This time, I am gonna try not to be too late on my journals. Just a lot was going on the past two days, so yea.
Anyway, tomorrow is another month. So I got to thinking of the meme....
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GQMlWwIXg3M
Enjoy~
Welp, I got a lot of stuff to planned out. I do wanna do another Karaoke night so hoping to get people to come in during the stream and well... have a jolly good time!
Alright, see y'all tomorrow.
Having a giveaway for my birthday~
- B
This happened today. So my thoughts and prayers are out to the students. It happened just down the hill from where I live in front of the Car Quest. Not giving my location for safety reasons.
Anyway, I am going to keep an update on this accident. If I forget tomorrow to tell you what happened, I will be sure to keep myself noted for myself only.
See ya tomorrow.
- B
I'm tired. As I was busy earlier this morning. I didn't take much a nap either. So it's to be expected that I am this tired.
Oh, well.
Shall get on with the rest of the day.
Yes, short post.
- B
I won an avatar last night. And now I am trying to learn how to add it to my VRChat. Because it takes a bit for me to learn that shit.
Anyway, I did went to my aunt's today. Talked about history and stuff. It was interesting but I am not sure if I completely believed we came from aliens yet.
Shall get on with the rest of my day learning and preparing for my date night.
- B
Oh, I met Snowleil last night and they recognized me.
I have to say that I always buy myself birthday presents since nobody has ever gotten me a surprise for my birthday. And my birthday is in 9 days. So yea.
I am used to this since I turned the fine age of 18. So here I am, turning 39 soon. Ah, well. I am just used to it and will be used to it for the rest of my life.
Life isn't simple anymore and that I do realized.
Will I buy other people gifts again? No. Not after what happened to me with my ex. It just makes me feel like I'm being used especially if I don't get anything in return.
Anyway, I will be glad to get my Sleep Token tees and my wireless headphones.
See ya tomorrow.
- B
I should make commercial free songs for others to use on TikTok, YouTube and more.
I am just vibing with new music. Plus listening to Sleep Token's new song is so heartbreaking. I was brought into tears last night.
Anyway, I don't have a lot to talk about and I'm too tired to add the video. So... see y'all tomorrow.
- B
I'm getting ideas for my next story, well, it's a sequel to Moonbow Falls. So yea...
Anyway, I had an interesting day, but I think I will be alright. Just need to concentrate on finishing stuff like I usually do.
Life is not really simple as 1, 2, 3. Just because it appears so, you can't always be happy.
Alright, see y'all tomorrow.
- B
Sometimes people do kind of annoyed me. And when I try to help others, someone else just has to be bothersome.
Anyway, I shall get on with the day.
I have gained two kittens. I have named them Cleo and Kiki. They are cute, but they are everywhere.
Anyway, I will have a lot responsibility with these kittens for a while.
I realized that I need to get out of here. If it was wet and raining, I would've just taken a small walk. I really need to loose my weight so yea xD
Anyway, I'll be fine. I have not been feeling well since I got that strange pain my chest. So yea.
I sure wish getting lost was a gift now.
Anyway, I am going to get this done since I had a busy Sunday. And someone didn't let me rest... so I am not in the best mood.
Saturdays are gonna be boring from now on. Since they are gonna be nice days, my dad won't be going out much. He never does either way so it's to be expected.
Oh, well.
What's the point of even staying in a call if you're just gonna leave the call? What's the point of even trying?
I'm done.
His name is David Bowden.
I wish I was this guy.
- B
I am not sure what to do in certain situations. Oh, well.
I'm keeping this short.
I had a lot of stuff to deal with. And then I realized that I might not be a better person just yet. Even though I vowed that this year I would make myself a better person, but yea. It's a hard process to do so.
Anyway, I got a few more stuff to do before I rest before tonight.
I'm thinking of getting back into writing again. Maybe add more details to each character that I write about. And how their lives became they are now. Sooo... I have a lot of reworking to do in these stories.
Please understand, this story will have a lot of triggers and such. It involves a lot of dark elements that is not suitable to audiences under the age 16.
Anyway, I am going to get this done so I can get a lot of other stuff done here and there.
I'm not being a dick about this, but I really do wish people respect me when I say that I am busy with stuff. I can be in the middle of something and then someone asks me to do something else. I may be a reader or a helper, but I still have a life.
I don't want you to feel bad. So yea.
Anyway...
I never felt so tired... wait... take that back, I had felt this tired before. I think I need a break from life.
Anyway, I am going to get this done and get that done. Then fix some things on vrchat before I stream tomorrow.
I am taking a short break from Twitch tho.
Strong. Stay strong. Don't get me wrong. Pretending to be okay. Always saying that I will be okay. Oh, hey. Let's just add the fact that health is not that perfect. Let's add the fact that I might not ever be the same ever again.
I am just tired. Of everything.
I didn't get much sleep last night, but that is alright. I am going to try to get this blog over with and figure out what to do next.
Anyway, let's go.
Just another story. Another day. I am glad that I got my dentist appointment over with and yea. I am okay with it, but it's weird.
Anyway~
I sometimes feel things and when I do, it's not something you want to turn your back to. Today, I felt that on someone close to me... a family member. Believe me when I say this kid is special in some way or another.
Anyway, I do have to get these journals done because I want to record some videos for my TikTok.
Not sure if anybody knows that books always make me happy. I just love getting them and reading them. It might be awhile but I don't care.
Anyway...
I feel like today was just not my day at all. I hate it when people snap at me when I get annoyed or frustrated with my own mom. She does things at the most inappropriate times and it gets annoying as heck sometimes. So yea.
Anyway, I am going to move on and get on with the day now.
I am feeling a bit generous because my mood is a bit better.
Anyway, I am going to get done with this blog. I do have a giveaway to attend to in a few. I'm wishing good luck to those who are in it.
I took a long ass nap. But that's because it's that time of the month and I an more tired around this time. It can't be helped, I guess.
I am glad my mom isn't going anywhere tomorrow. It'll be nice to stay home and safe. Especially with all that rain we keep having here in Kentucky.
Anyway...
Another day, another busy day. I do noticed that all the rain has wrecked havoc to some people locally and it's just not gonna get any better since we are getting more rain over the weekend.
Anyway, I am glad that the trip to Walmart is over with and I can rest tomorrow after I go eat breakfast in the morning. So yea.
I do have an anime to watch tomorrow night into midnight the next day... so I will be ready for that.
Right, shall get this done... with this:
It has been a rather damp day. Basically, rain since I was awake this morning. With a few moments here and there of a break. But then it just goes back to raining again.
I am tired of the rain, but it can't be helped.
My chair came in yesterday and I put it together with my dad's help today. It's really comfy. That's for sure.
Anyway, I shall get on with the rest of the day...
I am tired. I hate being tired. But it can't be helped.
Anyway, I did a lot for today. So I will be glad to take a break from streaming tonight so yay me.
I am going to be glad to see April Fool's Day over with because it appears that it's not my day at all.
Oh, well.
