A Normal Blog Post And Good News!

First thing, I post a review blog post with a video of the product. So you would know that is just an extra post.

Second thing, I was busy all day and was glad that I done the post before I left to go out again.

Anyways, got those out of the way. I am glad the video finally released. I hope to do more random unboxing type of videos like that soon. I am going to be recording more videos on Tuesday! It might be just one but it'll do for a Saturday video.

I will try to do videos every other day just to stay active on my channel. There will be small breaks but it's worth a try since the game recorder I have just updated to something more awesome. I hope it updates to where I can add a webcam... if so... that would be awesome!

Now For Something Even More Awesome!

My grandma is feeling a whole lot better. She's in a good mood, eating more, talking more and much much more. Whatever is going on to her, is helping her get healed faster now. It might took a while but she's on the journey of getting better and better.

I will keep you all updated on any new info about that later.

Tomorrow? And Other Things.

Tomorrow, I am not entirely sure what I will be doing yet. I know it might involve staying home all day long. x.x

I hope dad just pops up and say we are going somewhere. But not keeping high hopes either.

Now for the other things... my mom's birthday is coming up on Wednesday, the 10th. She'll be the big 6-0! My mom is lucky to be alive at this age. So hope she lives for another 10 years and so forth.

Anyway, right now, I am going to watch some YouTube videos and then get to bed. Might end up reading half a book and then sleep. But I will let you all know.

For now... That's all.

With love,

BDK 

Not A Good Day

I have been watching a game online until my dad decided to go out.

Right now, as I am typing this, my grandma isn't doing too well. She has good days and bad days. During the bad days, she keeps saying that she might not make it.

So it's a rough time for all of us here.

I am sitting outside because I don't really feel too good. Long story but...

Since I am doing this now, I won't have to worry about it later. Because once I am home, it's nap time for me.

For now...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Another Part List of Summer Anime?

Another list for you! Mostly the ones that I am watching. If there's something that's not in the list, it just means that the first episode didn't suit my interest enough to continue watching.

• B- Project
• Orange
• Tales of Zestiria the X
• The Morose Monokean
• Sweetness and Lightning 
• Taboo Tatoo

 Now What?

Today had pretty busy day. I went to see my grandma for a bit. She's doing ok. She's slowly eating but not a whole lot. As long as she eats a little, she's not gonna get any worse.

She really enjoys talking to me whenever she sees me. I guess I'm her favorite grandchild?

Tomorrow Will Be Better, Right?

Yes, tomorrow will be better, I hope. Each and everyday, I do hope for a better day.

I still want to find a way to get out of here. Not because of her but because of my other family. I am always the one that has to pick up the phone. Always the one that has to sit here when I could be outside, walking. Seriously guys... I'm not allow to go anywhere unless somebody asks me go with them... Mostly dad or mom x.x

But I will always stay positive and find a way.

Right now, my blah has started. (if you're a new reader, don't ask me what blah is). So that's kind of making me mood a little down. Hoping it won't be that bad.

Anyway, gonna watch a few more YouTube videos then off to bed.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Expecting A Long Month

Since I didn't really talk about it on July 1st... I just know this is going to be a long month. With my grandma still at the rehab (she was transfer back there after being in the hospital for a whole week). She still refuses to eat full meals. So, I am not sure what will happen next. She's being stubborn on top of it all so yea...

And then there's the stress of having to deal with a mom who has anxiety. When she gets into a certain mood, it disturbs me too. I love her to pieces so I try my best to calm her down. Also, I have to help her with the following starting on July 12th: Cleaning, Taking YoYo out, Cooking, Helping her change bandages, help her see where to go, etc. I hope she gets better after the surgery and more.

There are minor things that are stressing me out but I won't mention those here.

Tomorrow?!
 I will be recording a video for Minecraft Thursdays! I have been trying to catch up with sleep so I can have the time to record that video. Hoping that all goes well for me.

Also... getting subscribed slowly and more viewers slowly. That's cool! Although, I am just recording videos as a hobby xD

What's Next?
Starting soon, I am going to record a video series to add on my channel. Each game will have it's own playlist. I am going to spend time and add all the Minecraft videos onto a Minecraft playlist for your enjoyment.

I'm not going to stop writing my blogs nor recording videos. Yes, I am getting old but I really need to pass the time somehow xD

Alright, I should get to bed soon... but after a few videos by CaptainSparklez. I'm sort of binge watching his older videos xD Yay!

That's all.

With love,

BDK

No Tears To Come Yet

I am not sure what is going to happen yet until Tuesday. I am told not to say about it here yet because it's still in the works.

But my grandma is not doing very well right now. She keeps refusing to eat. I do not know if she saw something when she had blacked out or what but she just refused to eat anything. Soon, she would stop drinking... it's really sad and there's no tears to come yet.

I want to keep this first post short because it's just hard to talk about right now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Too Much Hectic Moments

So, waking up to find more hectic things happening...

My grandma is still in the hospital but the people there told my mom that they are going to send her back to rehab. Not sure what's going on really.

Too much stress going on.

Video Is Up Now
My video is up now on YouTube. I'll post the link here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AFDzoF1cisA

Normally, I would add a video but the searching is kind of hard and Google hadn't fixed it to where I can go straight to my channel. It keeps going into an odd channel instead. A channel that I don't use xD

Anyways, wanna find time to watch some movies and then watch some YouTube videos later on.

So for now... that's all.

With love,

BDK

Once Upon a Dream?

Once Upon a Dream, I was lost in the forest to find a fairy... that was most unique and one of a kind. Her name was Maleficent.

I had watched that movie and it was just beautiful. This is the type of fairy movie that I enjoy so much. It shows the true side of what fairies should be like. I'm thankful for Disney to put out a movie like that.

It's interesting how there can be two sides of a story... this was not like Sleeping Beauty at all. More closely, it tells the story of Maleficent and how she became evil and found love all over again. All because of one girl named Aurora.

So, that's my short review for the movie Maleficent. I'll be sure to add it to one of the labels.

Now For Something Else...
There has been updates about my grandma. She's still not eating but the nurses and doctor are thinking that my grandma is making herself not eat. They can't figure out why she would drink this but drink that and be sick.

And more importantly... if she does not try to eat, they will be putting a feeding tube to get the nutrients that she's missing into her body.

I think my grandma has come to terms that she may have to eat. At least, force herself to eat.

All in all, I just hope all things goes well with her.

I will stay up a bit longer tonight and sleep around 11:30, if I watch my time xD

For now...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Lazy Monday Turning In Now...

I know that I forgot to do the surveys but I have anytime to do that now. Since I chose to do surveys whenever I can.

The thing about summers... I enjoy the weather but because of the days being longer and the weather having so many humid days, I get lazy.

I don't mean to be lazy. It's just seasons do have a huge effect on my life sometimes.

In Another News...
 My grandma is doing better. We are trying to visit her each night. Though it kind of infects my schedule with watching shows and stuff, I don't mind as long as I get to see my grandma.

She has been eating now. She just has to take time to get into eating again.

Also, About Lazy Days...
I didn't record a video. I really hate it here and my days are just gonna get more lazier the more I stay here. I can't go out because of the humidity and because people were working on the roads at the same time.

I don't have asthma like my mom but I do have trouble breathing when it's really humid outside. It sucks a lot.

Maybe tomorrow be different, I don't know... but I really want to stop taking naps so much. I have been really stressed a lot lately because of my grandma and having to go back and forth on certain times of the day. I enjoy seeing her getting better but I don't enjoy not being able to get things done at a certain time.

I hate being this way. I really need to have my own area where I don't get any TV or scanner in the backgrounds of my videos. I mean that.

Alright, gonna watch some videos but since I am sleepy, gonna sleep as soon as I get this done.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Getting Sidetracked But In A Good Way~

Today, I got sidetracked way too much. After I updated my first blog post, I wanted to watch the movie.

Then... we decided to go see my grandma at the hospital. So getting sidetracked is a good thing.

How is my grandma?
Good question! She's in a good mood today. She was talking a lot and drinking a lot... but didn't still want to eat.

She told my dad she would eat all in good time. So basically, she wants people to give her time to eat food.

And Another News...
I'm gonna start doing daily videos soon. Not this week, but maybe sometime next week.

Each day, when it's quiet (it's rarely quiet), I will get on a game and record a video. I will be doing this everyday until I get a game done. Of course, I will enjoy the game a whole lot and not worry about anything. I will show my natural reaction to each game.

As for what game I am going to do... that's a secret, ok?

I might do like a few tests first before I do get started. I just want to try something. I have decided that YouTube will be a hobby. Not something to look at as a job.

The same goes for this blog. It's my hobby that I just do just to have something to do. I enjoy looking for readers who just comes on and read.

So...

Gonna continue watching Ghost Whisperer tomorrow and watch more videos on YouTube now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

I May Had Bought Some Things On Steam

Today... I finally broke down and bought a game recording software... And... it's... called... D3D Gear!

I tested it twice and it works wonderful! I will record more videos off and on each day when I feel like it... it's gonna be a random game each time but will not post a series game until I finish the game :D

The other stuff that I bought are mostly Myst games and Hyper Dimension Neptunia game. The first one xD I don't really know the full game but know it's the first one xD

Anyway, I am going to do loads of surveys to earn more money for... Obduction! It's gonna be one game that I want to play!

But In Another News...
 My grandma seems to be getting a little better now. She's hugging all of us and telling us that she doesn't want to go back to the nursing home.

But she has something wrong with her spleen. They are gonna try to keep her there a bit longer and keep giving her medicine so that she can get better more.

So, keeping positive all for her!

Epic Binge Watching?
I am going to do an epic binge watch of all Ghost Whisperer and possibly Medium... not sure yet.

For now, I will watch YouTube until I go to sleep later tonight. Tomorrow, once I am awake, I am turning Netflix on.

So... that's all.

With love,

BDK

It's Always Something More...

What do I mean by the title? Well, my grandma just asked my aunt to let her die... I think it's because my grandma thinks that she feels like she is being a burden to us... but she's not. She's not a burden. It's just hard to tell her that because she's over 80 now. She's suffering from hurting all over and she's not been home since May 28th.

So it's something to worry about more. I hope the doctor that she's used to seeing, will help her a whole lot. She kind of perked up a whole lot when she saw the doctor so that might be good news.

Steam Sale! Steam Sale!
Steam sale has started about a few minutes or so after I posted the first post. I was surprised but happy! I gotten only one game so far. And added a few more funds for extra games so I can get a recording software. I'm not getting it just yet because you never know when that's gonna go cheaper.

Just like CinnamonToastKen mention on his video, some games do go cheaper later on. So, keeping a calm face and waiting for a few games to go cheaper because I really want to play those certain type of games for the story :D

Video is Up!
My video on YouTube is up finally! I can share it here if I can find it so bare with me a bit.

https://t.co/sa09up5X2k <--- have to use the link since it's harder to find the video via the search thing. Sowwy. I mean, I could share it through YouTube but that always make a new post so I don't want to do that.

Enjoy the video!

Waiting For Tomorrow
Yes, I am actually waiting for tomorrow to come. Since my grandma is closer (enough to where we can walk if we want). I am glad it's the weekend again but it seems like time just goes faster this week...

I think it's because of all the things that are happening here. I will be better if I can stay positive just a bit longer.

So that's all.

With love,

BDK

Causing a New Divide~

Currently, I'm listening to New Divide by Linkin Park. It's like an easy song to sing... long story since I used an app called Smule Karaoke. Yeaaa...

Hint the title. To me a new divide to understand that things are about to change in the future of mine. I'm holding onto a dream and that dream is never gonna die.

So, that's my new divide.

It Works Better This Way!
Yes, yes, yes! I am so glad to start doing my blog differently after coming to realization last night before going to bed... My new method of writing my blog is doing better now!

I just hope that I can continue on doing this method for a long time to come. And hope to gain more readers from all over the world. I don't want to be like pewdiepie and make an army... well... maybe not yet. You all are my fellow readers and to me, you are my faeries waiting to set out to seek a new adventure.

Recording Done, Uploading Set To Open Tomorrow.
Recording a video can be daunting since you have to make it seem perfect. Right now, my videos are not perfect. I might be doing more than one video per week... so keep an out on random videos on there.

I will not have a set schedule on YouTube because there will be some days or even weeks that I would feel like crap. I want to do more vlogs to go along with my blogs sometimes... especially on topics that associate with my life and videos.

News on my grandma!
There's some news about my grandma... she's going to be at the local hospital but I am not sure for how long but somehow, my aunt succeed at asking the doctor to put my grandma in the hospital.

She's barely eating but she's eating enough. Well, she always eat less than usual since I've known her. Lately, it appears that she has been eating less and less. Which worries me a bit. So I just hope that she gets a little better and not have to stay in the hospital for a long time.

Right now, I'm keeping positive and hope that everything will be wonderful.

So with that in mind... Gonna go watch more YouTube videos. xD

That's all.

With love,

BDK