Reflection of 2017

I have been waiting until after Christmas to talk about this. It seemed like things either took forever or was too fast for this year alone.

Here's a reflection of the year...

At the start of 2017, while my grandma was alive, she ended up in the nursing home which was the hardest time because during the first part of the year, she had the flu and many things. She was able to overcome the flu.

It was later in the year, that my grandma found out she had cancer. The worst part... was that it was just too late. People were like "She'll get better" and more but she had already accepted dying. The wait was harder... She was suffering so much and more. The compassionate care people finally came and got her where she passed away just hours that day. I will always remember that one fateful day... after I had my surgery done, we gather around as a family with my grandma one last time... She was so happy. That made me happy for her.

I still have sad moments where I just want to cry. My dogs both are always the ones that give me the kisses that I need xD

Of course, my best friend was there during these times... Even though he had his troubles, he was able to help me get through it somehow. I'm thankful for a good friend like that.

I had surgery done on my gallbladder on May 10th. I don't think I will ever forget seeing what I saw in my dreams during that surgery. A golden figure taking me away from here.

Since then, it had been my desire to start planning what I want to do with my life. I am done being sad all the time.

I realize that my life ahead for the new year will be harder than I imagined. But I'm just this reflection of 2017 will help me realize that things should be forced to change.

That's why in the next few days, I will reveal both 2018 resolutions and my lifetime goals. As well as changes for my blog and YouTube that I will announce through out the week.

I am done being sad.

That's all.

With love,

BDK