Rest In Peace, Mammie

(Note: I have decided not to share the obit publicly because of certain things)

By this hour, I will be at the funeral home, paying respects to my lovely grandma. I called her Mammie all my life and still will for as long as I can remember.

I will post only what would be my memories of her.

I used to sit on her porch and just sing to her. Tell her about the birds and the hummingbirds. She would do stuff that were just silly accidents... like shooting the shotgun in the air... under the porch and left a hole in the roof xD

We must cherish all the memories of my dear grandma.

And for the past few years, she was a survivor and I think those moments were just her getting ready for what's to come.

She married my grandpa while he was 10 years older than her. So that's why I always know that age shouldn't matter on who you want to date as long as it's legal (because modern times have strict rules now).

Things are gonna be alright. I just hope during this time, that I won't cry. I know I might shed a few tears but I know things will be alright.

Cherish the memories on things to come. Cherish those who are close to you.

And always tell everybody that you know that you love them or you care about them.

Because love is a powerful gift.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Happy Memorial Day~

Today, in America, is the celebration of a holiday that honors those who has passed. Hint the name "Memorial." Usual, this day is honoring those who served many wars. And have passed either during war or after war.

My grandpa whom died when I was just a kid was in Korea War. He brought home to my dad's mother, whom died when my dad was just a child, many stuff from Korea. I wished I still had those items but they were destroyed by a family dog :'(

I want to ask my dad if he still has those items from Korea but I do not think he does. They were a beautiful bracelets made of some type of cheap metal. Sometimes, I wished my family were a bit careful with items that were that precious. These were memories of my grandpa to my dad's mom.

Anyway, I am about to go to the grave where my dad's mom is buried. She died when my dad was just a child during childbirth. Both her and the child had died. Then soon after my grandpa married Eliza. And well... my dad had a rough childhood. This is why my dad is the way he is now.

Such a tragic family story. I wish to write  a story about stories that my family told me one day. That would eventually come to my life story.

On with the day, although I am not feeling too good.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: Sometimes, I think Rai, my bestie, is reading my blogs... You do know, you're welcome to comment anytime if you are. xD

Yesterday A Long Day, Fell Asleep, Saw My Bestie Off With His Journey

Yesterday, I had a long day.  My mom's computer was thankfully caught in the nick of time. My brother made sure there's nothing else there. He made sure her computer was updated. Made sure she had more than three virus softwares xD So, my mom's computer is fine now.

We went to Sand Hill, to the graveyard there to put some stuff on my grandma and grandpa graves. Their names are Eliza (my dad's step mom but my grandma) and Milton Kirby. My grandpa whom I always called Pa Kirby served the Korean War. I took pictures so those are somewhere on twitter xD

Also, I saw my bestie off with his journey. He's gonna be away for 4 months being a monk. He hopes to try to talk some days and me too. I will miss him but I will wait for him.  I am glad that he won't be fully alone. I won't say much about that.

Anyway, I am listing this post as eventful because I just wanted to say that I almost missed my bestie before he left but lucky, I woke up in time to see him get on that plane. Then I stayed awake long enough to see him off to monk hood.

I never went on my computer because of the storms that came late yesterday. So I couldn't update my blog to talk about anything.

I went to my grandma today and she wasn't feeling too good right as we left so we decided to let her sleep.

Hope my bestie gets some time to read some of my blogs. :D

That's all.

With love,

BDK