Make Tough Choices

I'm done with money... it is the root of all evil and unfortunately, my evil is in my own home atm. And it sucks because if she finds out what or where any of the money is going forward to... she will make sure that I will not ever do it again. 

Here's the thing, I want to help people. But I can't help if I have only less than 30 bucks in my name right now.

So for the next few months, I will not be getting discord or VRC+. And I do need to tell them that I can't gift their VRC+ either... because it's already hard enough to save all the money right now. And because they don't know how to regulate money or not use door dash (not saying it's their fault or anything), I can't keep doing this every single month or every single time I have money. So I need to give them the ultimatum. VRC+ or Cash only. There's no both at the same time anymore.

Until I am able to get more than 100 saved... I can't do this anymore. I need the money for just in case... but nobody never truly understands this.

And yes, I will say the worst case scenario to them. Because truthfully, I don't think they truly quite understand how hard it is to save money. It's the same for my mom.

So yea... I have to make tough choices in order to be able to save money.

And the reason why I say just in case is because I know that if something needs to be replaced, my parents won't step up to help out.

So yea...

See ya tomorrow.

B