The title says how I feel every day. I am betraying my own happiness.
I have been thinking about this thing since May 2017... and have decided that this year, I am going to look for a teacher in Buddhism... and just have a talk. I feel like this would help me decide on what I should do next.
I know some people would think it's weird for a person like me... who loves Asian culture a whole lot to be pursuing Buddhism... but you ever have those type of feelings that you feel like it's something you need to do? Yea... I am feeling like that.
I will keep the idea on my mind because this year, I want to regain my happiness again... and hope for a better year.
Of course, be more accepting to things that change around me.
I think it's actually time to do some of these changes.
I am already accepting that if I am going to be single, then so be it. I really am not looking anymore. I felt like I needed too... but now, I don't think so.
I just want to make myself a happier person. I do not need negativity in my life.
That's why, it's better to be honest with yourself rather than not.
I hope that whatever comes my way for this year, I hope it brings me good luck.
It won't be long until the year of the dog be here... so might as well enjoy life!
That's all.
With love,
BDK
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