Amazing That Things Happened Last Night

It's amazing that things happened last night. But at the same time, there's things that don't make sense. So yea.

I'm done with drama.

See ya tomorrow.

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Halloween is around the corner

Halloween is around the corner and I am so ready for it.

Though I can't quite understand what's up but we just have to wait and see.

Anyway, I'm gonna try my best and get through the day with no other problems.

See ya tomorrow.

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Don't Know

I'm just sitting here, thinking... and trying not to have another attack.

I got triggered...

And I don't know.

The thing about dreams is they are based on your deepest fears... which sometimes those fears can cause you to have bad dreams...

You can't believe all the dreams you have.

So yea.

See ya tomorrow.

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First HorrorCon

I'm going to my first horrorcon on VRChat this weekend. Can't wait.

Anyway, I should be okay and shall get back to my day.

See ya tomorrow.

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Catching Up

 Today, I decided to get my journals early since I do want to try to catch up with all the letters aka penpals before the end of this year so I can finally catch up to the point that I can do it a month or two behind... Unless it's INCOWRIMO or Letter Month. I haven't decided which one of these I am doing yet, but we shall see.

Anyway, I do have to say that everything should be okay for now.

See ya tomorrow.

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Behind

I sometimes wish that my mom would drop certain subjects because we can't help what happens to anybody. And she tries to make sure to keep going on about it.

Anyway, I am a bit late on my journals tonight because some reason, my mom has been cooking later each night and well, while I don't mind, it does put me behind on my journals.

Alright, see ya tomorrow.

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Some kind of special

I do hope all of this drama is finally over. I just want it to be done. 

Anyway, I do hope that things will get better for both me and Snowie. 

Either way, I think people are some kind of special in some ways.

Alright, shall get back to my journals and quite possible, play a game or two.

See ya tomorrow.

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Always Investigate

It's always smart to do an investigation on a screenshot before you start to assume things. And share it to the person that is supposed to be of because you can clearly tell a lie or a truth based on how a person talks.

Anyway, I should be okay. So yea.

See ya tomorrow.

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Hope Everyone Else Is Okay

I hope that all is well. But I should be okay.

I just hope everyone else is okay.

See ya tomorrow.

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Should Be Quiet

Tell me when it's over. I think it should be quiet down now. So yea.

Just hope that tomorrow is better.

Anyway, I do need to update my discord, but I'll do that later. Just got a lot of stuff to think about.

And yea... I'm not entirely sure what to do next.

Alright, let's get on with the rest of the day.

See ya tomorrow.

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What's Done Is DONE

Just another day and this drama BS needs to die already.

The only problem is there are people that are trying to keep this drama alive. Grow up. Get a life. And get over it. What's done is done.

Anyway, I am going to get on with the day and hope that all will get better soon.

See ya tomorrow.

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Feel Unworthy

I had a drama free life for a long time... then drama appears out of nowhere.

I'm too tired for all of this crap and really... quite honestly... I just wished that I wasn't pulled into it.

Anyway, I am beginning to feel unworthy because of it all and therefore lost all my trust on people.

See ya tomorrow.

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When Will It Be Over?

Just when it will be over? I'm done with people...

And yea... not in the best of mood right now.

See ya tomorrow.

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I Hate Loud Closed In Places

I am just trying to figure out if I will be okay through the rest of the day. After going to that restaurant of all that talking and yelling... my ears hurt like hell.

And then dealing with the yells from a kid... um... yea... please mute.

Anyway, I am so ready for tonight. Nervous because it's been a year since I did a horror nights only stream... so wish me luck.

I shall get back to doing my journals and eat cake... then drink a drink.

See ya tomorrow.

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Dealing With Stuff

 I really hate my computer right now as it is dealing with low memory and slow interent. So I have to fix the problem by restarting the computer and deleting a lot of stuff off it. So this is gonna be fun to deal with.

See ya tomorrow.

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Another Typical Day

Just another typical day... did I repeat saying that? Yes. I just have to wonder why parents are cruel to own children? Ah, well.... I wish I can save them all.

Anyway, I just got another day of doing nothing but try to figure out how to survive the days ahead.

See ya tomorrow.

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Another Typical Day

 Just another typical day... you do not want to know what has happened today.

But yea... you know when your parents are getting older when they start having issues with their health.

I do wish they would sit down and have a talk with me about the future of them.

Life is not like it seems... so yea.

See ya tomorrow.

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Feeling Trap

I sometimes do a lot of thinking. Does it benefit my mental health? Not really.

For years, I really needed to see a psychologists and a therapists, but every time I mention it to my mom, she says another thing. Like... this is for my own sake, mom. I always want to learn to drive so I can just go take care of this on my own.

But sometimes, I can't help but feel like my parents are trying their damnest to keep me from getting out of here.

I have not enjoyed all summer because I haven't been going anywhere that would benefit on my mind. Just a constant state of either staying home or going to a doctor for my mom. Constant.

And I feel like they are always planning something else to further me from not getting out of here... and I don't like it at all.

It makes me feel like I am trap... and I need to get out of here.

See ya tomorrow.

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Read People Like A Book

I really read people like a book, don't I? I knew this was going to happen with this person and yet, I kept it a secret because if I did, they wouldn't believe me.

Anyway, I am going to do my best and hope for a better day tomorrow.

I will be just glad when this year will end.

As for what I am doing next year, I will be adding this blog as a yearly and monthly thing... only those two would make sense as I do want to challenge myself more.

Alright, shall try my best and finish the day off.

See ya tomorrow.

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Hate How My Mind Works

I hate how my mind works sometimes... but yea, I'm tired of everything else but not sure what is next for me.

Ah, well.

I just have to do my best and hope for the best.

Anyway, see ya tomorrow.

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A Movie Night

Just another day and realizing that I just need a break from everything. I hate the feeling of being dragged and then not feeling needed.

So yea.

Just a typical day of my life.

Anyway, I shall get through the rest of the day. Might disappear for the rest of the night and just watch movies for the rest of the night.

See ya tomorrow.

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Festival going on in my town

Some reason my head hurts a lot and I really don't know why. I feel like I am close to fainting and I don't want that to happen to me. So yea. It just sucks that noises and stuff hurts my ears right now and it's making my head feel worse.

Anyway, I am glad that today is over but I am not sure what I will be doing since there's a festival locally going on. I might go downtown for a little bit, but not sure how long I will be down there.

Alright, see ya tomorrow.

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Shall See What Is Next

Just a matter of time and we shall see what is next.

So yea. Hope all is well for us.

Anyway, just have to wait and see.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Halloween Countdown!

 Since I didn't get to draw today, I will try showing it off tomorrow or in my server today.

Just know... it's the first day of Halloween countdown! Fuck yes!

Alright, see ya tomorrow.

B