The moon is nice tonight. Just looking at it makes me cry. Almost makes me want to sing.
I am depressed again. I think I get spells like this when I shouldn't. And my heart breaks because I worry about one person's happiness. Only to get another answer. Makes me wonder... How am I alive? How am I still surviving? Why am I still breathing?
Each and every waking moment, I wake up... Hoping that I wouldn't feel sad. Yet I put myself through the saddest state ever. I should've been blamed. I shouldn't never asked.
But now... I fear it. The word death, I shall always fear. Why does it happen? And why does it take people away so fast?
So... Now I ask myself... If I sleep tonight, will I be alright in the morning?
With love,
BDK
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