Taking A Weekend Break.... Starting Now

I think this will be the last post because I'm taking a break starting tomorrow. No other posts until midnight xD I want to welcome the new year with the first blog of the year xD

Anyway, if you are just reading this... I am taking a break starting the time I wake up in the morning until midnight of the new year. Every weekend, I am going to take a break.

I am still having a problem with getting online things... It's a start of trying to make myself better...

I will find a way to stop myself from checking things or messaging people on the weekend. But I think I will be alright.

It takes time to heal, so yea...

I am not sure what I will be doing over the weekend but again... you won't know until after the weekend.

I kind of need to detox myself from being online so much and from depending on my bestie every single day.

I want his gf to trust me just as much as she trusts him... so that's why.

Alright, I will be getting offline to either read or sleep... but I hope that I am not getting sick...

Just a fyi... my mom is sick and I'm afraid we might be getting sick because of her. So... yea...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Now I'm Ready For 2018

I think I said all that I wanted to point out for 2018.

Also, I want to direct this blog to my best friend... We can survive not talking a lot. We did it before, we can do it again.

That's all I wanted to say to my bestie xD

Anyway, I think I will be taking a short and much needed break from the internet. It will only be this weekend. And yes... I kind of want to do that thing that I wished to change my blog a bit too. So that I can have longer posts and stuff that would make sense.

The amount of blog that I am allowing myself to post will be unlimited per day. At the same time, there will be days I won't be posting at all on my blog.

I'll be back at midnight on the new year with a short post (I know I said no more short posts but this is a special event)

Do not worry, I will tell you all on a post about what all I've done. I think I will start taking breaks on weekends from now on.. so I can focus on writing during those times. Even though I am busy on weekends, I will find more time to do stuff...

Wish me the very best... I will post one more time before my break officially starts.

Besides... it would be good on me and good on my bestie. I will replay this plan to him and see what he says.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Upcoming Changes To My Blog

Because I'm trying harder to get my blogs updated in a certain amount of time, I get stressed and sort of worried...

Each year, I start out like "Yea, I can do this normally." But each year, I ended up doing the opposite of what I do.

So starting soon, possibly anytime next month, I am going to just update my blog casually. That way you can get longer posts and not any random ones xD

If I happened to want to update something, I will just make sure it's longer than a few lines. There are few blogs where I wrote only a few lines. It doesn't look too good, right?

Only time I will write a blog with few lines is if an emergency happens or if I have any news.

I want to work harder more on other matters rather than worrying constantly whether or not I updated something on my blog.

I will make a special post for those projects that I hope to accomplished in my life.

My journey as a faerie is never over. It may had started by that golden figure that I saw in my dreams.

There's another lifetime goal that I did not want to mention... but I want to become faithful to the Buddhism religion. I felt like I lost my faith in my mom's religion... I don't want to be rude so I will respect her in every way.

I am not ready to move into Buddhism because as I said... I have other matters to do. These projects mean so much to me that I know I am ready to go forward with them.

I may not make much money with those projects but at least, it would make me feel better about myself.

That's what 2018 will be all about to me... Making myself feel better as a person.

I would not know what 2018 will bring, but I do wish myself the best of luck.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Update on my YouTube channel

I guess it's time to tell you all that I uploaded a video on my YouTube channel... I am no longer gonna stress about whether or not I upload just as long I get a video up once a month with once a week at the most. No worries.

You can watch my video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5SRoe-p1TiM

As for gaming videos, those will come just have to wait a bit. I did my resolution on getting back to gaming at least once a week because I have other things to do first... so it won't be automatically gaming videos on my channel.

Tonight, I will be talking about my blog and what I want to do and stuff...

Right now, enjoy my short update video and stuff...

Also, sorry for last night's post... I was just a bit stressed because I had to go outside in the cold weather... I hate winter if you don't know.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

My Lifetime Goals

You could say this is like a bucket list or something. But it's mostly my lifetime goals.

I do not seek marriage or kids as part of my bucket list as I always seen online... Why can't there be a bucket list without those two things on it?

But my main lifetime goal is... writing a book.

My second one is to travel to only Asia. Everywhere else... only comes and goes but it is not my lifetime goal.

And I want to say one thing...

"Nothing to see here"

Anyway, that was just a weird thing. Hope we stay best of friends forever either way.

For now... I will be going to bed soon after I watch this last episode of Lost season 3. :v

That's all.

With love,

BDK

My New Year's Resolution For 2018

I have said it last night that the main goals is to read more and write more... but here's the complete list:

• Read more books
• Write more in my journal.
• Write stuff in the writing prompt books
• Write more stories, ideas, poems, etc.
• Blog should be only made when I feel like it.
• YouTube at least once a month or more.
• Finish the anime on my list.
• Dance more.
• Play a game at least once a week.

These are in no order so these are more realistic than anything.

Right now, I'm not feeling too good but I will tell you all that later...

Too much stress as it is.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Reflection of 2017

I have been waiting until after Christmas to talk about this. It seemed like things either took forever or was too fast for this year alone.

Here's a reflection of the year...

At the start of 2017, while my grandma was alive, she ended up in the nursing home which was the hardest time because during the first part of the year, she had the flu and many things. She was able to overcome the flu.

It was later in the year, that my grandma found out she had cancer. The worst part... was that it was just too late. People were like "She'll get better" and more but she had already accepted dying. The wait was harder... She was suffering so much and more. The compassionate care people finally came and got her where she passed away just hours that day. I will always remember that one fateful day... after I had my surgery done, we gather around as a family with my grandma one last time... She was so happy. That made me happy for her.

I still have sad moments where I just want to cry. My dogs both are always the ones that give me the kisses that I need xD

Of course, my best friend was there during these times... Even though he had his troubles, he was able to help me get through it somehow. I'm thankful for a good friend like that.

I had surgery done on my gallbladder on May 10th. I don't think I will ever forget seeing what I saw in my dreams during that surgery. A golden figure taking me away from here.

Since then, it had been my desire to start planning what I want to do with my life. I am done being sad all the time.

I realize that my life ahead for the new year will be harder than I imagined. But I'm just this reflection of 2017 will help me realize that things should be forced to change.

That's why in the next few days, I will reveal both 2018 resolutions and my lifetime goals. As well as changes for my blog and YouTube that I will announce through out the week.

I am done being sad.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Things To Do, So Little Time

Things to do in so little time. I guess you are wondering what I am talking about...

Well, tomorrow, I will reveal my New Year's Resolution on here and on my FB.

That's gonna be written tonight before I sleep.

Then I will be mentioning some of changes on my blog and YouTube... very important that I will mention these.

Tonight, the second post will mention the memories of this year.

Who knows what I will be writing... so for now...

This blog will be seeing some changes.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Well, Christmas Is Over.

This is not a song title. Today, is actually a personal blog and just wanted to say...

I actually had a good day today xD

Also, gotta say... it's good to save things because you never know what you might expect.

I will be doing everything for this final week of this year... So stick around with my blog for updates and more.

And like I promise... I will be making a video on my YouTube. I can't make any promises of how long or short the video is... but I do know the video will be about something important.

The video will be released just before the new year... so keep an eye on my feeds there... or better yet, I'll post it on here so you can see it here.

Tomorrow, I will talk about this year... memories, things happening and what I look forward to 2018.

Because I'm into Asia culture... I do love the idea of Chinese Lunar New Year...  I will talk about my fortune for the year of the Dog.

Expect a lot of lists and a lot of things for this final week.

Thank you for the lovely holiday.... and more to come.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

White Christmas (We Had A Small One So Yay!)

For once, we had a small white Christmas. It's going away though but I don't care... I accept it as it is.

Here's the final song:

Hope you enjoy this version of the song.

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I am trying to write this as fast as I could because I am not sure where we are going to go today.

Merry Christmas to everybody who reads this. If you don't celebrate, I hope you learn something about what Christmas is all about.

Anyway, I will let you all know in the second post... which will be titled "Well, Christmas Is Over" since that's just about the gist of it xD

Until another post... I will see you again.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Jingle Bell Rock (Always A Fun Song, So A Different Version I hope)

Always a fun song to listen to.

Here you go:

Just think...  the 50s and 60s had the good old time of music. Enjoy Jingle Bell Rock in another form.

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Next year will be different with everything xD

Because of things, I am going to limit my time on my blog... I will explain later this week on more detail of what I am going to do.

Stay tune for the last Christmas song title tomorrow...

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Winter Wonderland (Alternative Version)

Alternative version means it's different. I will let you all have a listen so you can hear it yourself.

Not sure if this is the right version but enjoy it either way.

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I came back from seeing my aunt. We didn't do much but talk a lot xD

I just finish another Christmas movie but now I am going to go on Elder Scrolls online just see if it works.

Hopefully, I can get it to work.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

PS: There will be one more Christmas song title tomorrow after this second one today... the second post tomorrow will say.. Now Christmas Is Over... so keep an eye on it. Thanks.

Do You Hear What I Hear (Country Version)

I like country songs too. So listening to Christmas songs by this genre is always fun. This singer has a strong beautiful voice and you would like this version of the song.

Here's the song in country:

Enjoy it!

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Thought for a minute that this song was gonna be difficult to find. But luckily, I added her last name to find it.

Anyway, I am not sure what I'll be doing tomorrow or the next day. Because winter has just arrived and it's cold as ice... well, gonna be cold as ice xD

I am going to go read now and hopefully be able to sleep soon.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

God Rest Ye Merry Gentlemen

A song for only Christmas but this song rarely plays on the radio so I think it's my second time hearing this song.

Here's what it sounds like:

Seems like this Christmas station plays a lot of older songs.

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Today, I went to see my cousin and his nephew. His wife got me a lularoe legging and I really love it!

I know I have this post up late but please overlook at this time.

I will update again later of anything...

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

The Christmas Song (Another Singer)

This one is a woman singing the song so yes, it's a different version for you all to listen to. I will share it now:

I think on my search, this is a jazz version so hope you enjoy this version of the song.

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I am going to get off the computer for a bit. I watched two movies and the rest of Season 2 of Lost.

Tomorrow, after I come home, I am going all out on Christmas movies as well as get a head start on Season 3 and so forth of Lost.

After the holidays are over... I'm gonna lay back and play some video games while trying to do other stuff... more details to come.

For now... wanna go read and sleep soon.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Adeste Fideles (Latin for Oh Come, All Ye Faithful)

This is the first time I heard the Latin version of this song. It's interesting to see how much different each song sounds.

Here's the version:

Hope you get into this song~

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I know I am late today but I really wanted to do some stuff and then watch Bright... which was a strange movie. I can't really say anything much about it.

I will be watching another movie and hope the rest of the day will be good for me.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Silver Bells

Another song that I know is not a title yet! Just 4 more days to go! I hope you get to enjoy this song for it's another rare song that is played on the radio. Have a listen:

Interesting, right?

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I went with my mom to her eye doctor and they decided that it would be better if she has a special kind of laser to be done on her eyes.

Hope she will be alright though.

Tomorrow, Bright is finally coming on Netflix!!!! Yes, I will be watching this... and if it's good, I'm gonna beg my bestie to find it too so he could watch it.

Anyway, I will go now... enjoy the holiday weekend folks!

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Joy to the World

Another song that I know is not as a title for my blogs. This song is more religious like most of the other songs that I shared. But you can listen to here if you want:

Joy to the world! Not really but enjoy this traditional song.

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Today, I am not going to be able to do anything much. Because it won't be long until it's 12:30 and yea... I won't say much about it but hope things will be alright.

I am glad that I can update now instead of later...

I hope that I be able to look at the sale that might start later today... We'll see whenever I get home.

For now... getting ready to go and more.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

O Holy Night

Another song that I know that I didn't had. This is another song that they don't usually play on the radio but it is sung by carolers. So have a listen and you might enjoy the song.

Just 5 more days of Christmas songs, guys!

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Most likely gonna do this differently next year.

Anyway, I just gonna finish this up and head to my room to read for a bit then try to sleep.

I have good days and bad...

Also, something that I do seem to noticed... and I think my bestie should too... But ah, well. For now, he should be alright with his gf and everything :D

Right, gonna go now and read... Tomorrow, I will be updating my blog like usual... and stuff.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Away in Manger

Away in Manger is just an interesting song. Before I typed in the title, I had to make sure that I didn't had this song and I didn't. So enjoy this version of the song:

I just think it's interesting when people use their mouths and hands to make music.

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Some reason... I keep feeling cold. I don't think the weather is gonna be that cold for the next few days but my fingers stay cold. So... this sucks a lot.

I am going to watch more of Lost... kind of wish Netflix has a speed test so that I wouldn't have to sit for hours at a time watching the show.

Ah, well... Friday, I have plans to watch a movie on Netflix so can't wait until that time xD

Anyway, for now... I am going to do some stuff and watch Lost at the same time

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

A Holly Jolly Christmas

Another song that I don't think is in the title... Forgive me if it is though. This song is completely different and you might be able to hear it sometimes on the radio.

Here's the song:

And you can sing along with it... if you want!

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I am kind of sleepy... so I am going to get off the computer for the night.

Tomorrow is going to be a complete rest day... because Thursday, I have to go again with my mom...

I really wish I could just stay home sometimes instead of having to go out all the time...

Ah, well...

Hope tomorrow will be good for me.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Frosty The Snowman (An Interesting Version)

50s and 60s had interesting music styles. This song is from that era and I think it's an interesting start to a song. You should have a listen too.

Interesting right?

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Now for a completely random thing to say... I am bored.

I have decided to take the week off from anything because of the holidays this weekend. I just... don't feel up to anything.

Ah, well... I might sign up on some contests through the day just to have something to do.

Starting next week, I am writing. What am I writing? Well, for one, my resolutions... For another, my story ideas.

Today, I am going to watch Lost while signing up on contests... so...

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Winter Wonderland

I don't think I have this song title on my blog yet... if I do, forgive me. This is a good song to listen to when you're thinking of winter (not like me, I don't like winter xD)

Here's the song:

Yay for Christmas songs, right?

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Too many things happening to drive me crazy...

I start to get in a bad mood because all people wants to do is talk... today, I didn't feel like talking out loud that much.

Ah, well...

Hope tomorrow will be better... I will let you all know how my night went on the first blog of tomorrow.

Sorry for sounding a bit off today.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Sleigh Ride (Orchestra)

This version of song is part of an orchestra. I think this version might be easy to listen to.

Here's this version:

Interesting to hear the difference in certain songs, right?

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I am not sure what to do today. I think I will save all the rest of my money for later... Except, I don't like the number 9 for some reason... so I will do something first.

I hope things go well for me and stuff...

Today is just another Monday so yay me...

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Do You Hear What I Hear? (Actual Song Title)

This is an actual song title... it's a Christmas song about the birth of Christ. So have a listen and you might enjoy the song.

Not my favorite song but it's a good song to listen to if you're a caroler.

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I told you I was gonna put up another blog. It's getting closer to Christmas guys! I am going to keep this post short as well...

I am going to be busy trying to write stuff down for the next week after Christmas post about this year... what I hope for the next year... and my resolutions, of course.

So let's just hope that this week goes by fine and things will be alright.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Up On The HouseTop

This is a song that I've been waiting for... I hope you all get to enjoy this song just as much as I do.

Such an awesome song, right?

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I am sorry that this was really late but I got distracted with many things so that's what this happened.

I am keeping this short because I will update again before I go to bed later.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

The First Noel (Pentatonix version -- voices only)

I keep getting songs that are the same now but stopped at this one because it doesn't have music at all in the background. It's all done by voices and sounds from people's mouths.. So something you should listen to sometimes.

It's something different, right?

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I am sleepy... well, not too sleepy but I am getting off the computer for the night to go read... Can't wait to read these books... Really hope that I get my mind into reading the book series...

Anyway, tomorrow, I might be going to see my aunt but I will let you all know in the first blog tomorrow... it will be late of course... so look for it.

I am going to write down my resolution list down now... so that when it comes time, I will let you all know.

For now... plans must be made.

Time to read... so write more tomorrow!

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

All I Want For Christmas Is You (Song Title Btw)

This song is basically a love song but for Christmas xD I don't care for the song but it gets played all too often on the radio. Here's the song if you want to listen to it.

A lot of newer songs are playing on this station and that's a good thing. It won't be long until Christmas comes y'all. xD

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I have been busy since this morning and only been back home about 2 hours? I just didn't had time chance to think about my blog just yet.

I am going to watch one more episode of Lost then watch RWBY after I watch a show on YouTube... confusing... then oh, well...

I will update again later and let you all know what I'll be doing tomorrow.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

White Christmas

I gotta admit... the singers for this song are not anybody I have heard of. The song, however... is well known. I guess everybody wants a White Christmas at some point.

Here's the song:

And once I put up the video, I realize why I haven't heard of the singers... they were from 50s. Awesome. :D

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I guess all things can be a distraction at some point. I am going to give my bestie his Christmas present part 2 later this week. Just so he can buy himself a game or save it towards a game later on.

I could buy him another game but games are really expensive sometimes... Except during a sale. xD

Anyway, tomorrow will be a semi busy day... might not be able to write my blog on time but we shall see.

I am watching Hawaii Five-O until I go to sleep.... so that means I won't be back onto my computer for the rest of the night. I shall go on to sleep as soon as the show goes off.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Silent Night

This song is something that you should know if you celebrate Christmas. A slower song and beautiful lyrics of it's own... Silent Night is your typical classic song.

This guy's voice just made Christmas great.

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I am such a worrier person... I hope that Rai still be able to talk to me... he's my only best friend in the whole world.

It worries me too now that the FCC repealed Net Neutrality. People are making a big deal about it because there's literally two sides of everything in the world.

Still gotta wait until the congress figure out what to do.

For now... I think I will take a long nap... it's really not pleasant being almost sick or being sick completely... x.x

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

The First Noel

A song that I was waiting to play on the Christmas radio. The radio station I have playing shows all genres of Christmas music. The First Noel is beautiful and wonderful to listen to during this holiday season. Enjoy the country version of this song:

What a good song, right?

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I am super tired. And all I done today was wait and wait... and wait some more. I really don't want to wait anymore... not for a while at least.

I ended up taking a nap right after I come back home. And now... I am getting sleepy once again.

It seems every winter, I get more sleepier because 1... I stay in a lot during this time so the heat makes me sleepy and 2... daylight savings ended and it won't start again until around late spring and early summer... so joy to me...

Ah, well. I shall sleep now and hope for a good tomorrow.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Sleigh Ride

I am glad this station is finally playing different Christmas songs. Sleigh Ride is one of those songs that you would enjoy if you're riding a sleigh drawn by a horse.

Have a listen:

Enjoy this song.

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I am just sitting here and decided to do this early since I have to leave in  a hour or two... I can't say too much about where I am going.

Anyway, today is cold by the wind... But the news said the wind is suppose to die down a bit.

I am going to do some things while waiting around... Hopefully today will be good but I'll let you all know in the second post. Enjoy this song and more.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Let I Snow! Let It Snow! Let It Snow! (Not for real xD)

This is a song that you would want to sing if you wish for snow. Unlike me, I had grown out of snowy weather over time and just would rather be living in Hawaii or Bali xD Here's the song if you want to have a listen too:

The 60s seemed like a fun time to enjoy Christmas songs, right? Let it snow... if you want.

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I am off to getting off my computer again. I am sleepy early again. This is just going to be a huge habit now? Right? Dang it...

Anyway, I am happy to say that my training that I failed at... actually paid me just now. So that's an awesome thing.

I will keep the money hidden and hope to use it on something else. Because in case you're wondering... I'm not giving up finding a job. If it's that's gonna be that easy... then there's more to find.

Wish me luck... Although, I won't be searching until Friday.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

It's The Most Wonderful Time Of The Year

This is a long title, but the song is good. You just have to give it a listen and enjoy the song too.

Here's the song:

Glad it's a song that I know it's not been a title of my blog. Hope you enjoy the song yourself.

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Today, time seems to be going by faster. I wish it wasn't but ah well... can't help father time. xD

Anyway, I am going to find something to do and hope the time passes by slowly later... which I doubt it... it just goes by faster when you find something to do, you know?

Ah, well... I will update later... and hopefully with a different song title... I know there's a bunch out there.

We'll see what happens.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Hark! The Herald Angels Sing (Classic version)

This song is rare as it is... Something I enjoy listening to sometimes. I will share the version here:

It seems this radio station loves a lot of classics and remixes of those classics. Enjoy the song.

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I am super sleepy... which is why I am keeping this post as short as possible... I got early today and that just made me extra tired today.

Not sure what I'll be doing tomorrow but I'll figure that out as the day comes.

Might actually sit and find a job. Wish me luck for this.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Dance of the Sugar Plum Fairy (Modern Version and Awesome one too)

This version is actually the first time I get to hear it. Lindsey Stirling is awesome with her violin. I suggest you all to have a listen too because this version will have you up and dancing.

Her video is quite haunting too so go have a watch while you listen too.

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My appointment was rescheduled due to the doctor having car trouble. So yay for getting ready for nothing. Lucky they called early so that I wouldn't have to be going out to tell a driver that my appointment was canceled for today.

I am glad they called to let me know. It would've sucked going there and having to come back with no idea what to do next.

A note to those who has doctors to go to... don't forget to let them know your number.

Anyway, I am going to watch Lost finally and more.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Baby It's Cold Outside (ELF edition)

This song is from the movie Elf and you think it's odd to put a song twice but this is a completely different version. Song still the same for lyrics but the music and voices are different. Have a listen below:

If we want to talk about the movie... the movie is great and I would suggest everybody to go see the movie.

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I just got an idea for what I am going to do next year! I will do 25 days of Christmas movies! And I will talk about what I think about the movie and such.

Still gotta figure out what to do for Halloween next year... but we shall see.

Anyway, I did a lot of relaxing and such.

Also, I am confused by why I am getting emails suddenly about Knoxville, TN... ah, well... maybe I clicked on something long ago.

I will continue my search for jobs on Friday since now... I will not be home for three days straight. Go me.

I will let you all know tomorrow.... I hope to have time to update this before I go... if I don't.... just expect the first blog to be a little bit late.

Tomorrow is gonna be a fun day... (sarcasm ya know?)

Right, I will go now... and hopefully catch the last bit of The Gifted before going off to read.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Santa Baby (A Different Version From What I Hear)

This version is totally different than the other songs by the same title. Same lyrics just a bit different. I will share the video here:

This song actually came out in 1950s and this is my first time hearing this version so I actually do enjoy it.

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I am just trying to find some list challenges to do later on in my life. I will not give up trying to find a job and such... Because there's so much that I wish to do and I really want to try something.

Today, I am resting because I have to go out tomorrow. I will let you know more details later on.

I will post the second post early because I do want to try to read a book before sleeping... so yay...

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Happy Christmas (War Is Over) -- Song By John Lennon

This is a song that John Lennon made and it's a unique song in itself. I will let you all listen to it so you can tell how unique it is.

When you are a hippie, you would know why this song is great. Enjoy it and sing along if you want to.

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I am getting tired by the minute so I might be taking a break to go to sleep soon.

I am not sure what I'll be doing tomorrow... most likely looking for a job online, I hope.

Wish me the best of luck and hope things be good for me. I am going to do the job searching at least three times a week while doing surveys as well... so just hope for good things and good vibes.

The next year is the Year of the Dog... my fortune has grant me a good fortune so let's hope for that after Lunar New Year's. Yay!

Anyway, I shall go to bed soon and hope for a good day tomorrow.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Christmas (Baby Please Come Home)

This song is just what we need when we want people to come home for Christmas. I will share you the song. It's a good version of the song.

Hope you enjoy the song and think about your love one when you listen to it.

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I thought that we weren't going to go anywhere but we ended up going to Walmart. Glad we did though. I was able to get some new socks. So yay me.

Anyway, I am going to rest now and hope for a good day.

I will let you all know in the second post later.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Santa Claus Is Coming To Town (50s to 60s version)

This song, I'm sure most of you already know. I hope you get to enjoy this version because you know how oldies are... they are fun and calming to listen to.

Here's the song.

I think this is gonna be an interesting Christmas because I love giving my notes about what I think of the song and more. Still got a long ways to go so until Christmas Day, you're still getting two songs a day. :D

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Some things doesn't make sense but once you see the reasoning, it is close to making sense.

It had been snowing since late afternoon and from the looks of it, it appears to calm down. Might see more snow as the night and day goes by. Who knows what we might wake up to in the morning.

I find it odd to talk to certain guys... Some of them have too high of expectations and I really just have to say no... or block them when they don't accept the no. I'm just a really different person.

When I think of friends... I don't think of romance at all. Something that I find out that guys want in a friendship... Work it up to romance... Not just say "Oh, I just want to keep the romance alive in our friendship." And me... I find this awkward in a huge level. Leave the romance out of friendship... at least, until I know for sure that it's okay.

Anyway, not sure what I'll be doing tomorrow but I might delay the blog tomorrow a bit too... So just wait for it.

For now... I am going to go to my room and cheerfully start reading another book. And have it done by next week. So I can finally start the Shannara series that the TV show is based on. Yay! :D

Who knows...

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Here Comes Santa Claus (Right Down Santa Claus Lane) --- Elvis All The Way :P

This song is everywhere during Christmas which makes it fun. Of course, there are many different songs with the same song... Each has a unique voice. This one is unique because hey, it's Elvis. That's why the title has the added "Elvis All The Way" because then you know what version this one is.

Here's the video.

Because Elvis is awesome, we should know that. Enjoy the song... Elvis style :D

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I think it should be alright to do some stuff... Like if you're dating, I think you are allow to stay overnight at someone's home. Even if it's just staying and not doing anything at all.

Anyway, I didn't do anything today but the weather is just too darn cold to go out and enjoy the day.

My dog sits beside me and you could tell that she doesn't like winter either. We all don't. Just wait until it snows... my dog barks at it if it's solid white ground outside. It's the strangest thing but it's funny too.

I will update again later, just before I sleep to let you know if I done anything else.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas (Classic)

This song has been out for a long time now. It's such a classic and should be sung slowly because it's a beautiful song. Have yourself a merry little Christmas.

Sing along with the lyrics if you want to.

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I guess I didn't do anything else besides finishing Ant-Man... which btw, is a good movie. Marvel/Disney is doing a very good job and I'm proud of them.

Tomorrow, I guess I will be staying home but not sure what else to say since I don't really know what happens yet.

Who knows... I hope that I can get the blog up early tomorrow but if not, I will explain after the line.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Frosty The Snowman (ft. The Puppini Sisters) --- Modern Version

This song is a bit modern and fun since it has many classic elemental that makes this song more modern to listen to. The lyrics are still the same, just the music is a bit different. The song is a bit faster too so I will share the song to you now.

This song makes it's more fun to listen.

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I was home since 1pm and I was really tired.

I hope that they can figure out what to do for my mom and stuff... she's gonna have a hard time later on with her eyes, if not already.

I am going to watch Ant-Man now so I will update this now...

Also, I didn't get the job so booo... I will keep trying until I find one... Not gonna give up!

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Hallelujah (Not sure how this is a Christmas song but it's on the station for Christmas songs so I guess it's alright?)

This song is normally not a Christmas song but it's a good song to listen to nonetheless. I will share the video from where the song is from because it's on a movie and yea... Something strange, really but still interesting.

She is the singer and also voiced in the movie Song. So enjoy this.

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Tomorrow, I will be going with my mom once again. Not sure how long before they realize that I am not really suppose to be going with my mom. Ah, well.

I shall be going to my room and possibly try to read but still need to take a book back to the lovely library here.

Hopefully, my dad will be able to take me to the library just to drop the book off. I'm not interested in checking out anymore books until after winter is over. I'm just not going to risk walking to the library just to get a book or two for now.

So... nothing else to report on here but hopefully things goes well for me tomorrow. I'll be the getting food person... So yay!

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Christmas Canon

This is a song, believe it or not, by Tran-Siberian Orchestra. I really love to see them for real. Hope that will happen one day. This song has lyrics while other songs by this orchestra doesn't have lyrics. So this is what makes this song unique.

Here's the video/song.

I think this might be a short version (just know that I don't always keep watching these so enjoy it)

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I think I am happy for a day of relaxation... it's just a really hectic few days... so yea.

I am going to watch this show on Netflix and then figure out what to do later after I take my nap at 2.

I know I need this rest because of blah just starting x.x

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Rockin Around The Christmas Tree

A song that I know will be played over the radio over and over no matter what genre it's under. It seems like a fun song to listen to and just makes you want to dance around the Christmas Tree... Just be careful not to trip over the Christmas lights and presents that's under the tree!

Here's the lovely song:

Again, there's many varieties of the song so if the radio I'm listening to gets one, I'll be sure to mention in the title that it's a different version.

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Another day of being super duper tired. I might end up skipping a night to sleep instead of reading.

Not sure what I will be doing tomorrow... just hope things will be alright for me.

I hope tomorrow, I get to rest my hip and stuff...

Right now, I think I just need to sleep.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Baby, It's Cold Outside

This song is made with a woman and a man because winter can be cold. So baby, it's cold outside.

Here's the song:

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Too many things happened today. I am eating right now but I want to type this before anything else.

My mom's eye had pressure and she had to go all the way to London to get it checked out.

They gave her better medicine for her eyes... so yea...

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Jingle Bells (Not to be confused with Jingle Bell Rock fyi)

This song is easy to remember. It can be fast or decently fast... this song I am listening to is a classic song so you can listen here:

It's such a lovely sounded song and it makes the holidays cheerful too.

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I am super tired. I think I will be going to bed early tonight.

I will update tomorrow of any news about anything.

I hope for good things to come... so... yay.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

PS: Yes, I know that after the line thing is short but I really don't have anything to say xD Except... maybe I am going to start a Marvel movie marathon... maybe. We'll see what happens.

The Christmas Song (King Cole Trio Version)

I wanted to add that this is a different version of a song. I will share the video in a moment and then after the line comes, I will explain a few things.

Enjoy the song. It's a good classic to listen to.

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I know I am late at posting this but I came home really late. Sorry about that. I am really tired but I think I'll be okay now.

I will update another post before I go to bed tonight.

Also... while I was out with my mom, I finally finished the book from the library. I am hoping that I can take the book back with no problems.

Some news, my mom done her laser surgery to her eye and she has to wait about tomorrow to find out how it done. I will update on her condition tomorrow.

Right now, just want to find something to do.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

The Little Drummer Boy

The Little Drummer Boy is a classic no matter what. It began as a movie and became a song that many will sing. It's more about a present given to the birth of Christ. Beautiful and wonderful.

Here's the song:

I loved the song as a child and know when it comes on, that's gonna have those lyrics.

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Today, things happened. Tomorrow, I hope things calm down.

I won't be able to post on time tomorrow. I will explain why when I come on tomorrow.

Right now, I am writing this early because Mondays bring two shows in one night... and only one of those shows is my favorite. The Good Doctor is the best!

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Frosty The Snowman Theme With Narration

The movie is a classic. We all love that loveable snowman with his magical hat. He sings and dances. And he gets to go with Santa.

Here's a longer version of the song and narration.

However, if you really want to listen to the one I did, just skip towards the end to where you hear Frosty the Snowman.

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I think too many things are happening here. While I was taking a shower, the faucet in the bathtub broke off... I barely even touched it when it happened... and boy did I panicked...

Not fun, let me tell you that.

Anyway, I am going to find something to do while waiting to see what dad is going to do. I really hope he doesn't fuss by the time he comes in x.x

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Home For The Holidays

In actuality, the song is literally called There's No Place Like Home For The Holidays but they took out the first four parts out and made it Home For The Holidays... sounds interesting especially when you are searching for the video because it comes out with the whole entire actual title.

So with that note in mind... here's the song:

Classics sound awesome and they are truly enjoyable to listen to.

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I finished a movie and thinking about gathering the rest of the Marvel movies to watch. Especially since Guardians of the Galaxy vol 2 coming to instant play on Netflix.

Tomorrow, I am not sure what I'll be doing. I'm still watching for my job and trying my best not to mention anything about it.

Right now, I am thinking of going to my room to read the rest of the library book I've gotten.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Dance of the Sugar Plum Fairy

No lyrics required for this lovely musical for the ballet set of The Nutcracker. The song itself is not something you will hear on the radio these days but it's consider a Christmas classic.

Here's the video.

Now just imagine her dancing with a lot of fairies.

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I'm not sure why but my mom decided to go to Walmart today. We done all out shopping and we are all tired.

I will update again later since I am tired.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Carol of the Bells

A short Christmas carol that can be sung with a choir or Christmas Carols who goes around singing Christmas songs. It's not a song you don't often hear everyday but here is the lovely video for it.

Usually, the song has  a main male voice but I'm sure I heard it with a main female voice too. Enjoy it because it's not a song you would hear on the radio.

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I guess... I'm not going anywhere tomorrow. It sucks having to sit around and stare at four walls for 24 hours and 7 days of the week... x.x I kind of dread and want to hit my head on the wall a couple of times.

Anyway, I am not sure what I will be doing instead of hopefully, I figure something out or my mom could beg my dad to go somewhere. Who knows...

I will let you all know when tomorrow comes.

I shall get off and go read now... since I kind of want to finish the book in time to take back to the library.

That's all.

Happy Holidays!

BDK

Jingle Bell Rock

This is one of the best songs since it came out... there's of course, many versions of this song. The one I am listening to is sort of from the 80s. I shall share the video of the song to you guys.

Also, you can sing along with it if you want.

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I did go to the Christmas parade but I didn't get all the pictures because as always, when you're living in a small town, there's gonna be people who are involved with local elections xD

I won't share the pictures that I did get to take.

I am going to continue to catch up with some videos on YouTube until I can figure out what else to do.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Rudolph, The Red Nosed Reindeer - Classic Version

Tonight, we are going to end off the first day of December and first day of Christmas songs twice daily with Rudolph. The version I am listening to is a bit of the older versions... I will share the video so you can have a listen too.

I think it's interesting how some of the classic Christmas songs sound... Enjoy this version tonight.

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Oh, look, there's the line. I am going to go to bed now or rather read and then go to sleep. I think tomorrow, I am going to go to the local Christmas Parade. I hope!

Every year, I never took pictures of it and I think I wanna change that this year... let's just hope I get to go first!

Anyway, I will let you all know tomorrow... so keep an eye on the first post which might be late tomorrow but don't worry... I will keep doing the Christmas song thing until Christmas Eve. Might do one for Christmas Day but we'll see what happens first.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

It's The Time Of The Year

I'm surprise it's actually a song. I will be doing two times... yes, you are reading that... TWO times the Christmas songs that I listen to randomly. I will share the video that I am listening to. Then towards the end, I will be talking about other things. All in one post kind of thing.

Here's the song:

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Anyway, I don't think that I explained what I have planned... Each post, I will share a video of a random Christmas song. Sadly, there's a lot of repeats but... the good news, each artist is unique based on that song.

Oh, yes... the title will have the song so you know what you're gonna be seeing... If the song is a same title, I will mention it in the title xD

I just want to show off the holidays in many different ways. I can't be sure what songs are gonna be on here so be aware.

And when you see my makeshift line, no matter how long or weird it shows on the posts, that is when I will be talking about other stuff. So you have the option to stop reading right at the line.

Right, hope that I can do this for the next 25 days... Christmas is a long ways off and I just want to do something.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

My Skin on Minecraft Thanks To My Bestie

I will share the photos from minecraft now. This is what my bestie had made or rather updated and fixed for me.

These are the front and back of my character. I love the colors since they are a bit different than my old skin. I like it better.

Thank you, my awesome bestie. :)

Anyway, still no news but I hope that after this weekend, I get to hear about it. And more. I will keep you all posting as I find out.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Wondering About Things

I have been wondering why background checks are there... when clearly they do make mistakes? xD

I have never been in trouble in my entire life... so I knew there was a mistake when I saw it. Lucky, it says it was dismissed like they knew it was a mistake too...

I'll still have to figure out how to get it off since I never went to court or jail for this. I know because I remember everything... it's my curse.

Anyway, I am not sure what to do today. I am still in a bad mood from yesterday... but I think it's gonna pass by like it's nothing.

I will get on with the day by keeping a watch on that project... and hope that I passed.

Today is still young... so I might just relax.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Expect The Unexpected

I don't know where to begin... that I have a family that thinks they won't get in trouble with something or they just want to take advantage of you.

First of all, my mom blurted this out to my dad... and he disagreed with the whole thing. He's the one that decided that I shouldn't do this thing. Don't blame me. Never blame me.

I think my dad knows that one of these days that I would need a place to call my own... so he doesn't want me to let this thing hold back on this.

Because of this... I have decided against going to stay with my aunt if something ever happens to my parents. In fact, I have decided that I will save all the money I have and get the hell out of dodge.

Right now, all is not certain so it's best to wait and see.

Like mom said, I need to think of myself more than anybody else at this time. Life is not easy at making decisions and you should really respect that instead of getting pissed off or mad or anything such.

Expect the unexpected better. That's all I gotta say.

My dad will remain into the unknown about this job... but I got to convince him sometime to not add my name on his tax forms. That's hard to do when you have a dad that things way differently than you do.

I think my solution is do everything on my own. Eventually, I have to and I think it's time to. Take my dogs and just go.... go away from Kentucky. Go to a new place that I can call home.

I want to live either in TN or FL or even HI... but just only until I can figure out what this thing goes through is like.

I'm sorry for everything that happened today. I really am. I just... need something in my name on my own. Even my dad thinks so too.

It's just been one hell of a day, you know?

I love my family no matter what. Just wish they were better at understanding more.

Anyway... I am going to wait until tomorrow and see how my mood is to show off my character from Minecraft. Right now... is just not a good time.

Don't they know it's stressful for me too?

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Avoiding Negatvity For A While

I don't know why people put up with so much negativity in their life? I've been that way before but I learn to get over it. It's harder than what you imagine but if you can learn to fight it... it will make you see the world differently.

Anyway, I am going to avoid negativity for now... since I am still in training mode and need to get it done soon. I hope that taking in these extra hours... I can be closer to be done.

Wish me luck... for I am going to get this done... I will let you all know in the second post about it. Also, will be sharing pics of my new skin on Minecraft. :D

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Hoping For Better Timing Tomorrow

I hope that tomorrow, I will be done with this qualifications thing with this job. I'm gonna sit there and just click and click until it tells me that I am done xD

It's so tiring... I just realize. But I think I can do it with no problems.

Anyway, I am going to take a break early tonight... like around 10ish...

My bestie made me a new skin on Minecraft. I will post that here tomorrow if I do not forget xD

It actually looks awesome. I don't really spot any strange spots.

Right... I am going to end this post now and get on with an idea for Christmas... only a few more days before December 1st!

Yay!

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Nap Time

I am going to update this before I go take my daily nap. I have been busy with the qualifications thing for my new work... Not too good but at the same time, good...

It's literally 50 50 chance for me.

Anyway, I am going to keep this short since I might be watching a movie soon after I wake up.

Still watching the news about Bali too.

Right... nap time.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: My bestie fixed my skin on Minecraft. I'll show you after I show my bestie later.

Wishing Me Luck

It seems a bit easier but the quiz part is not so much. At least, I'm off to a good start. Tomorrow, I'm gonna try to do more in a certain amount of time.

I cannot say anything that goes on with the training session so just wish me luck.

Anyway, I am a bit tired right now but I'm just gonna get off at 9 to go watch two shows in a roll... at least, on my bed, I can be a bit more comfortable.

I think I got something to do in the morning but afterwards, I should be able to get back online to do this.

I think this is gonna be fun.... maybe.

Right, I will go now and hope that I can get some rest as soon as the shows are over.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Being Busy At This Moment

I am busy at this very moment. I think it would be better if I write down everything that I am trained to do.

Well, people does highlighting stuff. I prefer writing it in my own terms. It helps out and should be good for what's ahead.

Anyway, I hope that I get to do this thing today and so forth. Not sure what else to do once I'm done but I hope I get to do good things.

I am going to keep this short. Even if I forget to publish it :v

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Yay For Hoping Good Things

I start my test tomorrow. I am not allow to say what the test is going to be allow so let's leave it to that.

This is gonna be interesting to do though. But my training test sucked :( I am going to take notes tomorrow as soon as I get up so that I can know what is good and what is not.

Hopefully, this will be better than having a bright white background to stare at all times.

Anyway, wish me luck and hope that I can do better. It takes training and practice to do good.

Right now, I am going to go on to bed and hope that I can sleep early. Some nights, I have been going to bed at around midnight.

So yea... let's hope for good things. Also, let's hope the volcano doesn't get worse than what it already is. If you're wondering, please go on a news site and look up Bali and volcano. You'll see what I mean.

Prayers for them.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Went To See My Aunt

I went to see my aunt today and just sat there for a while. I really miss my grandma sometimes... and I hate winter.

Cold weather is just not me.

Anyway, I am not sure what to do for the rest of the day... but I hope things will be alright for all of us.

My bestie is stuck at where he is... since there is a volcano being active there... no other news but he hopes that he is able to work later.

Ah, well... that's all I can say for now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Not feeling good.

I always dreamed of living somewhere else besides here. Just think of all the silence that I can get for a place to come my own.

Anyway, I am not entirely feeling too good tonight so I'm done with videos for now. I will continue videos tomorrow when I get back home at some point.

There's just so much confusion going on with my life that I just wish I could not question about. I really don't know what to do right now.

My aunt wants me to this. My mom wants me to do that.

But... I think I'm gonna step and say... no. I really want to find my path and go where I want to go. I don't really want to stay here anymore.

So yea... too much things. And right now, I just want to go away from it all.

Come Monday, I'm gonna let my mom do all the talking. She makes me do it and I really don't know what to say! She needs to say it for me sometimes.

Right... going to bed soon.

I know the first post of this blog will be late again so don't mind me.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: I think I know what to do. I just done with saying it on here because people.

Forgot This Was Up On Creat A Post.

I had this page up and didn't realize that I left it up.

The news about Chloe is becoming great. She still has pain a bit on her right leg but I think it's slowly going away as time progresses. However, I do want to try to save some money in order to take her to the vet to check her out. The only problem is... Chloe is not friendly around strangers and strange dogs/cats. So she will bark. And bark. And bark some more.

Anyway, I am sleepy again today... I really should take a nap on weekends sometimes but I really don't want to xD Ah, well.

I will update again later. Also, I am so glad to get those sweatshirts yesterday.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Might Go To Bed Early

I am sooooo tired. I might be ending up going to bed early.

I went to Richmond just for a little bit with my aunt and my mom. I actually found some stuff... But that's just about all I'm gonna say now.

I'm gonna go to sleep in a moment and hope things will be alright...

I know I keep repeating the phrase "Hope Things Will Be Alright" over and over but it's just something that I want to help to motivate me.

Tomorrow, I might end up awake early since I am going to sleep now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Hope For A Good Day

I think I might be heading outside for the day. I can't say where I am going yet because there's no answer yet.

Anyway, I hope things will be alright for me today... I know I keep saying this over and over but yea...

I really would love to find something for me.  But we'll see.

Alright, short post... Main thing, get Chloe more food. And that's all I can say.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

This Is Just A Random Title

I am not sure what I am going to be doing tomorrow yet. I do know one thing... if I don't do anything, I will be bored as hell.

Anyway, I just hope that things will be alright for me. Not sure what else to put here but... who knows.

I'll be finding more out about my job after tomorrow. I hope the test did well.

Alright, short post... but hope everybody be sage today.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Happy Turkey Day

I think we had a good day for Thanksgiving. It's sad that we don't have my grandma's to go to for food tho. I really miss her a lot. Every year since she's gotten sick, she always said it would be her last. I never knew that last year would've been her last.

Anyway, I am writing this since I did warn you all that it would be late. I am kind of sleepy so I might take a nap.

I finally got Chloe some canned dog food since she doesn't want to eat her dog food... might be spoiling her but she's in pain a lot. I really wish I could take that pain away from her.

Alright, I'm getting sleepy now so I'm gonna go put on some PJs and snooze now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Happy Thanksgiving Everybody.

Everything Is Done

I finally finish my training but hope that it wasn't messed up because it kept clicking to a wrong website a few times.

Anyway, I am a bit tired and kind of dread tomorrow.

My dad brought home a turkey from work... which... is... interesting. We can't really cook it because of our oven. Long story short... our oven shorts out easy.

I might be going to bed early tonight since I am done with everything.

Just gonna watch a few things here and there.

For now... I will end this now. Tomorrow's blog will either be late or early... but possibly late.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Too Much Going On

There's a reason why I am late at updating my blog and I'm not really going to say why.

Anyway, I am not sure what to put on here. But I am trying my hardest to do some training but I keep getting interrupted by things.

Ah, well... Not only am I worried about Chloe but I'm worried about other things.

Just too much. I think I am going to put on some music and just get away with it with that way.

Alright, going to go now... Will update later if I ever done anything at all.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Hope For Good Things

I hope good things come for me tomorrow.

I am going to spend the rest of the night looking for some stuff... just stuff.

Anyway, I hope that Chloe feels better tomorrow. She's drinking water, which is good... she just doesn't have the mood to jump and run around and more. She loves walking still so that's a good thing. Her right upper part of her leg still hurts... so I am going to look for solutions for that.

I think one of the things I am thinking of getting just temporarily is pet insurance for Chloe and Susie and maybe Yoyo. As long as Chloe eats and drinks, she's okay. But if she loses weight or anything, I will get her to vet immediately.

She's alert. So that's a good thing.

I'll keep you all updated on Chloe on my blog as well as my twitter.

Also, there's something I want to talk about tomorrow... Something important.

For now...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Worrying About My Dog, Chloe

I'm worried about my dog Chloe... her right leg seems to be hurting towards her shoulder area... not sure what they call the frontal upper part of the leg but that's where she is hurting at.

I hope that she feels better soon. I just wish my mom would let me take her to the vet alone... but she really doesn't trust me to go alone some reason.

Anyway, I haven't heard any news yet about the job site... I hoping that after a while, they will contact me. Ah, well.

Not sure what to put on here but hope things will be good for me. Not sure what I'll be doing for the rest of the day.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Bored All Day

I've been bored all day long. I think tomorrow is gonna be a bit different since I might be doing something else entirely.

Anyway, I am going to update my blog early... Also, because I haven't been doing much creative stuff for this month, I might stop that...

Just a lot of things have been happening this month that it was crazy.

This is going to be a hard week to get through but we will see what happens next.

I am going to watch two shows in a moment. I really do enjoy The Good Doctor show better than The Gifted show.

I am going to go now... hopefully I can get some news out tomorrow when I wake up.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Might Play A Game Today

I think tomorrow is when I find out if I get a job or not. This might be a sign...

I never talk about God but it's because I don't want to. I really don't believe in him... I do believe in the power of prayer... isn't that strange?

Anyway, I am hurting all over this morning and I'm not sure what to do for this morning. I might go and play Blade and Soul xD

Today is just one of those days that you just want to get away from.

I hope things go well for me.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Today Hast Been An Interesting Day

Today has been an interesting day. I loved going to see my aunt. I wish that I could go see my other family members but they live outside of the county and my dad is weird about going to places. If I could drive, I would most likely go see my family outside of the county.

Anyway, I think I will go to bed in a moment. Tomorrow is gonna be rest day.

This app called BreakReminder for my computer has been really helpful. I think this is gonna be an interesting app to keep.

Right, this post will be shorter than usual. I hope tomorrow will be good for me.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Watching An Interesting Movie

I have been home for a hour and half... My aunt gave me some stuff that I will need xD

Anyway, I really should stop eating hot stuff :/ Ah, well.

I think my bestie has fell asleep hard where he's at... he's only replied one time and said he was lazy... meaning, there's a good possibility that he's fallen asleep after he done his work.

Right now, I am watching an interesting movie about how racism always been around for years. It's based in 1940s during World War 2. It's an interesting point of view to see how the color of your skin affects people. I'm against racism and I think people should watch this movie.

Alright, gonna go now... not sure what to do after this movie but I might end up on YouTube soon.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Hearing the Train Coming Through

I'm hearing the train coming at this time of the night.
I just wanted to say something isn't right.
But I was wrong, nothing comes out good.
So there goes my mood...

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Short poem tonight. Since I am actually hearing the train go by down town at this very moment xD

I played Blade and Soul finally. It took two hours and a half to update some reason... but it's all good now.

I am going to keep playing this game at least once a week. Or rather... play a MMORPG game at least once a week... I am... a MMORPG junkie! Whoo hoo!

I'm gonna plan to watch RWBY tomorrow after I come back from seeing my aunt's.

Also, I'm curious about why I am being blocked by Facebook and Twitter by a guy... I didn't do anything wrong, did I? You just disappeared suddenly. I doubt you would be reading my blog anytime soon so oh, well.

I think because it's the weekend, I won't be hearing anything about that job... at least until Monday or Tuesday, the start date.

I have been thinking about my life a bit more... if this job keeps me on and stuff... I might save the money to go on trips... I've been meaning to want to go to places more often so yea... I need this job.

Truth time... I was doing freelance but it only paid me $5 each project. And the project was just mighty few. I needed a job. I need to get out of here. And I need a break from things.

And surveys weren't just gonna cut it for me... I'll still do them on days there are no assignments for me to do.

I am going to start taking breaks off my computer more often... with the help of an app on my phone and a program on my computer. They both will constantly remind me to stand up for at least 5 minutes every half hour. And I can still do other things too.

Right... I will let you all know any other news as time goes through.

My blog will be late tomorrow... so keep an eye on that.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Just Waiting

I am just waiting to head out for a moment. Then we are coming back home with freshly claw trimmed dogs xD

All except Chloe. She's not good with strangers and strange dogs.

Anyway, I am not sure what to do afterwards but if there's nothing else to do... I think I might actually get on Blade and Soul to play it. They have so many story updated that I haven't been able to keep up with it.

Right... I need to go do some stuff so I will end this blog for now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Just Still Tired.

I really don't know what to do tomorrow. I know we have to take my dog Susie and my mom's dog Yoyo to get their nails trimmed. It's harder for my mom to see what she's doing so we have to do this. Also, both of them just won't be still for us to trim their toenails.

Right now, I am not feeling too good. Just I am still tired from being outside yesterday... it's just one of those things that you have to recover from after a long day of sitting and waiting and more.

Anyway, I don't really feel like writing something creative tonight. Sorry...

I will let you all know on November 21st of any news.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Here's To Waiting For News.

I think I done everything that I was suppose to in order to hopefully get a job.

The thing that is bothersome... is a parent that worries about things. So I will tell her the good news when she wakes up so that she wouldn't have to worry so much.

I am going to go lay down now... but this post will be entirely short because I was busy all morning doing things... in order to get a job that's not only part time but also let's me set my own hours in the day.

I need this job... I hope I get to keep this job. Right now... time is the only thing that matters for waiting for this job.

November 21st is my start date... and let's hope things go well for me.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: I will only tell when or if I get the job but because of the policy they have, I cannot tell what I do in the job.

Super Tired

I am super tired... I will be going to bed in a moment.

I have nothing really to say... except, I really need to go to sleep and not wake up for hours.

Tomorrow, I am most likely gonna rest... and possibly try to play Blade and Soul. It has been so long since I played the game... and apparently, there's a new update coming next month... I could wait until then but I think I will get on there and complete some story.

I hope that I can get my mood back into writing but we'll just have to see.

Right now... sleep and that soft bed is calling my name. So... see you guys tomorrow.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Really Really Late

I hate going to the doctor outside of the county sometimes.

It's not that I don't like the wait... it's just other reasons. I don't really want to talk about it but sometimes I don't like to go. Let's just say that.

Anyway, I am sooooooo sorry about being late. Just didn't expect to be that long of a wait.

I can deal with but... yea... let's not talk about that right now.

I am keeping this short because I will be updating a couple of hours...

Until then.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Getting Sidetracked Is Not Fun

Getting sidetracked is not fun.

I am still waiting for this company to figure out that the email they gave me is not working. I just wish they were able to answer problem questions...

Anyway, I am not sure what to do say on here. I am pretty much caught up with certain things... so it's surprising.

Tomorrow, I will not update my blog until really late... I will explain why tomorrow.

Right now, I just need to get off the computer and go look at a book forever and ever...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Wondering About Some Things

This time, I am going to try to update before I go take a nap. I am wondering about some things...

One of them is why the job I am applying haven't checked the email that I am suppose to use to see if it works... Because it's not actually working like they said it is.

I'm trying to contact them but the company is in Australia so the time difference is hugely different.

Hopefully, before I go to bed, they will contact me. Or tomorrow, they can contact me about the email.

Alright, I am going to go take my nap and hope things will be alright for me. I was gonna do surveys but I felt like I needed to do something else.

For now... That's all.

With love,

BDK

Slowly Getting An Idea

"I had no idea that things were going this way. I am on my way to Asia... as it was always my dream of mine. What to expect, I do not know yet. I hope things will be alright once I get there. Let's hope my family will understand why I am doing this. I know that I am a teen but I need this... I felt like this is something that I want to do."

This is just a hint of what I want to write... I am going to vote for a country in Asia in which the main character goes to... Just keep in mind that the world that I want in my mind has be really into tradition so magic is still sort of real in a way. Who knows where I can start.

Anyway, I am going to go ahead and put the strawpoll up for that.

Here's the site: https://strawpoll.com/kp3ghxda

I will check back in a view days to see if there's a lot of votes... Mostly more than 2. And then once those countries gets tied... I will lessen the poll and come back so you can vote again.

I just need an idea where to start...

Well, I am going to get with some more videos on YouTube and then get to reading a bit before sleep.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Finally! And Food Time

I finally am able to do this blog post... even though I'm not too worried about it xD

I went to Somerset with my aunt and my mom... didn't do much since my mom had to get a scan done and taken care off...

I am kind of tired but also... kind of hungry...

So I'm gonna eat and watch this movie on Netflix... not sure what it's about yet.

I will update tonight when I get a chance.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Getting Off For Tonight

I am here like I said. I'm gonna be watching two shows in a roll... One at 9 and another at 10.

I'm a bit sleepy too... so I might just go on to bed after the shows end... hopefully that I can sleep without no problem.

I am not entirely sure what I will be doing tomorrow yet... I am not going anywhere so I might just be looking at things... A choice between free things or giveaways... I might do giveaways then.

I am going to get back to surveys on Wednesday. With a break on Thursday. I will explain more as it gets closer to that day.

Anyway, I will get back to a video before going off my computer for the night.

No creative thing tonight... just because I am sleepy.

That's all.

With love,

BDK