Slept Most of the Day

Just another day that we didn't really do anything at all. I slept most of the day. 

I am gonna be relaxing for the rest of the day. So yay me.

I am gonna try to figure out what to do for tonight. But we shall see.

I hope y'all have an amazing day.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Sick, Tired and Emotional

I guess things aren't the way they seem. Mocking hurts. We should know this by now.

Anyway, I am going to try my best for a better day. I am sick and tired... and a bit emotional. It's not a fun combination. 

Ah, well.

We shall see what happens next.

See ya tomorrow.

B

I am Sick

I am now sick and that's not fun.

I hope that one day I will get better at protecting myself from getting sick and such.

Anyway, I am going to try my best and enjoy the day. Hopefully all will be well for me.

See ya tomorrow.

B

More Cake

I am glad that things are a bit better today. I think my dad is glad that he went to the doctor's appointment. They found a tick on him.

I got more cake today.

Anyway, I am going to finish up this movie soon. So yay me.

See ya tomorrow

B

Dosage Change

So my doctor changed my medication dosage from 150 to 137. So... yea. I hope it helps.

Anyway, I am going to leaving in a few so I can't really stay long on anything.

See ya tomorrow.

B

A Slow Day For A Holiday

 Things have been slow, but it is a holiday too. So it's understandable why.

I am glad we went to the cemetaries yesterday so that I could relax today. Gonna be busy for three days straight.

That is if my dad doesn't go straight to the store on Wednesday evening. If he does so, I will cancel my stream schedule for that night and just relax.

Anyway, I gotta say... I hope that one day I will find a peaceful place to stream my games on Twitch again. I rather turn it all towards PC and maybe look into capture cards so that I can stream more games on PS5 and so forth.

Alright, I shall get back to my day and finish up my journals. See ya tomorrow.

B

Busy Day

I am trying to figure out why I am not feeling tired. We went to my aunt's house. The family graveyard twice there. Then we decided to pick up some more flowers to take the other cemeteries. We went to Alec Mink and Elmwood.

We passed by the grave of the one whose murder was never solved and it's so sad.

Anyway, I am going to try to survive today. And well... tomorrow is a holiday so yea.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Tired

I'm tired of people trying to tell me what to do. Don't use my full name in some cases.

Yea.

Anyway, I am going to have an event so hopefully people will get to join and have a bit of a fun.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Going To Walmart A Bit Late

I am glad today is over again. We went to Walmart a bit late.

Ah, well.

I hope that all is well for me. I am really tired.

Anyway, see ya tomorrow.

B

Glad Today Is Over

I am glad that today is over. It was just medicine refills, but still... I had to get some blood work done as well. Since I am seeing my thyroid doctor next week. Yay me~

Anyway, I am going to try my best for the rest of the day. In hopes that we can figure out what tomorrow is gonna be like.

See ya tomorrow.

B

A Bit Hyper Later

Surprisingly, it wasn't so bad last night for the storms. But who knows. Anyway, I gotta say that I may be a bit hyper tonight after I drink ice coffee and cinnamon rolls. Yay.

I hope that tomorrow will be good for me, but we shall see.

I know that I will be busy so I will let you know tomorrow's post of any news.

Until then...

B

Round One Over, Waiting For Round Two

I hate to say it like this, but round one is over... and now we are waiting for round two which is more powerful than this one.

I just hope it comes in before midnight because night storms are scary as fuck.

Anyway, I am going to finish my journals and finish watch Doctor Who's latest episode.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Out of It

 I have been pretty much out of it for the past few days or so. I hope that I will be alright, but we shall see.

Anyway, I think I will actually write some letters this week so that I can catch up on them. Then hopefully they will not be too mad for not writing in a while xD

I think tomorrow I will be on edge because of the storms coming in... so we are not catching a break at all.

For now I will get what I can do done.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Can't Afford To Lose Sleep

I am so tired. But I am glad that I got to drive today.

I hope that tomorrow won't be stormy as I really can't afford to lose anymore sleep and such.

Anyway, I hope that all will be well.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Thoughts And Prayers For Kentucky

 Tragedy strike my state last night and it hurts a lot to see what all happened. Two Tornadoes ripped through my state just south of here. It's like a bomb went off. I would go and access the damage but I rather not because it's not me.

My brother said he saw it from the Interstate and realized how bad it was.

So keep Kentucky in your thoughts and prayers if you don't mind.

I might not be talking much until weeks ahead. So yea.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Storms Today

It's never fun to enjoy storms in a state where it happens a bit too much. The weather didn't used to be like this and lately, it's getting worse.

Anyway, I didn't sleep well last night so I may try to sleep early tonight, but it depends on my mood.

I haven't decide what I will be doing yet. But hopefully by the end of the day, I can decide. We shall see.

Alright, I shall get on with the rest of the day and then hope that my body will be good.

Being tired is not fun, but yea...

See ya tomorrow.

B

Got My Shot

I got my shot today. Though it was longer than usual to see the doctor to actually get the shot.

So a bit of news, to put in simple terms: Hip joint and the thing that holds said joint is deteriorating. Maybe have to get a CT scan in the future. And who knows what else... but it could lead into surgery in a possible future. We don't know but only time will tell.

For now, I am okay. I will be okay.

Just tired. Because it was a long day.

So tonight I am gonna vibe and not sure what else yet.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Vibing With Music

I am just vibing with music for now. I hope that all is well.

I hope that I will be surviving tomorrow.

Anyway, I am going to try to get things done. So... let's hope my day will be good.

B

Got My Hair Cut Today

Today I got my hair trimmed, but mainly cut and layered. I was tired of how thick it was getting. So yea.

I hope that I will be fine today. I guess you could say that my mood is in between this and that.

It's hard to explain a lot of times, but I do need time to think about what to say in the meantime.

Anyway, I will be glad if I ever do get my own place for my PC. I miss working on my stories and more.

See ya tomorrow.

B

I'm A Loner

There's moments that I often wonder about how people are like in the real world. After being online for so long, I do forget to how to make friends both irl and online.

I'm a loner. I am too used to be a loner. Anyway, I'll be alright. Just need to try my best for the day and so forth.

I hope that all will be well later.

See ya tomorrow.

- B

Happy Mother's Day

I am gonna be alright. Maybe. I woke up with a tummy ache and not been feeling betters since so yea.

I am glad that today is Mother's Day. I am grateful for being everybody's mother figure in some form and shape.

Also, Happy Mother's Day to my mom.

Alright, shall get on with the rest of the day.

See ya tomorrow.

- B

Wrong

If you really think she's coming to live with me, you're wrong.

I'm done.

That's all.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Sleep Token's New Album is So Good!

I love Sleep Token's new album. Definitely gonna be supporting them from now on. Even if they do disappear. I will be one of the few that will continue to listen and yes, worship them.

Today I got to drive and I am getting better at it. Which is the best news that I heard from my own dad for a long time.

So let's get on with the rest of the day.

B

Cautious Intent

 Some days are not as simple as it seems. And well, I don't know what to say anymore. That's okay. I guess.

I'm gonna try to get through the rest of the week. But with a cautious intent. As I know what my gut says for everything and I don't really want to listen to anyone when it comes to what I want.

So yea.

We shall see.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Uncomfortable

I have the right to mention what makes me uncomfortable. I do have the right to never apologize for feeling this way. So if a person is mad at me, so what.

I'm just done with certain things.

Anyway, I'm tired.

So...

I'm tired of it all.

B

Hate Being Behind

 Anyway, I don't like the idea of being behind on stuff. So it makes me work even harder the next day to catch up on stuff.

And I hope that once everything will be okay, I should be fine with life and stuff.

I hated to tell people that I may not ever be able to work... but it's the truth. So I wanted to work on my stories and poetry collections more so that I can make a bit of money somewhere. I could continue the voice recordings on YouTube and TikTok. But to think we only have a month or so left for TikTok.

It's funny how people seem to forget things. Ah, well. I will be fine.

I really want to get away from it all. Yes, disappear.

Because I have a life. And my life involves doing stuff that I enjoy.

But being on a call 24/7 is not good for me mentally.

Ah, well.

Can't be helped.

I do want to say that I am deeply worried about my mom. Her health is more important than money or time itself. So I wish people keep that in mind. She isn't getting any younger. So... please let me have my time with my parents.

Until tomorrow.

I hope I don't get behind on my journals again.

B

Happy Birthday To Me

 There will be two updates. I will add the date for this one.

So happy birthday to me.

B

Excited For Tomorrow

I am really excited for tomorrow! Since it is my birthday and all.

Right now, I am more concern about the severity of this pain in my right hip. I'm hoping it will just go away, but I doubt it since May 15 is still pretty far off.

I can make it through as long as I don't do a lot of bending, kneeling, or anything that involves that type of movement with the hip. So yea.

Hopefully, I will be fine. We shall see.

See ya tomorrow as I will be celebrating my birthday~

- B

Avoided Drama Today

Listening to music calms my mind down as well as let me work on things fast.

Anyway, I am okay, just avoided drama altogether today. So yea.

I will be fine.

See ya tomorrow.

- B

Hurt My Hip

I hurt my hip today. By climbing into my dad's truck while he was parked weird. Like his side was downhill and the other side was a dip... so it hurt like hell.

I feel like I should just enjoy the pain. So yea.

Anyway, I am gonna get on with the rest of the day.

See ya tomorrow.

3 days until my birthday!

- B

I Will Be Alright

Sometimes I often wonder what I am doing. But I realized that I am going to be alright. No matter what.

Anyway, for the next few days, I'm gonna share a song... though I am not sure half of these are 90s but the page says so.

So... day one is this song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2H5uWRjFsGc 

Alright, I'm trying to stay positive despite what happened last night.

See ya tomorrow.

- B