There's a time in life that you do hate everything about you and yourself.
Then... it takes a death to realize that maybe it's time to love myself.
I know it sounds horrible to say that but that's how life is... life and death seems to be a trigger for something that happens to you.
I just... woke up.
When my aunt passed away, it got me out of my depressed state... I really just... got fed up laying around... wearing PJs... but that never stopped me from staying all the way to 4 am in the morning and such.
My first major surgery... which was talking out my gallbladder made me realized that life is too short... and it taught me a lesson about some things.
Then my grandma passed away that same year. It was a struggle to cry because I was beginning to get used to death... this seems really weird to me to deal with.
I loved my grandma. I just felt like... getting older means death is waiting at some point in your life.
After my second major surgery... I realized that life is too short. I wanted to change.
And that's my choice in life right now...
I want to start loving myself even more.
It's not easy, you know? To get to loving yourself as a person. There are no easy steps to anything. And that's me being honest.
So... how would you love yourself?
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