Writing Songs

Looks like I'm releasing a music video in June for everybody to see the new song I wrote. Granted, I don't sing in public but in private, I just have to use a program to do the singing for me. Sorry to those who don't like that... I can't afford to send off my songs to anybody yet. But one day I will. I'm sure that I can make money of all of them.

So yea.

I'm going to get back to my journals in hopes that all is well... but today has been a bit different. 

See ya tomorrow.

B

What Is On My Mind

I realized that tomorrow is portal day... and kind of want to be sent to another world. Nobody knows what goes on with my mind right now and I guess that is how it should be.

Ah, well.

I should be fine for the most part.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Got More Books...

Just a day of getting through it all. I am tired and I am glad... not sure what to do.

Anyway, I got more books... do I need said books? No. Do I buy them? Yes. Books makes me happy.

I shall get back to doing my other journals... then rest for the most of the day.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Again...

Again.

I am getting fed up with how people are treating them, but it's getting tiring for the way they kept begging me.

I'm done.

I'm tired.

I just want June to hurry up so I can get this surgery done. Then I won't have to worry about anything at all.

But no... people don't care about me.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Trying My Best To Save Money...

I am trying to do my best, but saving money is hard when somebody keeps staying hungry all the time... without understanding how to save money themselves... so... yea...

I need things for myself and I need to save this money for that reasoning alone.

But yea... not sure what to do.

Anyway, I shall get back to my journals in hopes that I can get someone to understand why I need to save money.

So yea.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Time Is Passing By Fast

I got a lot on my mind and just realize, that I will be okay.

I should be good to go for what is ahead of my days... And the fact that April is in two days? It's gonna feel like time is passing by fast.

I shall get back to my journals soon after I take a short break to snack. Hoping for the good vibes and we shall see.

Who knows really.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Symptoms of Menopause

I am trying my best to survive the day, but my stomach says otherwise. 

Anyway, I think it's because my period is getting ready to start soon... and I do hope it comes soon because then I wouldn't have be feeling this all the time. But most of this feels like menopause... and I am close to having one of those symptoms most anytime.

Anyway, shall drink water and read lots... and hope to get my journals done in time. 

See ya tomorrow.

B