Always Take Things One Step At A Time

For the past week, I have posted my resolution a day. Now I want to add that I had learn over the years, it's best to not start things right at the start of the new year. Here's why...

You can easily get burnt out of things.

My doctor's appointment isn't until early February. I know for sure, my first gaming video won't be out until I complete a game. And I don't want to let stress take over on how I do things either. So many many things will be taken slowly.

Always take things one step at a time. When an opportunity pops up, you go for it. Don't be distraught if something doesn't go your way. Just remember that you can try again. If it's something you can't try again, then move on to another subject.

I think my main goal right now is my health. I never mention about other things but those type of goals are just something I've need to change over time.

I still do dream of moving to Japan or Indonesia and working there as a teacher or in Japan, as something.

Since the world around us is constantly changing (go liberals btw), I feel like it's going to change more in 2017.

As I looked back on 2016... the struggle was real. The stress was real.

I can't make any promises about how things will be. Because there will always be a bad thing happening. There will always be something unexpected in goals. There will always be something. So just always remember to don't panic and be ready for anything.

I felt like I almost made it with reading more books and maybe some other stuff... but I felt like I neglected my writings because of stress and other issues.

At the beginning of 2016, I posted that enough is enough... because I'm done of listening to how others view me, how they judge me... and much more. The truth is there. I know. But I want to tone out those voices. And because of that, I felt like it took me this long to get over what happens on the internet.

I know it took me a while to get over that... but it's time for a change once again for 2017.


I mention that I had other goals... I will mention a few of them here.

• Earn money somehow
• Save money
• Plan a trip on my own.
• Be more independent
• And unknown goals.

There are going to be new goals. There are going to disappointment in things. There are going to change of plans. There are going to things we have to be ready for.

To tell you the truth... I cannot wait to see how 2017 will be like. So... see ya in 2017.

That's all

With love,

BDK
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At Last But Not Least

The last but I know will not be the only New Year's Resolution...

My health has always been in an up and down battle since I am getting older.

2016, my health had been okay for the first half... but come the second half, my stomach started to bother me more.

Simply put... I get heart burns, stomach aches, always full, bloated, and rarely, but surely... vomiting. Along with other things that I don't want to list.

I have been feeling full in the middle of my abdominal. But I have no idea why in that area.

I did had problems with feeling like I was choking but some reason, that went away. Now another problem has arise.

In 2017, I want to make it my mission to take care of my health before I get sick again. I am eating less because I am always afraid that I would be at that stage again.

I really need to get this taken care and figured out what it is... Whether it's caused by something else or by my period, I need to find out by a doctor. My mom wants me to go to the ER but they don't always know everything there. I did had a family doctor but when I asked him once about what he thinks is causing my stomach to hurt, his reply was just simply take pepto bismol which in turn doesn't always take care of the problems.

I am switching to a better doctor. One I went before but regret leaving because I need to get this problem taken care of soon.

So, this is my real resolution for this year.

I will be back with a second post just before the New Year here. So... take care and....

That's all.

With love,

BDK

2016, To All The Greats That Has Passed

We remember those who had passed away suddenly and those who passed away naturally.

Muhammad Ali, who became a legend in boxing.
Prince, who brought us Purple Rain.
Alan Rickman, who took Snape into reality.
Glenn Frey, Founder and singer of Eagles
David Bowie, who brought us music of fantasy.
Harper Lee, who brought us the Mockingbird 
Joey Feek, who brought us Joey + Rory.
Nancy Reagan, the wife of President Ronal Reegan.
Merle Haggard, beloved singer in country-music.
Chyna, a pro wrestler that proved being a woman is awesome.
Christina Grimmie, who taught us that dreams can come true.
Ralph Stanley, making bluegrass the best thing there is.
Kenny Baker, who will always be R2-D2.
Matt Roberts, who founded 3 Doors Down.
Gene Wilder, Being Willy Wonka first.
Holly Dunn, a beautiful county singer who brought us "Daddy's Hands."
Florence Henderson,  who would be the Brady Bunch mother.
John Glenn, our American Hero of Space.
Joseph Mascolo, who made soap opera fun.
Alan Thicke, the father of "growing Pains"
George Michael, who brought us "Wake Me Up, Before We Go Go."
Richard Adams, who wrote Watership Down as a Satire to the world.
Carrie Fisher, who will always the princess of Star Wars that brought us hope.
Debbie Reynolds, who will be dancing the rain and maybe cast a spell sometimes.

And many more.

This year has brought us death. We will never forget who these people are. How they made history, gave us movies, music to enjoy, books to remember and hope to make us strong.

Thank you all... May you all be in our memories forever.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Writing To My Heart's Content

Writing has always been my passion. I never cared to hear how others view about my writing habits.

I try my best to correct the wrong things but it's kind of hard with my mind. I always had some sort of grammar problems and sentence structuring problems as well.

But I do have a vast imagination.

I need to continue on my passion on writing to make myself get better at it.

I hope that I can do more poetry and short stories for this year.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

When There's YouTube, You Are Happy.

I am deeply sorry for a late blog but I didn't really feel like updating earlier today.

My next new year's resolution? YouTube... or anything involved with YouTube. I want to be more involved with the YouTube community somehow...

I am not sure how 2017 will be like but I hope to be more active on YouTube, whether it's through gaming, through random vlogs, and many other things.

I might even add a bit of dog videos here or there.

I think the problem with showing myself out there is how people are rude... But I seemed to overcome that now so I want to be brave and just do something on YouTube.

Of course, one of those video goals would be gaming videos and such.

And I want to be more active in the community. If at all possible, go to a community based con. That might be hard because of some issues but if I could, I would just bring along my pet so that I wouldn't have to deal with such issues.

Either way, I want to just be more active on YouTube in some way. There will be times that I will take a break but I will try not to stop at a game just because of something.

I just hope this 2017 won't be much of an hassle on my part.

For now... That's all I wish to say.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

More Times To Blog?

I might be spending more time blogging by blogging whenever I feel like it.

My bestie says that I would be going 3 times a day... Well... no... alright, maybe. Actually, I don't know how often I will update my blog. I just know I will try to be more active on it and such.

I already been trying to do the anytime thing and it feels good... I don't have to worry if it's late or not. However, if I am doing event or challenges, those will be scheduled at a certain time xD

Anyway, I hope that this will be a good year for me to write more and better stuff.

On Saturday or Friday, I will be doing a memorial thing for all the people we lost in 2016.

I really hope it ends soon because all these sudden deaths has been a downer to us all.

For now, I will get back on YouTube although, I started watching Cry's part 17 of Final Fantasy 15, a little late. :O

Alright, gonna go now... hope the rest of the few days be better this time!

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Figuring Out About Gaming...

The last post, I mention that I wanted to do a special live stream on New Year's Eve... I am sorry, but that has been canceled due to issues with the video and such. The program I have works good at live streaming but some reason, the video lags a whole lot.

I could do both streaming and recording but that would make it extremely laggy than it already is.

So I won't be live streaming at all. At least, not until I can find the problem or get a better internet.

For now, I can record games just fine. It has no issues. The programs that were free and recorded games, didn't work out too good for me. However, the program that I bought for my birthday, records games wonderfully.

I am going to start playing games without commentary. At least, until I can get a mic that has better noise cancellation. I might be looking into that in the next few months.  There's constantly music in the background here at my home and I cannot always tell my mom to shut it off since she has nerve problems and she can easily get mad or say weird stuff.

Anyway, for now, I will record games without no mic. My opinions of the gameplay will be in the description.

That's all.

With love,

BDK