Past memories pop up. Sometimes I rather not talk about them, because I suffer a lot of pain all my life.
I have never been the same since my grandpa passed in 2002. I've seen people suffer too much. The worst was my grandma. Cancer sucks. I really wish there was a way to get rid of it so we don't have to deal with the pain of it.
The worst of all is dealing with my mom's ex. He's done a lot of bad stuff towards me... it can have a lasting affect to your mental health.
And yet, I had tried so many times to tell my mom, my concerns if he ever comes back here.
Today, our door was opened. We were gone. Nothing is stolen, thankfully. But it's not the first time.
I often wonder if something is telling us to get out of this place. Who knows.
Anyway, I just hope things will get better for me, mentally.
- B
Thursday, January 2, 2025
Trying To Survive
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