212 of 365: Foggy Days, Signs of Early Fall

I was just walking down the street, taking the dogs to their final bathroom break of the day when I noticed something strange with the trees. They are changing color. Then I was like "It's too early for fall." But the summer we had... didn't felt like a summer. It had cool, wet and foggy summer... We only had a month or a few days of sunny days?

So... I am curious about how Winter would turn out. My bet... it would turn out cold by the end of September. Yes... September! I'm used to the end of October being cold. Not September... but we'll see.

We still got a long ways to go before the first day of fall comes around.

So... that's all.

With love,

BDK

211 of 365: It Takes Time

And so it takes a while to do YouTube videos... although I had free time, it took longer to edit the suckers because I was trying to do work wise things instead.

Anyways, it takes time but I enjoy it.

Also, busy busy for Thursday for me.

My journey is just getting started.... although I really had a rough start in the beginning of the year.

But I'm okay.

Anyways, let's get it started!

That's all.

With love,

BDK

210 of 365: Whistle Then Work It!

Just a random thought since there is a song stuck in my head called Whistle While I Work It.

Anyways, I'm not sure what to put in here because like I announced yesterday that I will be busy.

I will be recording another video tomorrow at around 5:30PM EST. The video will be uploaded hopefully by 8 or later. It's another game video... but I hope to get further on it than what I was doing. My goal is to get to level 15 by Friday. Level 12 for the tomorrow's video. I might do vlogs/poems/songs/covers on Fridays only. Do games on Tuesdays. How's that for you guys?

Though it will be at 5:30PM EST on those two days. So don't expect me to record any other time. I have decided on this schedule so that I can figure out what to do next. I can't edit but I can add music. Yay~ I might add a different opening and closing each vlog. I will only add music to vlogs. So... it'll be interesting... Anyways...

I welcome ideas. But like I said, I can only do them Tuesdays and Fridays at 5:30PM EST. And on days that I might have free time which is rare.

Anyways... that's all.

With love,

BDK

209 of 365: Looking Forward to Fall

I am going to go out for a bit this week, trying to find a better answer to paying my college so I can go back, hopefully by next year.

Anyways, August and on forth until December, it will be kind of busy.

So here's my preview... Next week, I am going to go to a local fair that comes in town every year around the first full week of August (August 5th through 11th).

I may visit my cousin's college at some point, hopefully, because he's going to his first year of college this month. I hope he keeps at it!

Anyways, so I'm looking forward to fall and part of the winter of the rest of 2013.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

208 of 365: A Cry For Fun

As you could tell, there's nothing to do when you can't go out.

I don't have many friends to hang with and most of them are busy or out of county. I guess it sucks... Also my dad doesn't like people to come by to see me. Even just friends... so it's why I'm not a very social person.

Anyways... it's a cry for fun for me. Maybe I can enjoy things on my own. But right now, it's just a stay at home kind of night. Of course, watching Tomorrowland live on youtube. It kind of reminds me of Spring Break shows on MTV... my dad says it reminds him of woodstock. So I called it a modern day hippie spring/summer break extravaganza. xD

Well, if you guys want to watch it, this is day two of it: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-SQqHiw9J-M

Day three will be tomorrow. So... enjoy.

With love,

BDK

207 of 365: Friday Friday! What?!

So I made another vlog but mostly because I didn't feel like doing a game play. Also, I promoted two people... somebody special and also my best friend. So here's the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gbRCpt6xjgc&feature=youtu.be

Anyways, it's been an interesting day today...

Also figured out that Chloe is in heat... Dogs being in heat is the most stressful time because you have to watch them like a hawk.

Alright, I'm going to end this blog for a bit...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

206 of 365: After A Day At Grandma's

I never cried so much before in my life. Could it be possible that the world is where I need to be? I do not know. Just it's hard to stop crying.

And I am still sad even though I tried not to show my tears to my own family.

After an afternoon with my grandma, I begin to wonder... Could I be able to love again?

Hard to imagine but I really think I'm in love with somebody whom also talks on a radio show. If he reads this, he'll know who he is.

Anyways, I am sorry for today. I have been really emotional.

Seems like something has to change big time. Maybe it'll be with a relationship. Maybe it'll be a big move. Who knows.

That's all.

With love,

BDK