Saying Goodbye To November...

It's been a bumpy ride, but so glad to see you gone away...

For December will be the last month to the year 2014.

So, as November slowly leaves... we say... hello December...

Just think, a month and then it'll be 2015.

Well... just have to survive Christmas first... soooooo... good luck guys!

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Before Bed Updates

I finally got my hair cut today. Yay!

No pictures though on here but I posted it on my instagram and facebook page xD

Anyways, I finally got my Christmas Tree up.

And I am sleepy so should get to bed soon...

Well, not really sleepy sleepy but you know...

I just want to hide sometimes.

Also, I really want to live in a different time zone so I could talk to Rai more during the day and let him rest more during the night xD

Well, that's all for now.

And night btw.

With love,

BDK

Happy Thanksgiving!

Well, we ended up going to Cracker Barrel to eat.

Me and mom had the Thanksgiving platter while dad ate the breakfast meal xD

But it was a good day.

I like it that way, you know? No fussing, no screaming.

Anyways, there was a moment that I wanted to bug dad to take me to Walmart to see the black friday thing but then I stopped and was like... you know... let's wait until you go to Kroger. (My dad started going to Kroger at least once a year now... not going to tell you why or how.)

Hopefully next year, things would be better... but then again, we are not sure who will be around yet.

I'm just thankful for the now.

I'll be seeing my grandma again this weekend and hug her tight because people needs to learn that family is important.

Yes, I didn't get to spend time with my family today but I really kind of tired of hearing people fuss.

Next year... I might not be here in the US. So... thanks guys.

Alright, enough of that... I'm gonna try to get my Christmas Tree up soon... no, I won't put a picture up here unless you guys request it.

For now... that's all.

With love,

BDK

Blah Blah... Blah!

So why the blahs?

Well, it seems like another fight with family again for Thanksgiving. Here I thought we were going to have a peaceful Thanksgiving... then it just goes for the worse of all.

Ah, well.

So now we all will be having separate Thanksgiving. Not that it bothers me. But I am fed up with how the family gets around these times.

So next year, I'm spending my holidays in another country. I don't care what anybody says... I'm just tired of being in the middle of it all.

Always, a complaint here or a complaint there...

Nothing is ever going to be peaceful anymore.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Thanksgiving Week!

Today is the 24th and soon it will be Thanksgiving...

I'm kind of hoping that I don't have to go to my grandma's until the night before or the day before. Simply because I wanna hang out with my best friend before I get busy with life.

And since I have no laptop, it gets boring real quick... My phone won't stay charged and it's hard to get the internet to work right there...

So yea, you can see that I want to wait until the night before so that I can go to my grandma's.

Anyways, as for my friend, he just told me that I don't have to ask him for permission xDDDD

So when he updates his program sometimes, I will post it to you guys.

Support him and yes, give him ideas if you can.

Anyways, I'll let you guys know if I have to do anything this week.

So... that's all for now.

With love,

BDK

A long bad day...

So today had been a bad day for my mom and me.

My mom went to the hospital in Berea and found out she had pancreatitis (help me spell it right). Basically, an inflamed pancreas. She has to take it easy today and hopefully get over it soon.

So it has been a long day...

Also, I may help my best friend advertise something that he is working on but only by his permission. Also, he needs some encouragement guys so please help him, thanks!

Anyways, hopefully today was the last bad day for this year ever... just... hopefully.

For now, that's all.

With love,

BDK

Open Your Heart... Open Your Eyes.

Just wondering what it would be like if everybody were more... freely to understand the world around them.

Come on, open your heart... open your eyes.

I guess fear is still the one thing that is controlling people these days... Either the fear of the word. Or the fear of being accepted. Or the fear of change. Yes... we are all afraid of something.

Last night, I woke up with a panic attack. It happened to me once before in life but this was a first in a long time. I really hope it's not a continuous thing.

Things are happening as we wake up and learning who we are.

So... for the new year, I will always introduce myself all over again. Also... add more details to my blog.

Lately, I have been lazy with such things... I'm sorry for that.

I don't like making promises a lot... but I'm seriously not gonna stop my blog any sudden reasons.

Unless I'm dead. Well... so much for trying to be infamous xD

Ah, well.

That's all.

With love,

BDK