Expect The Unexpected

I don't know where to begin... that I have a family that thinks they won't get in trouble with something or they just want to take advantage of you.

First of all, my mom blurted this out to my dad... and he disagreed with the whole thing. He's the one that decided that I shouldn't do this thing. Don't blame me. Never blame me.

I think my dad knows that one of these days that I would need a place to call my own... so he doesn't want me to let this thing hold back on this.

Because of this... I have decided against going to stay with my aunt if something ever happens to my parents. In fact, I have decided that I will save all the money I have and get the hell out of dodge.

Right now, all is not certain so it's best to wait and see.

Like mom said, I need to think of myself more than anybody else at this time. Life is not easy at making decisions and you should really respect that instead of getting pissed off or mad or anything such.

Expect the unexpected better. That's all I gotta say.

My dad will remain into the unknown about this job... but I got to convince him sometime to not add my name on his tax forms. That's hard to do when you have a dad that things way differently than you do.

I think my solution is do everything on my own. Eventually, I have to and I think it's time to. Take my dogs and just go.... go away from Kentucky. Go to a new place that I can call home.

I want to live either in TN or FL or even HI... but just only until I can figure out what this thing goes through is like.

I'm sorry for everything that happened today. I really am. I just... need something in my name on my own. Even my dad thinks so too.

It's just been one hell of a day, you know?

I love my family no matter what. Just wish they were better at understanding more.

Anyway... I am going to wait until tomorrow and see how my mood is to show off my character from Minecraft. Right now... is just not a good time.

Don't they know it's stressful for me too?

That's all.

With love,

BDK