Felt Bad

I worry a lot... and I felt bad for waking her up.

I am glad that she is alright.

Anyway, I am taking a break from recording until Monday... so yay me.

I hope that all will get better for me.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Let Them Know...

I got a lot of stuff to think about, but I think I will look over it for now... but if it happens a third time...

I will let her know.

Anyway, I am going to take care of my journals and more.

Let's hope for the best. 

See ya tomorrow.

B

Better in the end...

I really hope we never have twins.

I doubt we will have kids.

But yea.

I am going to get through the day and hope all will get better in the end.

See ya tomorrow.

B

For Now...

Sometimes it's moments like this that you need to set boundaries and such... and explain why.

I have been cheated on behind my back and seeing people thinking it's okay to ask their partner if they could do this or that just to test something... is wrong.

I have to be the one to point out why I feel this way... and so forth.

I should be okay... for now.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Rest high, Dolly

I have to say that... it's sad that Dolly Parton passed away today. 

I hope her legendary continues on for futures to come. 

Anyway, I am going to get back to my day... in hopes that I can rest before I go to bed.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Overthinking...

I am gonna think of other ways to use my blog for next year, but I have no clue yet.

I am hoping that my partner will be able to move close to me... but she keeps pushing things back as if... I can wait.

The only issue about that, it makes me think she's not even coming here...

While I would love to move out of state, I know that I won't be able to adjust... especially in a city area.

I am a small town and country girly... so it's gonna be really hard to take that out of me.

Alright, see ya tomorrow as I am gonna finish up with my journals.

B.

Another Day

I gotta say that tomorrow will be another day... and the day after will be another... and we will continue on with this life.

And I feel like my dad is not a good person... so yea.

I'm gonna get through the day and hope all will get better.

See ya tomorrow.

B