and we celebrate it... Um... yea...

Then during this festival, we have local bands playing and stuff. It's great... but this seems... a disappointment.

Yea, I'm just ranting over a local festival. Ah, well.

One thing I was kind of glad... no booth to make you want to run because they keep wanting you to vote the wrong.

Anyway, I am going to sleep soon. Today had been a tiring day. I hate lifting because it hurts my back. But I gotta do it.

So... Maybe tomorrow will be different for this festival but one thing that does confuse me... Why did you just had Bluegrass all day for Saturday? I love bluegrass but not everybody. Get in with the times... get in with the times...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Pens Delight

Pens everywhere... Pen Pineapple Apple Pen too.... Wait... No... No... NO!!!!

Now I have the song stuck in my head. Just in case you don't know, there is a song coming out of Japan called PPAP which literally means pen pineapple apple pen. It's a totally random song.

And it's stuck in my head. Not sure if that's good or not. Who knows?

Right now, I am trying to think of what to eat. I really want to start eating healthy and the problem is... not a lot of food we have now is healthy. I already told my mom that I am going to start eating healthy.

I'm 30 and it's time for a slight change for my life.

Oh, speaking of change.

I was thinking last night about how dull my blog is lately and comparing it to Marzia's blog... I should do like her, keep it simple but talk about everything in one blog... and maybe add pictures too.

Marzia is the girlfriend to the famous YouTuber pewdiepie. So, I like to read her blog every once a while.

So, I think I would try to do that. Keep my first posts simple or with ideas. While my second post will be based on my day or what I think of something. So, my blogs can be either short or long based on what I got on my mind. If I don't have anything, I will just write about what happened that day and keep it short.

So... that's gonna be my journey from now one. And once I get started with my other journey (not updated because it's just hard to get it started), I will post about it as well.

Alright, time to go and eat... breakfast is simple today... Peanut Butter with Blackberry jam sandwiches... Yummy~

That's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: Not all blog posts will be long like this. Not all blogs will have bold headliners. Not all blogs will be equal. :O Ok, I'll stop now. *poof*

What A Day...

I think I forgot to mention earlier in the first post. I had gave my dogs a bath today.

So what a day...

I have one episode of an anime on Crunchyroll. I might be watching it on the full time for tomorrow.

This weekend is the local festival here but it's gonna be busy weekend so I am not so sure about if we are gonna go or not. Plus, the weather is turning colder than it should. Dang the autumn weather always being winter before it's time. Oh, and there's loads of rain.

Anyway, I am going to watch one more video then go on to bed. 1.11 update for Minecraft is coming soon so that's interesting.

Short post like always...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Playing Pewdiepie's Tuber Simulator

So I am trying out pewdiepie's Tuber Simulator. I have only played it for a couple of minutes.

The titles of the videos are so random xD

I think I'm gonna try for Gaming, Beauty and more... We'll see once I play more often on the game.

I am not going to do much a review but I can tell you one thing... Good job guys. This is a wonderful idea for a game :D

I'm hooked already.

Anyway, I'm gonna play some more and disappear a bit.

And watch Crunchyroll soon.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Fall Weather Is Here Plus Rain!

Fall weather is here finally... also, it is raining here.

It's getting dark early now but that will be alright since that only means I could get up early... which I have.

October is coming soon which means the start of Halloween theme stuff... I wonder what I should do...

Anyway, I need to plan out more gaming and most of them won't have any commentary so that's how I'm gonna play from now on. I won't start just yet but will only do it on my own time.

However, when I play Minecraft or Roblox, they will have commentary so I will try to play those games more often too.

Alright, I'm gonna go watch YouTube until sleep. Also, Crunchyroll would the twitter poll... unfortunately, I didn't had the time to watch it today so tomorrow will be anime day. Excited :D

I hope the days ahead will be good for me.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Things Are Upside Down

Things are apparently upside down. My mom keeps posting on FB about stuff and people are too ignorant to understand what she means about apartments and stuff.

Good job. One day, I will move out of this town and to a town that actually would be willing to help out more.

Anyway, I am not sure what I'll be doing today. I just told my bestie that I would be watching some videos so I might just do that.

I posted a poll on twitter about what streaming site should I watch... crunchyroll wins by 1 vote :v

But I think I will watch Crunchyroll for today.

I wish I could be qualified for their contest but I already had a free trial and I can't get another one :'v

Alright, let's get this day on the roll.

I hope today will be a good day.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Catching Up With Anime

Now that I am all caught up with Netflix (almost), I am going to watch more anime and K-Drama for a bit.

That would be tomorrow. I will watch movies every once a while on Netflix too.

Anyway, I just finished Gangsta... the ending... left with a huge cliff hanger. Bad anime x.x

I am going to watch some YouTube for a bit today.

Then sleep.

I am not sure what I'll be doing tomorrow just yet. But as always, will find something to do.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

I Need To Record More Games?

I really need to record more games as I play them. Wha?

Not really. I just wanna do them on my own time, my own schedule and more. I might be doing more Minecraft videos soon. Just random ones. Not sure which ones I'll be doing yet but we'll see.

Anyway, a bit of news... today, I got a weird surprise in the mail... Apparently, years ago, I wanted lawyers to pursued for me to get my SSI check... but about a year or two later, I decided to stop pursuing the SSI check. Only because I felt like the lawyer shouldn't keep letting a person do all the yacking and talking... instead the lawyer that they sent kept staying on Facebook the WHOLE entire time. Here I am... not sure what to say and more.

Because of that lawyer getting on Facebook with his phone is the whole reason why I decided to drop it. I figure that I need to just find something else to do. Which is why I chose to write my blog more and more.

I am disable tho because I have congested hearing loss. There's really no cure for it but there's ways to treat it which having hearing aids and stuff. I only can't afford them.

It brings me to mind that I want to do some kind of charity for the hearing impair folks out there. There's a program somewhere that is gonna make special mods for many games that uses sign language. Go for it. I think it's awesome.

I'm all for the disable doing great and wonderful things. That's why I support anybody who considers them disabled but able to do things of everyday and normal life. You go peeps, you go.

Alright, I am not pursuing my SSI anymore. I dare anybody who asks me about it... I would say no.

Today, I am going to rest once again because I need to catch up with some rest.

I will eventually record more and finish Eternal Senia for you guys. As well as play more games to put on YouTube. :D

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Escaping To YouTube World

I am just escaping to the YouTube world only because the presidential debate is on. While there are some who are interested in watching this. I am only interested in voting for the right one instead of the loud mouth one. I do not support Trump. Sorry folks.

Anyway, I am listening and watching some videos from these people that lived in Korea for a long time. xD

I think you guys should know that I am not big on politics already. Ha ha... Not.

I am just gonna go back to watching YouTube now... *poof*

Yes, this post is just short today. I need to find more K Drama to watch... maybe tomorrow or so forth.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

I'm A Bit Off With Mondays

I'm a bit off today, especially on Mondays.

I am going to be watching YouTube and mixed with a show called Psyche on Netflix.

Anyway, I am not sure what else I'll be doing today.

Tonight, I will watch the second episode of Gotham. Yay~

Alright, I am gonna go now and watch Psyche for a bit.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Always Have An Awesome Bestie~

I think I will always have an awesome bestie~ He is awesome! His name is Rai~ It sounds like Ray~ And... he's my awesome bestie!

Ok, weird and awkward post xD Sowwy sowwy, Rai.

Anyway, I have finished Descendants of the Sun finally. Those last two episodes were really... wow.

I nearly cried... then the surprise and the ending was... :V

Alright, I am not sure what I'll be doing tomorrow yet but today was an odd day.

I really hope Once Upon a Time will be having better episodes than today. I mean, it wasn't bad but it wasn't their best one.

I will go now...

Sleep might come soon.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Hot Tomato!

Yea, it's another one of those weird titles because it was hot today.

I went to my grandma's home for the first time in a while. This time, she's home. Hopefully for a while longer. She ate good but she seems to be not feeling good. I hope she feels better soon.

I am going to sit here for a while and watch some more of DotS... I think I got 4 more episodes left.

I might continue on watching another show afterwards. But not sure yet.

Tonight, I will be watching Once Upon a Time. So happy this show is coming back on for this season!

Alright, that's all.

With love,

BDK

Sleepy Me, And Waiting For Tomorrow?

Sleepy me.... x.x

Anyways, I am just waiting for tomorrow because we are going to go see my grandma and she is at her home now. I am glad she is.

She had been away for far too long. Hopefully, nothing else happens to her for a while.

I am thinking about going to bed in  a few since today had been a long hot day. My feet is sore and my back is hurting... Really need to get used to walking a lot.

Alright, gonna end this now and figure out what to do next.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

It Was A Hot Day For A Festival

I went to the World Chicken Festival down London, KY.

And it was extremely hot. I am glad we got there early.

Anyway, I am really tired and now wanna rest for a long time.

Hope tomorrow will be better for me and well, a bit cooler?

I will watch a movie in a moment then stuff...

I will post again tonight before I sleep.

So... that's all.

With love,

BDK

Sleeping Soon~

I just found out that Descendants of the Sun is on Netflix... so I am switching from Dramafever straight to Netflix. Since Dramafever has nothing but ads every few minutes x.x

I am going to sleep sooner than usual because tomorrow, I have to get up early.

Yes, I am going to the chicken festival tomorrow o-o

I need to charge my phone but I know it might be problematic since I will be snoring while it's charging. Ah, well.

I might just charge it anyways and then hope to unplug it at a certain time.

Anyway, I will sleep now. Hope tomorrow will be a good day. We'll see.

Also, my grandma is home now but yea... complicated to say right now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Problems Can Be Fixed!

This morning, my mom woke me up saying that the a/c unit was acting crazy. So, later on, we asked dad and dad called a repair man and the problem was... plastic bag and tape :v Wtf.

Also, my besite had a sleepy birthday so yea... he will be celebrating his birthday next week tho.

Anyway, I am not sure what to do for the rest of the day. Nap time is getting closer but I might be watching DotS (finally, I might add) until I finish this episode.

After nap time, I will watch a movie on Netflix.

Today has been an unusual day.

Alright, time to go.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Things Are Gonna Be Alright

Things are gonna be alright, it seems.

I finally watched another episode after the one that I mention earlier of DotS. O_O Intense... Can't wait for tomorrow to watch some more.

I am not sure what I will be doing this weekend. Tomorrow is just gonna be a fast day since the day is now officially gonna be shorter. Yay.

Happy Birthday, Rai~

I am going to watch a few more videos on YouTube then get on to bed.

If there's any other news, I won't post them on here until there are some.

For now... that's all.

With love,

BDK

Oops! Late First Post

Oops, late first post for today.

I am sorry about that guys. I am currently not feeling too great. And watching more of DotS since the browser streaming broke yesterday.

I will finished this episode.

Also, my bestie got me a sticker on Line~ I got him two for his birthday present so thank you, Rai~

I will wish you a happy birthday, Rai. You are awesome and even though you're not celebrating your birthday tomorrow but until your Chinese Birthday, I still wish you a happy birthday. :D

Anyway, I will go back to the show and stuff.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Finally, An Update!

Finally, an update... or two or more...

I uploaded a video finally on the progress of the game of Eternal Senia. Coming out tomorrow.

Also, my grandma might get to be home tomorrow~

It's her birthday today. We actually sung happy birthday to her over the phone. xD I think it made her a happy grandma too.

My bestie's birtday is on Friday~ Already gave him a gift or two. :D

Anyway, that's all for the updates.

Now... for the K-Drama DotS (Descendants of the Sun)... Well... the stream thing kind of stopped so I closed it out but never got back to watching it because I was lazy.

Tomorrow, I will be sure to watch more of it. Hopefully... without any interruption from anybody (like mom).

I am not sure what I will be doing this weekend because it seems like the idea of going to the Chicken Festival has went down the drain. Nobody in my family is healthy enough to stand the heat anymore so it kind of sucks that I can't drive... so booo...

Ah, well... looks like we'll be staying home.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Blah Kind of Day

Today is a blah kind of day...

Remember I had another thing to tell last night but for another time? Well, it's that time of the month. There you go.

I am just getting headaches left and right... so taking naps is about the only thing to do in order to get rid of the headaches. Might be a bad idea but... eh... worth a try.

I will finish this movie first and then take a nap.

After nap, I will continue on with DotS... :O I really love this show... Too bad, I can only watch two or three episodes a day but I can do it~

Anyway, on with the day.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

What To Do?

Alright, I know I have been holding off on explaining about what I am doing on YouTube...

I am recording video plays just as a hobby. Most times, we are recording videos to have something remember something.

I want to make YouTube as a career but knowing that this would be hard to do, I have decided to just upload an uncut video whenever I do get a chance to play another game.

I think I will start doing these without no commentary during anytime of the day... Just for the rest of the year and just to figure out what happens next on the game that I am currently playing on YouTube which is Eternal Senia.

I'm not sure how long this game will be but I really want to complete the story.

I won't be playing it for a while but soonish... I felt like I am taking a break for another reason. That reason alone is unknown.

However, I am also still gonna try to do some Minecraft games too. As well as Roblox gaming. Uncut, of course, since I don't really want to edit anything.

Anyway, news on my grandma? She might get to come home tomorrow. I am not sure yet, but we'll see.

Also, I finished 2 more episodes of DotS (Descendants of the Sun). Will continue on with it tomorrow after watching a brief movie on Netflix.

I will watch YouTube right now and talk to my bestie until I get sleepy... I am not really feeling good lately but that's another story to tell later.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Helping Around The Home

Helping around the home... just to have something to do real quick.

I am late at posting this but it's alright.

It's not too late so that's a good thing.

I haven't heard any news about my grandma today. I hope it's good news.

Anyway, I will be taking a break from recording videos on YouTube since I haven't upload in a while. Sorry guys.

I will get back to recording someday as long as it's not a month behind xD

I am going to watch a movie and watch the rest of DotS... Doubt I'll get far but we'll see.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Yay! Yep, That's All.

Yay!

That's all.

Just kidding xD

Anyway, I only got to episode 8 for DotS today because I thought that I was going to watch a movie that came in the mail...

But.... The movie DVD is cracked so I knew it wouldn't be able to play on the DVD player xD

I don't think I gotten a broken DVD from Netflix in over a year... so congrats Netflix.

I got to watch Gotham but as always... somebody was calling... x.x

So I couldn't paid attention to the show that much because my mom refuses to answer any phone calls now. Good job, mom.

There is some news about my grandma too... She is in the hospital once again because of her legs. I am not sure how long she will be staying there so yea...

Alright, I will watch some YouTube videos. Then go to bed later.

I will begin another thing tomorrow... since I am done reading for a few days.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

A Walk To Escape?

Not really a walk to escape but I did walk to drop the books off since I was finished with them.

I really love the books that I got that time xD

I might be having to schedule things differently since the shows that me regularly watch are coming back on this week. Gotham starts tonight. Then a break for couple days, then Hawaii Five-O on Friday.

So... yay~!

I think this will be an interesting season.

Alright, time to go... Should be watching DotS soon too.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Almost Finished With Last Book From Library

I am almost finished with the last book from the local library. And by far... The Lunar Chronicles series are actually an interesting series. I recommended it if you're into Sci Fi/Fantasy type of books.

Also, I am at episode 7 of Descendants of the Sun. I think this show is getting addicting xD Thanks, Rai! Again xD

Tomorrow, I will take the books back... not sure exactly how I'm gonna do that since the books are a bit on the heavy side xD

But I will figure it out. I might wait for my dad to come home and take them back that way! Sadly, the library doesn't stay open forever...

I don't really completely like my local library but when they do happen to get books that I wanted to read, it's okay.

I do wish they get a bigger library and a bigger selection on books. Ah, well.

Earlier.
I went to see my grandma at the nursing home again today. I think she felt a little better since it was a surprise of us vising her.

Sadly, we had to leave because of dad... but at least, she was happy to see us.

I hope that she gets to come home on Saturday, the 24th. But... Her legs are back to causing problems again and they might have to end up taking her to the hospital and stuff.

To make it worse... that nursing home is understaffed and it's kind of hard to get a nurse or somebody to listen.

For now, I just hope my grandma and my aunt figure out what to do when my grandma goes to the doctor tomorrow.

Anyway, lots to do tomorrow and so forth.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

A Hurry

I'm in a hurry so that's the title for this post. Yay.

Anyway, I am keeping this really short to post this fast.

So who knows what will happen today. Alright, time to head on out.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

It's Close To Fall~

It's getting close to fall.

Hope this weather stays for a while. But sadly, there's winter to come soon too.

Anyway, I got done with 3 more episodes of Descendants of the Sun... I really like this show so far.

I finished another book from the library.

Hope tomorrow will be good for me.

Alright, I will get on YouTube.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

It Ends Up Being Cool

Today, it ended up being a cool day. So that's awesome.

I have been home since 4pm. But I got distracted on reading and more.

As well as watching Descendants of the Sun. So far, this actually an awesome show. Thanks to my bestie for recommending this show. :D

I think I will start watching K Drama more often as well as finishing some anime too.

I am always distracted so I should get on here and just do it.

Alright, back to reading and watching the show. Don't worry, I am doing one thing at a time. Reading during the ads and watching when something cool happens.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Get Ready For Things?

Tomorrow, I will be busy once again as always... seems like the schedule is always changing.

Next week will be the same and stuff.

Oh, well.

Anyways, I going to watch a few more videos on YouTube...

As for the K Drama? Just got past one and half episode today xD I had to take a break because I realize that I need to finish the last four books that I got from the library. So I never took a break much to get that done. This weekend would be the perfect time to finish those books.

Yes, I will be reading non-stop but hoping that it would be worth it.

Alright, time to go. Going to bed soon.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Watching K Drama Again :D

I'm gonna plan to watch K Drama again... this one is Descendents of the Sun. So yay!

I've been meaning to watch this show in a long time so I think I will.

I wasn't interested into watching Alias on Netflix. I mean I've seen some of the episodes to know that it wasn't my favorite xD

Anyway, I might be taking a nap soon... no video yet... I hope to record a video sometime... just don't expect me to rush into it.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

It's Just A Week Away~

So, in a week, my grandma will be home. Although it's a little over a week but it will be sooner than what we all think.

I think a miracle has happened but the only bad thing is there are bad things going on at the same time.

My cousin's cousin is dying. A close friend of my mom's, has a sister dying. So yea... we do not know what comes out of life anymore.

Always remember that no matter what happens, always be close to those that you care... whether it's a close friend or family or anybody.

You never know what life expects.

Anyway, I am not sure what to do tomorrow. I know it's just any other Friday but it'll be alright.

I will plan on what to get Rai for his birthday... so don't tell him. :D

Alright, time to go. Hope all goes well for all of us.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Sowwy...

Sowwy that this is a bit late today.

I was watching a movie but had to take a break because my mom wanted to go out for a little bit.

Then we had to go all the way at the end of town to go around a train that was literally sitting in town x.x

Because of that, my stomach was hurting.

Anyway, I will get back to Netflix and then take a break for YouTube~

Yay...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Lots of Fun For Our Friendship Day~

So we played games for a couple of hours... and it seems like an endless fun that we had.

Here's a video for proof: https://youtu.be/aotSGKLZxnE

It's really funny to watch so go there and laugh too :D

Hope we have more videos like that. I should record too at the same time he does xD

We'll see.

Anyway, right now, trying to stay up a little bit longer. I will read if I go to bed now... so gonna wait.

Talking to my bestie right this moment since he woke up not long ago xD

Also, 10 more days until my grandma comes out~

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Happy Awesome Day~

Today, me and my bestie are celebrating 4 years of friendship. This is our day.

You know that being besties is the most powerful thing to have on good and bad days :D

I think we are going to play Hypixel games today. Hope it'll be fun~

Anyway, yes, this post is early but that's because I want to get on with our day anytime so that if he gets sleepy or anything later, he can sleep :D

Chatting with him right now so I am just gonna get off here and talk with him a lot :D

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Good Things Will Come To You

Good things will come to you. Just wait and see xD

Anyway, I am not sure what I'll be doing for tonight. Best Friend's Day is soonish for me but it's already started for Rai. :D

I kind of not sleepy but I guess I take 2 hour long naps during the day today... Oops...

Ah, well. I will be waiting for the days and nights to pass. Always staying positive for many things.

Who knows what will happen next. :D

That's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: Yes, still reading. I am getting to the last 4 books to read. Interested in seeing what Cinder is all about. Too much of a hype, y'know? Alright... That's all!

Not Sure Why..

I am not sure why people always say one thing and it ends up being another thing?

Anyway, I am tired and not sure what to do today. I was gonna record but I seemed to woke up not feeling too great. Oh, well.

Again, I am just doing YouTube as a hobby so it's alright.

I am planning to take a nap in a moment so yea...

Tomorrow is a special day for me... I won't say much until tomorrow. :D

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Things Never Left Unsaid

Things that were never left unsaid is the world anymore. Keeping secrets is hard enough so that's all there is to it.

Anyway, good news: My grandma is coming home (well, to her home) on the 24th of this month. Me and my mom had made an agreement to go on weekends to my grandma's and only to stay for that weekend. We will stay a week but only if it's needed or something.

But when there's good, there's always something bad...

The bad news is my great uncle is in the hospital in serious condition. He's what you could say... the last good Gadd left. He did had sons but most of them are dead or being weird... or something else. It's hard to say really if he is going to make it through the night or day or even a week. He is in his 90s so it's what most say... to be expected. Well, he could be a fighter but only time will tell.

I will be watching a few more videos on YouTube... Seems like I am almost done with the videos so I think I will start with a show on Dramafever... it appears that most Asian dramas will be there from on since Hulu screwed up and took away the free shows.

Ah, well.

Tomorrow, I will record a video. And play games...

But I will be taking more breaks than usually as well.

Must continue on with the reading journey.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

You Just Gotta Do It!

Over and over, I have to get after my mom for not giving up. You know how many times that she gives up? Too much.

Just because you are 60+ doesn't mean you should just give up.

You just gotta do it instead of expecting others to come out and help you.

Anyway, I am taking small break in a moment to read lots... Then hope today will be good.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

If I Could...

If I could, I would try to take my bestie away from where he is. Not gonna say much else about why.

I am trying to tell my mom that I do not want to stay at my grandma's for longer than a week x.x It's so hard to try to convinced them anything.

I'm 30, ok? What do you expect to do? I always stay at home when nobody is home. I sometimes go outside for a little bit and rest more when they are not around... I do more too.

I am a bit tired here... I hate it here. Each year, it makes it feel worse about living here. I quit complaining about it on Facebook because people are always like "That's your home, you shouldn't be this way." And more.

I am sort of depressed and it aggravates me having to come back to a home that does not make you happy.

I don't care what they say... Even dad. I will want to be home after a week at my grandma's.

I hate it when people don't trust you... even your own family.

Anyway, I will go now and watch YouTube until I sleep.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Out And About

There's a phrase that we would say sometimes... We say "We are going out and about." So... just going outside and do some stuff xD

Anyway, I am home now. I was hoping that dad would just take us to see my grandma today again but my mom's mouth is like somewhere else.

So we went to London... I think it's alright since she bought me some patch up jeans :D I've been looking for those for a long time xD

Alright, since this is a first post, I will go now... I might be taking a nap soon because I am so tired...

I will watch YouTube later after the nap... and then hope nothing else happens today.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

At Least, It Rained

At least, it rained today. That's one good thing I am thankful about today.

It had been so hot all day long that it was crazy.

Anyway, I might be going to bed soon because I am really tired and it wasn't long since I last updated this blog xD

Tomorrow, I think we are going to go see my grandma but after that, we are coming home to rest.

I am hoping that someday soon, we will be better with things.

For now, I will watch a few more videos then head on to bed.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

It Has Been Long Stressful Day

It has been a long stressful day. From dad being the way he was to mom worrying over something my aunt said.

I went to see my grandma after we got the food.  Then I noticed that Hastings went on down with their prices with stuff... so I asked my aunt to take me.

I tried to tell my mom that she could go home with dad but she insisted that she would go too.

We stayed out for 5 hours. We left at 3. Came home just now.

I think I'm done with things for a while now.

So... with that in mind...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

P.S. I found captainsparklez figure. Yea... I'm weird.

Tired...

I am really tired.

I really don't like to be out for long hours at a time. I'm used to it sometimes but some reason, I wasn't used to it today.

Where did I go today? Well, you see... I went with my aunt and my mom to Somerset... I did not like that place at all because in a hour, my legs started to hurt a lot... Then I got sleepy...

But the problem is not me... but my aunt. She took too long there.

I'm not going back.

Busy Day Tomorrow.
I am back to using the bold but it's because this is a different topic. Tomorrow will be a busy day for me.

I am going to watch YouTube for a bit then head on to read a bit... I am really behind but hoping that I won't be going anywhere else besides Berea tomorrow... so I can read more in quiet and rest.

I might be rushing into reading but that's not good at all.

Anyway, I will go now... and hope tomorrow will be good for me.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

A Day Out Finally

I've been stuck at home for the past few days... so going out for today might be worth it.

I finished Fringe last night finally and I kind of lost my mind because of it xD

This is why you see my blog being normal today.

I was originally gonna record a game today but I guess that kind of been delayed until next week or sometime over the weekend. The best time is usually when dad is out and mom taking a nap. This is rare on the weekends because mom usually stays up while dad is out.

Now, for where I am going to go? I won't really say it here until my second post. Due to safety reasons. I might not go...

I will let you all know in the second post.

For now... I will find something to do.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Finished Fringe Finally~

I have finished Fringe finally.

It was a good show and I almost cry at the end.

Anyway, I will be watching YouTube for a while. Then I hope to sleep eventually.

Tomorrow will be a long or short day since it's the end of the week once again. But I might record a game to post for Saturday. Just depends on how my mood would be.

I will read tonight too after a few videos on YouTube.

So... short post for tonight because I seemed to be still stuck in Fringe mode.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Must Try To Do More...

Must try to do more surveys.

I am tired of hearing my mom complain every single day... so I just thought that I could try to save money instead of spending it.

The same goes with the $20 that dad gives me every 2 weeks. I kind of wish he could give me more but I am stuck at that.

Anyway, I should get back to recording games normally tomorrow, maybe. I will let you all know on twitter if I did post a video or not.

I am sorry for not posting any lately. Just I haven't really had the time or the peace and quiet moment to record a game or two.

Believe me, you can't record a game with a TV blaring in the background. Because YouTube has a strict copyright policy. So just hearing any kind of music in the background can lead to a copyright thing on YouTube. Yikes.

Alright, I will go now and finish Fringe for today... and maybe a long well deserved nap...

Lately, I've been napping at 1 instead of the usual 2 xD

Alright, time to go.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Almost Done With Fringe?

I am almost done with Fringe but I am going to miss that show.

One thing I do noticed about shows though... Towards the end, they seem to rush into writing it... in so... well... it ends kind of weird.

So much was skipped for this show that it's crazy.

Anyway, all in all, the show is good.

I just need to finish season 5 and it's the final season too... so this shouldn't be taking too long to watch.

I am a bit tired but I will watch YouTube until I get sleepy or something.

I will go now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Days Seemed Off

I hate waking up and feeling like the day shouldn't be this way. Basically, I just feel like today is off.

I should try to take a break from watching Fringe but I am almost done with it. So maybe once this season is over, I would record another game video to put on YouTube. We'll see.

I really can't find the time to do anything because my mom is always home... except once or twice a month, when she goes to the doctor.

Anyway, I am a bit sleepy so I might take a small break to actually go do that. Not sure how the day will be but we'll see.

I think I will end this now and get some sleep.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

I Lost My Time?

I think I lost my time... or rather... the time of the day.

I think it's because I took a nap really early today. I am not sure yet.

I will keep watching Fringe until a season is over. I think I will be alright though because it's just a show that is so worth it.

Anyway, I think tomorrow will be a long day but hope all goes well for me.

I am talking in ramblings right now... oops...

I will get to sleep as soon as this show ends... Might start reading tomorrow since I went back to the library again xD

Alright, time to go.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Things Should Be Different

Things should be different... but they are not. Some reason, my mom woke me up in the middle of the night just to ask if I was alright.

I was sound asleep too and waking up suddenly scares me... a lot x.x

Anyway, another day of binge watching today. Sorry for those who wants me to record a game... I might be delaying it for a week again... yikes.

I'm not a good YouTuber xD

If I can a smart TV, I could use the TV to watch Netflix and play games at the same time \O/

Ah, well.

I really need to have a place to my own so that I can record without the TV and more in the background...

It sucks...

Alright, time to go.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

So Worth It?

Is it worth to binge watch Fringe? Yes... Yes, it is.

Anyway, that's about all I have been doing. I have been sitting around, taking the dogs out, going out for ice cream... deja vu?

I guess all of this binge watching kind of gets to you. It's hard to believe. But it's a good show to enjoy.

I wonder about parallel worlds for a long time. Real or not, there's something out there that's just like our world but different than this world... hard to explain unless you watch a lot of fictional shows like me.

I think I will take a break once this episode ends... and then get on with YouTube until I get sleepy.

I might not get to watch many videos but I will be alright.

Alright, time to go.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Binge Watching Is A Go... I Repeat... Binge Watching Is A Go.

I know it's a weird title but this week I am going to delay YouTube until later...

So binge watching is a go for today and so forth. No stopping video for anything.

Might take a break for napping and other stuff... but I will keep watching this until 10 every night.

Fringe is really that good.

Anyways, I am not sure what else to put here but wait for the day to pass by without a problem.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Stars Are Bright~

I am not doing anything much since we got home from seeing my grandma. Mostly, napping and stuff.

I got to watch at least 5 episodes of Fringe and will be binge watching it tomorrow and so forth.

I did sit outside with Chloe to watch the stars a bit. Chloe was having her seizure but after she used the bathroom... she got better. (If you're a new reader, Chloe is my dog).

Anyway, I will watch YouTube for the rest of the night and hope that I will get sleepy soon... Some reason, I am not sleepy at all xD

I am going to try to look up ideas of what to do for a few days because I am tired of having nothing... yea... most people would say deal with it so I will.

Alright, I am going to go now and hope sleep will come soon...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

What To Do Today?

I guess we are going to go see my grandma today. But not sure what else I'll be doing for the rest of the day. Doubt we'll go anywhere else because that's how dad is... always staying at home.

I would start Fringe now but not sure what time I'll be heading out. I am really slow at this binge watching thing... might have to take a break from YouTube for a week so that I can watch all the shows until I go to bed. Might be a bad idea because I almost always have a dream about something that I either watched or read or played. Oops.

Anyway, I hope to get the show finished by the 11th which is when it goes off Netflix. :/ Why don't I have extra time to watch anything anymore?

Oh, well.

I will be let you all know what I did later in the second post tonight.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

It's Labor Day Weekend!

I should've put this on Friday but it seems to be a day late and on a late night of Saturday.

Labor Day Weekend is a holiday here... it literally marks the end of summer holiday and stuff... And yea, people are rushing in to have that last vacation put in.

Not something you want to be in during this time in America.

They claim that this besides Christmas is one of the most busiest time for people going on the road and stuff.

It's also one of the worst too.

So, yay for this holiday... in which people could just wait until after Labor Day or any other time to go on a vacation. Summer doesn't end until September 21st which marks the first day of Autumn.

Soon... the time of depressed moments of being stuck inside will come forth... yay me.

Alright, I will get on with YouTube... finished season 1 of Fringe but not much time left to watch it all so I will get on with the binge watching soon...

I will watch YouTube and sleep... so...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

It's Late But Could Be Worth It?

It appears that we got out later than usual. Might be because of the cool day.

Anyway, I went to the store this morning, then rest, then went out to go see my grandma, then went to Walmart for a bit.

Been home for a hour or so... but I was so tired that I forgot to put this up.

I hope the antibiotics will soon get rid of the itchiness in my legs.

So... that's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: Fringe until the end of season 1. Season 2 starts tomorrow.... At some point.

Bug Bite Drama!

I forgot to say something about the first of September but I guess I was asleep... Well, wake me up when September is over! xD

Anyway, the title is well... this: I mention that I had bug bites on my legs last night... so well... today, the bites are causing me to have a rash on the places where I have been bitten...

Not a fun feeling when you are itching and stuff... so I am getting antibiotics for the bites and for myself... not sure why for myself... but apparently, she must thought I was getting sick from it? Maybe? Not sure.

So bug bite drama has been my day today.

Tomorrow will be a busy day for me... all day, we'll be outside. Going to the store in the morning, then going to see my grandma later tomorrow... and hearing my mom cough suddenly. Hope she's alright.

I did not record a video today because I am so irritated with the bug bites itching me all over the legs that it was hard to concentrate on doing anything.

Also, I am deathly afraid of any kind of bugs... So it makes me wonder if when they get on me... do they sense my fear for them? I hope not.

Alright, I will watch more of YouTube although it's late here already... and get on to sleep.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: I will wage war against bugs... and not kill them :v

I Try Not To Be Late!

I try not to be late but it seems that I can't help it... well, today and so forth.

Anyway, I am going to try to record but I cannot guarantee it because I am sleepy a bit.

I might be taking a nap instead of recording a video. I just hope that I will feel better soon.

Long story in which I don't want to explain right now.

Right now, I am watching more of Fringe and hope it will be good to watch once again... it's really too long to get into xD

I am not a good binge watcher because I always take breaks and stuff.

Alright, on with the day.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Sweet Cool Day Finally

Summer seems like it has been too long to deal with. So I welcome the sweet cool days.

It won't be long until fall comes so it's strange to noticed that.

After dealing with electric going off last night and stuff, I'm not sure what to expect before I go to sleep tonight.

I have prove doing surveys are slow... since they changed it a little bit. Ugh.

I must just sit down and do at least 5 surveys per day at any moment of the day so that I can get some more money to put into my paypal. Bet I will be waiting another 2 days after doing so.

Anyway, I think I will watch a few more videos and then get ready to sleep soon.

Hope tomorrow will be good for me.

Also, mosquito bites are not pleasant... I got like over 10 bites on my right leg and only 5 bites on my left leg... I was gonna shave too but... dang it... always something that prevents me from shaving so often x.x Yea, girl problems here.

I will leave that subject deep into one tiny box, okay?

Alright, time to go... being random is getting a bit strange here!

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Raining On A Foxes Wedding

The title is just a saying that I happened to found in a Manga years ago. Since then I just loved it because it's meaning is sun showers. We called them sun showers here in America but I rather call it "Raining on a foxes wedding." xD Just because it's cuter.

I will get started with Fringe today and so far... it's interesting but the thing is... they are really long episodes :v

I hope I can watch them all before they go away from Netflix... it sucks that this show is going away.

Anyway, I will get on with this show and try to find something to do on top of watching these shows.

That's all.

With love,

BDK