Happy Thanksgiving

Happy Thanksgiving btw.

When you ever wonder how life would turn out to be, you often think about what is next.

I know that my goal for this blog went down over this year. And we are coming up to December and yes, I'm doing this again next year.

I am hoping that this time I will do more than just a few sentences here and there. Just making a reflection on how the day went, how I felt and much more.

The thing is, I'm nervous about next year. I am worried that things will go downhill and I won't feel like writing into my blog.

When I changed my username years ago, I never thought of my username being used as a nickname and as my real name... but in reality, I don't like Alasta as my real name. It's my persona and oc, but not... me. Like it's me... but not me.

It's the same when it comes to my rl name... I grew to hate it over the recent years because you figure after a while, people would stop using the nickname that goes with my rl name... but they didn't.

So I might use my nickname to Alasta and my middle name as my new name...

Not sure how people would react to that. 

I'm still keeping my rl name but as an author name.

Because why not.

Anyway, I still got the rest of this month and next month to think about a few things.

You know how they say... don't tell your dreams, they won't come true.

See ya tomorrow.

B