2 Days Until My Surgery

 It's almost there.

And I have to get up really early. 

So there's that.

Anyway, I shall get back to my journals as I am almost done with everything that I needed to do.

See ya tomorrow.

B

3 Days Until My Surgery

 It's so close. And I'm gonna make a few calls tomorrow. And hopefully everything gets set up.

Here's to hoping all will get better soon.

Shall rest and get everything else done.

See ya tomorrow.

B

4 Days Until My Surgery

 It's hard to believe that in 4 days, my surgery will happen. Seeing that I have no bad feeling or anything, I know that all will be better.

Anyway, I shall get back to my journals since I am going to work on some videos for the next few days.

See ya tomorrow.

B

5 Days Until My Surgery

 It's getting closer and closer... 

And I am ready as I am always should be.

I just want to get this over with and walk without pain every single day.

See ya tomorrow.

B

6 Days Until My Surgery

 I think I will be okay.

Keeping this short because I'm kind of really tired.

See ya tomorrow

B

7 Days Until My Surgery

Today had been a long day, but I am so glad that it's over.

In a week is surgery day. And I'm nervous about it, but I will get over with it.

Hope that all will be better for me.

And I need to teach her a few things about asking me nicely instead of doing what she did earlier... because no, I'm not going to deal with anybody right now. 

And I'm just asking for people to stop doing this to me.

See ya tomorrow.

B

8 Days Until My Surgery

 I'm already nervous... and just by going tomorrow is making me even more nervous about it.

And I hope that all will go well tomorrow.

So yea...

I'm scared as well.

See ya tomorrow.

B

9 Days Until My Surgery

 It's next week.

I'm ready.

Yet, I am not.

But I must be ready.

Yea...

See ya tomorrow.

B

10 Days Until My Surgery

 It's hard to believe it will be next week when I will have my surgery...

I have to get everything all ready because I need to eat light the day before. I need to be by the phone all this week and next week... even though it's gonna be hard to do since I will be busy for this week.

Hope that all will get better.

Anyway, I gotta figure out what to do next...

And plan out my room.

See ya tomorrow.

B

11 Days Until My Surgery

 It's getting closer and I'm nervous... overthinking and so much more.

I hope that all will get better soon.

Anyway, I shall get back to my journals and hope that all will be better.

See ya tomorrow.

B

12 Days Until My Surgery

 The timing is getting closer...

Anyway, I will be going with my dad to the local relay for life dinner. So that's gonna be fun.

I should be good.

Anyway, back to my journals.

See ya tomorrow.

B

13 days until my surgery

 I hope that each time is getting closer that I should be okay. 

I just wondering if anybody even knows how serious this surgery is...

But I'll be fine. Just the recovery process will be the main struggle for me.

Yea...

Can't get that through some people's head.

Anyway, shall get back to my journals.

See ya tomorrow.

B 

14 Days Until My Surgery

 It's officially 2 weeks until my surgery and I am both nervous and worried at the same time.

But I trust this person even more because of where they work at.

I will be grateful for this surgery.

No more pain. No more struggling to sleep.

See ya tomorrow.

B

15 Days Until My Surgery

 Tomorrow marks 2 weeks until my surgery... and soon it will be a week, then the week of...

I will be glad that it will be over with.

Anyway, I am kind of sleepy because I've been reading and doing so much more.

Just hope all goes well for me.

See ya tomorrow.

B

16 Days until my surgery

 Soon it will be a week away... right now, it's 2 weeks away...

I am nervous, but I will be glad to get this over with.

I feel sick right now because I know that I have to make a big decision before my surgery date to make people to leave me the fuck alone.

So yay me.

See ya tomorrow.

B

17 Days Until My Surgery

 We went to my aunt's house. And I am not happy with someone from my past who is constantly trying to add me via FB. I had to make the decision to block this person. Because I am done with that.

I should be okay for the most part.

Anyway, I am doing my journals, then I am going to read for the rest of the night. 

Yay me.

See ya tomorrow.

B

18 Days Until My Surgery

 I bought books at a yard sale that was a good steal and I'm happy with that.

I'm gonna get through the rest of the day, doing my journals and watching a movie.

I should be okay for the most part, but seriously... what has today become?

Anyway, I shall get back to my life.

See ya tomorrow.

B

19 Days Until My Surgery

 I am tired. I am sleepy. I am ready to watch Summer Game Fest.

Also, I went to some yard sales today. Didn't see anything, but had a good time hanging out with my dad.

Anyway, I am going to get some rest while watching this. So I will be late getting on VRC.

Yay me.

See ya tomorrow.

B

20 Days Until My Surgery

 Is this weird that I countdown until my surgery date? Nah...

Anyway, I am trying my best to survive the day since we went to Walmart and boy, I was so tired. That I went to sleep. Now I am behind on my journals, but that's to be expected. So yea.

I just gotta do my best and hope that all will get better.

See ya tomorrow.

B

21 Days Until My Surgery

Every Wednesday except the day before my pre op and my surgery, we usually go to the grocery store.

I am usually glad that it's over with, but I am not sure if I can keep this up...

Anyway, I'm going to get some rest after I get my journals done. So yay me.

See ya tomorrow.

B

22 Days until surgery

 Yes, my titles will be my countdown as I need it as a way to calm me down for what's to come. 

I'm nervous that I might not make it, but that's my mind. Not anybody else telling me this. Just my own mind.

Anyway, I am going to be zoning out while I finish up my journals. So do wish me luck while I watch State of Play. For we may never know what is to come.

See ya tomorrow.

B

23 Days Until surgery

 I'm hoping that I am able to make it through the week with no issues, but the closer the time, the more I am dreading what the recovery is gonna be like.

I'm half asleep and wish that this pain will go away... but alas, surgery is the only answer for now.

I shall get things done and see what is up next in my mind.

See ya tomorrow.

B