A letter to whoever needs to hear it

 Dear whoever you are,

Maybe it's not something you want to hear, but I do forgive you. I'm not asking you to forgive me. You never heard my end of the story. You rather believed what you wanted to believe. And I knew in my heart, it was best to break my promise of never leaving you, but to leave you. It was hurting me. And I knew it was making you lose hope in me more and more. So in the end, it felt mutual for this decision. I hope it comes with a lesson to learn to have a conversation with your next partner before you assume anything. While I know my part, but one part I vowed to never do and that was contact people behind your back. Yet, you believed what you wanted to believe. I forgive you for that. Just know you did betray me. And you lost your trust in me. It was for the best.

Whatever happens for the future, the good and bad, understand I am a strong believer in karma. I will not hurt you no more. It's not me. I won't go after you.

To whoever that friend that told lies, I lost my trust in you. I have set boundaries on every friend that I've made now, because of those lies.

While I admit, I did wrong on tracking your location. But you did made your bed. I discovered things by accident and I won't share them, even if someone begs for them.

You may do as you please. You have your freedom now. Just as I have my own freedom.

Just know, not everybody might always gift you presents like I did. You have to accept that fate. And the reality. No matter how harsh it seems.

So whoever you are, learn to love yourself.

Sincerely,

- B