That's... Fun...?

I am going to say this... but I should be okay. My stomach is hating me. 

I should be okay. I just haven't been having the very best of the day. My hip hurts. My body aches. My head feels fuzzy. 

I'm just tired and want to run away from it all.

I just hope that tomorrow will be better, but I won't be home as I will be going to my doctor tomorrow. That's fun.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Everything On My Mind

I have everything on my mind and drama isn't one of them. I really want people to leave me out of it.

I just don't understand people anymore.

Oh, well.

I should be okay. And I hope that things will be different in the future.

Anyway, I am gonna be waiting for my wife to come home finally.

See ya tomorrow.

B

I'm Nervous

 I'm nervous. She's coming here. And I'm happy and nervous at the same time. 

And I don't care what my parents say... they are not healthy. They can't take care of me. Not that way anymore.

I'm 40 and I'm done with how they are treating me.

After surgery, I'm gonna make plans to earn money in hopes to get the fuck out of here.

Anyway, I can't wait to see her... and hold her close.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Making That Announcement This Week

I got a lot of stuff on my mind and it's kind of weird to say.

Taking a step one at a time and I want to be strong for everybody.

And soon... I'm making that announcement stating that I'll be busy for the first couple weeks of June... getting things all scheduled for surgery date as I am taking a break for almost 2 full weeks.

I shall get through the day... and finish what I was doing.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Moving Books Up To Read Them Soon

I am so glad that today is a bit more better than yesterday and last night. Our power went out two times in a roll... so it's not fun to deal with it.

I am going to try my best to get through the rest of the day... but dealing with someone who deals with nic fits... its not fun at all.

I did a lot in my room on one side.  Moving books up to where I can read them... hopefully that will be soon.

I should be okay for the most part.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Power was out

 Because my power was out... I can't say anything much here.

B

Month Is Half Over

Sometimes I hope that tomorrow will come any faster, but realized that the month is half over... and well, who knows what else is gonna happen next.

Surgery is coming up on June 24th... then so forth.

I just have a lot of time to think and to heal. So let's hope for the best.

I shall get back to my daily journals and hope all will get better.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Nervous About June

I'm getting nervous as the surgery date gets closer. It will be June before we know it and yea...

I just hope that tomorrow will get better for me.

Anyway, I should say that I should get things planned out and... emergency things as well.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Things Ahead of Time

It's been decided that on May 24th and so forth, I am concentrating on the surgery... then taking two full weeks off VRC... because I need to focus on healing rather than worrying about online world.

I shall get back to my journals and hope that all will be better.

I hope all will get better for everybody else.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Changes Are Happening Soon

I just hope that luck will be good for all of us soon.

I am trying to get through the day in hopes that I can rest later. I do need to make two videos tonight... and pretty soon, 4 videos a day.

That's gonna be a bit harder to do.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Happy Mother's Day

Just another Sunday... but happy mother's day. So yay me.

I'm not sure what to do anymore, but who knows. We shall see what happens next.

I shall get back to my journals and hope that tomorrow will get better.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Understanding People More

I am understanding what things are how it is... and it's not really okay.

I am trying my best to get through the day and understanding what is going on with my partner. People are jealous of us... and the reasoning of how I keep with her this long.

I am a fighter. I don't care what people says. I will fight for her. And defend her.

Don't test me.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Interesting Direction

I am feeling like things are heading into a very interesting direction. What that direction is.... well, it's a bit unknown right now.

I should get back to my journals and hopefully things will be alright for me. 

I shall let y'all know what's up.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Dance Away The Night Away

I just want to wake up and try to dance away the night away.

Just hope that all will be alright.

And death is not simple... who knew.

I just want to get through it all in hopes that all will be better.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Am I?

 Sometimes I have doubts with my own mind and I wanna write a song or poem about what overthinking is like...

Should it be called Am I?

We shall see.

I'm gonna finish this and hope for the best for me.

See ya tomorrow.

B

My Birthday Today

 Have you ever get to that point in life and just overthink everything? Yea, me too.

I just feel like my birthday is about to be ruined by the end of the day... and I won't be happy at all.

So yea... my mind is all over the place right now.

I should rest... and well, enjoy it even if I have to alone.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Block and move on

 Some people just loves to ruin my days ahead... and I'm done with all the BS.

So stop it already and grow up.

Block and move on.

That's all you gotta do.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Celebrating My Birthday Soon

I'm celebrating my birthday soon. Yay me.

Hopefully all will be well.

Anyway, I am alright, just a bit tired. Sleepy... but I wanna be there for my kiddos.

So yea...

See ya tomorrow.

B

Yay Me

I am glad that I went to Walmart and stuff. But I am really tired af.

I should be okay for the most part.

I hope that tomorrow will be good... despite the pain in my right hip.

So yay me.

Birthday in 3 days.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Pain Comes Out of Nowhere

 I hate that pain just comes out of nowhere and I just have to deal with it for most of the day.

So hope all will get better, but who knows really.

I should be okay, for the most part. I won't be home tomorrow and that's okay... I guess.

See ya tomorrow.

B