My Own Time

Sometimes people needs to stop asking me to get up when I am hurting all over and it's annoying af.

I need to rest. Because I know I won't be able to for the next few days and it sucks.

I really need to get the fuck out of here so I can find my own time to nap, to rest, to do my journaling, to read and much more.

Anyway, shall get back to my journals.

See ya tomorrow.

B

My Way

I have no idea why my mom keeps doing what she does... and using a death card on me just because I told her that I am busy.

So yea. I just want things to be my way anymore.

Anyway, I shall finish up my journals. There will be no blog tomorrow as I am busy and won't have time to post anything.

See ya soon.

B

Let It Go

As we enjoy the last full week (the last week has November for Sunday so you can see why), we began to see why people can be such dicks for not knowing how to let things go.

Like come on... let it go.

Anyway, I am going to get back to my life and get all my journals done.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Better In The End

 I feel like I have been so busy that I forgot what I am doing lately with these blogs. I need to get through what I can do.

I just hope that all will get better in the end.

See ya tomorrow.

B

See The Truth

I think people are simple minded sometimes. And there's people who depends on me a bit too much. It's a bit hard to deal with this.

I feel like all the suffering is a bit hard to understand through it all.

I just wish people would wake up and see the truth in what is going on.

I shall get back to my journals.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Put It Out There

I feel like people are desperate to be with my partner... and it shows. I just don't think she knows.

Anyway, I am late as usual. I got a lot of stuff on my mind and just wanted to put it out there.

See ya tomorrow.

B

What Is On My Mind

 I have a lot of things on my mind and people are not as they seem.

I feel like the world is crashing down. And well, who knows what is on my mind.

I should be okay for the most part.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Feel So Out Of It

I feel so out of it lately... and I cannot figure out what to do about that. Maybe go to bed at a decent time.

We shall see.

Anyway, I shall get back to my journals.

Let's hope for the best.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Is This Real Or Not?

I have a lot on my mind lately and it seems like everything is not at it seems. Is this real or not?

I have a belief system where things are not what they are... and I'm trying to wake up from this nightmare of a hell that doesn't really exist anymore.

Ah, well... I like being random, you know?

See ya tomorrow.

B

Patient

Sometimes people needs to learn to be patient... so it's not fun.

I deal with a mother who is that way and I need to get someone else to learn how to be patient... so it sucks a lot.

Anyway, I should be fine for the most part.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Who Knows What Is Up

I am trying to figure out what is in people's minds sometimes. 

I just knew something happens to people without knowing what happens to them.

The hurt gets better and better... but in the end, who knows what is up.

Anyway, shall get back to my journals since I am extremely late and I need to record videos too.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Horror Maps

The realization that I still have a lot of horror maps to explore and quite possibly... go blind in.

So that's fun to do.

Anyway, I shall get back to my journals and hope for the best.

See ya tomorrow.

B

There You Go

 I really hate it when people comments trying to advertise things on almost everything. I even mentioned it before you even commented not to type anything to advertise anything... so I do have the right to delete it.

I dare you to try it again because I will keep deleting it. It's pointless to try and advertise anything. I have a contact page for those things.

Since you went ahead and did it anyway... yea... deleting it.

Don't do this again.

Just because I say that I am tired... doesn't mean you have to advertise that.... I have no thyroid and I take medication for that so my fatigue is real.

So there you go.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Later and Later

I just noticed that I need to stop trying to do my journals later and later every single day.

But it's not what it seems... it's because I've added more hobbies to it.

Anyway, I should be fine for the most part.

So there's that. 

See ya tomorrow.

B

Insane

I sometimes feel like the world is against me, but understanding why people are so in senile is insane. And yea... I am tired of it all. 

People like my aunt needs to stop using the idea of computers being the caused of me not having my SSI. I am tired of this... and it seems like it is every single time that I get that noticed that I have been denial. I am really tired of my aunt.

I am going to get back to my life and hope that all will get better.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Blame...

I feel like each day, timing of doing my journals gets later... and I blame my mom because of the way she is.

I need a break from her. She interrupts every conversation I have with my partner and it's annoying as hell. 

I just wish I had a new home right now.

Anyway, shall get back to my journals. See ya tomorrow.

B

Festival can change

 I think it's interesting how a festival can change everything in the world.

I am going to go back tomorrow to actually properly look around. Just not sure what time yet.

Anyway, I am going to get my journals done so that I can record and then stream soon after.

So yay me.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Streaming all October

I am trying to figure out why I keep getting later and later, but I think it's because I want to force myself to get sleepy by a certain time. So maybe this late night stream will help me a lot.

We shall see.

I am going to be doing this for the whole month of October. So there's that. Yay me.

See ya tomorrow.

B