I am feeling bad because I really hate my life atm.
It's not the end of world. But I can tell you one thing... I was never taught to drive, ride a bike, etc. I can still have a chance to learn to cook. But I really think I might disappoint him. I really do.
I... wish I was somewhere else and lived in another life. Anything better than the one I have here. I don't tell my mom a lot of things because I want my freedom too.
But they keep putting stuff in my head... and I know they will try if I ever meet him. I will ignore them but I don't know how my mind will handle it. I just don't know. Many questions are popping up and I just don't know. I need the time to think.
So I'm going to bed and let my dreams answer them. Besides... my freedom is my fantasy.
That's all...
BDK
PS... I may end up crying... so forgive me, my dear.
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