I Got Pens.

I got pens.

Yes, I wanted to just say that because I actually did bought some colorful pens. Ever since I find colorful pens... not gel pens... I do not like gel pens.

Anyway, I went to see my brother and my nephews and niece. They loved it when we bring kittens xD Even my brother's gf loves the kittens too xD

At least, my nephew is doing well... he had a bit of a scared on Thursday. I won't say much just that he has to see a doctor someday before he can have anymore surgeries.

Right now, I am going to finish "How I Met Your Mother" since it's going off Netflix soon.

Tomorrow, gonna go see my aunt.

Tonight, I might try to do something creative. Just have to wait and see.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Not Sure What Tomorrow Brings

I doubt we will be going anywhere tomorrow. But you never know what might change in the morning.

I just hope that since that I got my open office back... I get to write soon. I won't announce the winner of strawpoll just yet but it's interesting to know what people would like to read.

I am going to keep at it this time and figure out how to start it and keep at it. Something I learn... use some Index Cards to write out ideas for each chapter... so who knows what might come in mind.

Anyway, I am really tired right now so no creative thing tonight.

I'm sorry that I haven't been doing much in the past few days but I have been having a bad few days.

Sleep is my friend right now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

A Really Slow Day

Today has been a really slow day but I think it will be alright.

I am not sure what to do but I know I won't be doing any surveys today and I got a scary movie came in the mail from Netflix... I might not exactly watch that xD

In fact, I'll just leave it running the background to pretend to watch it. I'm done with horror for a while just so you know.

I'm not too inspired to write anything creative right now... but I will let you all know if I do later.

That strawpoll that I done? It only has three votes... and I think I know what I'll be writing soon.

I hope tomorrow will be good even though it will be boring xD

I will tell you all about that tomorrow.

Right now, just wanna relax and stuff...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Don't Give Up Trying For Dreams

Google must be slow today... Well, blogger part of Google.

I have been thinking a lot lately... but that's what I do when I am on my blah... Do not ask what blah is though.

But I know life is really weird lately... Ever since my grandma passed away in June, things just been going downhill from there.

It's not safe living here.

And anything can happen when you at least don't expected it.

I really wish sometimes my dad would listen but he too, knows that something is wrong... but he isn't doing anything about it.

I am doing double duty of surveys and I am going to make my blogs a bit better soon... and I'm starting back to this YouTube thing... if they ever get it fixed because it seems to be dealing with a lot of problems...

There's a lot of things that I want to do. Most of it won't happen until next year. And many won't happen at all.

I think being happy is hard but that doesn't mean you have to give up.

I won't give up on the things that I love just to force myself to be happy.

Anyway, I just have to keep going and hope that life will be better one of these days.

Unlike some people... who don't understand the whole concept of life... paying bills, taking care of yourself more, and much more.

Tonight, there won't be anything creative... don't be thinking that I've given this up... because I am going to start planning to write... it might start out on paper first but once I get ink and stuff... I'm back in business with writing stories and poems and more. I kind of... want to do a poetry of fantasy and science fiction thing... like make it into a book?

Who knows... dreams are what makes you feel young. Most people might not achieve their dreams but always know... at least, you didn't give up trying.

Giving up is what makes you feel like crap. Always know that.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

A Small Update

I am here finally. I think my mom's doctor is finally going to give her a MRI on her head.

I will keep you all updated with that. I am going to get back to trying to do surveys today... before I get off for the night to watch Gotham.

I hope that everything will be alright for my mom... and yea... not sure what else to put here.

Anyway, I am going to go and yea...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

This Is Up For A Reason

I'm updating my blog early for a reason. Tonight, I am watching the CMA Awards... sooooo... that's in 10 minutes from the time I type this blog xD

Anyway, my mom went to the ER and figured out... not all doctors know what they are doing.

Alright, gonna go and keep this short. Sorry, nothing creative comes to my mind tonight. But you never know what might come up in my mind between tonight and tomorrow.

I know this post is gonna be short because I really want to get everything ready for tonight... not even coming back on my PC for the rest of the night either.

So... hope things will be well for me.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Today Might Be Hard

I'm trying to do surveys... and so far, it's proven to be harder than I imagined.

I am still kind of sleepy and really want to do this... so let's get back to doing it now.

Alright, today might be a bit boring. But I really want to try to do these things.

Anyway, I am going to get on with the surveys... hope I can do it.

I will let you all know in the second post.

That's all.

With love,

BDK