Easter Weekend

Whoa. I'm a hour early on this blog thing... for this is just a "what's up for this weekend" blog.

It's Easter weekend so that means a load of traffic over the weekend. I highly doubt that I will be going anywhere just yet this weekend... Maybe on Sunday to my aunt's but that's still not yet planned since we always go to places spontaneously.

I remember when I was younger that every Easter would mean going to my grandma's to eat dinner and hunt eggs. We all stopped after a time but it was fun for that short time.

Anyway, what do I think this weekend will bring?

A bunch of pranks both online and in the real world... for you guessed it.. it's also April Fool's Day on Sunday.

Saturday, I think we might be staying at home all day. If it is warm enough, I might go for a walk. But if not, it's all day anime marathon for me.

I want to get ready for a weekend full of premieres and more. Can't wait, I guess...

It would take up to two weeks before I could make a list of what I am watching for Spring list. xD

Sunday, I'm sure I might go see my aunt but again, it just depends on what my dad wants to do.

Tonight, I will be getting off the pc at 8 to watch two shows. So yay for that xD

Also, about Saturday... if we don't go anywhere, I am going to air clean my computer because dust is not fun for your computer, folks... be sure to clean them out every 3 to 6 months.

Alright, I will get back to the online world until my shows come on. Also... Happy Easter everybody!

That's all.

With love,

BDK

I'm Alright, Everything Is Alright

It is way past noon here and I have been trying to relax a bit since I am not feeling too good at all xD

I haven't been up to updating my blogs for the past two days... so that's why you all saw only one post for those days.

Anyway, I think I am starting to feel a bit better so I should be fine by tonight.

My whole entire body has been hurting all over so hopefully, that should be fine by tonight.

I'm sure that as I get to feeling better, the blogs will be a bit better and stuff...

I really don't like this time but it's only a short time, thanks to birth control so yay!

I will get back with a second blog just before two shows come on tonight. So... wait for that.

Right now, things are alright, I'm alright, both dogs are alright... hope you are all alright xD

I will get off now and look at stuff online for a bit.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Makes An Odd Day of Being Lazy

It has been nothing but a lazy day today. Well, except during the time I have to go out and get some stuff for our pets and ourselves xD

I have been very... can't spell the word right at this moment even though I know it... but guess you could say, I have been very less active on my blog today because I wanted to rest for the day.

Just as this would be the only post for tonight... and hoping that I would feel a whole lot better tomorrow to write at least two blogs.

I am just glad that tomorrow is Friday because then I could just take a rest and relax and stuff...

Tonight, I might just go to bed early after reading one or two chapters of a book. I did go to bed early but ended up with a very strange dream of a yellow troll that I raised up :V WTF...

Ah, well... dreams can be strange when you're on your period... sometimes.

Anyway, I will get on YouTube until I get off the PC at 10 tonight... which I try to do every night anyway...

Till tomorrow...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Rain Some More

Today has been mostly a slow day. So this will be the only post for today.

We took care of my niece while my brother went to Lexington for something. She fell asleep in a short while.

Right now, I am watching a movie since I have nothing to do.

I know tomorrow I will post a one post again since it would be that time of the month for me. :v Don't ask.

Things are still slow because it's gonna rain more. The rain might be taking a break for now but it will be back soon.

Ah, well.

Anyway, I will get back to this movie then try to watch more anime like usual.

I won't say for sure what tonight or tomorrow will break since I have the sleeping problem again.

Until tomorrow...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Catching Up With Anime Finally... Again. :V

I am just about to go to my room and read... then I didn't freaked out or anything but I remembered that I wanted to update my blog xD

I think today has been a slow day. I am lacking a few things in my time...

But good news... I am finally watching some anime on my list.

I think I will like this one. It's called The Irregular in the Magic High School... or something like that? But the Japanese title is simply... Mahouka xD How is it the English title became so long when the Japanese is just plain easy to say? Ah, well.

I am going to continue this anime only in the evenings until Saturday. Saturday, I will be watching it full on marathon xD

There is close to 24 or 26 episodes for this anime so this should be interesting to seek out if this is a worth it or not.

While during the same time, I am watching YouTube... Wait how? Well... I am switching it from anime then to YouTube... which doesn't confuse me at all. I am used to it.

I really need to find time to watch a Korean Drama at some point too... so I just need to finish the anime list... at least, to the point that I can catch up with anime anytime xD So then after that, I will get on Dramafever.com to watch some of the shows there in Korean xD Yay for me...

Right now, I should get off my PC so that I can read and sleep in time. I have been having a hard time sleeping before midnight so I try to read beforehand and it helps at some point.

Alright, I shall go... hoping tomorrow will be good for me.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Hoping Things Be Better Soon

I am going to try to get this blog updated as early as possible. I'm not too stressed about it so it should be fine.

My bestie finally replied so it was all good xD I hope that I can say that at least :P

Anyway, I am going to try try try try try try my best to watch anime. Yes, I purposefully added all those "try" xD

I am feeling a bit better because I am finally able to catch up with my sleep... knock on wood. xD

I guess you could say that everything is gonna be fine soon.

Today, I will get some things done first because I am a bit behind xD And it's only just Tuesday.

Things are not too complicated since I have been trying to get my sleep schedule back to normal. It's just some days, it will get harder to fall asleep. So I just have to do my best.

Yes, I notice that this blog post is very random but I cannot help this since I only can talk about sleeping at a certain time. Also, needing to catch up with my anime list.

For now, I will get off here and get some stuff done before watching the anime...

Hoping for a second post today. We shall sleep how I feel later.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

A Not So Rare Moment...

For once, I actually do feel like updating a second post on a Monday... this might be... not so rare xD

Anyway, here's the update about today... nothing really happened. I kind of wished the wind wasn't around because then I could possibly took a long walk. For those that don't know... I have very sensitive ears. So wind kind of hurts my ears for a very long time.

Then after we went to the store and got some foods... I ended up with this headache... I literally had to lay to my side and wait until the headache subsided. Good thing, it was a short headache and laying down for that short of a moment... actually helped.

I am going to get this blog up and posted so that I can get a chance to catch the last few minutes of America Idol.

This show has been interesting so far...

Then The Good Doctor finale comes on afterwards. I hate having to wait close to 4 to 6 months for a second season but I think I will be alright xD

Alright, I think I will get on with that show now...

Hopefully, tomorrow will be better for my mood and maybe I can get into an anime kind of mood... just... watch anime and stuff xD

We shall see. Because I really need to try to sleep better and get up early.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Lacking Sleep Sucks A Lot

Well, Susie is doing good. But me... I have been lacking sleep so much that I just passed out.

Things have been a bit complicated that I didn't really feel like talking to my own best friend... Sowwy about that.

Anyway, I will be alright since I am less sleepy now. I still got a long ways to go though.

Hopefully, later this week, I get to talk to my bestie, maybe. I just have to figure it out first...

Alright, let's talk about what happened over the weekend.

Saturday, I had to take Susie to the veterinarian early to have her stitches taken off. She didn't like that at all but it's over and she's healed wonderful! The veterinarian was surprise at how well she's doing and she's been super hyper since that was done.

Right after that was done, my dad went to work for a couple of hours. After he came back home, we went to Walmart where I bought some socks to wear.

That was all about Saturday besides, lacking sleep hugely on that day.

Sunday, we went to see my aunt for the day. It was a short stay but it was good.

After I got home, I decided to watch a movie.

Now, this week, I am going to concentrate on watching anime so that I can get some of the spring anime ready to watch later on.

Hope all will be good for me.

I will try my best to write another post tonight but there's no promises.

That's all.

With love.

BDK

Saturday Is Gonna Be A Long Day

The weekend just keeps getting better and better... not really.

Here's the deal that's going down on Saturday.

I have to move up the appointment for Susie so my dad can go into work to get things done.

He wants to go there early but I don't know even if they would see Susie that early.

Then the rest of the weekend just means... sitting around and do nothing. So if we don't do anything, I will take this chance to watch some anime.

Saturday is gonna be a long day with the rain coming in and I really do hope there's no snow. Please don't jinx it on me.

Sunday, I am sure that we might be seeing my aunt. But I can't be sure until that day comes.

With whatever goes on over the weekend, I just hope it doesn't ruin my mood at all.

For now, I think it will be okay once Susie gets those darn stitches out. Then she would be happy... I hope xD

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Projects To Come?

I think today, I am going to get started on writing something.

I have been wanting to go back to several old stories back in the day. I am not entirely sure just yet because I really love to write a story with the names of my family tree :o

I just have to figure out something and just write something. Don't stop and then figure it out from there.

Writing does take a little bit of a skill but one good thing... is let things come out of your mind onto the paper or whatever you use to write with.

I have been not so good with grammar but lately, books are becoming better and less concentrated on grammar. Don't believe me? Read a YA novel in the new age.

Besides, how else would Twilight and Hunger Games worlds become so popular? They used less hard spellings and more details. Plus, the grammar is easier to understand.

Books are changing and I want in. I'm getting better slowly at my writing. It just takes time and lots of rereading to get things right. Believe me, it's the second time around that I will start to notice things. Blogs are different so don't blame me for all the grammar errors. I know. And do I care? No. I use blogging as a way to type what is on my mind.

And it helps. It helps to type in a certain way in order to figure out another way.

So yea...

I think I made my point so I will be writing a second post later about what's going on this weekend or what I think might happen xD

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Trying Something New For Myself xD

I found an app to give me an idea of what to wear during the week... Muaha... I'm just going to do it randomly and see what it would do xD

Anyway, I am glad that tomorrow is Friday. It might be Friday for those who are reading this... But if you are reading this in the future or anytime... Sorry.

I think I will be relaxed tomorrow by watching anime like crazy... I need to try to catch up with them because guess what... Spring Anime is coming... and it's crazy. I already got two anime that I am watching full on while the others will just be added onto a list. xD

I think I am all caught up with shows on Netflix and just casually watching the ones that are on my list there... which is better than binge watching anything at all.

I am a bit sleepy so I am going to get a few things done and get to bed soon after...

I really need to stop skipping days to not read... because I need to read...

I'm sharing books on Instagram and thinking of sharing them on here too xD

So... I am looking positive on things ahead of my life... and hope everything will be alright for a bit.

Too many negative impact in my life and it kind of sucks a lot.

Who knows what I will be bringing on this blog soon!

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Don't Force To Be Happy

Stress, worry, sadness, and much more were the reasons why I changed the way I update my blog. I was done faking happiness and trying to say "Let's just be happy" when you know it's hard to do so.

I think the thing that makes me better is knowing that I shouldn't worry about when I should update this or not.

I was stressed when trying to find time to do something so I just decided that my blog should be updated whenever it wants to be. Basically, whenever I feel like it.

There's no reason to set a schedule and be stressed if I forgotten about it. Then I worry about whether or not I have anything to say at all.

Sadness and other feelings comes next to me. I do have days that I just don't feel like updating anything on this blog.

A few years ago, I was watching a video about how faking happiness could ruin how you feel entirely. So I told my mom that I am not just going to be happy by force. I don't believe it should be forced.

Now because of not pretending being happy, doesn't mean you should be sad or mad at the world every single day. In fact, you should have the right to enjoy life even if you're not happy about certain things.

Not being happy could be negative but if you stick to being positive even if your days go bad... it helps to bring happiness on something else.

Not happy with something, just be positive about it and work on fixing it instead of dropping everything and put a fake smile on your face.

I live this way now and it seems to be helping my mood a lot better now. I still have a few days that are bad but that's just a few... better than every single day.

I saw a quote that said that you don't have to be happy in order to be positive. So yea... it feels good for this reasoning.

I am going to start doing more things as spring and summer comes into play. It's time to do something good in my life.

So the question is... what about you?

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Dogs and Stitches Don't Mix

Just a few more days and Susie can take those stitches off her belly. She is driving me insane by trying to lick the area... even down to trying to bite at it. The whole point is me and my mom have been noticing a tiny hole like area on the lower part of the scar... and we can't figure out what is going on with it. All I can think of... Susie just keeps licking it that it ended up that way some odd reason. I will have to let the veterinarian check it out instead of worrying about it.

So today, it has been nothing but snow. I hate snow and I want winter to go away so that I can enjoy a nice day outside.

I have been once again told that I cannot and will not be allow to go anywhere alone. Why doesn't my parents understand the whole idea that I might end up being alone one of these days? I need to learn to enjoy it and just go.

Anyway, I hope that the rest of the week doesn't bring in more snow but the weather prediction keeps on changing and that is annoying in it's own part x.x

I will wait until tomorrow before I can decide to convince my mom and dad on me walking alone to places.. They need to learn to not on trust me but trust that nothing bad is going to happen to me.

Things happen, we know, but it's one in a million kind of thing. It's not safe everywhere else and they just need to know that I'm not the only woman in this world that walks alone... geez...

Right, I will finish this video that I am watching, then get on to bed... all before Susie drives me crazy again xD She is desperate in wanting to lick her belly again xDD

That's all.

With love,

BDK

I'm Not Lazy Just Winter Doesn't Want To Go Away

I shouldn't be this lazy about updating a blog. But because I vowed to never worry about it, especially when under stress, it has come this conclusion... and that's not really that good right now.

I am about to take a short nap soon so I will try to type up what I can.

Last night, we went to the laundry mat to wash some bed covers for my mom.

I think I didn't get that bored but I know that I didn't felt like updating after we came back.

I read a book before sleep and went to bed just before midnight. Of course, I didn't sleep too well xD

I will be glad when all this things called winter be over... because I am tired of snow already.

I am not entirely sure what to do but it sucks to be lazy on certain days... especially when it snows.

I think... starting on the day it warms up, I'm gonna take a walk to the cafeteria at the hospital locally... just to get a salad xD It's eating healthy while exercising at the same time. So that's hopefully a plus. I really want to eat better and lay off soda more... so this might be a good solution for me to do every day or every other day.

I will be waiting only until it warms up because the weather right now just sucks a whole lot.

Anyway, I will go lay down and come back on my computer to either watch anime or YouTube. Need to catch up with both but haven't decide on what to do yet.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Trying To Figure What To Watch

I am a bit delay on this blog but I mostly done it so I would not be stressed out.

I think it's because I slept late today xD

I was talking to my bestie before I went to bed. It was a fun short chat xD

I watched my new favorite show last night... and sadden that it ends for this year but gotta wait for a whole summer before it comes back on again.

Right now, I am going to get ready to take a short nap. It's good to take a 30 minute nap. Any longer can make you seem out of balance and stuff.

I think after my nap, I will get into watching some anime... hopefully be finish with this one around the weekend.

I do need to catch up with YouTube too but I will do that at the same time... like go back and forth... get one anime done, then when that's over, get a YouTube video done... but then again... I am not entirely sure how I am going to do that yet xD

Just have to wait and see...

I can't be sure if I will update another blog tonight.

Last night, I didn't feel up to it because I was busy with other things.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

What A Boring and Interesting Weekend

Wow, the weekend was... boring and interesting at the same time.

I had to practically beg my dad to go to Walmart on Saturday only to came home with nothing :/

However, Saturday, a straight shot of wind came through and knocked down a limb outside on our tree. That was fun.

I did got to do a walk on Saturday afternoon (before the wind came in and knocked everything down). I hope to keep going on a longer walk each day when it warms up.

Sunday, we went to see my aunt but I wanted to go to my little cousin's birthday party but my dad refused to go.

I ended up taking a short nap and watching a movie and finally, dad went for a small drive.

I really wish dad would go to more places on some weekends because sometimes, it does get kind of extremely bored on those two days.

Ah, well...

Today, I am resting because I am not feeling too well but hopefully, get something done at some point.

I will try to post something later but no promises like always.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Happy Saint Patrick's Day!

I think... things would be alright since this weekend, I might be resting most of the time. The weather is gonna be good so what a good chance just to go... and do something?

I highly doubt I would be doing anything special. Dad doesn't like to go anywhere so yea...

Anyway, I am a bit sleepy since I waited until after the show instead of before to update this blog.

Crazy... right?

Not really.

I need to find something to do over the weekend... I still gotta move some of the coloring books into the living room so I might do that... only if we are not going anywhere at all.

Now let's talk about what might happen on the weekend...

Tomorrow is Saint Patrick's Day and it's a day of green... the luck of the Irish and many more. I really love to go see a parade for this holiday.

Sunday, I am not entirely sure yet but on Monday, I will be sure to let you all know of what I did over the weekend.

Things do change over the weekend like it did last weekend.

About Susie? She is trying her best not to lick or scratch at her belly area because I am sure it is itching her like crazy. She has been really agitated lately and I think it's because of that area.

So far, Susie is doing really well. Trying to make sure she doesn't do anything to those stitches on her belly is harder than you think xD I should've asked for a collar but I think I can make it one more week.

Right now, my other show is not on and it won't be on until the basketball games are over. So yay for that...

I shall go now and watch some videos on YouTube before going to bed.

Hopefully, this weekend will be good for me and many more.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Annoyed But It's Alright

I am not late, just had stuff to do earlier. My dad seems to love moving things around without my permission... and it kind of sucks a whole lot.

I got it fixed so that is a good thing. Just that it gets annoying as heck.

Not sure what I am going to do for the rest of the day since I started things later than usual.

I think I will figure something out because it's not exactly a good day either way xD

I usually take a nap at 2PM EST everyday almost.

Anyway, just wanted to mention one thing...

I hate the weather at this time because it can't decide whether it should stay warm or cold... and I much more rather for the weather to be warm.

I will update before I get off to watch some shows tonight.

I still have to figure out what the weekend might bring xD

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Everything Does Kind of Suck

I finally did sleep better last night. I think it helped to stay up a bit later and stuff... but at the same time, reading too.

I will finish the book tonight and get on with more books.

I really have too many coloring books and just need to sit down and do them while I don't do anything at certain times of the day.

I have been trying to figure out what to do next. I really need to get a container to store my hoodies and sweatshirts. Mostly because my dad is not exactly a clean person :/ I can't afford to clean everything...

At the moment, everything does kind of suck xD

Anyway, I just have to figure out something eventually. It takes a lot of planning for a small space to figure out what to do and stuff.

Today is going to be a long day already and I just really need to do something about my coloring books xD

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Beware of Technology These Days

I think I did finally decide to update tonight. I figured out why I haven't heard from my bestie in so long...

His phone died.

In all seriousness... phones can be evil sometimes. So be aware of reviews before you get a phone or anything anymore. Because you don't want a Samsung type of phone that would explode at any given moment.

Anyway, I don't want to get into too much detail about that. I think starting tomorrow, I will be looking far and wide for a job.

I really need something soon because things are just about to get complicated here.

Alright, I will get back on the YouTube world and get back to you all tomorrow.

Because you never know what might happen next.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Snow is Too Bright

The only thing I hate about snow... is when the sun is out, it makes the white on the snow so damn bright.

I have a lot of things to think about in a few months. Mostly about what I should do next and if I should wait anymore and more.

Things keep happening and I really want to be a better person especially, as an adult.

Today is cold and I really just wish winter would go away already xD

Anyway, not sure what to put here because things are just a bit odd...

Still taking care of my dog, Susie. She is doing really well. Just a few hours before I went to bed, she was eating her dog food again. This makes me happy because she really needs to eat well.

I am not entirely sure what I am going to do today since I have my other dog, Chloe in my lap. Small dogs do not like cold weather... and yea...

Alright, I will let you all know if anything else is up...

Not sure if I will be able to update tonight again but just have to wait and see.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Thinking Of What I Should Do

Of course, time has a tendency of slipping away from me. And I don't think it's gonna go any slower...

It has been a very coldish day but good news, Susie is eating her dog food finally!

I hope that she eats everyday like that and stuff...

She was very very excited when my aunt came up to visit today. I bet she would like to go see Dot this weekend if dad let's her come with.

Not much to talk about but debating whether or not if I should settle on getting a customer service job via Amazon or some other job...

Just have to wait and see what happens next.

I really want a flexible job to where I don't have to work all day long and work on certain days. Ah, well...

The thing about having a customer service job at home is... you would need total silence... and that, I don't really have because well... I live in a very thin ass trailer :v

Anyway, I just have to think about it for the next few months or so.

I think after winter is over, I am going to walk more often... of course, take Susie too since I don't really want her to get fat. :/

Ah, well... good things are happening but I only just wish it would stop getting cold and snowing... so I can go out and do stuff.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Today Might Be Better

I was so not feeling up to updating again yesterday because I was literally lacking sleep and everything.

I hope that later tonight, I won't be like that.

I did watch a show but I was so sleepy after it went off that I just went off to sleep.

I have been taking care of Susie too and that's the main reason why I didn't get much sleep.

Today, Susie is slowly being her doggy self. She pooped finally since coming home. But the problem now is... trying to get her back to eating her dog food. Hopefully, she will be eating it soon.

Anyway, I will get on with the day and figure out what to do next.

I still got a ways to go since it's close to 1PM at this moment. The time will be different depending on when you all read xD

I should keep time away from these blogs but we should keep a story going.

I will go now and find something to do.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Susie Had Her Surgery Finally

Over the weekend, I had to take Susie to the veterinarian, dropped her off. Then she had her surgery on Saturday afternoon. I had to wait until the next evening before bringing her home.

At least, that was what my weekend was about.

Saturday, also, we had to go to Wal-Mart while Susie was preparing for her surgery and everything. Came home in time for them to let us know that she had to stay overnight.

Sunday, we had to stay home to wait to take Susie home. It was almost 6pm when we finally got the call to get Susie. You could tell that Susie, my dog, missed me a whole lot.

I had to make her a bed but she didn't want to sleep there at all xD

In 2 weeks, she will be going back to the veterinarian to get stitches taken off. So hope all goes well between these weeks.

It was sort of a last minute thing but I'm glad it was done. Those growths are taken off and she has been taken care of really well. That is what I am happy about.

I will have to keep an eye out on Susie through out this week and next week.

Hopefully, the bruises will go away on her tummy.

Oh... and there is snow here. So that's a fun thing... Oh, well.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Will It Rain or Snow?

I am writing this early because I have two shows to watch in a roll in 30 minutes or so. By the time you read this, if you're not an early reader, the shows might be already on or ending xD

Anyway, not much to put on here but... this is mostly what to expect on the weekend....

Let's see... winter is not completely over yet but that's to be expected...

We are suppose to get snow here or rather... rain... don't know because the weather man doesn't 100% know xD

I guess my weekend could either mean... we might go somewhere or we might stay home.

I really don't know. So that's just gonna be for Monday to find out.

For now, let's just hope there's no snow this weekend. I am really tired of it all.

I just want it to be spring so I could take pictures of flowers again. I love taking pictures of flowers and everything nature related... so who knows when spring will bring all these pretty flowers.

Alright, I shall go now... and wait for when these two shows to come.

Also, in May, which is when Once Upon A Time ends... I will do a full review of the show. It is my favorite show, afterall.

That;s all.

With love,

BDK

People Should Always Have Dreams

I still have lots to do for today. But I just know that time is not really my friend at the moment.

I think I will be okay though. The problems with things is just something you can't help at all.

I know people have dreams and let them have their dreams with things xD

Anyway, I am not sure what to do today but I know I have to do some things first.

I just wanted to update this blog just in case I have to do something else... or rather, just don't want to be stressed about it xD

I was talking to my bestie about what to do about things and stuff... Money kind of sucks right now but we have to do what we can do for now.

Today, I am taking a break from job searching but I will check on my email on the indeed emails that I get daily. Whoo hoo... who knows...

I guess what I am hoping for... something good to happen someday.

I am close to finishing my personal journal and I will be using a smaller journal next time... this one is a bit weird so I have no clue what to do with it. Weird is... well... it is one of those "special" made journals with a huge ass pearl that opens and closes the journal. Why they put there, I don't know.

I will get on with the day because today might be okay but the weather is not.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Things Can Happen In A Lifetime

As the day comes to an end, we come to realize... things do happen each hour and each part of the world.

It's a shock to realize that we rely on time on almost everything. We have a short lifespan and do not realize that.

We seek change to the world, let alone with what goes on in our entire life.

Things happen. Whether it's good or bad.

After learning about staying positive no matter what, I try not to let things bother me. But what does bother me... when other people are negative. I don't mean just a somber type of negative.... I mean a huge amount of negativity that could just throw off the whole entire balance of good and evil.

I don't like the talk of death a lot of times. Even though, it's something that is inevitable. It's not something that I want to hear somebody talk about a lot. I always say that it's best to know when it is your time and let time be your friend at the time.

But what about when death comes suddenly? What about then? That's different. Because life does come to the point where things does happen unexpectedly. It's really strange how life works right now.

Life shouldn't be underrated because if you disregard life, you could feel like the end of the world is just right there.

You can't give up anything just because of anything. Always try to make time or wait on a project for another time. Life might be short, but time can't be.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Proud To Be Who I Am

Today is International Women's Day. We are proud to be who we are. We are each unique as we are woman of inspiration, power, invention and so much more.

I was raised up to be different. To be unique. Despite that my dad didn't really like it but I always ignored him and stuff. I guess you could say, I wanted to be weird. I'm proud to be this weird person right now.

I hope that I don't have to change who I am... but maybe what I do can change but not who I am can be changed.

Anyway, I hope things will be alright for today. I have been busy with personal stuff earlier but hopefully I can do more stuff.

Today, I am going to try to search other jobs, I hope... things will be a bit harder for things you don't have a chance to get.

Ah, well...

I will get on with the day by doing my daily dose of cleaning my email xD

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Had To Stop Antibiotics For A Reason

I have decided to stop taking that antibiotic medication because this was the second time that I just felt bad. I never felt bad before taking this medication so that is the reason behind why I started to feel like crap.

I hope that in the next few days, I would feel a bit better.

Tonight, I will get to reading towards 11ish. But first... YouTube.

I don't really want to talk about what happened today because of that bad spell earlier.

I hate stop medication but this was a good reason to stop.

If you haven't been feeling bad before taking a medication, then you know that it's the medication. Good thing, it only lasted 10 days or so.

I hope that when I wake up tomorrow, the feeling that I felt today will not come back.

Anyway, I just wanted to put that here because it seems important to talk about.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Don't Have To Be Happy To Be Positive

Life is not easy. And you have to work hard to get to where you wish to be.

I wish things could be different but it can't be helped.

Each day, I am not happy but I always told my mom that when you're not happy, it's best to not let things worry you because it's okay to be positive but not happy.

I think it's okay to be this way because then it won't affect your mentality.

Today, I need to find a job but the weather is just crazy here. The temperature is just cold. I can survive it but it's bothersome too.

Ah, well...

The day is not over yet so maybe I can still find something to do.

I really wish my hometown had more businesses to apply jobs to. But most of them are too far away and it's kind of not fair about how the transit works.

Anyway, I will get off here to do some stuff.  I really don't like to waste time because that does make me feel bad sometimes :/ That's life for ya.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: I have not heard any news about Susie, my dog and stuff... but I am still hopeful.

Let's Hope For Good Things

You ever have those moments where you completely forgotten about something? Yea... that's me right now.

I am taking antibiotics for my ear infection and it's apparent... that I am all caught up but don't remember when I actually did take a pill xD

Anyway, enough of that but I do want to talk about the next few days... winter is not completely over as you can tell before I do talk about it...

Tomorrow and so forth... not sure how long it will be but winter will be here.

I will try to stay positive during this whole time while at the same time... not being happy about it xD

But hey, if I can just survive a bit longer, I think I will be alright.

Not much happened today. I did fixed all my books to the point where I can start reading them. I have to make more room eventually for other books on the big shelf in my room because... I have loads of books.

I can't be sure what I will be keeping eventually and what I would be giving away.

I will be buying more books around my birthday so hopefully before then, I'll have more books read.

I love fantasy and the ones I am reading right now is called the Mercy Thompson series. It seems to be interesting to read... about fae, vampires and werewolves. As well as Mercy herself who can turn into a coyote. xD

Alright, I will get off now since I am due to go read now.

I hope that I get to stay this positive for the next few days. I hate cold weather and yea... let's just hope for good things.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Time To Do Some Rearrangements.

I gotta rearrange my books again because I seem to be running out of room again. That kind of sucks but it can't be helped. Hopefully, things will be alright once I fix the books around again.

I still don't know when I am going to do this yet because some reason, my leg is hurting a bit. I will be alright, just need to rest a bit.

Anyway, I should just get this blog done and get started with those books. There's not much to do but I have to figure out what to do next.

I got tiny figurines on that shelf. So I have to find a place for them.

I will figure it out. I got time and stuff.

I like taking a break on Tuesday and Friday because I seem to schedule my shower days on those days.

Alright, I will get off now to get started with something. I might fix me something to eat first and get started.

I can't be sure if I will do another post for today but just have to wait and see.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Crazy With This Third Month

I just done what I could today because Mondays, yea? I will get back on track on Wednesday because tomorrow, there's other things that I need to catch up online.

Then I really need to try to some surveys so that I can get by through the rest of the year. Two months in and it's already a third month. Crazy.

Things do take time so I just have to keep trying.

Anyway, I am not entirely sure why Mondays are the way they are... I gotta so used to the weekends of being outside that I just slipped away with time.

I am going to find other places to search for jobs.

I finished a book last night which I keep forgetting to update on goodreads so I will do that now.

I am hopeful for March and every month ahead.

I am not giving up on dreams and more.

Right now, I will get this post done and watch some videos on YouTube.

Who knows what tomorrow will bring...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Hello, Monday. Again. And Again.

Hello, Monday... Again. And so many more Mondays. Don't you just hate waking up on Monday knowing that after a break, you have to get back to working and other stuff?

Ah, well.

I am back to the game of searching for a job or even more... surveys. I am going to do each website a day if I can. Wish me luck though.

I realize that writing on this blog might be a hobby too but it could easily be a job too. I am going to turn towards an idea eventually that would help me with some stuff.

Right now, I am going to talk about the weekend.

What did I do?

Saturday, I went to see my brother and his family. We didn't get to stay long but it was a good thing we got to see them. Then we went straight to Burkes to do some stuff there. Finally, we went to Walmart.

Of course, I did forgot one or two things but that's what you get when you are in a hurry x.x

Sunday, we went to see my aunt. I love going there because it's actually a lot better than where we live here right now xD

I never got a chance to play games or watch anime x.x so that kind of sucks a lot.

Ah, well... maybe this weekend will be different. Except this Sunday, I got a show to watch planned out. I won't say much about it just yet.

Anyway, I will get on with the day today. I am not entirely sure what today will be like so no promises about having any more posts for today.

Hopefully, this week will be nice despite the weather being cold as heck later this week x.x

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Who Knows What Could Happen

It's gonna be early that I post this tonight. Let's talk about the weekend and what I think will be happening.

I am not entirely sure yet but I think my dad said that we will be going to see my brother. Then after that, maybe stop by a store.

I hope that we get to eat something good during that time but oh, well...

Anyway, I do hope that after all that, I can finally start watching anime but I doubt it... not with being busy with stuff tomorrow and Sunday.

However, the whole point of me taking a break from blogging over the weekend is just so that I can enjoy it a bit more. No matter if I didn't go anywhere.

What sucks a lot is having to wait a while longer for any news about Susie, my dog. Let's just hope for good news for her soon.

Tonight, I will be watching two shows in a roll... I got 12 episodes full of interest for Once Upon a Time and that's all.

Hopefully, they get to make the whole last few episodes good... who knows what could happen though.

Alright, I will get back on YouTube for a couple of minutes then get off in time for my show.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Super Lazy Week

Let's talk about something... this week has been a busy week for me. It's because of the first of March week and stuff. It seems that every first week of the month is super busy.

Today is the second day and I have been having a rough week due to my period starting on Wednesday. If it weren't for the birth control pills, my period would possibly be worse than this. I still felt bad despite the pill but it would only mean that my heaviness and stuff would last shorter. :/ Yes, I am talking about my period, get over it guys.

Anyway, I will be glad when the weekend and the day is over... I won't talk about the weekend part until the second post which will be early today because my favorite shows are finally back on.

I am not entirely sure what to do today. I have been taking a huge break all week due to doctor appointments and other things.

I think I will watch some stuff on Netflix then get on YouTube early tonight to catch up with some stuff there.

I have been behind on it because I am taking ear drops in my right ear :/

That's another issue that I am dealing with... I can't get to a lot of places so going to an ENT is next to impossible. So go me.

Alright, I will get off for now... hope things will be alright for me.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Plans Ahead And More

I guess it's sort of news... but Susie, my dog has to wait a while longer. It seems like the veterinarian's office is going to be busy for the rest of the month. So that's all I know for now.

Anyway, I went with my mom to her doctor's appointment today. Didn't do much just to get her medicine and more.

Today has been a slow day so I didn't do much at all.

I do want to talk about a small little project that I am planning to do...

I am going to start using another journal and it would be used as a creative journal. I will be having three journals.

One is a personal journal where I talk about my mental health and more. Especially, about my day and stuff. Since each and everyday is either a good day or bad day.

The second journal is a dream journal. This one is not used often and would be used only if I have strange dreams or need to report a dream.

Finally, let's talk about my third and hopefully, final journal... The creative journal. I will be using it to write poems, stories, ideas, lists and much more. I might even draw in it too. This journal will be used to where I can go back to it at any entries and add more or take more out. Just to be more creative.

I would like to eventually do a fourth journal but as a bullet journal. But I have no plans on doing that just yet because I don't really want to be overwhelmed with too many journals xD

Both Creative and Dream journals will only be updated as needed or whenever while the personal journal will be updated daily.

I hope that this will be good for me and hope that I can get it started soon.

Who knows what will come next.

This will be the only time that I will write in this blog post today.

Tomorrow, I will try to post two or more posts... so until then, I hope the rest of the day and so forth will be good.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

P.S: I will be planning to add pictures eventually on my blogs... as a way to talk about something through out the year and more.