Expecting A Long Month

Since I didn't really talk about it on July 1st... I just know this is going to be a long month. With my grandma still at the rehab (she was transfer back there after being in the hospital for a whole week). She still refuses to eat full meals. So, I am not sure what will happen next. She's being stubborn on top of it all so yea...

And then there's the stress of having to deal with a mom who has anxiety. When she gets into a certain mood, it disturbs me too. I love her to pieces so I try my best to calm her down. Also, I have to help her with the following starting on July 12th: Cleaning, Taking YoYo out, Cooking, Helping her change bandages, help her see where to go, etc. I hope she gets better after the surgery and more.

There are minor things that are stressing me out but I won't mention those here.

Tomorrow?!
 I will be recording a video for Minecraft Thursdays! I have been trying to catch up with sleep so I can have the time to record that video. Hoping that all goes well for me.

Also... getting subscribed slowly and more viewers slowly. That's cool! Although, I am just recording videos as a hobby xD

What's Next?
Starting soon, I am going to record a video series to add on my channel. Each game will have it's own playlist. I am going to spend time and add all the Minecraft videos onto a Minecraft playlist for your enjoyment.

I'm not going to stop writing my blogs nor recording videos. Yes, I am getting old but I really need to pass the time somehow xD

Alright, I should get to bed soon... but after a few videos by CaptainSparklez. I'm sort of binge watching his older videos xD Yay!

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Causing a New Divide~

Currently, I'm listening to New Divide by Linkin Park. It's like an easy song to sing... long story since I used an app called Smule Karaoke. Yeaaa...

Hint the title. To me a new divide to understand that things are about to change in the future of mine. I'm holding onto a dream and that dream is never gonna die.

So, that's my new divide.

It Works Better This Way!
Yes, yes, yes! I am so glad to start doing my blog differently after coming to realization last night before going to bed... My new method of writing my blog is doing better now!

I just hope that I can continue on doing this method for a long time to come. And hope to gain more readers from all over the world. I don't want to be like pewdiepie and make an army... well... maybe not yet. You all are my fellow readers and to me, you are my faeries waiting to set out to seek a new adventure.

Recording Done, Uploading Set To Open Tomorrow.
Recording a video can be daunting since you have to make it seem perfect. Right now, my videos are not perfect. I might be doing more than one video per week... so keep an out on random videos on there.

I will not have a set schedule on YouTube because there will be some days or even weeks that I would feel like crap. I want to do more vlogs to go along with my blogs sometimes... especially on topics that associate with my life and videos.

News on my grandma!
There's some news about my grandma... she's going to be at the local hospital but I am not sure for how long but somehow, my aunt succeed at asking the doctor to put my grandma in the hospital.

She's barely eating but she's eating enough. Well, she always eat less than usual since I've known her. Lately, it appears that she has been eating less and less. Which worries me a bit. So I just hope that she gets a little better and not have to stay in the hospital for a long time.

Right now, I'm keeping positive and hope that everything will be wonderful.

So with that in mind... Gonna go watch more YouTube videos. xD

That's all.

With love,

BDK