Don't Give Up Trying For Dreams

Google must be slow today... Well, blogger part of Google.

I have been thinking a lot lately... but that's what I do when I am on my blah... Do not ask what blah is though.

But I know life is really weird lately... Ever since my grandma passed away in June, things just been going downhill from there.

It's not safe living here.

And anything can happen when you at least don't expected it.

I really wish sometimes my dad would listen but he too, knows that something is wrong... but he isn't doing anything about it.

I am doing double duty of surveys and I am going to make my blogs a bit better soon... and I'm starting back to this YouTube thing... if they ever get it fixed because it seems to be dealing with a lot of problems...

There's a lot of things that I want to do. Most of it won't happen until next year. And many won't happen at all.

I think being happy is hard but that doesn't mean you have to give up.

I won't give up on the things that I love just to force myself to be happy.

Anyway, I just have to keep going and hope that life will be better one of these days.

Unlike some people... who don't understand the whole concept of life... paying bills, taking care of yourself more, and much more.

Tonight, there won't be anything creative... don't be thinking that I've given this up... because I am going to start planning to write... it might start out on paper first but once I get ink and stuff... I'm back in business with writing stories and poems and more. I kind of... want to do a poetry of fantasy and science fiction thing... like make it into a book?

Who knows... dreams are what makes you feel young. Most people might not achieve their dreams but always know... at least, you didn't give up trying.

Giving up is what makes you feel like crap. Always know that.

That's all.

With love,

BDK