Does It Get Better?

I know my bestie will be without communication for a while. But does this get better? With missing him and stuff? I am waiting for him. I really need to stay away from the computer so that I won't be messaging him a lot of mumbo jumbo xD As well as, putting a load of status updates about missing him or wondering how he ish. I know it inside that he is fine. He'll be fine. Being a monk takes full commitment and I hope that he does really well. Besides, at least he has an excuse for having bald head full time now. :D Then he would be reading this one day and be like "You're weird, Brandy" He already knows how I am so I'm sure he's trying his best to figure something out.

I don't know what else to put here so I feel like I needed to take some things off my chest. This post will not be listed as important or eventful because I don't want to keep doing this thing on and on. And it's only been a day. So it'll be alright. It will be no time before 4 months pass.

I don't want to seem obsessive over him either. So I need to get things out of my chest and head for a few days after he's gone.  Then slowly just wait for him without no worries and still miss him a little.

So, to my bestie, I hope you don't mind me doing this. It will only be for a few days, I hope.

It doesn't help the fact that I didn't really go anywhere. Just to the graveyard to put some stuff on them. Honoring, I guess you could say. It's something that you do sometimes... give offerings to those who pass? I think... one day, this tradition will die out for me. I don't really feel like it anymore. With grandma being sick and my stress levels at an edge... I'm not sure what to do xD

Anyway, I shouldn't keep doing this. I should stay positive for my bestie. So... sowwy for this random post.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: O_O A weird feeling came over me and I don't know why.