I know I am healing but it kind of sucks to sleep early again... x.x
I think it's making me feel like crap if I don't go to sleep early so I will do that instead of staying up and feeling worse about things and myself xD
Anyway, this is a short post since I really do want to update on how's the area is on my tummy...
They are itchy. So that's a sign that they are healing on the outside now. Not sure how the insides are but I'm keeping an eye on that just in case.
I sometimes wish that I wasn't healing right at this time. I need a job and I need to get out of here.
But I won't be in a hurry because right now, what is important... is my grandma. I really need to be there for her. We can only wait and see what they say about the cancer in her mouth in 2 weeks. Such a long time but we have no choice but to wait.
I don't know if you all know about my grandma having cancer... I've been trying to block out a lot of things but some reason, people just keeps reminding me about it so I have no choice but to talk about it.
I really want somebody to talk to me about things but they are either stressed out or... having nobody to talk to at all. I don't like to make new friends that well now because of life xD
Oh, well... Hope Rai doesn't read this today and think he's bad... He's not, he's a good bestie and he's too special to me to be that bad xD
That's all.
With love,
BDK
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