90 of 365: Want to hit my head...

I mean... seriously...

I'm in the worst mood ever because my dad and mom... it seems my dad moods like to spread to me for no reason.

I want to hit my head a thousand times... I'm too smart for my mom to make me feel dumb right now... Ugh... WHY?! *hits her head*

Anyways, I'm tired of it all. It's getting on my nerves and I'm trying really hard to be in a good mood but nothing is working. NOTHING!

Well, I'm done ranting now...

So I'm not sure what is going on... I just somebody gives me a straight answer.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

89 of 365: Alright... Idea!

I'm guessing you all wondering what I meant by that. Well, since I wanted to watch anime and read books again (basically, after I get a job, I will get more~)

I will be posting reviews (thank god I can add bold and Italic on here.)

Of course, I will be expecting requests of books to read and stuff.

As for anime, I've seen over 100. xD That is only since 2005. o/ But that's still a lot. I got a memory bank of all the anime, movies, music, and books that I've read or seen or heard... it's not normal.

Anyways, I mostly do my book reviews on goodreads.com. If you wish to add me, you must be able to find me there. I'm not sure how I ended up with goodreads.com in the first place.

So today... my review will be of that website.

The website is a good place to add books and yes, there are manga and comics there. You can also follow your favorite authors on there and add as many as books you wish to read or want to read. And since it hooks up with facebook, you can show your friends what you are currently reading too. I actually love the website myself because I can show my friends what books that I enjoy to reading. Sadly, I haven't been reading much because I kind of lost interest in books for as of right now. But I will start reading at night.

So... that's my plan... watch anime by day, read by night. o/

Anyways, I got to complete two more Manga (kind of got out of those only because most and half of them are anime now... sure some of them has different stories... but I go through spells!)

Don't blame me if I suddenly go out of my anime stage! Or my book stage! Or any stage at all! O_O

I mean... my life is completely random... so I don't know really what I'll be doing next. But since I still want to go back to college and complete my degree in English (I'm trying to decide if I should do two or three degrees... it's possible but I'm really wondering if I should do that)

Anyways... there are other things that I wish to talk about but I'm at my limit for now. Btw, I'm listing my goodreads account in the bottom so that you can actually check it out yourself. o/

So that's all.

Ja Ne

With love,

BDK

PS: Goodreads: http://www.goodreads.com/ankisal <--- my account. You may add me if you wish. :) (also, I can't get my link option to work so you'll have to copy and paste... sorry)

88 of 365: Closer to April

2 more days and I'll do a random monthly update for you guys.

Alright, I wish I knew who are reading but I am only getting between 6 to 8 people reading a day based on my blog dashboard.

So I think it's time to promote to get more people to like my facebook page and yes... I am gonna start doing more videos. They are gonna be random, but once I figure out how to edit videos and making sure the recording thing doesn't try to be an ass... I'll be right there.

I think for my next session is reading books. Is that still allowed on youtube? Somebody tell me.

I want to do reading, dancing, singing, vlogging, recording, and some random videos for youtube. I want to try a daily routine but that's hard for me because of lack of boredom. xD

Yes, I said "lack of boredom". xD

Anyways, for now I have this blog but it seems to not be going anywhere...

Well, I'm not giving up on it! Don't think I'm gonna give up on something that I have hopes to finish! And to continue for the next year and so. That's my goal. And I hope to bring in more people to read... it seems I'm attracting some people on youtube... so I'll do both, while advertising for my blog on youtube AND also try to advertise my youtube on my FB page. I am gonna actually use Ankisal more often!

In fact... I think I might do a video sometime this weekend on promoting my blog. >_> Since the other one by Raiken didn't attract anybody some reason.

My goals for this year is getting set because I want to go to some places... Actually I want to be an Otaku but... you know... that's life there.

Anyways... I'm promoting my blog on youtube and I should do random video soon... don't be expecting it because I really need to get into this. xD

That's all!

With love,

BDK

87 of 365: Chloe Days (or Dog Days)

Chloe is my dog, if you're wondering what I meant xD

Anyways, not a lot things to put down because tomorrow I am gonna try to walk around and at least see if there is any jobs left here. I'll be lucky if any of them hires me.

Might as well say... this is my last attempt for this town. I mean, seriously... I want to try to get back my disability check but I don't know what will happen.

You see... June 6th is an important date for me. I have a hearing with the SSA judge in Lexington with a lawyer that my mom found for me. BUT: I already told my family and people who are close to me that THIS IS THE LAST TIME. I'm ending the attempted to get my SSI check after this. Because it's pointless. But I think it's something that my family dreams about me getting. They just don't know the reality part of how hard that is.

Sure, I can't hear well. Sure, I have a weak immune system. Sure, I am depressed. But I don't need it. So... yea... The real question now is: Should I wait until June 6 is over? Should I go ahead get a job? Should I just become an Otaku and have life? You saw what I did there?

Anyways... who knows what life brings. I am going to find a job. I'm going to go back to college. And I'm gonna travel the world... Even try to live in Asia.

And just now, my mom is like "I don't know if you should live in Asia." Really, mom? Really?

I better be careful what I type on here because I realize... my mom liked my page on FB. Uh... Oh... xD

I don't care. It's the only way to speak my mind as of right now.

That is all

With love,

BDK

86 of 365: I Can See Spring Coming!

It seems spring has finally decided to start appearing to all of us.

Hopefully here to stay.

Anyways, not a lot of things to put on here because I'm getting sleepy and such. But who knows what will happen later on.

I'm gonna start experimenting on things such as playing games and posting it on youtube. But there's too many of them? Yes. But my youtube account is random anyways.

My account on youtube is Ankisal if anybody is wondering. Of course, my friend is Raiken Jenova. You guys should go check it out. Yep.

Anyways, that is all.

With love,

BDK

85 of 365: Cold But Glad For The Change

The Change in the weather is soon. I can feel it. Yay!

Anyways, not sure what to expect since life is being weird for me right now.

I'm updating this early since I want to play Sims 3 Pets now.

So this will be short for now.

So...

That's all for now.

With love,

BDK

84 of 365: One more Day of Snow.

Also, learn that yesterday, during the tiny storm we had, there was a small tornado landed in the county next to us. The first thought that came to my mind "Ah, crap." Because next month is gonna be a tough month to get used to. With the tornadoes coming in, it's gonna be tough for all of us here.

Anyways, I hate snow and cold weather. I think it's time for me to move to a warmer climate so that I can concentrate on not getting sick. I wonder if it would help me if I did go to warmer place.

I do know one thing: I'll do more outside stuff if it is warmer every day of the year. Yep...

Well, I'm keeping this short again... So... That's all.

With love,

BDK