You ever get that thought that maybe you're not the one and you're trying your best to be the one and yet, it feels like they are planning your death even though you are not dead yet...
Yea... many times... I just thought this person would know better to do this towards me. It makes me tend to overthink and worry a lot.
And well... you know...
I just don't know. I made them take the choice of not doing this again or get the consequences... and you really don't want to know what the consequences are.
You really think that somebody like that would understand that I don't like the idea of people making plans in case something happens to me... and ask the person instead of coming to me.
It bothers me a lot.
And yea... I talked to them about it. The question is... will they ever do that again?
Granted, I did sneaked and took a screenshot as evidence in case anything does happen... it's how I am.
I really feel like they are making it harder for me to be in love... and really less in love.
If you wanted to talk about that... do it to me only... not to the person you are planning to do it with...
It really sucks.
I hate it.
I just don't know...
See ya tomorrow.
Oh, yea... test went great. I am fine... now to wait until Feb. 3rd for the results.
Meep.
B
Friday, January 16, 2026
I Don't Know Anymore
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