It seems like that because of whatever woke up in the middle of the night will be taking a huge toll on me tonight.
I am going to bed early. I wish this wasn't so because things just have been really... complicated lately. I wanted to be respectful by not complaining about myself to a friend...
And yet, tonight, I am still super duper sleepy... and that part of myself really sucks a whole lot.
I have to wait and see what happens but right now, I am just going to get everything ready and set to go to bed early again tonight.
I don't want to but I need the sleep.
I am slowly just now catching up to it but dang it... why did that happen last night?
Anyway, I hope my bestie will understand if I don't chat with him until I am fully aware that I am not sleepy and stuff...
The thing is... I am afraid of saying the wrong thing when I am super sleepy... And that is why I don't go around and chat with those who are close to me.
I'm turning off all communications right now because I can't concentrate straight right now.
Who knows... maybe I will feel like chatting to my bestie by tomorrow night or so forth.
That's all.
With love,
BDK
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