When Will It Be Over?

Just when it will be over? I'm done with people...

And yea... not in the best of mood right now.

See ya tomorrow.

B

I Hate Loud Closed In Places

I am just trying to figure out if I will be okay through the rest of the day. After going to that restaurant of all that talking and yelling... my ears hurt like hell.

And then dealing with the yells from a kid... um... yea... please mute.

Anyway, I am so ready for tonight. Nervous because it's been a year since I did a horror nights only stream... so wish me luck.

I shall get back to doing my journals and eat cake... then drink a drink.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Dealing With Stuff

 I really hate my computer right now as it is dealing with low memory and slow interent. So I have to fix the problem by restarting the computer and deleting a lot of stuff off it. So this is gonna be fun to deal with.

See ya tomorrow.

b

Another Typical Day

Just another typical day... did I repeat saying that? Yes. I just have to wonder why parents are cruel to own children? Ah, well.... I wish I can save them all.

Anyway, I just got another day of doing nothing but try to figure out how to survive the days ahead.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Another Typical Day

 Just another typical day... you do not want to know what has happened today.

But yea... you know when your parents are getting older when they start having issues with their health.

I do wish they would sit down and have a talk with me about the future of them.

Life is not like it seems... so yea.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Feeling Trap

I sometimes do a lot of thinking. Does it benefit my mental health? Not really.

For years, I really needed to see a psychologists and a therapists, but every time I mention it to my mom, she says another thing. Like... this is for my own sake, mom. I always want to learn to drive so I can just go take care of this on my own.

But sometimes, I can't help but feel like my parents are trying their damnest to keep me from getting out of here.

I have not enjoyed all summer because I haven't been going anywhere that would benefit on my mind. Just a constant state of either staying home or going to a doctor for my mom. Constant.

And I feel like they are always planning something else to further me from not getting out of here... and I don't like it at all.

It makes me feel like I am trap... and I need to get out of here.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Read People Like A Book

I really read people like a book, don't I? I knew this was going to happen with this person and yet, I kept it a secret because if I did, they wouldn't believe me.

Anyway, I am going to do my best and hope for a better day tomorrow.

I will be just glad when this year will end.

As for what I am doing next year, I will be adding this blog as a yearly and monthly thing... only those two would make sense as I do want to challenge myself more.

Alright, shall try my best and finish the day off.

See ya tomorrow.

B