Always Take Things One Step At A Time

For the past week, I have posted my resolution a day. Now I want to add that I had learn over the years, it's best to not start things right at the start of the new year. Here's why...

You can easily get burnt out of things.

My doctor's appointment isn't until early February. I know for sure, my first gaming video won't be out until I complete a game. And I don't want to let stress take over on how I do things either. So many many things will be taken slowly.

Always take things one step at a time. When an opportunity pops up, you go for it. Don't be distraught if something doesn't go your way. Just remember that you can try again. If it's something you can't try again, then move on to another subject.

I think my main goal right now is my health. I never mention about other things but those type of goals are just something I've need to change over time.

I still do dream of moving to Japan or Indonesia and working there as a teacher or in Japan, as something.

Since the world around us is constantly changing (go liberals btw), I feel like it's going to change more in 2017.

As I looked back on 2016... the struggle was real. The stress was real.

I can't make any promises about how things will be. Because there will always be a bad thing happening. There will always be something unexpected in goals. There will always be something. So just always remember to don't panic and be ready for anything.

I felt like I almost made it with reading more books and maybe some other stuff... but I felt like I neglected my writings because of stress and other issues.

At the beginning of 2016, I posted that enough is enough... because I'm done of listening to how others view me, how they judge me... and much more. The truth is there. I know. But I want to tone out those voices. And because of that, I felt like it took me this long to get over what happens on the internet.

I know it took me a while to get over that... but it's time for a change once again for 2017.


I mention that I had other goals... I will mention a few of them here.

• Earn money somehow
• Save money
• Plan a trip on my own.
• Be more independent
• And unknown goals.

There are going to be new goals. There are going to disappointment in things. There are going to change of plans. There are going to things we have to be ready for.

To tell you the truth... I cannot wait to see how 2017 will be like. So... see ya in 2017.

That's all

With love,

BDK
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At Last But Not Least

The last but I know will not be the only New Year's Resolution...

My health has always been in an up and down battle since I am getting older.

2016, my health had been okay for the first half... but come the second half, my stomach started to bother me more.

Simply put... I get heart burns, stomach aches, always full, bloated, and rarely, but surely... vomiting. Along with other things that I don't want to list.

I have been feeling full in the middle of my abdominal. But I have no idea why in that area.

I did had problems with feeling like I was choking but some reason, that went away. Now another problem has arise.

In 2017, I want to make it my mission to take care of my health before I get sick again. I am eating less because I am always afraid that I would be at that stage again.

I really need to get this taken care and figured out what it is... Whether it's caused by something else or by my period, I need to find out by a doctor. My mom wants me to go to the ER but they don't always know everything there. I did had a family doctor but when I asked him once about what he thinks is causing my stomach to hurt, his reply was just simply take pepto bismol which in turn doesn't always take care of the problems.

I am switching to a better doctor. One I went before but regret leaving because I need to get this problem taken care of soon.

So, this is my real resolution for this year.

I will be back with a second post just before the New Year here. So... take care and....

That's all.

With love,

BDK

2016, To All The Greats That Has Passed

We remember those who had passed away suddenly and those who passed away naturally.

Muhammad Ali, who became a legend in boxing.
Prince, who brought us Purple Rain.
Alan Rickman, who took Snape into reality.
Glenn Frey, Founder and singer of Eagles
David Bowie, who brought us music of fantasy.
Harper Lee, who brought us the Mockingbird 
Joey Feek, who brought us Joey + Rory.
Nancy Reagan, the wife of President Ronal Reegan.
Merle Haggard, beloved singer in country-music.
Chyna, a pro wrestler that proved being a woman is awesome.
Christina Grimmie, who taught us that dreams can come true.
Ralph Stanley, making bluegrass the best thing there is.
Kenny Baker, who will always be R2-D2.
Matt Roberts, who founded 3 Doors Down.
Gene Wilder, Being Willy Wonka first.
Holly Dunn, a beautiful county singer who brought us "Daddy's Hands."
Florence Henderson,  who would be the Brady Bunch mother.
John Glenn, our American Hero of Space.
Joseph Mascolo, who made soap opera fun.
Alan Thicke, the father of "growing Pains"
George Michael, who brought us "Wake Me Up, Before We Go Go."
Richard Adams, who wrote Watership Down as a Satire to the world.
Carrie Fisher, who will always the princess of Star Wars that brought us hope.
Debbie Reynolds, who will be dancing the rain and maybe cast a spell sometimes.

And many more.

This year has brought us death. We will never forget who these people are. How they made history, gave us movies, music to enjoy, books to remember and hope to make us strong.

Thank you all... May you all be in our memories forever.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Writing To My Heart's Content

Writing has always been my passion. I never cared to hear how others view about my writing habits.

I try my best to correct the wrong things but it's kind of hard with my mind. I always had some sort of grammar problems and sentence structuring problems as well.

But I do have a vast imagination.

I need to continue on my passion on writing to make myself get better at it.

I hope that I can do more poetry and short stories for this year.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

When There's YouTube, You Are Happy.

I am deeply sorry for a late blog but I didn't really feel like updating earlier today.

My next new year's resolution? YouTube... or anything involved with YouTube. I want to be more involved with the YouTube community somehow...

I am not sure how 2017 will be like but I hope to be more active on YouTube, whether it's through gaming, through random vlogs, and many other things.

I might even add a bit of dog videos here or there.

I think the problem with showing myself out there is how people are rude... But I seemed to overcome that now so I want to be brave and just do something on YouTube.

Of course, one of those video goals would be gaming videos and such.

And I want to be more active in the community. If at all possible, go to a community based con. That might be hard because of some issues but if I could, I would just bring along my pet so that I wouldn't have to deal with such issues.

Either way, I want to just be more active on YouTube in some way. There will be times that I will take a break but I will try not to stop at a game just because of something.

I just hope this 2017 won't be much of an hassle on my part.

For now... That's all I wish to say.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

More Times To Blog?

I might be spending more time blogging by blogging whenever I feel like it.

My bestie says that I would be going 3 times a day... Well... no... alright, maybe. Actually, I don't know how often I will update my blog. I just know I will try to be more active on it and such.

I already been trying to do the anytime thing and it feels good... I don't have to worry if it's late or not. However, if I am doing event or challenges, those will be scheduled at a certain time xD

Anyway, I hope that this will be a good year for me to write more and better stuff.

On Saturday or Friday, I will be doing a memorial thing for all the people we lost in 2016.

I really hope it ends soon because all these sudden deaths has been a downer to us all.

For now, I will get back on YouTube although, I started watching Cry's part 17 of Final Fantasy 15, a little late. :O

Alright, gonna go now... hope the rest of the few days be better this time!

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Figuring Out About Gaming...

The last post, I mention that I wanted to do a special live stream on New Year's Eve... I am sorry, but that has been canceled due to issues with the video and such. The program I have works good at live streaming but some reason, the video lags a whole lot.

I could do both streaming and recording but that would make it extremely laggy than it already is.

So I won't be live streaming at all. At least, not until I can find the problem or get a better internet.

For now, I can record games just fine. It has no issues. The programs that were free and recorded games, didn't work out too good for me. However, the program that I bought for my birthday, records games wonderfully.

I am going to start playing games without commentary. At least, until I can get a mic that has better noise cancellation. I might be looking into that in the next few months.  There's constantly music in the background here at my home and I cannot always tell my mom to shut it off since she has nerve problems and she can easily get mad or say weird stuff.

Anyway, for now, I will record games without no mic. My opinions of the gameplay will be in the description.

That's all.

With love,

BDK 

Gaming More?

Playing complex puzzle games strengthens your mind. Always remember that next time you try to get after your kid for playing too much video games. Just asked them to do their homework first before playing.

Anyway, the point is... I want to try to play more games. Both livestreaming and recording video games xD

The games I will live stream will be the complex ones like Torchlight and not sure what else. I will figure that out later.

Smaller more complex games like RPGs that are small will be recorded and uploaded.

Right now, I am doing a series of testing to figure out what would work and what would not. Since I only have  a limit time each night, I can only do that.

However, starting soon, I am going to live stream Torchlight 2... that is, if the program I have now is wonderful.

Two programs... one awesome adventure. xD

This will be my New Year's Resolution... to play more games. I might not do a lot of MMO action anymore, but I can always play awesome games.

Alright, it's getting ready to be my bedtime... I am thinking of doing a special live stream on New Year's Eve as a celebration of me starting to stream.

Just... as long as, my mom doesn't use the internet at the same time. That's kind of hard to prevent because she gets on during the day xD That's why I chose to do it at night time. I won't be streaming every night like my bestie does... Reasons are... well, I want to watch TV shows and such... whenever they come back on. Lucky, there's just 3 nights that I watch TV. The rest... eh... nothing, nada... blank.

Well, time to go to sleep now. Hope this comes true for this year.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

2016, A Tough Year.

Looking back, this year has been tough. With family emergencies and more. With celebrities passing away. With mistakes that you only dare to fix. With unexpected futures that we only wished that was better.

This has been a tough year.

It really did bite us in the butt too much.

With just a few days left of 2016, I can only hope for the best of 2017. But we can't predict what will happen.

With Trump as our new president, I fear the worst. As well as, I hoped for the best.

We all must be prepare for anything that comes at us.

So... as the last days of 2016 passes by, I hope we can at least cherish the good times.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: Another post will come on 2017 in the days ahead... so... Let's do a memorial post of those who has past away this year.

New Year's Resolution Ideas Start Now

Each night, I will talk about one thing that is only an idea for my New Year's Resolutions.

Tonight, I will talk about... Books.

I have been trying to get back into reading more books since the early summer but that's been proven hard to do with all things that are happening around me.

2017, I will begin the year with trying out new ways to challenge myself to read more books.

Some books are harder to read so I will plan to skip those and only read those that are good enough to read.

I am going to update the book challenge thing on my Goodreads.

I really hope that I can do this.

For now, we'll see what happens next.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Issues To Be Called Out

I got called ugly. Awesome! Why am I being cheery about this? Because I called her out and told her that she needs to grow up and learn to accept beauty from within.

This world does not need bullies. Especially, towards me. So when one person says something bad to me, I'm gonna be brutally honest and tell them that they need to grow up.

Sadly, there are bullies out there. We can't really stop them but we can deal with them. I am glad to deal with this person fast so ha...

I would share her username on that account but nah, I am better than that. I will take care of this problem myself.

I hope this comes to a lesson to don't mess with me. I will attack back. If I get over a million people, I will ignore the bullies and have them reported for hate and such.

I'm done with bullies a long time ago. I will be positive about things and tell them to grow up.

When you're 30, you make up for most of your life by telling people that they are crazy. :D

Anyway, I am just saying this is gonna be called out. I will get on with life and be setting out plans for the new year resolutions. :D

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Up on the Housetop

Ho ho ho, who would've know?

It's a cute song about Santa being on the roof.

Here's the cute song:

Up on the housetop, click click click. Down the chimney, old Saint Nick.

Stay tuned after I signed this for updates:

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

PS: I am not going to do a poll for this because I felt like I didn't do this correctly. Nor did I felt like it was fun. Next year, this will be different. More like 12 days of Christmas instead of the full 25 days. Thanks for understanding. The last two posts are scheduled ahead of time because I will be busy both days. Thanks again.

Joyful Day Ahead?

I sure hope so. I hope the dinner tomorrow will be wonderful. I hope all of the family will be peaceful.

And I hope we all have a joyful day ahead.

I will not be posting anything tomorrow evening. Other than the last Christmas Song Blog Title which is schedule to be released tomorrow at some time.

I usual stay up until midnight tonight just because of something that I had heard as a child.

Long story short... I heard bells at midnight. And saw something go across the sky... Yea, sounds weird and it might be nothing but since then, I just wanted to stay up on midnight on Christmas Eve xD

Anyway, like I said, I won't be posting anymore than that one post tomorrow. But starting on Monday, I will be making continuous posts just to prepare myself for the New Year.

I really hope the start of 2017 won't be too bad.

But we can never predict the future and just hope for the best.

Right now, let's enjoy the holidays and hope things will be well for all of us.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

PS: Happy Holidays will be changed back to with love after Christmas. So... Happy Holidays everybody.

Sleigh Ride

It's a cute song to sing along because it's a lovely weather for a sleigh ride together with you.

I will share the song here so you can sing along with it:

You can sing along with this song really easily.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Busy Weekend Ahead For Holidays

This weekend will be busy for me. With getting up to go to the grocery tomorrow.

Then other stuff, I am not sure yet. I know Sunday will be busy because I am going to my grandma's for the holidays.

I have the last two Christmas song blog title scheduled to be released for the next two days. I will share tomorrow's but not the one for Christmas Day.

I will post another post on Saturday night but not on Sunday.

I did get the Barkbox but no video. I did share the pictures on twitter via instagram. So please do check those out.

I do want to mention that I haven't been feeling good so I am going to rest for the night before the busy day tomorrow.

I will continue normal posts after Christmas Day.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Blue Christmas

An old classic sung by Elvis. His voice makes you think of a blue Christmas every time you hear the song.

There are other people who sings this song but only Elvis makes the song beautiful.

I will share the song here:

I hope I don't have a blue Christmas this year.

Here are some of the lyrics:

I'll have a Blue Christmas without you
I'll be so blue just thinking about you
Decorations of red on a green Christmas tree
Won't be the same dear, if you're not here with me

And when those blue snowflakes start falling
That's when those blue memories start calling
You'll be doin' all right, with your Christmas of white
But I'll have a blue, blue blue blue Christmas

You'll be doin' all right, with your Christmas of white,
But I'll have a blue, blue, blue blue Christmas

It's a short song so I'm sure you would enjoy to sing too.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

It Won't Be Long Until The Weekend Comes

I think I will pre schedule the last two Christmas song title blogs just because those will be my busiest days yet. Christmas Eve, I will be going to the grocery store. Christmas Day, I will be going to family for the day.

I hope that next year, I will have that one better planned. I might just do the 12 days of Christmas instead of 25 days xD You might not believe it but it's actually hard.

I might not post anything about it on twitter for a poll and such. Sorry.

However, I am going to do a live stream after Christmas... at night. The reason why at night? Because I want to do it when the internet is less busy and stuff... Basically, when my mom is not on her PC and I can turn the phone off for the wi fi to not be busy.

And I think I'll use YouTube Gaming instead of regular YouTube.

Anyway, for now I have some catching up to do on YouTube. So...

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Please Come Home For Christmas

This is an Eagles song. Eagles are a band that you should learn and listen to.

I think this song is about begging somebody to come home for Christmas.

I will share the song here.

Apparently, there are other people who sings this song as well.

It's not a well known song but it's there for the classic Christmas forever.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

I Gonna Be Streaming After Christmas

Because the location is always traffic heavy with the internet and such, I'm gonna start streaming Torchlight 2 after Christmas.

I also might record a small video of an unboxing once it comes in. I got sorry for my dog and got her a present. I won't say what it is until I know when it comes in. If it comes in on a weekend, I won't be doing any recording of any kind.

It's kind of hard to do any kind of recording, especially on a Friday. Mostly because it appears to be a busy day on that day :v

I won't do a face facing recording since it's for my dog xD

We will see what happens first. Just keep an eye out on my twitter for any news.

However, if I am not able to record any video, there will be lots of pictures.

Anyway, I am going to go back to YouTube for some more catching up of videos.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Let It Snow! Let It Snow! Let It Snow!

A song about snow. Yep... that's just about what it's all about xD

Sadly, we are not getting any snow for Christmas because the weather is kind of messed up here.

But I will post the song here so you know what it's all about:

I would be happy if it does snow on Christmas because it seems to match with the songs and such.

Ah, well.

But for those that do have snow, just sing this song to let your worries go.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Don't Run Away From Things

I am done with running. So I don't run away from things anymore.

I am listening to the radio before I get back onto YouTube to watch more videos. I have so much to catch up on. Since a few of them started doing Vlogmas xD It's fine so I will watch them.

Each day is a bit slow because it's getting closer to Christmas and soon it's gonna be closer to a new year.

We all will seek something for New Year's resolution and we all seek to have an answer to things.

We can't keep living in fear for fear controls how you think and feel. We should keep taking risks and don't fear what's ahead of us.

Don't run away from things.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Jingle Bells

A song that can be played every Christmas. A really easy song that you can sing along with.

I will share a random song here:

I think it's a joyful song to sing no matter who sings it.

Here are the lyrics as well:

Dashing through the snow
On a one horse open sleigh
O'er the fields we go,
Laughing all the way
Bells on bob tail ring,
making spirits bright
What fun it is to laugh and sing
A sleighing song tonight
Oh, jingle bells, jingle bells
Jingle all the way
Oh, what fun it is to ride
In a one horse open sleigh
Jingle bells, jingle bells
Jingle all the way
Oh, what fun it is to ride
In a one horse open sleigh
A day or two ago,
I thought I'd take a ride,
And soon Miss Fanny Bright
Was seated by my side;
The horse was lean and lank
Misfortune seemed his lot
We got into a drifted bank,
And then we got upsot.
Oh, jingle bells, jingle bells
Jingle all the way
Oh, what fun it is to ride
In a one horse open sleigh
Jingle bells, jingle bells
Jingle all the way
Oh, what fun it is to ride
In a one horse open sleigh
Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells,
Jingle all the way!
Oh, What fun it is to ride
In a one horse open sleigh.
Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells,
Jingle all the way!
Oh, What fun it is to ride
In a one horse open sleigh.
Now the ground is white
Go it while you're young
Take the girls tonight
And sing this sleighing song
Just get a bob tailed bay
two-forty as his speed
Hitch him to an open sleigh
And crack! you'll take the lead
Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells,
Jingle all the way!
Oh, What fun it is to ride
In a one horse open sleigh.
Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells,
Jingle all the way!
Oh, What fun it is to ride
In a one horse open sleigh.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

What Do I Have Planned?

I think I figure out what game to livestream. I will give more details later.

Anyway, next week, after Christmas Day, I am going to post one resolution, a truthful one, about what I am going to do.

I am making a list here:

• Books
• Games
• Blogging
• YouTube
• Writing
• Health

Those are just the real ones. Each day, I will talk about what each one means.

I think it's gonna be an interesting year.

Alright, I just wanted to tell you that. I forgot to mention about anime and movies but that's not a realty goal.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

The Little Drummer Boy

One of the few religious songs that are only sung for Christmas.

It's about a little drummer boy who came to give the gift of music to the birth of Christ. Because of the idea, it's the thought that counts instead of the gift.

I think people should at least watch the movie at least once.

The little drummer boy song has a melody that you can sing to because it's got a drum sound in it.

Here's the video

There's many versions of the song but the lyrics are all the same. So come, you all... for the little drummer boy is here to give you the gift of music.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Things Are Okay

I guess you are wondering about a few things. They are alright and okay. I'm okay.

I have been in a lot of stress, not because of Christmas. But because of things around my home. I don't really want to talk about what here because they are kind of personal.

I know that I haven't made those vlogs yet... Winter came all of a sudden and I wanted to be secluded and alone to do that.

I am, however, taking a break from making videos for YouTube until after the holidays. But that doesn't mean anything because I might start live streaming soon. Maybe after Christmas. But what game should I play? I'll figure that out later. I might play a random MMO on a live stream.

As for if I'm gonna do any voice? I will figure that out later.

I'm gonna do other things. I feel like I've been letting myself down on things. I will record more videos after the holidays and more around 2017.

Geez... with Christmas only a week away, it's crazy. I have to say... I might start figuring out what my New Year Resolutions should be.

This year had been a bad year. I think it sure has changed a lot which was my New Year Resolution last year. I will make a list of all the interesting events of this year. It might be a long blog but it will be interesting to read.

Since it's been too long that I played any MMO, I might make a new character with the name Ankisal to play for that purpose of trying to learn and do only story mode quests xD We'll see.

The only problem I have about trying to live stream... my internet kind of sucks at upload speed. So I will be using YouTube only to live stream. I tried once on Twitch but not with the software that I bought. It's completely lightweight so it might not have a problem with Twitch. I just haven't tried it yet.

Anyway, I have been going too long about things. I will continue Christmas Song Blog Title until Christmas Day. Again, it would be late... but I might post it early via that night before Christmas just so I can have a day of peace for Christmas.

I will post tomorrow of any upcoming plans for after Christmas.

Stay tune for another Christmas song blog title tomorrow.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

I Wish You A Merry Christmas

I don't think I had this song as a title yet... so I was happy when it came on the radio and as this blog's title of today.

I wish you a merry Christmas, I wish you a merry Christmas and a happy new Year!

This song is a bit different but it's the same one that you would know.

I will share a random one here since there are many people who knows this song. It's an easy song to remember and to sing along.

And a Happy New Year!

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

We Need A Little Christmas

Interesting song... Almost seem a bit cheery xD

It's actually the first song that popped up when I turned on the radio and just thought I'll use this as a title.

Because we all need a little Christmas in our lives.

I think it's a cute song.

So, let's go and hang up those stockings guys.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Another Busy Weekend

I am not sure why the weekend is always busy here but it is. Ah, well.

On the plus side, it's gonna be warmer... on the negative side? Rain. Then cold the next day. Yay for screwed up weather, y'all.

I will be delayed like usual on the first posts both on Saturday and Sunday. I won't give what time they will be because I usually am tired right after doing everything at once.

That... will be another time to talk about. Hope that I don't get sick tomorrow or Sunday either.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Frosty The Snowman

A song that should be known to many around the world. About a snowman named Frosty. With his hat, he becomes magic.

He is a jolly snowman that you should enjoy no matter what age you are.

You can watch the full cartoon here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h79lx67kvOo

Because he's a jolly holly snowman~

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

(There's No Place Like) Home For The Holidays

Home, Sweet Home~

You can be home, sweet home.

This song is my first time hearing and I will share the song here:

I think the song is a cheery song because your home is the best place to be for the holidays.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Sorry, Not Sorry!

I really enjoy the background songs that are inserted in God Eater... So I'm gonna share them here now:

Break My Stake:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wrgjqvdGMEM

Sunday: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RnLsB0JfB9g

Have You Ever Seen: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=brvL7TbvaKs

Long Way: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mm0VlzGedBc

Maintain Maintain: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C-0XCd5wDdY

I really enjoy them so much that I hope you do too.

Anyway, I am not quite done with God Eater but should be tomorrow. Today, I was busy watching two movies. So yay...

At least, I got two episodes down, so that's good. Plus watching almost 3 hours of Cry playing Final Fantasy 15, only to hear him go... oh, no because he screwed up xD

Enjoy the songs like I did.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Do You Hear What I Hear?

A song that's sung about Christmas and the birth of Christ. It's sung by Whitney Houston for this version.

It's a beautiful song and just want to sing along a bit.

I'm not a big fan of the song but I think it's a good song nonetheless.

Though the title might not seem like a Christmas song until you hear it yourself.

I will share the song here:

Note the video is a live version of the song. The reason why this one is being played more is because of her angelic voice.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

The Music in the Background of Anime...

There's some anime where they have music in the background. Attack on Titan, Sword Art Online and now God Eater are the few that had music in the background during the episodes. Music as in with lyrics.

I really love the background music with lyrics on God Eater. It seems so interesting. I will do some research on the background music of that anime. Hopefully, I can find the song to add onto my song. Right now, my ring tone is from Attack on Titan with the song called Reluctant Heroes. That is a good song!

Anyway, I have finally had a chance to catch up with all the videos on YouTube. I'll be able to catch up with part 2 of my favorite YouTubers soon... I have been behind on them so much that it's so strange...

Ah, well. I'll get there eventually! I should be done with the rest of God Eater tomorrow. It's a good anime. Almost like Attack of Titan feel. So if you want something like Attack on Titan but with a different story, go watch God Eater.

I might be skipping out watching all of Xena but will just watch what I can for now. But I will skip the ones that are boring and watch the ones that are good. I hate to do that but I am kind of on a schedule... Especially, since Netflix is saying that it's going away.

Christmas is not this weekend but next weekend... so Christmas Eve and Christmas Day are both on the weekend... which is convenient and at the same not so convenient. Because everybody will have to work the next day. The kids will be off for another week afterwards xD

Alright, I just wanted to mention about the music in the background of some anime. I really enjoy them sometimes.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

PS: I will release the final Eternal Senia on Thursday. I won't be releasing anymore games until after New Year's Day. Keep an eye out on my twitter for any info about that.

Happy Holiday

A classic song. This is my first time hearing this song. So I will give you what I think about it...

It's really cheery and fun to listen to. It's seems to be about Santa more than anything.

I think it's actually a cute song and it's good for the children to hear.

I will share the song here:



Hope you enjoy this random song.

I think I did xD

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

That's Unexpected?

I have been watching Cry (Cryaotic on YouTube) play Final Fantasy 15 for the past 3 hours xD. So that's unexpected.

Anyway, my left leg, the one that I landed on the most when I feel two weeks ago, has decided to hurt... not just hurt hurt, but painful to walk hurt. Not sure what's going on with that. But if that pain doesn't go away by sometime this week, I will have to get it checked out.

It might not be nothing but the pain is really not in the spot where the bruises are and stuff... So that is kind of strange to me.

Alright, I will continue with YouTube for the rest of the night but I won't be moving my leg for a long time because of it hurting... Maybe I should take it easy by not walking for the rest of the night? Who knows...

I'm not really a Monday type of person either so almost everything I've done has been lazily done.

I did watch 3 episodes of God Eater. It seems like a good anime.... Not gonna do a review on it just because. Tomorrow, I will continue on with God Eater and hope to get that done soonish. While at the same time, sort of checking out Xena.... I grew up watching that show so yea...

Alright, time to go... Back to YouTube world... Still got a lot of catching up to do, you know?

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Last Christmas

It's a song about a love and heartbreak at the same time. You gave them your heart and the next day, they gave it away. This year, you are gonna give it someone special. So somewhat it's a heartbreak song.

Here's to hoping... wait, I'm forever single so it's alright! xD

The song is beautiful with a good beat. It's a rare song about love and heartbreak at the same time.

So be careful who you will give your heart away this year.

Here's the song:

I think this was the first time this song was introduced too. So enjoy the song by Wham!

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Waiting For Two Weeks!

Two weeks before Christmas comes! It's so strange... Actually, it feels so strange that the year has passed by this way.

Anyway, I finally caught up with some of the Vlogmas videos on YouTube. I still got more to go on other channels because I have been so far behind on stuff that it's crazy.

Hopefully soon, things will be changing with how I watch stuff and more.

Tomorrow, I must try not to forget to do any surveys.

I am not really tired, surprisingly, but I do want to try to sleep soonish.

I've been having problems about my dog, Chloe, running out or trying to run out... Is there any solution with that? She rarely does run out but lately, it seems like she's wanting to run out more.

Alright, that's all...

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas

A classic song and it's sort of a romantic Christmas type of song too.

There's a small part that says "From now, our troubles go far away." Basically, during Christmas is suppose to be a peaceful time of the year.

There's a bright star that you suppose to be able to find and have yourself a merry little Christmas.

This version of the song is sung by a woman. But it's The Carpenters family.

It's a slow song that you can sing along too.

Hope this year, your troubles will go away even just for a little bit.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

A Very Long Busy Day

It always seem like we were doing something every weekend... Today, we went to the grocery store, watched the Christmas parade, went to eat, went to Walmart and then back home.

While at the same time, our neighbor's kids decided to think it was just alright to use our mailbox to send something to Santa. Ok, cool... but those kids are getting NOTHING from Santa because 1. it's illegal without permission to put something in another person's mailbox. 2. It's illegal to read other people's mail. So kids... don't be like these kids.

Especially, these are the same type of kids that literally go outside in 20 below temperature to go poop under the steps... Their steps, mind I add.

Anyway, I had enough with these kids. I hate to do but I am going to become one of those grumpy old person neighbors and just hates kids... I don't hate kids but I am going to act like one to these kids. They are not made to mind so what choice do I have? I will scare them each time they come into our yard by telling them to get off my lawn! Yea...

Alright, I am going to watch YouTube for the rest of the night and not sure what to do before sleep... Maybe figure out what books to read or not to read. Yea... I'll do that.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

PS: We don't appreciate anybody who tries to get their own way of things. No offense but your kids are in for a treat come Christmas.

Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer

A Classic song written about a red-nosed reindeer who was made fun as a little reindeer.

Then one day, Santa came and asked Rudolph that if he could light up his nose and lead the sleigh... Of course, he said yes!

It's just a cute little story that happens every Christmas. There's even one in July called Christmas in July!

I will let this be short since it's just a cutesy and well known song to all.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Btw, here's a cute picture of Rudolph:

Time To Finish A Book

I have been trying to finish this book from the library in a week since getting it last Friday. Not hard to do.... only at night time :v

Anyway, the book is amazing. I wonder if there's more series or not... I can only wait and see.

I am not getting another book from the library because of the inclement of the weather coming soon.

I don't really want to spoil much but it's about a girl that's made to kill... basically a Diabolic. She claims she is not human and such but I wonder... Then she slowly falls in love with a crazy human.

So yea... that's all I am going to say about it. There's more but you just have to pick up the book and read it yourself.

I know this post will be short because I am going to get right to reading soon after I finish this post.

Note: For the next two days, my Christmas song blog title will be delayed. I will try not to wait too late before updating them but just keep an eye out on my twitter, thanks!

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

I'll Be Home For Christmas

A song written about being away and you just want to be home for Christmas no matter how far away you are.

It's a slower song than most of the songs that I mention in the titles.

The song is sort of sad in a way but you can never tell what will happen.

Here's a bit information about the song: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/I%27ll_Be_Home_for_Christmas

Anyway, I'll share a bit of the lyrics below for the rest of the post:

I'll be home for Christmas
You can plan on me
Please have snow and mistletoe
And presents on the tree
Christmas Eve will find me
Where the love light gleams
I'll be home for Christmas
If only in my dreams
I'll be home for Christmas
You can plan on me
Please have snow and mistletoe
And presents on the tree
Christmas Eve will find me
Where the love light gleams
I'll be home for Christmas
If only in my dreams
If only in my dreams

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

PS: Yes, I know it's late but what do you expect when you had other things to do? This Christmas event will be delayed for two more days. So stay tuned to my twitter for any new updates. Thanks.

Better Ways To Relief Stress

There are better ways to relief stress...

I bought coloring books and hoped that they would relief my stress... not really.... In fact, coloring made me more stressed out for some odd reason xD

However, what do relief my stress is.... dun dun dun... Dot to Dot puzzles... Especially the extremely hard ones where numbers go higher than a thousand xD I'm not sure why it does but it does.

I will try to finish all my coloring tho but I think I will take it day by day by doing an activity a day. Like tomorrow, I am going to do another dot to dot puzzle... It's over 1500 dots... Can't Wait!

Then the next day, I am going to try to finish coloring a cat picture. Take a break from everything else and just do it.

Then the next day, will do another dot to dot... and vice versa. I feel like I get a bit stressed during some days so this will keep my mind at bay.

Anyway, I am going to watch more of YouTube... maybe this time I can finally catch up.

Maybe.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Jingle Bell Rock

There's many varieties of this wonderful Christmas song.

I really enjoy this song because it's more rock rather than a normal song would sound.

I'm not sure if many people knows of the song.

I will add the video of the song here:

This song makes the season much more joyful to know Christmas is here.

It's a good song to dance to if you want.

You can easily sing to this song if you wish.

Because we want to dance and prance around as you hear this wonderful song.

It's not a long song either so you can enjoy it with the wonderful spirit of Christmas.

I just want to hear the jingle bells rock right now.

Don't you?

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Strange Things Happening To YouTube

I was watching a video and some reason, after skipping the ads, the pop-ups that were in the ad came up during the video.

With one of them covering the whole entire video. So it's just strange.

Anyway, hopefully YouTube will fix their problem soon.

I am not sure what else I'll be doing besides YouTube until 11 PM EST.

I know I will read later. Hopefully be finish with the book by next weekish owo

It's suppose to snow too so that sort of sucks...

I am ready for snow now!

Alright, tomorrow, I am going to take a break from Netflix since I finished Nana finally... that show just gave me more questions than anything x.x

Ah, well.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

It's Beginning To Look A Lot Like Christmas

It's a song that tells you when you see a whole lot more toys, Christmas trees, and more... that Christmas is here.

I know this song isn't played a whole lot by other artists but I think it should.

Because the lyrics of the song is true to the max.

It seems like every year, the holidays change a bit. More and more demand of robot type toys. Slowly, the idea of cars and dolls are going away. Even Hot Wheels has changed to cars that look weird to me. I love the classic old cars of hot wheels. Barbie has even more face lift than before. Her outfits are still awesome but her looks even change because of the times.

Nothing will be the same but that's why we have these songs... to remind us of what used to be.

At least, some habits won't die yet.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Finally Catching Up With YouTube

As you would know, I am kind of a big YouTube watcher but lately, I have to stop just to be busy with other stuff. Oops. But it's alright.

Anyway, I am going to make it my mission to read everyday as much as I could do... if the book is not good enough to read more than once a day, I will skip it. Hopefully, that won't happen once I get to the newer books.

The Diabolic is so far, a really good book. Too good that I wish to have such a book in my hands in the future. I'm sure there will be other books and yes, I will read them all.

It's been two years since I bought a whole lot of books... I really want to change that and get more books.

I have no been to a book sale in for so long either. I hope that would change eventually because I now know what to get and what not to get.

Today has been a bit more better. I was able to catch up with things. I will get back to YouTube in a moment.

That will be my rest of the night before getting off at 11 to go read. o3o

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Winter Wonderland~

Sleigh bells are ringing for this song about a snowy day.

It's a person who is walking and experiencing the day a winter wonderland.

I think it's a beautiful song. This song is sort of the same like all the others but it's a woman singing it. Her name is Amy Grant.

Do you think snow is beautiful? Yes, as long it's a blanket of snow that's not been walked on and more.

This is Amy Grant singing the song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rh4jnMhRGTw

I wish Kentucky didn't get the type of snow... which is snow and ice mix. It's never enough hardly to make a snowman. Except maybe one or two times every other year.

I know we haven't seen any snow for this winter so far but sadly, we rarely get a white Christmas... so boo...

Sleigh bells ring... are you listening?

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Random Things That Come To Mind

Reading makes me think... and the book I am currently reading is from the local library.

It's not my first science fiction type of book but it's my first reading about a future where humans live in space and stuff... and it's like forbidden to talk about how a star destroyed earth and stuff.

I think it's interesting how each part of the world, there's something that is forbidden. And this book kind of reminds me of that.

I wonder if our future would be like that? In the stars, trying to find a new hope, a new home.

Ah, well... Dreams are fantastic.

Maybe I won't see this future but I do hope others do.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

The Christmas Song

Simply put... The Christmas Song is a song about all the simple things of Christmas. I believe the song is actually called Chestnuts Roasting Under the Fire? I might be wrong.

A song like this makes you dream of what Christmas is all about.

I haven't even gotten to the magical part of Christmas but we should simply say Merry Little Christmas to you.

I am sure there are many artists who sing this song so I won't bother posting a video or anything.

I will share the lyrics which are here:

Chestnuts roasting on an open fire,
Jack Frost nipping at your nose,
Yuletide carols being sung by a choir,
And folks dressed up like Eskimos.

Everybody knows a turkey and some mistletoe,
Help to make the season bright,
Tiny tots with their eyes all a-glow,
Will find it hard to sleep tonight.

They know that Santa's on his way
He's loaded lots of toys and goodies on his sleigh,
And ev'ry mother's child is gonna spy,
To see if reindeer really know how to fly.

And so I'm offering this simple phrase,
To kids from one to ninety-two,
Although it's been said
Many times, Many ways
Merry Christmas to you.

And so I'm offering this simple phrase,
To kids from one to ninety-two,
Although it's been said
Many times, Many ways
Merry Christmas to you.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

The Day Was Just Alright

Today, it was alright. Though it is raining a bit so it's kind of a blah day. But it was alright.

I went to see my grandma for a bit and had a good day there.

I have been home for a while now. I done the Christmas thing and well, I'm sure weekends are gonna be hard to do because I am usually busy in the morning. I hope that I won't be too busy next weekend but then again... it's the holidays...

Anyway, I am still going to do them no matter how late it seems for the weekends. Tomorrow, I will be back with the usual and early, hopefully.

I will try to watch YouTube for the rest of the night. Thankfully, I hope that I can catch up with the videos on there...

I just know tomorrow, Cry will put out another Final Fantasy video and yes, I will watch it.

Right...

Also, my knee is hurting like crazy at some days because I tend to stand or walk on my leg too long. I need to stop doing that and just rest whenever my leg starts to hurt. So there's that problem.

Ah, well. I'm sure I will be fine.

Back to YouTube and stuff.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

It's The Most Wonderful Time of The Year!

A song that goes on to saying that this Christmas season has started. The song talks about stuff that goes on during the season!

It's a short song but it has the most requests along with the other songs.

Not much to say about this song because we are always happy during this time of the year.

It appears that Christmas along with Halloween is the most celebrated holiday of the year. So it can be understandable for the most wonderful time of the year xD

Anyway, here's the song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gFtb3EtjEic

Ding dong, ding dong, ding dong~

Yep, you just want to sing this song during this time of the year~

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

A Very Stressful Day~

Today, we decided to get our grocery shopping done. Nothing happened...

However, today, while at Walmart, something happened.

I was wearing my pink fuzzy hat and it somehow fell off my head and landed somewhere in Walmart. I couldn't find it so I began to panic...

And talk about panicing... I did. I went all over Walmart trying to find this said hat. And you damn right, I am going to go searching for a hat. It's my favorite hat and it's too cute for it to disappear. Finally, I asked a staff member where I could go find such a hat... They said customer service.

I went there while my mom finished shopping... And as if luck came... one of the staff members was carrying my hat. I might of freaked the person out as I went over and claimed said hat... I was like Thank You!

Then... to beat it all... I lost my straw to my drink. Yay.

I found it though...

But because of my freak out, I lost my appetite and stuff.

That's why my posts was delayed.... I just simply freaked out and it stressed me out that I came home and ended up really tired.

For the rest of the night, I will be watching Cry playing some more Final Fantasy... Awesome~

So... BrB and that's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Happy XMas~ (War Is Over?)

Firstly, this is greatly delayed, I am sorry for that. I will explain in another post of what it's delayed.

Anyways, this song is by John Lennon & The Plastic Ono Band.

This song is about war... as always. It's basically stating that war is over and Christmas is here.

This is more about the band here: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_Lennon/Plastic_Ono_Band

And if you really are interested... there is a video of the song too:

The idea of having a song about war being over if you want it is a sign that there was a widely known protest against the war during the 60s.

This song may stay forever as a Christmas song even though we all wish war would be over no matter what war it is.

John Lennon is widely known to protest against Vietnam War.

I think it's interesting how a song like this is forever in our history.

Because war is crap.

I'm sure there's many people who don't agree on any type of war. Especially during a Christmas time of the year.

We hope this Christmas will be a good one without no fear. (Actual lyrics in the song.)

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Should Memories Be Left Alone?

There are memories that are hard to forget and sometimes even not forgotten due to some type of trauma.

The person had a bad trauma because of my family's doing. I was being blamed for it but I did warn that person a bunch of times, weeks and even days before that eventful day... Some people don't listen, you know?

Anyway, because of their trauma, it has become my trauma. Because in a way, I did want to see this person. But also in another way, I was scared. So were my family. They were so scared that things happened in the result.

I feel bad for it, okay? I will always feel so damn bad for it... I didn't really want to be reminded of that incident.

I know it might be bad to delete the post with such memory but seriously... I don't want to be reminded of it. It's the guilt that will drive my sanity up the wall.

I know such a harsh memory can be forgiven. We learn that much.

But should a memory be left alone? As long as it's not forgotten, it can be left alone.

I'm not a stable person when it comes to emotions. I might not show it, but damn it to hell, I am not a stable person.

I am sorry for many things. I am just hoping that it stays forgiven but leave the memory alone.... Don't forget it because that's what makes a person stronger.

Sorry for such a random unexpectedly post. I just wanted to get it off my chest. And as for what happened... I won't go into details for it. That's only saved for the right person at the right time.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Always Watching People Play

I am always watching people play games. Yay~

I have no problem in that xD

Anyway, I am just waiting for the day to go by... just by watching Cry playing another session of Final Fantasy 15.

Not sure what will happen next so yay for it!

I am going to get back to YouTube after this. Might end up sleeping once 11 or 12 rolls around tonight.

Hopefully.... I can get this book done too from the library. Yes, I went to the library to get a book called Diabolic. Heard it's gonna be a good book.

Alright... time to go now.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

I'm Dreaming of a White Christmas

I'm dreaming of a white Christmas... Something we all dream about every Christmas. While the north almost always get snow on Christmas, Kentucky gets stuck in between a yay or nope with snow.

A song that is an all time classic during the holidays. It is sung by almost everybody. The song that I listened to was by a guy named Bing Crosby. It was first sung by him in 1942. So you could say that he was the first ones to sing a song like this.

Each year, there's usually somebody new who sings this song. I am not sure who will sing it this year but it can be many and much more.

There's a movie called White Christmas that was made in 1954. I just found that out by searching the song xD

I don't think I need to share a video for this song because it is widely known.

A little history about the song: It's not known who originally wrote the song but the song did came out in the 1940s and was written about classic Christmas times.

We all do dream of having a white Christmas... meaning a snow day on Christmas day.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

Finding A New REason For Saving Money

Remember, I said something about saving money for emergencies? I am still doing that xD

Anyway, I have no clue what tomorrow will bring. Also, today's first Christmas post... interesting... I didn't really expect the Mr. Grinch song to come on the radio but it did xD

I am listening to a radio station on iheartradio that has all Christmas songs. It says 100% favorites so it will be interesting to figure out if it actually would help me with my event. I was going to listen to a station using aol/slacker but some reason... all Christmas music was in different genre... I wanted to find one that all of them in one because there are never one type of Christmas genre. xD

I just got done watching Cry playing Final Fantasy 15. He said he is going to upload them as he plays the game live on twitch. So interesting to watch... Besides, sitting for 2 hours straight to watch Cry play a game only to watch him spend half hour doing random stuff... it's good. I would do the same thing xD

Alright, I'm going to be getting ready to get off the computer in a few moments... I might not watch all the things on YouTube until tomorrow. There's so many videos to catch up. And to add another possibly 2 hour video of Cry playing FF15... Awesome sauce.

Oops, being a little weird now.

I might do highlights almost every night after I do a Christmas song blog title thing... Might be 2 or more posts per day. I am not really doing it just because I am worried about it but mostly because I want to.

I should really keep at posting at least twice a day or just mostly anytime I feel up to it.

So, day 1 of Christmas event is over... I will continue it tomorrow. Hopefully... with an interesting song... or a song that I never heard of. Who knows...

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK

You're A Mean One, Mr Grinch

Welcome to day one of the Christmas song blog title event! Today, we are listening to the classic Mr. Grinch song.

The cartoon came out in 1966 along with the song that goes with it.

I've seen the cartoon so many times since it used to come on all tbe time during Christmas. This was before the movie came out.

Mr. Grinch story came from How The Grinch Stole Christmas by Dr. Seuss. He had made many classic children books. But since it's Christmas, you should always read this book to your kids.

Here is a video of the full song of the song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Aga1BOSu7yY

The movie has changed the whole idea a bit about what the cartoon was all about. Besides... Mr. Grinch soon became nice and brought Christmas back. If you have not seen the cartoon or movie, you're missing out. I strongly suggest to see the movie since it's more popular than the cartoon version.

That's all.

Happy Holidays,

BDK