Really Tired

I am really tired. I've been at Richmond all day almost and with a sore back and arm. I know that I was gonna get that problem right as I went to bed last night. And it hurts to sleep on my side so I ended up sleeping on my back almost all night.

I'm fine now that I gotten Philip Pullman's book! I think this will be the best Christmas present ever.

Anyway, right now I am going to take it easy despite that I kind of want something to eat... Not gonna ask my dad if he could take me to a store to find something.

So I will just rest and figure out something later. Who knows...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

It's Too Early To Tell What We're Doing For Holidays

It's an early start... but I kind of want to get it over with since this is gonna be longest last 2 months ever. While we are not entirely sure what's going to happen around Thanksgiving or even Christmas (too early to tell either way but it won't be too long too).

I guess I hope that sooner or later, we could just... go somewhere else to have a bit of a holiday fun?

Anyway, I am not sure what to say on here but right now, it's just a bit early to tell what to do for anything.

I hope that tomorrow will be a good day... despite there might still be a possibility of rain chances once again. Rain during this time of year is really... confusing to say. Maybe if you live down south but not really here.

Ah, well.

Tomorrow is just another day. I will let you all know in the blog tomorrow if we did anything. Since I am planning to write a late blog tomorrow xD

That's all.

With love,

BDK

A Random Poem And Recovery

Rain is beautiful but when it's cold,
It sure does get kinda old.
Freezing always come and go.
Standing together when we first said no.

Nothing happens without doubt.
We can't let ourselves live in doubt.
Living through a new tomorrow.
As we wash away the sorrow.

Thoughts that gathered in one's mind.
We always tell others we are fine.
When the truth can be part of another lie.
We don't want to die. No, we don't die.

Heroes are weak, citizens are strong.
We are right, they are wrong.
Time to be who we are inside.
Time to start going outside.

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I know that I am late again with this blog but I needed time to recover from my bad mood that happened to come upon me last night.

Basically, it's a lot to take in when your parents are sick and you really care about them and wish for them to make plans for a child's future. It's hard to get them convinced of anything. So yea. But I think I got it. I am going to do what I do best. Go for it.

Anyway, I will let you all go for today since tonight I will be busy watching two shows.

I hope you enjoy the random poem for today.  Who knows what the second post will bring.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Just nothing comes to mind.

I figure I could sit here and update a blog. However, tonight, I don't have any creative sense in my body to add into this post.

Why?

I think I just got too much on my mind right now. Just a bit too much to think about. My future might not be written but what I do now will affect it. I need to do something. So I will.

I'm sorry that tonight I won't have anything creative but one can hope for a better day tomorrow.

That's all

With love,

BDK

Late Post But With A Reason

I know I am late on this blog thing today but I haven't been feeling too good. My mind is a bit of a fog right now. I'll try my best on typing things.

But here's another let's talk thing...

Happiness for some people are different but right now, I feel like my happiness was forced to be drained because things don't really make sense now.

I have been having trouble falling asleep on some nights. And some days, I am slowly sleeping late. I hope that I can snap out of this habit soon.

Anyway, I think this is a short let's talk. Hope tomorrow will be better for me. I think I will fight and try to do things on my own. There's still stuff to do before I get older xD

Alright, hope the second post will have something creative for "Creative November" Who knows what will come from my mind.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Trying My Hand On A Random Idea

"Nothing is right anymore. I lived in this new world for so long as I could remember. These creatures still don't know that I am not one of them. I have been kept hidden by my human parents. And now I have to reveal what I am. I was adopted, that far I do know. I am a magical creature, that I do not know what yet. My human parents have protected me. But now, I am close to being 18. And soon it would be time for me to go out and be something. I think this new world should be ready for me."

Alright, I done my deed for tonight. Since I am still not feeling too good, I just wrote what was on my mind. It's completely random and only an idea. Don't worry, I will try to do better each day that passes by.

Tomorrow, I am going to rest as much as possible. I need to sleep early tonight because I think it would help me some reason.

Lately, I have been in a bad mood... I might talk about that tomorrow. But I might not. Who knows what will happen.

Alright, hope you enjoy the random idea.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

An Announcement for Creative Novemeber / Let's Talk About Something

Today. I am not feeling good but I do have some sort of an announcement.

I've enjoyed doing the Halloween project with my blog that I will be doing it again next but always with a different theme in mind. I might change my mind around that time next year xD

Anyway, today's announcement... I am doing a special thing called Creative November. A lot has happened for this year. I will not talk about anything have mostly creative elements. Who knows what will come out. I will feature them either one or both blog posts of the day. So just keep an eye out on them. And no, I will not number them. Because it's a challenge that can be featured in either blog posts.

Right now, I am super sleep so I won't be doing something creative in this post. However... the "Let's talk" thing did give me an idea what to talk about tomorrow. It's pissing me off how how many people are butthurt about certain cultures. There's a huge difference between Cultural Appreciation and Culture Appropriation. While one, is showing of a culture: Only if the culture approves of it and like it being appreciated or showing off. The other is mostly only if that culture says something about it. As an American, I want to listen to that country rather than what people has to say in America. We are full of culture of around the world and YES, IT IS GOING TO GET MIXED UP because we are trying to show off our cultures in different parts of the USA. And you really do get butthurt easy because you rather for a culture to stay in one side. Stop this. If you're not gonna appreciate it, then don't say anything at all.

It's something that I see that's been a huge problem for this year. After reading an article about Japan and how Americans get butthurt because somebody dressed in a kimono. Folks... if that country says that it's alright. IT'S ALRIGHT.

Yes, these kind of things do get to me and it's gonna end up on here instead of my FB. One thing I do agree with... you can't be a race or be of a country that you're not born from (unless it's been proven you were part something, i.e. Irish, native American, etc). However, if you wanna cosplay, that's a different story. So there you go.

So there's my rant of the day. And yes, this will be part of my Let's Talk session on FB.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: Ok... I think I'll just do the "Let's Talk" thing on here because some people are easily offended sometimes. Also, I can't get the notes to work on my FB... so be ready for a lot of posts on here. Sorry for this.