Just Things I Need To Think About

I am trying to be in the best mood possible. And in reality, nobody really cares about what I think.

There's a reason why I don't want to leave from here. And that reason is because I don't want to lose my mom right now. I need to be there for her at all costs.

Even if it means that I will never get a home. And I just gave up at this point on ever trying because I need to be here for my mom.

Nobody really understands that I need to be here and I can't leave from here. Her sister is here... her family grave is here.

She already gave up... and at this point, how her health is... she won't be able to go anywhere anymore.

I don't want to give up... but I do realized that I need to get my hip fixed at some point this year. 

4 weeks of recovery, 6 months of physical therapy is gonna be hard. But it's all in the matter of getting my hip fixed.

And because of that, I can't go anywhere. I won't be able to. I just can't do it.

Kentucky might be my home, but I really don't care where I go... it's just my health and my family is going to be first before anything else.

And this is a conversation that I need to sit down with my whole family online just in case...

I love them... just I can't be stressed out or anything right now. I am doing this for my own health.

See ya tomorrow.

B