Goodbye July~

So the 7th month has come and gone. Can't believe summer will be over eventually. It's crazy.

School for the younger ones be in a week after this. Crazy!

August is basically my mom's birth month. She'll be the big 60 on the 10th of this month! So, when the 10th comes up, I will let you all know.

Anyway, I am not sure what this month will bring just yet.

One thing for certain... I really hope opinion outpost will eventually give me surveys to fill out instead of going to tell me to update my profile. I already did! So why keep telling me to this multiple times over and over in a roll?

Today, we over to my aunts just hang. We ate food and talk. Didn't really do anything else. She's done most of the cleaning already so we didn't really have to do anything.

Nothing had been taken out of the home.

My aunt is just planning on how to bring my grandma home so hopefully that might bring good news to us all soon.

For now, I will watch some videos then sleep. Chloe went to bed before me. She really doesn't do that unless she's really sleepy or cold xD

Alright, hope to figure out what to do tomorrow... also, some reason.... my YouTube decided to released a video that I didn't really had scheduled yesterday... so I'm really confused by that.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

It's Too Early But A Day of Escape Comes...

It's too early to think about what to type here on my blog but today, I will go see my aunt for a bit. To me, that place is an escape from everything around me.

It's only for a day. But I don't mind.

Anyway, I am not entirely sure what we will do there. But I do know something...

If you are related to my grandma's sister... I want you to stop reading. No, I can't force you but I can tell you one thing... I might not be telling everything here from now on because of you.

Sorry. I hate doing this but seriously, I have the strangest family on that other side.

I will get ready to go for a day trip. Hopefully, things will be good for me.

I will write again later but it might not hold a lot of details.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Not Sleepy But...

Not sleepy but have plans to watch more videos before sleeping.

I won't be finishing all of Fullmetal because it's just too long of an anime to watch.

However, read somewhere that Netflix is taking Death Note off... Maybe because of the movie that is coming on there soon? So I will watch Death Note very soon!

I am not sure what tomorrow will bring. I think we are going to go see my aunt for a bit.

My grandma kind of had a small spell after we came home. But after they raised her up, she got better. I haven't heard anymore about it so we'll see.

I will get back to playing Sims 4 eventually and play it once or twice a week.

I am slowly getting back to playing more MMO games...

Everything is just a slow process.

Anyway, I will get off this blog for now. After this weekend, I will be a better mood.

Maybe.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Trying To Update This Early...

I already got all the food from the store.

About to get ready to go out to go see my grandma for the day.

So you can see why I want to try to update this early. I will let you all know more details in a moment.

I am sorry that this post is short.

Also, hope there would be good news for my grandma.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Just A Wish...

Just wishing that things were different for me.

I'm not ranting or complaining. Just a wish that makes me think that maybe it's time for something different.

I want to mention that... Opinion Outpost quit giving me surveys... it really sucks because that was my way of getting extra money to hide from my mom and stuff.

She's always telling me that I should spend my money instead of saving... so yea... you can tell how I am sad that I can't do anymore surveys. That's what I get for skipping too long.

Anyway, I wish I can drive so that I can get out of here to get a job and stuff.

It's not that simple.

Alright, should get to sleep soon... hopefully, my mood will get better.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Trying to Fight Boredom...

I'm trying to fight boredom this morning. I guess since it's in the afternoon now... I will be try to find something to do and take a short nap afterwards... hope nothing happens later.

Right now, I am caught up with some YouTube videos and such...

I will go now... and hope this short post will be alright for now.

Being inspired still so might be writing later too.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Things That Makes Me Inspired

There are books, movies, games, anime, and more that inspires me. One game is called Dreamfall Chapters. It's really interesting.

Anyway, I have been watching a movie before going straight to YouTube. Hopefully, I can watch part of them before sleeping.

Tomorrow is another day to prove that time will slowly speed up again because fall will be here before we know it.

And it kind of sucks.

Oh, well, I need to stop spending money and start saving it for certain things.

I will let you all know eventually.

For now... I will watch more of YouTube and get to bed soon.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Nothing Better To Do?

Today, I am watching some shows on Netflix to pass the time. I hope all goes well for me and others today.

I will not be recording a video today. I think I mention this before. Anyway, I'll be back eventually to record a video. So just be patient and wait for it.

I think my dad is buying a new better truck today. Hope it'll be a different experience for me and my mom. Hope to hear less complaints from you know who.

I will watch more Fullmetal and stuff.

Not sure what else I'll be doing yet.

For now... nothing better to do.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Storms Now Here To Stay? (Pikachu Fight!)

Storms came in at around 8:40 or closer to 9... and it has been lightning in the sky for over a hour now. Still is. So I am not staying on longer than a half hour. Just long enough to post this and stuff.

The rain might come back as soon as I get to bed so that's... well... not the best thing right now xD

Anyway, I got loads of shows to watch and keep up... Especially Gilmore Girls since the new version of the show is coming in the late fall. Yay!

I got plenty of time to watch them... just have to add them to the top of the list so that I can watch them whenever I get bored and stuff.

Tomorrow... well... tomorrow, I will not be recording a video. I was hoping to do one but the way my sleeping habits has been... naps are always at 2 every afternoon... which at 2 is also when my mom naps too... which is quiet time for me. So, yea.

I will go now before the storm decides to get worse at anytime. Storms all night and so forth.

Pikachu must be fighting hard.

I will try to update about my grandma tomorrow since I am worried about these storms right now... or maybe not... the storms seems to be calm now.

Alright, an update then...

My grandma has nothing wrong with her. She just has a small inflammation to her stomach but other than that, she seems to have nothing serious wrong with her. I will keep on updating that for a while.

For now, the storms are calmer as I type this so I will stay on longer.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Almost Forgot About This?

I almost forgot about this blog but then I remembered. What happened? Well, I got sleepy and took a nap... I was suppose to write a blog before I took a nap but well... that happened.

Anyway, I have been watching some anime off and on... doubt I get to finish it but you never know.

I tried to do surveys and guess what? It told me that there are none available... Wait... What? I haven't done any surveys in two days so how did it have none? How? Oi.

I really need to find another survey site that doesn't matter if there's anything to do.

Oh, well... I will get off here and do other things.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Expecting Nothing In Return... But Hey, Ideas Are Fun

Today, I had nothing else to do. I was searching for my family tree but things just seem a bit complicated eventually so I just close out and said to wait another day.

I watched a movie. Then my mind just went to having nothing to do... so expecting nothing in return right now.

Ideas Are Fun?
What? Oh, it's in my title, that's right... Yea... I said it. Ideas are fun. That's because I am going to sit down and put down ideas of names that are rare but from my family tree... Names are like Nimrod, General Grant (he named his kid that!) and Hays.... so I wonder what I could put into a story for these guys names...

In case you guys don't know, I am not good at making male names. When it's female names, they are really easy, but males... you might as well say that it's hard to do for me.

Anyways, I will let you all know via Watpad if I do happen to start writing again.

Any Updates on Grandma?
Well, the nursing home is doing a very bad job at transporting my grandma...

As it turns out, she didn't need blood. And her tests wasn't available to do. So, basically... the nursing home just sent my grandma to the hospital for nothing.

And to make matters worse, they sent my grandma via by wheelchair in a taxi type of transport...

Uh... my grandma isn't able to sit up on her own anymore so yea... that nursing home can get into real deep... yea, you get what I meant.

Alright, I will watch some YouTube and might go to bed early tonight.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

No Recording Today?

I decided not to record today and might not record for the rest of this week. There will be a recording possibly next week... but not sure yet.

Anyway, I really don't feel good at all. That's why I didn't do a recording. I talked to my bestie until he went to sleep. Hope he'll be alright there.

I haven't heard much about my grandma yet. So not sure what's going on yet.

I will be keeping this post short since I don't feel too good right now. Oi.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

YouTube Video Up And Other Small Updates

I have a YouTube video up and it's a random Roblox gameplay xD

It's very cringe worthy so beware of it.

Anyways, I am not sure what to put here because it's a Monday and it makes things a bit messed up.

Tomorrow, I will record again but that might be the last time? I hope not because I really want to continue recording whenever I get the chance.

Don't worry, I will try to figure out how to record more videos for you guys. Just keep an eye out on my twitter for any new updates.

Right now, I am talking to my bestie.

Oh, yea... updates...

The Updates
 My grandma's blood count is low. So she is going into the hospital to get another blood transfer and getting some tests done to see why she keeps getting low blood count.

Then on another day, she will be getting a light run through her to see what's up with her stomach. So, there's a lot of things going on with my grandma and they are trying to figure out what's wrong with her.

So busy kind of week. I will be on standby with my life for now... just sitting by the phone to wait for any news.

I hope things will be alright for my grandma.

For now... I will be watching some videos until sleep.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

My Head Is In Lala Land

Not kidding... I keep forgetting to do the first post.

I will go now... so this is a very very short post.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Life Is Just Too Short To Do Nothing?

Yea, just a random title. I am just sitting here and watching YouTube now. I got done with the movie about a hour or two ago... forgot what time really.

Then I am going to bed soon. I would watch more than one video on some of the channels but with my head feeling sleepy already, might have to save those for later.

Anyway, I am going to be keeping this short again because well... I am tired and not sure where my mind is at right now.

Tomorrow, I will try to record again. Same goes for Tuesday. The video will be up on different days, so keep an eye out on my twitter for them.

Right now, going back to YouTube.

That's all

With love,

BDK

Told You It's A Late Post But Not Very Late?

Well, I am home now. I have been doing some stuff before heading on here to update anything.

I helped my mom move stuff around and put stuff in better places. We now have a drawer full of First Aid stuff that we might need here at home.

Anyway, I didn't get to see my grandma today but maybe next weekend, I will.

I might be keeping this post short because I am going to watch a movie and then YouTube for the rest of the night, depending on how soon the movie ends.

Right now, that's all.

With love,

BDK

Very Short Blog?

I am at my grandma's for a night. I will be back tomorrow. We are just here with my aunt so she could have some peace.

Tomorrow, I will have another late blog but maybe not too late. We'll see what happens first.

Anyway, keeping as the title say... very short post.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Very Important Things?

I am late at posting. I went to the grocery store and got foods early this morning.

Then we went to see my grandma. She is still in the bed and not eating good.

Right now, I am currently at my grandma's home. I can't tell why here but it's just important to my mom.

I will post before I sleep so keep an eye out.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Well, That Was Interesting

Firstly, my bother is safe, thankfully, but what happened was... their van caught on fire. So, they are left without one vehicle now. At least, my brother is safe though.

Secondly, I haven't really done much of anything really. I might be doing some more surveys on Monday... But there is a video coming tomorrow morning.

I will be busy tomorrow too so I might not talk about it much here.

Since the weather here is going to be close to 110 F... Basically... Too Hot To Stand Outside Even Just For Pokemon.

Speaking of Pokemon...
 I am still playing. Just slow at leveling and hunting. No need to be like everybody else, you know? But I did caught another pokemon that seems to be rare for me. I forgot the name but it did go by tangle xD

Tomorrow Will Be Busy, Why?
Well, first thing in the morning after I wake up, meaning, right after I wake up... I will have to go to the grocery store with my mom and get some foods. The reason why we have to do it early is because well... my dad only has a truck and no air conditioner in the truck.

So, yea... have to go early before it gets too hot to even have food on the back of the truck.

I might have a late blog tomorrow, but might be right after I come back from the store. We'll see.

Right now, just keep an out on my twitter for when my video is released tomorrow.

Then after going to the store, we might go see my grandma again.

Hopefully... my phone won't be a frying pan by the time we get there. :/

Anyways, gonna go watch a few more YouTube videos then go off to bed.

Be safe.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

It's Finally Friday, Friday!

I am just making a random title right now. I woke up at 7 but went back to sleep and woke up at 8. I am not sure what time I'll be waking up tomorrow since my dad wants to try to go to the store tomorrow.

Right now, I am just trying to rest before going off to do something.

I recorded a video but it's not really that good for some reason... I will put it up for tomorrow since it's not too good xD Sowwy guys.

I will record again on Monday and on Tuesday... hopefully they will be different. Not sure yet.

Anyway, time to find something to do and more.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Another Movie Down, More To Go?

I'm slowly getting into the habit of what I wanted to do... Slowly take a break but all the while catching up with anime and more movies.

So another movie down, more to go, I guess.

I took another walk towards the library just to hunt Pokemon and get some more Pokeballs xD

I am not sleepy yet but I will be watching some videos to see if it let's me sleep.

A Bit of Sad News...
A store where I buy books and anime stuff is closing down now. It's called Hastings. I am sad about it closing down soon because it was my favorite store to go to.

Sure it might not close until around October or whenever... I might go try to buy some stuff if I find out when the sale starts.

More News?
I might be recording a video tomorrow. But it depends on what I am doing though. I might not exactly have time to do so because my mom leaves for the eye doctor at 9:45 in the morning and might be back by 11 or 12...

So I will try to make a video for a Sunday release. We'll see what happens. Oh, and it's another Roblox video maybe. I might do something else though... Just depends on how tomorrow goes.

I will let you all know on twitter if I did a recording or not. So just wait for it.

Alright, shall get on YouTube to watch some videos. Hope tomorrow will be a good day.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

When It's All Pidgey And Ratatta....

So, just sitting here and gradually hunting pokemon while not moving much...

The weather is gonna really hot in the next few days or so... so I'm just gonna sit here while waiting for Pokemon to come to me xD

Anyway, I will watch some anime off and on through out the day and find something to watch on YouTube xD

I might end up keeping this post short because I really don't want to have another bad day like yesterday... sometimes you can't help it but yea... just gotta try to endure it more.

So... my video is out now on YouTube, just hunt for my channel Ankisal and watch it there :D

For now, I will go now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Just Day Dreaming Before Sleep

Might sound strange knowing that I am day dreaming even though it's night time here xD

All would be calm but always keep dreaming no matter what.

One thing for certain... I wish I wasn't so depressed a lot.

I dream of living in any part of Asia... wonder if there's something for me to do so I can go there.

Maybe one day then.

Tomorrow Would Be Better?
Oh, each day, I hope it would be better, you know? It's just always something that is set in place that makes things worse. I hate not having no peace anymore. I can't read my books, I can't play no games... heck, I can't even get time to do anything at all. I really need to get out of here and find something to do.

But one bit of news... my video is coming tomorrow. So yay... I really wish I can do another video but let's just hope that I won't be tired by the time 2pm EST rolls around again xD

Anything You Want To Add?
Well, my name is in the newspaper xD That's something good, right? And my mom slowly trusts me to walk everywhere on my own. There's something wrong here... so I bet that would change soon... haha... yea, I know my family like a book. I can never have any freedom from them.

After today, I am just in a bad mood. So... maybe watching some videos would help... not sure yet.

So with that in mind...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

It's Just Another Boring Day

It's not boring when you are talking to your best friend. It's only boring when there's nothing to do for the rest of the day.

I might go to the library to see what's new and stuff. Might get inspired on something while there.

Anyway, not sure what to type here because my mind is just thinking of other things xD

I am lucky to remember to do my blog today. Not so sure about other days and so forth.

Alright, gonna go find something to watch maybe... so...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: Short post, I know but... really my mind is somewhere else right now.

In A Daze With Peace

Today, I finally got some peace. I recorded a video. It's Roblox but it's coming on Thursday. :D

I should record like 10 minutes every other day.

Anyway, I really want to get back into writing again but it's so hard to find peace to do that. I wish to continue a story... I have seen a dream for the past few nights of a dystopia world. And I was the only one that have to save the world.

I really hope to write stories that are based on my dreams. Sometimes... my dreams take me far away places. So it helps to write stories based on a dream.

Right now... I got this idea about a dagger... because I love swords and daggers so much that's it's fun to imagine a story for it. :D

I will italicized the idea.

The sound of drums beating louder in the background. I stood my ground, staring ahead at this assassin. Who would this person be that dared to kill me? I looked down at the dagger that was now in my hand. How? I never knew how to fight until now... How? 
The assassin decided it was a good time while I was distracted to swing her arm at me. I moved swiftly to the side and reached out the dagger towards the assassin's chest. It reached the chest of the person. 
I heard her gasp as she slowly fell onto her knees, gripping at the dagger that's stuck inside of her chest. I stared... I looked down at the now bloodstain hand of mine... I stared back as I heard the thud. I had killed her.
This couldn't be right. I never killed anyone before. I shouldn't done this but it was too late. Maybe it was right. This person tried to kill me. I walked slowly to the still body of the assassin and kneel down slowly. 
This didn't feel right to me. Yet, there's nothing else I should do. It's the end of her. The beginning for me.

So, how's that? I'm not always in the mood to write and when I do write, I kind of just write what comes out of my heart.

I believe everything in this world has a story that is just waiting to be written. I want to write more. I'm not sure if books will still be popular in the future but who knows...

Just close your eyes and let yourself fly in that world you want to escape to.

It's time to write again.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Calming Down Today, I Hope.

Today, I am hoping that things would be calming down. It's been a rough few days for me because of the phone and stuff.

I am going to record a video while my mom goes out to see the eye doctor.

As for what I am going to record? Well, I got something... it would just be a first episode of it... and if I can, I might continue it.

Anyway, I just hope today will be a good day for me.

If I record early, I might take a nap later. Just depends on what happens later.

Alright, this video will come out in two days after recording today. I hope it will turn out good.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Too Much Stress?

I'm beginning to get closer to getting too much stress into my life that's it is a bit annoying.

It's either the phones, staying here, or neighbors who keeps bugging us for no reason at all.

I'm getting tired of being here now. All of these stressful things are taking a toll on me now.

Henceforth, I am sleepy because of it.

I am hoping that I can record a video soon. I really really hope so. I might do it while my mom goes to her eye doctor appointment to check her eyes. It makes a week tomorrow since she had her cataract surgery. So hoping that all goes well for her.

Right now, I am just in no mood to talk about many things because I am just too stressful for things.

Ugh. I need peace.

Gonna watch some YouTube videos before sleep... might end up sleeping early... so yea... I just wanna try to sleep away the stress now. I might end up coloring some pictures for a while.

We'll see what happens tomorrow. And hope that tomorrow will be better for me.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

When You Began To Wonder About Things...

Today just has been an off day for me. I'm not feeling too good. I slept good... I think. I guess it's just... a weird day.

I will take a nap instead of recording a video. I only want to record when I'm feeling up to it... right now, I am just feeling like crap.

I am just sitting here wondering about random things. I'm sure somebody else is wondering too...

Ah, well.

This is a short post so I will finish this and finish one part of the survey to take a nap soon.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

The Rest Is Good... Maybe.

The rest of the day was good... I think.

I decided to take a walk down the hill since I have decided to do more exercises for a bit. My dad's side of the family all have heart problems so it's important that I need to do something to make my heart healthy.

Sitting here at the computer doesn't help either... but at least getting up every so often will help me a whole lot.

Tomorrow?
I'm gonna try to do surveys tomorrow... kind of hard to do because I have been stress a whole lot.

Also, tomorrow, I am going to try to find the time to record a video or so.

Tonight?
 I am going to try to sleep before midnight more and more... it was hard and might still be hard... to try to sleep early during the summer. Especially since my grandma had been in the hospital and more. Tomorrow will be a long day for me for that reason because it's just a waiting game now.

I will try my best to do things for you guys. And hope that all would be well for me.

Also, also... two online courses are free... and I'm gonna do them because they look interesting to do. Especially the genealogy one.

Alright, gonna go now... bed should be soon, I hope. Trying to keep my life positive and need to walk around more often.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Not A Good Day

I have been watching a game online until my dad decided to go out.

Right now, as I am typing this, my grandma isn't doing too well. She has good days and bad days. During the bad days, she keeps saying that she might not make it.

So it's a rough time for all of us here.

I am sitting outside because I don't really feel too good. Long story but...

Since I am doing this now, I won't have to worry about it later. Because once I am home, it's nap time for me.

For now...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

The Final Part To The Anime List! And Other News

Well, here's the final part of the anime list! Sorry, that it took a while...

• Thunderbolt Fantasy (Puppets that explode and fight)
• Time Travel Girl
• Ange Vierge
• Hitori no Shita- The Outcast
• Qualidea Code
• The Disastrous Life of Saiki K
• Mob Psycho 100 (Just as crazy as One Punch Man!)

 And so this is just gonna be an interesting summer of anime :D

Today?
I finally updated that blog early today since right after I came back from visiting my grandma... I went to sleep x.x I hate feeling this way at some days... Going somewhere then come back home so tired that I can't stand it.

My aunt is going to try to get my grandma to come home. Not sure what else is going to happen just yet but hope all will be well soon.

Anything Else?
There is a new video on my channel. Just random talk about upcoming things and stuff. I am going to be recording starting on Monday, I hope... I know I keep saying this but these times have been very stressful for me. With the phones keep ringing and stuff... it's just so hard to find peace. x.x

Anyway, I have been playing Pokemon Go... my mom is not what you could say that understands things... She keeps thinking people are doing drugs when most of them are just hunting Pokemon. Get with the program, mom.

Tomorrow, I am not exactly sure what we are gonna be doing yet... but I do know... it's a start of a new day... of playing a new game on Steam! :D I usually want to play them first and if they are worth recording, I will record a video for you guys xD

Right now, I am going to watch more YouTube and then sleep... hopefully tomorrow will be better for me.

That's all.

With love,

BDK 

Short Quick Post

Today, I woke up early but I never got the time to get onto the computer.

I went out and wanted to hunt pokemon while my dad and mom were doing stuff but the servers were down. Bummer...

I will get out again in a few to go see my grandma. That's why this a short quick post.

I am going to keep this to that.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

I Know I Forgot To Do Something!

Before you think that I'm gonna throw in the towel... I'm not stopping with my blogs.

The thing about what's going on with my life is a bit complicated right now.

It really sucks a whole lot when I'm the only one that's suppose to answer the phone calls... and there's been non-stop phone calls today...

I know it bothers my mom when people calls to talk about stuff that's happening here... But They Never Think About How It Makes Me Feel...

Because of this, I was delayed on thinking that I did do my blog when I finally looked, I didn't.

My mind shouldn't drift away like this but it does when I am the only one that's answering the freaking phone! I'm done. I'm done with the phones. I'm throwing the damn phones at somebody else to answer for a day.

I want to stay positive and it's hard to stay that way when there's a person on the other side of the line who just wants to talk... and talk... and talk. Ugh. I'm not a talker. I never meant to be a talker! Damn it...

Usually, talking on the phones didn't bother me but lately, it's getting to me. Why won't people stop calling for one hour? Better yet... one freaking day... no phone calls.

I got a life too! Damn it.

I'm gonna start planning a trip without nobody just because I am tired of answering phones for a while. I'm seriously thinking about it!

While I know it's important to hear what certain people have to say... I don't have to stay on the phone for over 20 minutes. Ugh.

I'm just gonna stay in the bed after tomorrow. I'm really tired of answering the phones.

Alright, done with that little bit of rant.

I'll try my best to get on the computer early tomorrow (doubt it because everybody thinks that I should go with them to do this and that)... so I will try my best to post right after everything is done.

Please forgive me if I forget again.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Dang it... Forgot to do first blog

This is just a blank moment of me forgetting... once again.

Second post will explain. The rest of this will be... random.

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Yep... random.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Things Are Kind Of Busy Here

Before I go on... there's two anime for you.

Alderaman on the Sky and Amanchu!

The rest will be watched tomorrow for sure! I hope. I will let you all know just in case.

What's Making You Busy There?
Well, helping my mom out, playing a game or two, etc.

But one thing for sure... in which I did mention in the video that's coming out on Saturday... There will be a few weeks that I won't record.

Why You Say That?
 My grandma is having a lot of ups and downs these past few days. She says she wants to die and then she says she is not ready to go yet.

The doctors had already told my aunt that if my grandma doesn't eat or get put onto a feeding tube, she'll start to get weaker and weaker and by two weeks, it won't look good.

She has been away from home since May and soon it will be two months. They are counting it as three but no, it's 2 months.

Whatever happens, I just know that those few days would be me without no internet or anything.

I'll still be able to blog. Just not sure how the future holds yet.

Anyway, I will be watching more anime tomorrow, hopefully right after I play a game with my bestie. :D

Then hope tomorrow will be better for me and everybody else.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Not Sure Why Ir's Late?

I have been playing Torchlight 2 again xD

I recorded a video for tomorrow or Saturday? I want to say it's on Saturday. xD

It's just a random let's talk type of video.

However, there are a few things that I want to talk about... so I will keep that for the second post.

For now, it's a late post. I'm sorry about that.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Things That Don't Make Sense...

I may be 30 but I don't care what you say about me playing Pokemon Go :D

But in all seriousness... I really can't make sense about my family... they are so judgmental when it comes to playing certain games. I'm not even allow to go out because of the game!

It really makes me just wanna move out of here so that I can be alone to do what games I want to do.

Ugh... life is just so hard.

But staying positive is the best thing to do right now.

Did You Do A Video For Tomorrow?!
No. I really don't know how to explain this. Lately, my mood has been going all over the place and I just didn't get to record a video.

In fact, I might record tomorrow... that is... if I don't get interrupted by the phone or mom or anything.

What About The Anime?
Again, I couldn't really watch anime at night because too busy helping mom and such.

Life is just so hard to do anymore but I must always endure it and let myself breath calmly in hopes that one day, my hard work will be paid off.

Now Back To Pokemon
It appears that somebody decided to add that Pokemon is useless... but what they don't seem to understand is that... the whole point of releasing the game on mobile is for people to actually go outside.

Sure Pokemon Go can bring a lot of addiction out there... and a lot of jerks too because people are taking advantage of a game to hurt others... which is stupid in my view point.

Being a gamer myself, I am usually the quiet type. I don't really go out and hunt pokemon or go to much of the pokestops... it's just... really hard to anymore. Hint above.

Really, yes, you may see as pointless, that's your opinion but understand... you gotta respect people who plays the game. It's literally what saved them from a life of hardship. And this game brings people out to do more stuff outside... Even if it's just looking at their phone at all times.

Get over it, ok? I have a huge feeling that Pokemon Go will be here to stay. And with big events that will soon be planned... just imagine... a whole new possibility of  virtual reality is just gonna get much more real. Yes, you see it in anime, games, and movies... (There's even books about it). Soon what we seek as reality will take over the world.

If this new type of reality is what keeps people out of depression, I'll say go for it.

But there's one important thing that I like to remind people from time to time... To always have some type of knowledge of survival. Just because technology will eventually be the ruler of everything around us... there will be a time that a crisis will happen.

For now, it's better to be ready instead of being in panic.

Be humble and kind, guys... I am tired of people being assholes about certain things.

Whether it's shootings or a game that's out. From one to 100, from things that makes us who we are...

People just needs to let it go. Peace is at it's weakest point and it's heartbreaking to see that.

Accept the change and walk away.

That's all you got to do.

Enough of my little rant here.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Expecting Delays For a Bit

So in the next few days or so... I will be expecting slight delays.

I have been playing Torchlight 2 with my bestie xD

Anyway, I am keeping this short because it's time for my nap time.

I will get back into the game later but first... nap then stuff xD

That's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: Yes, short post but it's to be expected.

It's Sleepy Time!

I went to take a nap for a long time... Only to be woken up by a phone and confusion.

My mom couldn't figure out why she has three eye drops... I tried my best to tell her but she just doesn't want to listen xD

So tomorrow, she's gonna call to make sure.

Right now, I am getting sleepy so I might be going to bed after about two more videos...

Not sure what's going to happen tomorrow yet but hopefully... it'll be better than today.

I really want to get out of here at some point... oh, well... recovering from sleepiness must come first.

I shall go now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Home At Last And An Update or Two

I am home at last. I am really sleepy and have to wait until my mom gets done with some stuff before I could lay down. Joy.

Anyway, why is this post late? Well... you see... my mom had to get cataract surgery on her right eye. She's a bit... what you could say medicated right now xD

She's doing fine now.

Also, another update, my grandma is scheduled to have the feeding tube in her stomach tomorrow at 1:50pm. So... just thought I give you all the update here.

I will be keeping this post short because I am in need of a nap.

Also, I won't be watching any anime tonight. So there won't be a list tonight. So, don't worry about looking forward to it xD

Tomorrow, I will watch more anime. Alright, gonna take that nap now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Sleep Comes Soon~ But Anime Always Beats Me

The short list is here!

• Tsukiuka, The Animation
• Regalia: The Three Sacred Stars
• Planetarian
• This Art Class Has a Problem!!

You Said Sleep!
Yes, unfortunately, I might be going to sleep soon. Only because I have to get up early in the morning. Yay and boo.   But it's gonna be alright.

Wait, Tomorrow?
My mom will be having cataract surgery in the morning. So I have to get up and go with them.

In a way, I do kind of dread it because I know my mom. She gets more annoying when she is in pain and whatnot...

But in way, I am really glad that she's getting this done. So I wouldn't have to hear her fuss how bad she couldn't see.

Will There Be Another Video On YouTube?
Just keep an eye out on twitter. If I say I am, I will... If I say that I am taking a break, there's no video this week. It all depends on how my mood will be on tomorrow or Wednesday. Especially since I have to keep an eye out on my mom... She really does things she shouldn't do after surgeries and stuff. So yea...

However, I did have one video out today so that can make up just in case I don't have one for Thursday. So yay!

I might start doing other games in the meantime... experiment with other games and such and post them on YouTube... and if they get a like, I will do more.

I might not be doing everything Minecraft related but... we'll see what happens on tomorrow or Wednesday, ok?

Alright, I will sleep soon... and hope that I can sleep. Lately, been having problems sleeping... not sure why.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: News on my grandma, she is getting a feeding tube, I think I mention this before. But yesterday she took a bad spell and well... from not eating is now causing her to lose her mind. It really breaks me when I see her this way... so... I don't really know what to say or do at this point now. Just live on and hope things get better soon. 

It's Just Another Late Post

Phones ringing, people driving me nuts... What am I to do? Turn my world off and just go into anime world.

I have been watching YouTube since I woke up.

And getting news about my grandma makes my world goes upside down... She's getting a feeding tube soon... and she's not doing too well as of late.

I will be keeping this post short and will write again later...

Wanna get off for a bit.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Another Day, Another Anime...

This is another list:

• Cheer Boys
• Servamp
• New Game!
• Hybrid X Heart Magias Academy Atarazia (Tooo lewd for kids... seriously, DO NOT LET KIDS YOUNGER THAN 18 GET AHOLD OF THIS ANIME)
• Scared Rider Xechs

I am serious about that one anime. It's for adults... and some people really think anime is for kids. No... no, they are not just for kids. I know a parent who let's their child watch anime and they are not even 16... Some anime are good for kids and teens but serious anime with lewdness and more are not for kids and young teens... but more for young adults (older than 16). So... yea... keep aware of that, thanks!

Did You Do Anything Else?

Well, yes, I have been watching some videos on YouTube if you are wondering. That's a thing.

However, there is one thing that does slightly annoy me... Twitter, I know you want people to follow other people, but could you stop... having naked people follow me? Thanks!

Tomorrow?

More anime. I am watching by the schedule and two days ahead... so I will keep making the lists shorter and shorter each day. If I suddenly stop, it's because there's nothing else to list.

I do want to try to get on Blade and Soul at some point during either this week or the next... Well, I do want to get on any of the MMORPGs...

As well as catch up with some more anime. What I do is watch only the first episode then add it to a list but don't complete the anime until years later xD My bad xD

I will try not to do that again. So... with that in mind... Back to the YouTubes...

That's all.

With love,

BDK 

A Surprise Visit?

Today, I am late at posting this first post... because we took a surprise visit to my grandma. She's not feeling well and having a bad day. So we left her to sleep more.

Right now, I am just trying to figure out if I should take a nap or not.

Tuesday, my mom will be having her cataract surgery... hopefully.

I just hope all goes well for all of us.

I might do some other stuff but gonna take a short tiny break from anime... I will still have a list if I do happen to watch anime anime.

I might take a nap anyway, because I am not feeling too good right now. So yay...

Alright, time to go.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Another Part List of Summer Anime?

Another list for you! Mostly the ones that I am watching. If there's something that's not in the list, it just means that the first episode didn't suit my interest enough to continue watching.

• B- Project
• Orange
• Tales of Zestiria the X
• The Morose Monokean
• Sweetness and Lightning 
• Taboo Tatoo

 Now What?

Today had pretty busy day. I went to see my grandma for a bit. She's doing ok. She's slowly eating but not a whole lot. As long as she eats a little, she's not gonna get any worse.

She really enjoys talking to me whenever she sees me. I guess I'm her favorite grandchild?

Tomorrow Will Be Better, Right?

Yes, tomorrow will be better, I hope. Each and everyday, I do hope for a better day.

I still want to find a way to get out of here. Not because of her but because of my other family. I am always the one that has to pick up the phone. Always the one that has to sit here when I could be outside, walking. Seriously guys... I'm not allow to go anywhere unless somebody asks me go with them... Mostly dad or mom x.x

But I will always stay positive and find a way.

Right now, my blah has started. (if you're a new reader, don't ask me what blah is). So that's kind of making me mood a little down. Hoping it won't be that bad.

Anyway, gonna watch a few more YouTube videos then off to bed.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Gonna Be Another Hot Day

I am here to update that... nothing new has happened xD

Anyway, I already went to the store and got lots of food.

Soon, I will be heading outside to go see my grandma. Not sure how long we be there though.

Just hope that today will be a good day... but it's just another hot day.

I've been noticing a lot of things about pokemon Go.... there are people who doesn't agree with it... And those who are addicted to it xD

So this is gonna be an interesting time since the release xD

Alright, I am going to go now... Anime will be later today... And at least, this post is up before I went anywhere.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

The First Part of The Anime List!

Here's the list!

• Relife
• Active Raid season 2
• Food Wars Second Plate
• Cute High Earth Defense Club Love! Love! (second season)
• Show By Rock Short!
• The Heroic Legend of Arslan: Dust Storm Dance
• 91 Days
• Berserk
• First Love Monster
• Rewrite

Now, enjoy so far. Most of the ones in this list are sequels but there are a few new ones that I did add there.

Tomorrow?
 If I make it back in time for tomorrow, I will continue to watch anime until 9 or 10 that evening.  But in the meantime... I will take Pokemon Go with me whenever we go towards Berea >:D

Not sure what I'll catch there but I won't be able to stop on the side of the road just to catch a pokemon xD

Anyway, I will be going to bed soon so I will close out of the game and watch YouTube xD

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Time To Wake Up And Smell Free!

What does freedom smells like? Who knows.

Anyway, just a random title today.

Gonna type this quick and get on with what I was gonna do which I won't mention here at all.

What am I gonna do? Not something you should read about xD

What about later? Anime... and more anime...

The first part of the list will be up tonight or tomorrow. Just depends on how much of them I've watched. If the list has more than 10 anime, I will show the list tonight.

Alright, gonna go now...

Oh, yea... there is a video coming on Monday, July 11th. So keep an eye out my twitter for that!

So...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Soon, It'll Be A Good Day?

Tomorrow might be a better day but that just depends on how my mom feels too.

At least, it's finally Friday for tomorrow...

I hope that I can record a video for Monday so you guys can have something to replace the mistake one. xD

Anyway, I am not going to make a longer post tonight since I didn't really do anything today. The list will come late tomorrow so you guys will know what anime I am watching.

I'll try to give out the Japanese titles too if you want that too.

For now, I will get ready to sleep in a half hour.

So...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Binge Watching Things Today?

I can only binge watch things during the day and Netflix finally got the Shannara series to stream! \:D/

I will watch a movie or two and add that show onto my list to watch soon or later. Muahaha.

Anyways, I am kind of tired today and not really feeling too good. Didn't want to scare my bestie because he's just recovering over a bad week. Hope all goes well for him there.

I just got this weird feeling that something is going to happen. So, don't mind me here or there.

The video for my game play is up but it's a bit messed up. I'm not going to redo it but I will make up for a video on Monday for it.

Since tomorrow might be the only time I get free time to do anything, I might be doing a longer recording to post on YouTube. Yay for that?

Alright, gonna go watch a movie or two and get Shannara series added onto Netflix.

For now...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Trying Out Pokemon Go!

Firstly, it was leaked everywhere as it was released so yay!

Secondly, it's actually fun!

Thirdly, I was suppose to make a long page about it... but can I? I am not sure yet.

Anyway, the game itself is awesome. I love Pokemon because it's fun to play. Although, I never got to watch much the show as I was growing up. I did had friends who did so that's good. I grew up with Digimon... no hate there.

So far, the game is to hunt Pokemon. I haven't been out yet because of the weather here. It's either too humid (I get sick really easily) or it's storming (I love storms just don't like lightning).

Maybe one day, I will get out and walk everywhere. My mom doesn't really seem to want me to go out alone a whole lot so yea...

Anyway! I do know the library and the front of the courthouse are main spots according to the map on Pokemon Go... so that'll be interesting to go and see what they are all about.

We'll see how the game turns out as the days come on. I might not play it too much because I need an extra battery at some point xD

In Another Note:
I uploaded a video. It should be up tomorrow morning. And before you go and watch it... The video towards the end might seemed messed up. That's because I readjusted the size of the screen and it caused the recorder to not pick it up. So note to self: Fix the adjustments first before recording a video xD

And also, another note: Don't rush into making a video.

Since Friday, my mom is going to the doctor, I am going to do a recording of something. I can't say what quite yet. So just keep an eye out on my twitter for it.

It's Almost The Weekend!
Yes, I know that. We all know that. And I am quite happy that it's the weekend again.

Normally, I would update about my grandma right now but I think I'm gonna wait until tomorrow to update on her condition. All seems well so only time will tell.

This month is still gonna be a long month so all I can say for now... only time will tell.

Good or bad, we must experience it all. So, yay for life!

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Cute Anime? Yes!

Today, I have been trying to figure out what to do and just started watching random anime. And there's a bunch of cute ones so far.

I am not going to say much because later on, I will be stopping everything and go record a video. :D

Might be playing a random mini game on Hypixel xD

I hope that the rest of the day will be good.

I won't add the anime list until Friday so please keep an eye out for it.

For now...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Expecting A Long Month

Since I didn't really talk about it on July 1st... I just know this is going to be a long month. With my grandma still at the rehab (she was transfer back there after being in the hospital for a whole week). She still refuses to eat full meals. So, I am not sure what will happen next. She's being stubborn on top of it all so yea...

And then there's the stress of having to deal with a mom who has anxiety. When she gets into a certain mood, it disturbs me too. I love her to pieces so I try my best to calm her down. Also, I have to help her with the following starting on July 12th: Cleaning, Taking YoYo out, Cooking, Helping her change bandages, help her see where to go, etc. I hope she gets better after the surgery and more.

There are minor things that are stressing me out but I won't mention those here.

Tomorrow?!
 I will be recording a video for Minecraft Thursdays! I have been trying to catch up with sleep so I can have the time to record that video. Hoping that all goes well for me.

Also... getting subscribed slowly and more viewers slowly. That's cool! Although, I am just recording videos as a hobby xD

What's Next?
Starting soon, I am going to record a video series to add on my channel. Each game will have it's own playlist. I am going to spend time and add all the Minecraft videos onto a Minecraft playlist for your enjoyment.

I'm not going to stop writing my blogs nor recording videos. Yes, I am getting old but I really need to pass the time somehow xD

Alright, I should get to bed soon... but after a few videos by CaptainSparklez. I'm sort of binge watching his older videos xD Yay!

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Resting Day!

Today, I'm gonna rest for a bit. I am going to record a video tomorrow for Minecraft Thursdays!

Hoping to find some maps to record so you guys could see me fail at something :D

Is There An Anime You Recommend Yet?
Nope. Not yet. I am still at the moment of catching up. And trying to watch some other stuff before then.

I promise to give you part one of the list on Friday. So, I will watch some of them. Not sure when I'll be watching them yet.

Rest of the day?
Might taking a nap in a few minutes. But afterwards, I will check out a few anime so I can get started with the list.

Anyway, going to go now and hope the rest of the day will be good.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Super Sleepy and Happy 4th of July

While most would be already on July 5th... it's still July 4 for just a hour and half xD

Anyways, I am super duper sleepy right now. So I might be passing out to sleep really soon... maybe like... in a few minutes after this blog?

What did I do today?
Nothing really, just watched a movie and some YouTube videos... since today was a holiday, I just took a day off from everything.

Tomorrow, I might do some gaming and stuff... just depends on how well I've slept.

Anyway, seems like it's gonna be a short post... hope tomorrow will be better for me.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Super Tired Althought Didn't Do Anything But...

I know this is a really late first post. Especially since I have been at home all day long.

I'm sorry. I had been sleepy all day but I chose not to sleep... Mostly I wanted to stay and accompany my bestie while he play his game. It was really fun to watch :D

So... I will post another one at around 9 or 10... if I don't pass out before then. xD

Sorry that this post is short because I only just watched a movie and now waiting to crash...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Dangers of Fireworks

Well, I am back but a serious incident has happened. First, I want to explain where I was at.

Rockcastle County has a thing every year for the 4th of July. They called it Blast in the Valley because Renfro Valley offered to use their fields for this event.

This year was a bit more... what you could called "People crazed." People were desperate to park up close and more. And people were desperate to leave after this incident.

Before The Incident
The fireworks were going great. I was taking pictures and a video. The pictures were in a way to make a time lapse type of video. I will upload those tomorrow since it's pretty late right now.

The Incident
As I saw a person on FB say... the fireworks were going great... until a firework hit the ground and several were shot out into a crowd, it appeared. I didn't catch it on camera but I'm sure somebody did.

I knew something had happened because it got really quiet all of a sudden. Then I overheard police radios of what had happened. Several people were injured. Some had firework ashes in the eyes and some even were burned badly.

I hope they do recover quickly.

Now Onward With 4th of July.
I will upload those things tomorrow after I am awake. I will be staying home tomorrow night.

After this incident, I think I will stay away from more fireworks this year xD

I am going to go on to bed because we had to wait several minutes... not so sure how other people felt because they were trying their best to get out of there while not respecting what the firefighters and policemen were telling them to do. Again, what I would called "People Crazed".

Glad to get out of there but I do hope the injured are okay.

For now... I will sleep and hope the storm that's coming isn't too bad.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Not Sure What To Do Today?

I woke up early and got out of bed early since my bestie was asleep xD I rather for him to catch up with sleep than to come on and be sleepy :P

Anyway, not sure what I'll be doing today yet. But I was playing Final Fantasy on the phone... then I got on the computer and played Eden Eternal xD

I got tired of Eden so I just now got of it. Might be anime type of day soon.

I need some tea though...

Later Today?
 There will be a late second post today but only if it doesn't rain.

I am going to an event that celebrates America's Independence xD Fireworks galore and such.

But if it rains, there might be a post at the normal time.

If I happen to go there tonight, I will try to keep my phone fully charge and take a video... not sure about the picture.

So, we'll see. :D

I really want to try out a vlog thing so yea xD

Doubt I can do it xD

Anyway, gonna go now and might end up passing out for a bit.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Finding A New Addiction

I have found a new addiction and it's called Final Fantasy Brave Evtius xD

Anyway, I will get back to a normal way on this blog.

What Happened?
Things can be stressful in life. So my mood will be going up and down in the few days to come.

I'm hoping that my life will stay positive for the days to come.

But do expect short blogs on the days that I don't feel good.

Anime List Coming Soon!
Yes, you are reading this right. There will be an anime list coming on Friday. 

I'm skipping certain ones because I haven't seen the first seasons of those yet. And some looks interesting but haven't watched yet.

So just keep an eye out for that list coming soon.

For now, this post might be short but it's better than before.

Not sure what I will be doing tomorrow so...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Is There Waiting?

So, just waiting to go outside once again. Earlier, I was out to get some food to eat and more.

Not sure what will be expecting today yet. But I do know that I am going to see my grandma for a bit.

Anyway, I'm feeling a little better but just can't shake off the bad feeling in my mood away. This month once again is going to be a long month.

Trying to spend my life as it usual is doesn't make sense right now.

I will stay positive and hope that things will get better.

But there might be good news to com. Who knows. Just know there is waiting.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Not Sure What To Do...

By far, my grandma has given up. She's starving herself to death. So... things are happening.

And having a dad that's always grumpy or trying to tell you what to do is not any better.

So... not sure what to do.

Again, I am keeping this post short because I am kind of not in the mood and sleepy at the same time.

Hopefully, tomorrow, I'll be in a better mood. So, I'm trying to be positive.

Sorry for this short post.

Oh, my mom will be having cataract surgery on July 12th. Gonna be a long time there.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

No Tears To Come Yet

I am not sure what is going to happen yet until Tuesday. I am told not to say about it here yet because it's still in the works.

But my grandma is not doing very well right now. She keeps refusing to eat. I do not know if she saw something when she had blacked out or what but she just refused to eat anything. Soon, she would stop drinking... it's really sad and there's no tears to come yet.

I want to keep this first post short because it's just hard to talk about right now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK