My home doesn't feel like home anymore. I'm not happy at all. And it's becoming a habit of doing nothing... literally.
I miss the moments of when dad would offer to go out for a little bit during the weekends... he doesn't do anything anymore. Basically, we are stuck here 24 / 7.
Nothing seems to make it any better.
I want to record more videos but I am close to quitting because of my mood. It really sucks.
I wish I was somewhere else every single day.
Until my mood gets better, I might not record anymore videos for a long while. Sorry, guys.
I miss talking my best friend too. I blame the time and stuff... I just don't know what is wrong with me.
I really want to stay in the bed forever and never wake up again. I am tired of things here.
Maybe when my grandma gets out soon, I will feel better since I will be staying there for a bit.
Hopefully things will be good sooner or later. I think all of this stress and stuff is getting to me.
I hate not being happy a lot.
I need a break from family.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
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